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"Is... is he alright?" After thinking about it, Chen Qianxia asked directly.What's more, even if he didn't ask, the hesitant words and demeanor just now have already betrayed himself.

Is he okay?

Lu Ci had heard those four simple words countless times.After that year, very few people came to visit Shen Mingxi in the ward.After all, no matter how advanced and advanced the contemporary medical technology is, it will still be defeated by the unprovoked gossip and the sophistication of the world labeled as reality.No one would deliberately try to curry favor with a cripple whose biological mother had no official status and whose own life was marked with a countdown. No matter whether it was a short-term plan or a long-term plan, this was an extremely uneconomical deal.

Although Shen Mingxi himself is smart enough, excellent, kind and sincere, even before he was sick, he didn't even have the slightest grudge against his half-brother.

But the spectators can't get rid of the trait of wanting to talk to others after all, they will still appear in Lu Ci's chat records from time to time, in the name of caring, secretly asking how long Shen Mingxi has to live , At the end, I would like to add a few words to throw them into the trash can, which makes people feel that it is hypocritical, as if they are also sincerely feeling sorry for Shen Mingxi.

That's why Lu Ci hates hearing this sentence. Except for his parents and Shen Zitong, everyone in this world is looking forward to Shen Mingxi dying, and then turning it into a topic of conversation after dinner.

But when Chen Qianxia asked, her tone and expression were cautious.He also stretched out a hand in advance to gently press Lu Ci's back, as if even if Lu Ci fell down unreasonably now, Chen Qianxia would firmly catch him.Lu Ci was even sure that Chen Qianxia's hand in his pocket was tightly clutching a pack of tissues that exuded the faint scent of camellias.

"I..." Even if he didn't say his name, Lu Ci still took a lot of effort to answer, and he didn't make sense when he spoke, as if the mental construction he had just struggled for a long time was defeated by his eyes. A human question. "I...he, he's fine."

"He is very good, very good, maybe he can finish his next birthday, very good."

Lu Ci didn't know which part of his body had a problem, which caused him to be unable to utter a logical sentence when he met Chen Qianxia.Obviously everything has become a foregone conclusion, and he also survived many sleepless nights with red eyes.But when he was hugged tightly by this person, Lu Ci still felt that he had to spend a lot of effort even to speak a complete sentence.

"He's fine, really fine."

"I didn't hide it from Tong Tong, saying that we will take care of each other in the future."

"I also mentioned it to my parents. They didn't make a sound for a long time after listening to it. It took a while to tell me that I want to open it. After all, it has been so many years, and every day now is earning... everything It counts as him winning."

"But, but why, why?" Lu Ci leaned on Chen Qianxia, ​​clutching someone's clothes belt.He could hear the hurried footsteps of passers-by and the horns of passing vehicles; he could sense the curious and inquiring gazes coming from all directions, as well as his own gradually distorted voice.

Those trivial sentences that had been repeated countless times in my heart were finally released.Lu Ci also knew that he must look ugly, because Chen Qianxia's collar was already very wet by him.

But he couldn't control himself and he couldn't stop. The depression and self-blame accumulated over the years were finally defeated by Chen Qianxia's broad and strong shoulders. Now Lu Ci doesn't want to think about the pointing and whispering people around him. He just wanted to vent his restrained feelings for a long time, before Chen Qianxia let him go.

He said, "Chen Qianxia, ​​I'm so tired."

"Why did he encounter such a thing? He is obviously only in his 20s."

"Everyone told me, 'Lu Ci, it's not your fault'. But I can feel that they are blaming me."

"I know that everything that happened to my elder brother is inseparable from me, but I really, really never liked him in that way."