winter silence

Xu Cen'an calmed down and took the scheduled class seriously.The actor is over forty years old, his temperament and knowledge are really nothing to say, and he is still a teacher in a professional college, so he is very strict with Xu Cen'an.Xu Cen'an was worried every day, and he was under a lot of mental pressure. All the troubled things were left behind, and he was rarely fulfilled and full of energy.

He lived in a hotel that was said to be booked for him by the film crew. It was very private, and all meals were delivered to him.The class was at the actor's house. After making an appointment for the class on the first day, he planned to go downstairs to take a taxi, but who knew that he answered Director Wang's call and said that he had arranged for a driver to pick him up.

Xu Cen'an couldn't refuse, so he left the driver's phone number and license plate number.He has received too many benefits, and he doesn't plan to ask for the film's salary, it's an experience.

The driver who picks him up wears a black mask every day and doesn't speak. He always prepares water for him attentively and keeps an eye on his temperature.

Xu Cen'an didn't say a word, he knew that except for the driver on the first day who might indeed be a driver, after that it was Zhang Wei who opened the door for him, handed him water, and carried his things.

It's inexplicable to try to cover it up.

After the last class, Xu Cen'an sat in the back of the car and went back to the hotel. Zhang Wei looked at him through the rearview mirror again while driving.Seeing his crooked mask in a hurry, the unfinished documents scattered on the co-pilot, and the crumpled suit after sitting for a long time, Xu Cen'an felt that everything was not pleasing to the eye.

He didn't understand what Zhang Zong, who always had his eyes above the top, was thinking, as if Zhang Wei was the humble one among them.

When the car turned into the hotel lobby, Xu Cen'an didn't look up again.

Hugh had to go to the set for two or three days, so Xu Cen'an immediately relaxed and slept right after lunch.He didn't feel too hungry, so he fell asleep again in a daze. At night, he suddenly noticed that someone had entered the room.

His eyes met the anxious Zhang Wei, and he didn't know what expression to make for a while.

Zhang Wei ignored the fear of being hated, turned around the wooden partition and walked into the bedroom, "Is An An sick, why don't you have lunch?"

Xu Cen'an, who was in a daze, was very slow, until Zhang Wei's hand was pressed against his forehead, and he was so cold that he turned his head away.Zhang Wei's hand was empty, he maintained a lonely smiling face, and asked cautiously, "An'an, why don't you have lunch, and no one answered when you knocked on the door, I thought you were sick. Ask the doctor to come and take your temperature, and then Shall we have something to eat?"

Xu Cen'an shook his head, his face was a little red from sleep, and his head was a little dizzy. He wrapped the quilt tightly and realized that he was hungry.Zhang Wei knew that he didn't go out to eat, and that's right, the three meals in the hotel were really sumptuous, and many of them were special dishes from other restaurants, which were obviously delivered on purpose.Thinking of the food, Xu Cen'an's stomach couldn't help but growl.He retracted into the quilt in embarrassment, and said in a muffled voice, "You go out."

Zhang Wei's hair was messed up, drooping on his eyes, he answered the phone call from the hotel, left the meeting in progress and rushed over.He leaned over and coaxed softly: "An'an, I'm not feeling well, but the food is delicious. I asked my assistant to buy some porridge, and it will be delivered right away."

Xu Cen'an blinked, he slowly got up, and looked at Zhang Wei seriously: "I don't want you to worry about me."

Zhang Wei's eyes were a little red, and he looked at Xu Cen'an anxiously, "An'an, I know I have no status to control you, I, I just want to care about you, I want to chase you again, I want to have a better start with you , I really like you." He looked at Xu Cen'an pleadingly, "Give me a chance, okay?"

Xu Cen'an looked at the person in front of him, feeling sad for a while.Why wait for him to be hurt before acting affectionately? If Zhang Wei could say a word of love to him during that year, he would be as happy as if he had won a big prize.

What a beautiful thing it is to have an emotional response.

During the stalemate, Zhang Wei's cell phone rang, it was an unfamiliar number, Zhang Wei frowned and pressed it.Unexpectedly, the person on the opposite side was persistent and called again.Seeing that Zhang Wei was about to press it, Xu Cen'an said, "Go ahead."

Zhang Wei was dissatisfied that he was interrupted before he received Xu Cen'an's response, and when he answered the phone, he spoke in a bad tone.

"Brother Wei, you finally answered my call! Don't hang up, brother, I've called you brother for more than ten years, are you really going to do this?" Xu Keyu's voice was anxious and aggrieved, and all his contact methods were He was blocked, and the road he had planned to enter the entertainment industry was completely cut off. No matter how stupid he was, he would know who did it.

Zhang Wei looked at Xu Cen'an who was wrapping his clothes in the quilt and planning to put them on secretly, how did he push such a beautiful and cute Xu Cen'an further and further away.Thinking of what Xu Keyu had done, Zhang Wei's face darkened, and his voice was cold: "Xu Keyu, if you hadn't done those things to An An, I might still be able to treat you as a younger brother, but now, I can't. I take it back." What you want is something you shouldn't have in the first place, you should do it for yourself and don't contact me any more."

Xu Cen'an's small movements of putting on clothes stopped, he looked up and saw Zhang Wei pressing his phone with displeasure, he must have blocked an unfamiliar phone number.Being forced to listen to other people's love and hatred, he finds it very boring as a party involved.It seemed that he had lost the competition, and because of Zhang Wei's inexplicable guilt, he defeated Xu Keyu.

He didn't want to compete at all.He may be a fox who loves grapes, but if he can't get the grapes everyone wants, the grapes must be sour.

Zhang Wei looked at the alienated Xu Cen'an hesitantly, feeling extremely uncomfortable.The call came at an inopportune time, and the gradual overtures he had been making had been in vain.

It was Xu Cen'an who spoke first, "Boss Zhang must be very busy, so don't waste time on me, and it's not worth doing this for me. It's difficult for you and Xu Keyu to be happy, but you should cherish it."

It is difficult for two people to be happy, because he didn't cherish it.Zhang Wei explained eagerly and remorsefully, "I don't like him, I only like you, I have never touched anyone else, I was too stupid before, I was wrong."

Xu Cen'an shook his head, interrupting Zhang Wei's incoherent defense: "Who you like has nothing to do with me."

Zhang Wei's face turned pale, feeling powerless, he called out hoarsely: "An'an."

Xu Cen'an's face flushed from sleep was deeply imprinted in Zhang Wei's eyes in the approaching twilight, as beautiful and charming as ever, but what he said made people's heart hurt.

"Mr. Zhang, it's strange, isn't it. You said you like me, but you don't like Xu Keyu. But we don't have a single intimate photo, but I often receive intimate photos of you and Xu Keyu."

"You said you liked me, but you didn't like Xu Keyu. But you let others hurt me regardless of my dignity, and all you gave him was caring and pampering."

"Whether you like it or not is not something you say." Xu Cen'an's voice was very small, but it made people uncomfortable.

Zhang Wei thought of the harm he caused directly or indirectly to Xu Cen'an in the past. He felt guilty and sad, "An'an, it's because I don't know how to like someone. It's because I'm too proud and selfish. Don't care about you. I won't be like this in the future, can you give me another chance and don't push me away, okay? "

"I beg you."

Xu Cen'an looked at the tears shed by Zhang Wei, the begging eyes lying on his bedside, and the shirt that had never worn a tie again, he lowered his eyes and did not speak.The love and expectation he gave seemed to be easily responded to, as long as he stretched out his hand.

It was so easy to make all his tossing, jealous, sad days and nights seem like a joke.