How can a thousand crematoriums be enough?

"..."

Yu Mao didn't know how he got out of that courtyard, he felt that he was just dreaming in a trance.

But the scratches on the back of his hand told him that it was all true.

Yu Yi said that he looked like an old friend of his, but the facts told him that it was a lover, not an old friend.

So, is he another stand-in after that girl?

"What's wrong with you, you lost your mind?"

The familiar voice brought back Yu Mao's spirit, and Yu Mao realized that he had returned to the main hall unknowingly, and at this moment Yu Yi was standing in front of him.

Looking at that beautiful face as always, and that gentle and affectionate face, Yu Mao opened his mouth, his voice hoarse.

"Do I really look like... Jiayan?"

The figure said that the so-called old man was called Jiayan, which was the name Yu Yi unconsciously called when he was holding Yu Mao.

Yu Yi's expression changed suddenly, and he grabbed Yu Mao's shoulder with such force that it hurt.

"Who told you?!"

It seemed to be true, otherwise why would he be so excited, Yu Mao's expression darkened.

Finally, I understand why Yu Yi sometimes gets angry for no reason, and why Yu Yi likes himself whom he has only known for a few days.

Just because of their similar exterior and dissimilar interior.

"Then you..." Yu Mao's voice was trembling, he wanted to ask clearly, but did he have the courage.

He wants to ask, do you just like my face?

Do you like yourself a little bit?

But Yu Mao couldn't ask, he didn't dare to ask at all, for fear that the answer he got would break him down.

Yu Yi also calmed down at this moment, he guessed that Yu Mao must have walked into that woman's yard by accident, otherwise the others would not have the guts to tell him.

Relaxing the strength in his hand, Yu Yi hugged Yu Mao instead, his voice was still very gentle, "Calm down first, I will tell you slowly."

Yu Mao listened to the person in front of him talking, feeling a little dazed.

This person said that he really used himself as a substitute at first, but now he really likes himself.

After a long silence, Yu Mao reached out and hugged Yu Yi.

What else could he do but believe?

Even if it was fake, he begged Yu Yi to lie to him for the rest of his life.

That girl is crazy, so is Yu Mao.It's just that one chose to live in reality, while Yu Mao chose to live in a dream.

In the final analysis, he was too cowardly, and he didn't have the courage to face reality at all.

After this day, Yu Yi treated Yu Mao more tenderly and carefully, and sometimes even accompanied Yu Mao to make snacks.In the past, he just hugged Yumao when he took a nap, but now he even sleeps beside him at night.

Yu Mao could sense that there was something wrong with Yu Yi's overly gentle treatment, as if he had deliberately shown it in order to completely dispel his doubts.

But he was still immersed in it, and didn't want to resist at all.

On this day, a report came from below. After reading it, Yu Yi's expression became wrong. He was very excited and full of disbelief.

"I have something to deal with, so you just stay in the hall obediently, you know." Yu Yi squeezed Yu Mao's face and kissed him, "If you want anything, I will bring it for you when I come back."

Yu Mao smiled and tugged at Yu Yi's sleeve, looking expectant, "Can I go together?"

In the past, Yu Yi would pull him no matter what he was going to do, but this time he suddenly didn't plan to take him, coupled with some strange reactions, Yu Mao had a bad feeling.

"No." Yu Yi flatly refused, only to realize that his attitude was too harsh.He softened his voice and coaxed: "Good boy, this matter is more important. I'm afraid I will be distracted, so you can stay in the hall?"

Yu Mao glanced at Yu Yi, but nodded obediently, "Okay, then I want to eat sugar figures, and I want you to draw them."

Yu Yi smiled, and pinched Yu Mao's face again, "Okay."

Seeing Yu Yi leave, completely out of sight, the expression on Yu Mao's face suddenly changed.

"Finally, I'm exhausted these days. I've never seen someone so clingy."

Xiao Jin poked his head out quietly, "You didn't make it yourself."

Yu Mao stretched, "Where's Xiao Hanhan?"

Just after asking, there are more hands on the waist.Yu Mao turned around, this dark-faced person, who else could it be if it wasn't Ji Han.

