clear moonlight

The process was surprisingly smooth.

Shen Mingxi is...a very talkative person.Although he can only lie on the hospital bed quietly and watch the people around him do this and that, but there is always a smile in his eyes, and his complexion can be called gentle, completely considerate and warm The elder brother looks like.

Chen Qianxia sat on the chair somewhat awkwardly, watching Lu Ci pour water and clear the cabinet beside him, as if preparing for entertaining distinguished guests.Obviously, that person was not like this on the way here, but after entering the ward, it seemed as if some invisible switch had been flipped, busy back and forth, refusing to stop.

"Never mind, he's just a little nervous." Shen Mingxi handed the cup to the person in front of him, without asking why Lu Ci suddenly ran back and brought a stranger with him.

Chen Qianxia took the cup, took a sip of warm water, and began to search for topics.Even though he is basically extroverted on weekdays, this is the first time he has encountered such a thing.Chen Qianxia was afraid that she would inadvertently say something that she shouldn't have mentioned, which would irritate the already weak man in front of her.

However, it is not an option to keep silent all the time. After hesitating for a moment, Chen Qianxia still asked: "Does Brother Shen have any hobbies in daily life? To pass the time or something like that."

Shen Mingxi smiled at him: "There's nothing I particularly like. It's only when Xiao Lu and Tong Tong come to see me. It's interesting to hear them bicker."

The directionality of the words was too obvious, Chen Qianxia couldn't help being startled when he heard it.He knew that Shen Mingxi was not trying to make things difficult for him, but Chen Qianxia really didn't know how to answer such a sentence when the person in front of him uttered it.

Because it is impossible for Shen Mingxi, who made Lu Ci care about him in every possible way, not to see his small thoughts, but it is also impossible for Shen Mingxi, who is used to smiling at people, to deliberately embarrass a junior who likes Lu Ci wholeheartedly.

Chen Qianxia was the only one who felt in a dilemma.

"When I first met Lu Lu, he was still a little kid lying in a crib and crying."

Perhaps because he couldn't bear to see Chen Qianxia's ecstasy, Shen Mingxi took the initiative to break the silence: "I was not very old at that time, so I don't remember exactly what happened. But Lu Lu's crying was indeed very loud. His mother didn't know where to read the report, saying that adults should not hug the child immediately even if the child cries. This will give the child the illusion that "as soon as he cries, someone will come to comfort me", which is not conducive to the child's development. growing up."

"So Lu Lu cried for a long time that day, but no one was willing to coax him. Maybe I saw his appearance was too pitiful, or maybe I just thought he was annoying when he cried, so I lay on the bedside and used a small bell to tease him. It’s been a long time. That little bell was still used by me as a coaxing toy when Lu Lushang was in the first grade of elementary school, because I was preparing to go to a private boarding school at that time, there was...at least in Xiao Lu’s eyes, it was a long time Time, I can’t go home with him every day.”

Perhaps because of his illness, Shen Mingxi speaks in a very soft voice, and he just happens to be able to spread out the time in every word, and describe Lu Ci in memory bit by bit to present to the audience around him.

Chen Qianxia has heard and read many stories about time machines. Almost every time travel is accompanied by unforeseen consequences and extremely painful costs.But those plots in the movie don't seem to be true around Shen Mingxi. The gentleness and calmness of the man in front of him seems to be able to easily heal everything, and it seems to be able to easily destroy everything.

Is it because of disease?Chen Qianxia thought, but would it really be such a soft atmosphere to surround a person whose time is running out?

What's more, Shen Mingxi is still a proud son of heaven with a bright future.

But if all the peace is a pretense to comfort those around him, where is he hiding his pain?

Where did Lu Ci, who knew everything and was always by his side, hide his pain?

"You like Lu Lu, I think you care about him very much." Even if it is such a sentence that does not give anyone a chance to refute, it is still gentle when it comes out of Shen Mingxi's mouth.

"You like him, that's why you came up to meet me today, that's why my younger brother looks so awkward, and Xiao Lu deliberately plunged himself into trivial chores." The thin young man leaned on the hospital bed After speaking, he still did not forget to smile at Chen Qianxia.

"I..." Many answers flashed through Chen Qianxia's mind, how should he answer without hurting the person in front of him?It seems too cruel to say for sure, after all, it is no different from handing over your most beloved thing to others, even if you don't give it up now, Chen Qianxia is still the one with a healthy body.Give a negative answer, not to mention whether Shen Mingxi will notice some clues, even Chen Qianxia herself can't believe it.

Chen Qianxia remembered the scene when she took the elevator with Lu Ci on the way here.The elevator rooms in hospitals are not covered with many billboards like those in shopping malls or residential buildings, and there is no media equipment that plays advertisements from time to time.Everything is quiet, there are only two visitors standing side by side and the sound of breathing that is not easy to catch.

Chen Qianxia didn't like an atmosphere that was too quiet, but she also understood in the silence that she should be more gentle and honest.After all, his feelings cannot be treated as a burden forever, it should be frank.

"I... really like him." Chen Qianxia raised her head, looked at the young man on the bed and said, "Just like Big Brother Shen, I like him very, very much."

As he spoke, he subconsciously glanced out of the ward.Lu Ci didn't know when he ran out, and he didn't notice whether he was fetching water or answering the phone.

"I've heard about Brother Shen to some extent. Lu Ci told me about it before." Using his peripheral vision, Chen Qianxia couldn't catch that figure. Knowing that Lu Ci probably left on purpose, he didn't argue anymore. Turned sideways and continued talking to Shen Mingxi.The voice is not loud, but the momentum is not small.

Or maybe Shen Mingxi is too weak, so anyone sitting next to him looks extraordinarily tall and straight.

"I know." Shen Mingxi waved his hand, and stopped looking at Chen Qianxia, ​​his gaze stayed on the small porcelain cup placed by the table.He reached out to take the things, lowered his head and quietly stared at the green-brown branches and pale pink petals above.

After a while, he said: "You tell Lu Lu, don't be burdened, and don't be sad anymore. It's good for the two brothers to take care of each other in the future."

"Although I have told him these things more than once, and he told me 'it's okay' more than once. I know he likes you, even when he came to see me, he was still angry with himself."

"But he can't hide his liking, and there's no need to be angry. It should be something that makes both of you happy."

Shen Mingxi raised his head, smiled and spread his hands at Chen Qianxia.

"That little bastard must have deliberately hid outside and refused to come in. Thank you, you can continue to talk to me for a while, and then remember to take him to eat something at night."