clear moonlight

Although he has been in and out of the hospital countless times, Lu Ci still couldn't get used to the large expanses of white walls everywhere and the smell of disinfectant in the air, so much so that he had already driven back home, his mind still drifting uncontrollably in the corridor In the gray and white.

"Brother, little brother Lu." Someone pulled his sleeve lightly from behind, Lu Ci turned his head, and Shen Zitong stood aside, whispering

Calling his name also woke him up from his aimless daze.

He stretched out his hand and pulled him into his arms, "I'm here." Lu Ci said, "Why don't you go eat something? Luoyang just delivered it."

It wasn't once or twice that the two of them dealt with their own stomachs. Two young men in their 20s would never be able to bear without eating a meal.It's just that Lu Ci has to find something for himself and Shen Zitong to do now, he has to calm down, and then discuss with that person the issues about the future that have been deliberately ignored all this time.

Lin Luoyang bought a lot of hot food and brought them here. The portions are not big, but there are many styles.Lu Ci handed Shen Zitong a cup of hot soy milk, and pushed the fish porridge in front of him towards him.

"I'm not hungry." Shen Zitong raised his eyes.

Lu Ci forced a smile: "Let's eat something."

Shen Zitong looked at him, sighed, and took the initiative to sit beside Lu Ci. "Brother." He put his arms around Lu Ci. The other party had done this to him many times before, "I'm sorry."

Lu Ci lowered his head: "Tongtong, you have nothing to do to me."

"I know, if I hadn't stopped you openly and secretly before, you might have come out earlier." Shen Zitong hugged him tightly, and Lu Ci couldn't even stretch himself.But he didn't stop him, and he didn't make a sound, he just listened quietly.

"It's me who is too selfish. I always feel that you are my brother's and mine. So I don't like other people appearing in your life, so I will occupy you for a long time. I have been using your heart The guilt that chains you to a place that only I can get."

Shen Zitong's voice trembled: "As a result, I still want to leave now. I was the one who was wayward in the past, and now I am the one who wants to leave you behind."

"Tongtong." Lu Ci felt that he was going to be out of breath, and had to break free from Shen Zitong's arms.He stretched out his hand, smoothed the bangs on Shen Zitong's forehead, touched his head again, and said softly: "You don't need to apologize to me, after all, I was the only one who restrained me before. But now..."

He paused, and then said, "Now I'm not alone either."

Although it took a lot of time and energy for you to accept the existence of this person beside me.

"I don't care about other things, Tongtong, I just want to know. Is the choice you make now properly considered?" Lu

Ci frowned slightly. In any case, the last thing he wanted to see was that Shen Zitong made the decision to leave his hometown on impulse.

"I'm not that stupid yet." How could Shen Zitong not understand Lu Ci's thoughts, and explained helplessly.The atmosphere between the two also eased slightly with his tone, "I'm just going to study, and it's not like I won't come back for the rest of my life. If brother misses me, he can come and find me anytime."

Speaking of this, Shen Zitong shrugged, and added: "Of course, I think the surname Chen probably won't be happy, and will definitely pester you to come together. Then forget it, I don't want to see you two Qingqing me."

Seeing what he said, Lu Ci couldn't object anymore, so he smiled helplessly and nodded.

Shen Zitong's desire to leave cannot be said to be without clues.When Lu Ci first noticed something was wrong, the two of them happened to be shopping outside in the supermarket.Lu Ci remembered that he took a lot of snacks with different flavors, and Shen Zitong put more than half of them back on the shelf before putting them in the basket.

At that time, Lu Ci still felt a little strange, thinking that his cohabitant finally couldn't stand the salty and greasy cheese biscuits, and was going to try a different taste.Now it seems that it was just that Shen Zitong was ready to leave at that time, and he didn't want to have extra things at home.

But Shen Zitong's departure was not without warning. Ever since Lu Ci broke into Shen's house and brought Shen Zitong back to the hospital, he basically cut off contact with the people there. Completely broken.

Lu Ci still remembered that late night a month ago, they stayed up for three whole nights and finally settled Shen Mingxi's funeral.When he walked out of the hospital gate, Lu Cicai finally saw the middle-aged man who had come late, who was also the biological father of Shen Mingxi and Shen Zitong who hadn't shown up for a long time.

At that time, Lu Ci almost thought that he was dazzled. After all, before this, he and Shen Zitong had made countless calls to each other and contacted countless friends.Lu Ci even asked his parents for help, trying to get in touch with the man who was attending the wedding on the other side of the ocean under the pretense, but he still got nothing.

As a result, after they dealt with everything, the middle-aged man who had disappeared for a long time appeared outside the hospital instead.Lu Ci hadn't closed his eyes for two days in a row, and he didn't even recognize that the man in front of him was Shen Mingxi's father.Seeing someone standing in front of him, he just mechanically wanted to go over and say something.As soon as the steps were taken, Lu Ci felt that it was not appropriate.Because my clothes are really not decent, and my hair is messy. After all, anyone who has not had a rest for 72 hours is not good-looking.

But the middle-aged man in front of him was wearing a well-tailored suit and his hair was neatly combed, even with hairspray.If he hadn't been standing outside the hospital with a serious face, Lu Ci would have thought that he was going to attend some very important awards ceremony.

He even had time to change clothes and comb his hair at home, put on a grieving face, pretended to run to the hospital where the eldest son was, and said "I'm late" pretending to be sad.

Only this time, no one is willing to act with him.Shen Zitong pulled Lu Cijing away from the gate of the hospital, not even going to ask "Why didn't you come over earlier".

He should have left long ago.When the incompetent father would only give in repeatedly in the face of a strong mother; when the young Shen Mingxi was treated unfairly day after day; when Lu Ci broke into that house and took him away forcibly.

It's just that Shen Zitong understood too late, and right now he has nothing to worry about.Lu Ci has a partner he can rely on by his side, and he is no longer alone in the long road ahead.Chen Qianxia is reliable and warm enough, and Lu Ci is sincere enough, they are both worth it.

As for Shen Mingxi, he will always live in the best time.Even if his figure is no longer tall and straight, even if he becomes emaciated, what remains in Lu Ci and Shen Zitong's memory will always be that young and handsome young man who treats everything in the world with tenderness.

Shen Mingxi has not grown old yet, and he will never grow old.