[Comprehensive] The protagonist, please push down

Yu Ling once felt that she was very happy.

In a single-parent family, Yu Ling, who grew up with her mother, had an ordinary childhood that couldn't be more ordinary.He didn't know his father's name, but he never felt alone.Although Yu Ling's mother is very aggressive, she loves Yu Ling from the bottom of her heart.

One day, she brought back a boy, Yan Bin.Yu Ling didn't like that person very much. Although he was ignorant, Yu Ling could see the deep defense and vigilance in that person's eyes.

The man moved out soon, and as he grew older, Yu Ling gradually forgot about that young man who seemed to be a beast who was driven to a dead end.

Until one day, the man came back again, made a deal with Yu Ling's mother, and brought the 14-year-old Yu Ling to the Red Dragon Gang.Yu Ling followed him to the Red Dragon Gang amidst his mother's reluctance.It was also at that time that the gears of fate began to turn.

On the first day Yu Ling came to the Red Dragon Gang, he met the dark brown-haired boy.The first meeting with Si Zhuo was very impressive. As soon as he walked into the room, Yu Ling heard the boy say "like" to Yan Bin, and blurted out in surprise.Just thinking of teasing that person, Yu Ling watched Yan Bin sitting on the chair coldly, and asked the boy with a bright smile to take off his clothes and kneel down.Then he looked at the boy in disbelief with his head lowered, trembling all over, but he still unbuttoned his buttons one by one.

After the man took off his shirt, he tried to untie his belt with shaking hands, but Yu Ling grabbed the man's hand, not wanting him to continue moving.The man raised his head, blinked, and shed tears.Yu Ling's heart trembled, and he pulled the man out, but was stopped by Yan Bin.Seeing him walking towards Yan Bin, even kneeling at Yan Bin's feet, Yu Ling was shocked. Does that person really like Yan Bin so much?

For the next five years, Yu Ling was always very happy.Si Zhuo is sincere to him, he is not using himself, nor is he plotting against himself.Yu Ling's mother died, and he was in a trance for a long time after losing his only relative. During that dark time, Si Zhuo was always by his side, helping him through the difficulties, telling him that he did not It's not that he has nothing, he still has too many things that he hasn't experienced, and he still has a great time.

When Yu Ling's father found him, Yu Ling refused without thinking.On the one hand, he hated his father and hated him for abandoning himself, and on the other hand, it was because he didn't want to leave Si Zhuo.

For the first time in adolescence, Yu Ling dreamed of the person who was always by her side.In his dream, his winking eyes are like silk, and his every frown and smile are full of charm. He invites Yu Ling and seduces Yu Ling.The tightness and warmth when entering, the seductive panting and moaning, he said softly to himself that he will always be with him.When waking up from the dream, Yu Ling's heart was empty.He realized his unusual thoughts about that person, so that he avoided seeing him for a while, fearing that the person would leave him after knowing his dirty thoughts.

, Yu Ling knew the taste of pain for the first time.When he saw the person he cared about lying on the bed covered in injuries, but he couldn't help that person, Yu Ling felt deeply powerless and heartbroken.That's right, that man has always loved the president of the Black Tiger Society who always hurt him.But why!That guy couldn't possibly give him happiness.The only one who really loves him is himself.Yu Ling patted that person to comfort him, and secretly swore in her heart that she would definitely take that person away.

When seeing the munitions in that warehouse, Yu Ling secretly thought it was terrible.Yan Bin probably already knew his plan and wanted to get rid of him.Sure enough, he was arrested and put in the torture room.Yu Ling gritted her teeth and endured the physical pain, looking at the man looking at her coldly, Yu Ling had too much to say, but in the end she could only say "believe me".

In the end, what awaited him was only the man's merciless abandonment.The man said, "Let's not waste any more time with this traitor." The man also said, "Betrayer, I don't want to see you anymore."

Yu Ling shed tears unconsciously.Why don't you trust me?Why choose him?Why...abandoned me?

'I want to be stronger! Yu Ling made up his mind at that moment, "I want to make that person regret it!" '

He contacted his father and inherited the arms business.He gave up too much, just to make the person who abandoned him repent.

It took Yu Ling three years to kill the original self. Now his hands are covered with blood, and he can kill with a smile. He dyed his hair the same dark brown as that person, and his heart is full of strong feelings towards that person. desire for revenge.

Dreaming back at midnight, Yu Ling imagined too many scenes of reuniting with that person, that person might look at him with a disgusted expression, might be surprised, but never expected to meet again, that person has already forgotten himself.

In the dark night bar, Yu Ling saw a figure that looked very much like that person.The young man couldn't find his way in a daze, and was helping his forehead.Yu Ling couldn't help chuckling, three years later, that person is still the same, but he has already...