A veil was wiped and wiped on the place where Yu Yi kissed just now, and then another kiss fell, and Ji Han stopped.

Yu Mao thought it was funny, the way the jar of vinegar was knocked over was too funny.

Holding Jihan's neck, Yumao puffed up his face, pointed at his lips and said with a smile, "Brother Jihan, are you sure you want to give me a kiss?"

The hand clasped around the waist visibly stiffened for a moment, and then Ji Han lowered his head and kissed it.Different from the desolate expression, the movements are full of gentleness.

Yu Mao closed her eyes cooperatively, allowing Ji Han to slowly deepen the lingering kiss.

The current relationship between the two is very strange. They are not lovers, but they always do some intimate things.

Ji Han once wanted to ask, but Yu Mao changed the topic lightly after being avoided by Yu Mao, and then he didn't open his mouth again.

Yu Mao always felt that Ji Han was planning something in the dark.

He didn't ask or guess, the unknown is the surprise, and he was quite looking forward to what Xiao Hanhan would do.

After the kiss, Yu Mao habitually bit the side of Ji Han's face with a smile on his face.

"Brother Jihan, your kissing skills are getting better and better, did you really practice it with me?"

Ji Han kept a straight face and said nothing, but Yu Mao talked happily by himself.

"By the way, we really seem to be engaged in some kind of underground love, hee hee." Yu Mao said, poking Ji Han's face, each poking a hole, "Then brother Ji Han, you are an adulterer/husband."

Ji Han grabbed Yu Mao's restless hand, looked down at Yu Mao, "He is."

"Well, what?" Yu Mao didn't understand what Ji Han meant for a while.

"Him?" Yu Mao had a flash of inspiration, "You mean Xiao Yiyi."

So what Jihan meant was that he was the official, and Yu Yi was just an adulterer/husband, and he was the one with a shelf life.

"Pfft ha ha ha ha!" Yu Mao was amused, why didn't he find Xiao Hanhan so funny before, and said such words in a serious manner.

Raising his head and rubbing against Jihan's face, Yu Mao shrank into Jihan's arms and hung all his weight on it.

"I'm hungry, I want to eat barbecue." Yu Mao looked at Ji Han eagerly, and smacked his mouth in response to the occasion.

"..." Ji Han glanced lightly at Yu Mao.

A quarter of an hour later, the two of them sat down in an empty space, and the floor was filled with ingredients that Yu Mao himself had exchanged from the mall.

"I haven't eaten meat for a long time just to pretend to be a character. I'm so hungry, I must eat enough today!" Yu Mao happily set up the barbecue grill, and then summoned Ji Han.

Jihan flipped the skewers in his hands with ease, sprinkled some seasonings from time to time, and after a while, the tempting aroma came out.

In his memory, he has never learned to barbecue, after all, with his status, there is no need to do it himself.But he does, and he is very skilled.

Thinking about it, it was experienced in that lost memory again.

"Hmm..." Yu Mao took the grilled skewer Ji Han handed over, and couldn't wait to take a bite, gasping for air after being scalded non-stop, but still reluctant to vomit.

"Delicious!" After finally swallowing a mouthful, Yu Mao gave a thumbs up, affirming Ji Han's craftsmanship.

Suddenly thinking of something, he dug out a bag of snacks from his arms, Yu Mao took out one and fed it to Ji Han's mouth.

Maoyan smiled crookedly, "Try it, I made it this morning."

Jihan opened his mouth and bit it in, the crispy and crispy dessert melted in his mouth, and the sweet taste spread.

"How about it, it's delicious."

"Ah."

Yu Mao smiled triumphantly. Although he really didn't have much talent in barbecue, his other skills were full.

After eating the barbecue, Yu Mao looked at the time and reckoned that Yu Yi should be back.

Ji Han probably thought of it too, didn't say much, just glanced coldly at the door of the main hall, as if he was thinking where to start to dismantle it faster.

Coaxing people away, Yumao wiped off the oil from his mouth, put all the leftovers into the space, and then returned to the main hall.

Hearing movement from the door, Yu Mao turned around, "You're back..."

He lost his voice halfway through the speech, and the smile on his face froze.

