clear moonlight

Even when he was crying all over, he was still so pretty.

After this idea popped up inadvertently, Chen Qianxia knew that there was no cure for her.In fact, emotionally, he was already terminally ill a long time ago.Chen Qianxia thinks about Lu Ci all the time, thinks about his exquisite eyebrows and haughty expression, and the softness hidden under the appearance that cannot be easily touched.

Chen Qianxia knew that he was a mediocre person. There were good-looking men everywhere in the world. Apart from his skin, he really had nothing to show for it.Emotions have always been a process that needs to evolve gradually. Before Lu Ci's heartfelt affection for him, Chen Qianxia didn't think it was inappropriate to give willingly and unilaterally.

However, even if Lu Ci paid his true feelings, the response to him was almost equal to no response. This was the first time he saw Lu Ci who was crying in public places like today, who was out of control and clingy.

Then let me support you. After all, I am an optimist full of sunshine and positive energy. I have a clean background and a decent income. My family is harmonious, and I am relatively reliable.

Most importantly, I really, really hate seeing you cry.

So he stretched out his hand, as if he had practiced many times in his heart, he firmly caught Lu Ci's whole body, and then told him, don't be sad.

"Because I know that you are a person worthy of offering your sincerity." Chen Qianxia said slowly, "As for everything that happened in the past, it was never your fault."

Chen Qianxia's soft whispers in his ears were gradually amplified in the noisy footsteps of passers-by, and so was his usual smile.With the accompaniment of the hurried people around, Lu Ci finally had to admit that sometimes, the heartbeat really cannot be restrained abruptly.

No matter how hard he tries to shake off the constant throbbing, the solid heartbeat will still appear in time and remind him that you can't deceive yourself, you still like the person in front of you.

"I'm sorry, I..." He wiped away the tears on his face indiscriminately, and took another half step back. Lu Ci thought that his current appearance could be regarded as rare in a hundred years. He was not open-minded or free-spirited. On the contrary, it is the entanglement and weakness that I most want to avoid and despise most in my daily life.However, simply standing like a marionette is not the answer. He took a deep breath and finally continued the sentence that had been disconnected for a long time: "I'm really sorry to cause you trouble."

"Ah, no." Chen Qianxia scratched her hair. In fact, most of the time he showed this unrestrained and carefree appearance, even the sunlight that could radiate to the people around him It is not the result of deliberate effort.

But Chen Qianxia knows that right now is a rare, or almost impossible, time when Lu Ci is absent-minded and he is in a full state. When this kind of event occurs with a probability basically equal to zero, the most important thing is to Take your chances.

"In that case, can I go meet your friend?" Chen Qianxia is an out-and-out activist, but because of Lu Ci's attitude, many plans were not realized, and when the situation finally turned around , His first reaction was always to go one step further, one step closer.

After noticing Lu Ci's suspicious gaze, Chen Qianxia didn't choose to give in this time, put on a calm look, frowned slightly, stared at Lu Ci, and said, "Since you've come over, let's take a look and say hello. "

After bumping into Lu Ci's obscure gaze, the self-confidence he had just maintained for a while quietly cracked again, and the second half of the sentence even got stuck, "After all...you always have to care about it."

Due to the difference in height, it was still a little difficult for Lu Ci to look at Chen Qianxia completely.However, this did not prevent him from catching the small flames dangling in the opponent's eyes and the flash of panic.

That expression reminded him of the summer long ago for no reason. At that time, he once stood imposingly in the kitchen and rolled up his sleeves, expressing that he wanted to have a big fight, but in the end he had to carry Shen Mingxi and Shen Zitong behind his back and quietly go to the garbage. Five accidentally fried poached eggs fell out of the bucket.It's a pity that the fire can't be contained in the paper after all, Shen Zitong reluctantly agreed not to expose him in front of his elder brother under his coercion and temptation.However, Lu Ci still feels that Shen Mingxi actually knows everything, because for a week in a row, all food related to eggs has not appeared in breakfast, including but not limited to egg pancakes, egg custard, egg rolls, and what Lu Ci regards as a shame. The source of the poached eggs.

"Lu Ci?" The person next to him lifted his arms up, hugged him lightly, pursed his lips and continued to ask, "Let's go?"

The place touched was exactly at the waist, Lu Ci subconsciously wanted to back up, and barely restrained his movements after seeing the pattern on Chen Qianxia's collar.He opened his mouth, and happened to meet Chen Qianxia's gaze when he raised his eyes. In the end, he didn't say anything, but nodded silently, motioning for Chen Qianxia to follow.

"I don't need to buy anything, I can't put it down." After finding Chen Qianxia stopped in the fruit shop at the entrance of the first floor, Lu Ci tugged on his sleeve and said.In this way, he kept pulling the person's sleeve and led Chen Qianxia into the corridor.

In fact, there are very few times when no one passes by in the hospital, especially on weekends, this situation is almost equal to no.The current situation where there is no one else waiting for the elevator except the two of them is really an exception among exceptions. Lu Ci stared at the number on the display screen shrinking, and finally turned his head away from him before it displayed "1". Chen Qianxia, ​​who was at a distance, said softly: "He might be surprised by us later."

Chen Qianxia was taken aback, he didn't know if it was his own illusion, he just seemed to have heard Lu Ci's last faint sigh.

Just when he was about to say something, the notification sound of the elevator's arrival interrupted everything, including Lu Ci's confused expression.After the man waved his hand at him, he walked in without looking back, and the crying expression he had not long ago had long since disappeared.

It seems that as soon as he stepped into this elevator and thought that he was about to enter that ward, all of Lu Ci's immaturities would be completely hidden, and what was exposed outside was always just a calm and composed mask.

Chen Qianxia began to doubt whether her reckless behavior of running over was considered appropriate.He barely knew about Lu Ci's past, he was inevitably fascinated by Lu Ci, and he was extremely determined to get this person.But stripping away these prerequisites that do not contain rational factors, he is just a suitor who is not yet successful, and the person he is about to meet will really put a lot of color on Lu Ci.

What's more, everything is far from being measured by a simple "win or lose".