Blunted, "Do you need me to help you?" Yu Ling's voice was soft and unbelievably soft.And only he himself knew that he was almost trembling with nervousness.The young man turned his head, but it was not the person in his heart. Yu Ling's good mood disappeared without a trace, and he almost restrained himself from killing the young man on the spot, "This is not a place for you, get out."

But I didn't expect that young man to lean on the wall on his left side in his spare time, put his hands in his pockets, slightly lowered his head and looked at himself with a half-smile, "Oh? How can you see that?"

like!Like that man!Yu Ling had a guess in his heart, and asked, "What's your name?"

After getting the answer from "Si Zhuo", Yu Ling raised the corners of his mouth unconsciously, "It really is him!" After that person proposed to cooperate, Yu Ling readily agreed, but her heart was filled with malice imagining what kind of beauty it would be when that person would be as embarrassed as herself in the end.

Yu Ling started a nominal cooperation with that person.He also wondered why the man left the Black Tiger Club and changed his appearance. In the end, Yu Ling guessed that the man changed his appearance to hide from Yan Bin. Jealousy, 'Yanbin can always influence him'.

Yu Ling liked to see the way the man dared to be angry but didn't speak up, so he always stuck to him and teased him.The relationship between the two seemed as natural as it was three years ago.But Yu Ling knew that he had changed, that he no longer silently liked that person in his heart, what he wanted now was to occupy that person's possessions.He wants that person to only have himself in his heart, and only see himself.

When getting along with that person, Yu Ling always smiled sincerely unconsciously, but when that person left and he was left alone, Yu Ling couldn't help but think of what that person had done to her three years ago. Abandoned, thinking that the man did not recognize himself.

Does he treat everyone like this?So what is the former self who once regarded his attitude towards himself as that person's special towards himself?

Sure enough, I should teach him a lesson.Yu Ling secretly thought in his heart, let that person fall in love with him and then abandon him like he did to himself three years ago, and then appear by that person's side when he was heartbroken, and completely own him.

Yu Ling asked Si Zhuo to come to An Ye to see him at midnight every day, even he himself didn't realize how much he was looking forward to, he came to An Ye early every day, waiting for the man to open the door.

That day, Si Zhuo didn't come.Yu Ling waited all night.When he arrived at the man's house, he found that there was no one there.Could it be... Yu Ling thought of a possibility.

Using all the eyeliner, Yu Ling found the villa where Yan Bin imprisoned Si Zhuo.Taking advantage of Yanbin's absence, Yu Ling rescued Si Zhuo.The moment he opened the door, he saw the man shrunk pitifully in the corner of the room, his clothes were messy and his head was buried between his arms.

Yu Ling's heart skipped a beat, "He was caught by Yan Bin again..." Then he forced himself to calm down, approached the man slowly, and comforted him.

Seeing Yu Ling, the man gave him a big smile.Yu Ling hugged him, the feeling of not wanting to let go came to her heart again.He suddenly remembered that this person hadn't recognized him yet, and to him, he was still that 'spirit'.Clenching her hands tightly, nails sinking into her palms, Yu Ling thought, 'It's okay, just rely on me like this, trust me with all your heart, and then fall in love with me without hesitation...I will fall in love with you the moment you fall in love with me , pushed you away, abandoned you, just like what you did to me three years ago...'

Holding the man into the car, Yu Ling held him in his arms and teased him, admiring the way the man exploded.The man asked Yu Ling to take him home, Yu Ling agreed, but what he was thinking about was how to destroy everything in that man's heart, that man was enough to have himself.

When I returned to the military area, I received a letter from the Black Tiger Society.Yu Ling smiled maliciously, then turned and left the military area.

After making all the preparations, Yu Ling told the man that he would meet with Heihu. Hearing the man say "I will go", Yu Ling laughed mockingly, "This time you are going to meet again." Who will I choose...Zhuo...'

Unexpectedly, that person actually...

When she saw him standing in front of her, protecting herself, and blocking the gun for herself, Yu Ling was stunned for a moment, "Falling in love with me?"

The man turned his face away, but Yu Ling saw his red ears sharply, and couldn't help but smile wider, "Si Zhuo, you will like someone too?"Oh, it's ridiculous.I will let you taste the pain I suffered three years ago... Pain, and then hate me with all your heart, so that you will only have me in your heart..." Thinking like this, but my heart is happy Yes, that person finally fell in love with himself... himself?What he fell in love with was the Spirit he played, not Yu Ling!

Gently bandaged the wound for him, then pulled the man back into her arms, hugged him from behind, shackled his hands with one hand, and pressed a pistol to his temple with the other.Yu Ling looked at the man with an unbelievable expression, and asked himself why, but his voice was crying.

Yu Ling's heart trembled, but he immediately stabilized his emotions. Isn't what I have to do is to let him remember me forever?Even hate.Yu Ling was thinking in his mind how to occupy his full attention when meeting that person next time.