Why... Yu Yi is holding a girl's hand?

Why...that girl looks so much like me?

Perhaps it should be said, why do I look so similar to that girl?

"This is..." Yu Mao choked up and found himself speechless.

The fear in his heart had come true. Ever since Yu Yi looked ecstatic when he saw the report, Yu Mao had a bad guess.

Now, his guess has come true.

Seeing Yu Mao, Yu Yi also looked a little unnatural, and subconsciously let go of the hand holding the girl.

"Let me introduce, she is... Jiayan."

Jiayan smiled slightly, his appearance was almost like that of Yu Mao.

"Hello, my name is Jiayan, what's your name?" After saying this, Jiayan noticed Yu Mao's appearance.

"Yeah, we look alike."

She accidentally recovered the memory of her previous life, and immediately came to the devil world to find brother Yi.Being able to see Brother Yi again made her very happy, and when Brother Yi confessed to her, Jiayan even thought she was dreaming at that moment.

After waiting for so many years, she finally arrived.

Yu Mao looked at the two of them, opened and closed his mouth, but couldn't make a sound.

He wanted to live in a dream, but the appearance of Jiayan shattered his innocence, he was just a clown.Everything was stolen, with his face.

"...My name is Cat Feather."

Yu Mao took two steps forward, looked at Yu Yi, and forced a smile, "Is there anyone who brings me sugar?"

Yu Yi paused.

Yu Mao understood, and chuckled, "Then I'll go down first."

Yu Yi panicked for a while, and subconsciously wanted to chase after him, but seeing Jiayan beside him, he still didn't chase him out.

Suppressing the inexplicable emotions in his heart, he smiled gently at Jiayan, "You are tired, I will take you to rest."

Jiayan shook his head and took Yu Yi's hand, "Brother Yi, who was that man just now, and why did he look so similar to me?"

I haven't seen him for many years, brother Yi seems to have changed a lot.

Yu Yi knew that this matter could not be concealed, so he could only briefly explain it.

After hearing Jiayan's words, he was shocked.

If this is the case, wouldn't it be too cruel to that young man.

No wonder, the other party looked so sad just now, it would be very sad for anyone.

Seeing Jiayan's worried face, Yu Yi thought that the other party was unhappy that he had found so many substitutes, and quickly said: "If you don't like it, I will drive everyone out tomorrow."

Jiayan pursed her lips, "Brother Yi, do they... all like you?"

"But I only like you." Yu Yi interrupted what Jiayan wanted to say, "I will drive everyone away tomorrow, don't worry, I will reward them as compensation, enough for them to live for a lifetime. "

Holding him in his arms, Yu Yi tightened his hands, "Jiayan, you don't know how long I've been waiting for you, you must not leave, I've never liked them, only you."

Jiayan's eyes were red, and he hugged Yu Yi back, choking with sobs, "Brother Yi, I have been waiting for your words for a long time, and I like you too."

She is just an ordinary person with someone she likes, and she also knows how cruel her coming is to those people, but is she supposed to hand over Brother Yi to others?

No one can bear to be surrounded by many selves around the one they love, no matter how kind-hearted they are.

Neither can she.

She has no position to sympathize with them, because the source of everything is herself.It is the best she can do to let them live comfortably for the rest of their lives.

The two lovers in the hall embraced each other and expressed their feelings to each other.

Outside the hall, a young man sat on the steps with his knees hugged, tears falling drop by drop on the ground.

Mingming already knew that Yu Yi was coaxing him, but when he really heard Yu Yi say that he had never liked him, Yu Mao still felt like his heart had been stabbed countless times, bloody, so painful that it was difficult to breathe.

Evict everyone tomorrow?

Yu Mao looked at the sugar man who had been hidden in his arms all this time, and smiled.The appearance of crying and laughing was exactly the same as that of the girl who was locked in the yard, she was in a panic.

Throwing down the sugar man casually, Yu Mao staggered to his feet and almost fell off the steps.

Fortunately, he still remembered how to leave the Demon Realm, so he didn't need to trouble His Highness to catch up.

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Jihan: Waiting to see other people's crematoriums is comfortable. Sure enough, happiness is based on other people's pain.