What Yu Ling didn't expect was that Yan Bin had no intention of letting him leave alive.If he dies now, in that person's heart, he is just a person who betrayed him, Yan Bin is really... very calculating.

The appearance of a blond young man broke the confrontation between Yu Ling and Yan Bin.After the young man appeared, it seemed that only the young man was left in the man's eyes.The man looked at the young man happily, making Yu Ling so jealous that he wanted to kill him.Yu Ling told the young police officer that the man was Mortal, and looked at the man explaining to the police officer incoherently with a half-smile.

Suddenly, the man's tone changed, and he looked at Yu Ling, with no pain on his face. He said that he was always acting, and everyone was just pawns. He also admitted that he had prepared all the ammunition in the warehouse back then. Yes, just to stir up the internal strife between Yu Ling and Yan Bin.

Yu Ling was silent.What I think is all fake?

This...evil way!

Seeing that person performing some exaggerated ancient rituals and wanting to disappear again, Yu Ling's only thought is - catch him, and then give him a lesson that he will never forget!

That man was worthy of the name of Mortal, he smiled and killed the boy who affectionately called him "brother", without even a trace of murderous intent.Yu Ling suddenly felt very funny at that moment, so funny that he almost wanted to laugh out loud.How ridiculous, my own life!Three years ago, I foolishly took that person as my salvation, but I was abandoned by that person without hesitation; and three years later, when I was thinking about how to win that person's heart, I'm afraid that person had already thought about it. How to make myself more miserable, more desperate, and then laugh and watch myself struggle until there is no light in my life anymore.

That person... is a heartless person!

That person takes pleasure in playing with people's hearts, and everyone is just a discarded pawn to him. He manipulates other people's lives like a god, gives despair and darkness, and then leaves without hesitation.People's joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys are just a play to him. If he finds it interesting, he will participate in it and play the role he likes. Once the play progresses to the point where he finds it boring, he will automatically Gu Zi's curtain call left people struggling.

What a...bad man!

Under Fang Cheng's suggestion, Yu Ling teamed up with them and finally caught that person.

When I saw that person again, he was imprisoned by a straitjacket and firmly tied to a chair.Looking at the fingerprints on the man's face and the wound on his lip, Yu Ling knew that someone must have been there.Taking out a handkerchief and wiping the man's lips, tearing open the wound on his lip, noticing that the man was trembling slightly because of the pain but still looking aloof, Yu Ling maliciously wanted to tear off his mask, wanting to He showed a frightened and painful expression, wanting him to be branded with his own mark, wanting him... to be by his side forever.

"Not yet..." Yu Ling thought, "I have to teach him a lesson first..."

Meeting again a few days later, the man ran away again, leaving himself with death again.

The man pointed the gun at his heart, "I'll call the curtain call for this play." After speaking, he pulled the trigger.

Yu Ling didn't know what he was thinking the moment he saw Si Zhuo's blood, he only knew that his world seemed to be dyed red, he fell on the man's body, crying and laughing like a madman.

The color of that person in his own life is too strong.He gave himself light, but mercilessly gave himself pain and darkness.Even I don't know whether I hate him more or love him more.But what I know is that he is the most important person to me, so important that it is almost equal to my own life, so important that if he is gone, my desire/desire to live will also disappear.

The person who occupies all my mind, how can I disappear?

In the world without that person, Yu Ling lived for three days.When he couldn't hold on any longer, he received a message from Fang Cheng and saw the surveillance.The man still smiled softly, beckoned to himself, then destroyed the surveillance, and left the freezer.

Yu Ling didn't know how that man cheated his death, that man was too smart, it was easy for him to deceive everyone's eyes.Sweeping away the pain of the past three days, Yu Ling pulled out a smile, sure enough, that person will not disappear.I will eventually catch him and hold him in the palm of my hand.At that time, Si Zhuo, it is impossible for you to leave my side.

I look forward to that day coming.

The author has something to say: Si Zhuo (laughing wildly): Pfft!Hahaha, you actually want to die for love!Emma is so funny, what do you think!Thank you for thinking it out!Hahaha!

Yu Ling (fox laughs): Little Zhuo Zhuo~ Is it that funny~~

Si Zhuo (nods): It's so funny!Hahaha!you?Martyrdom?Hahaha!

Yu Ling (tilts her head): ......

Si Zhuo (wipes away tears): Emma, ​​tears came out of my eyes when I laughed! !

Yu Ling (touching her head): Little Zhuozhuo~ Since I like to laugh so much, I will let you laugh enough tonight~~

Si Zhuo (Ji Ling): Nani? What do you mean?

Yu Ling (laughs without saying a word): ......

#the next day#

Si Zhuo (body lying on the bed): Don't stop me!I'm going to die! !

Author: I’ve been coding this episode for three days, and I feel like I can’t love anymore (┬＿┬)