winter silence

Xu Cen'an refused the meal brought by his assistant, and walked out of the hotel alone, ignoring the distraught Zhang Wei.Surrounded by the noisy crowd, with various voices constantly coming from his ears, he felt a little unreal.Whether it's by Zhang Wei's side, in the nursing home, or at the Xu family, he seldom goes out, and rarely stays in crowded places.

Xu Cen'an suddenly didn't know where to go, he wanted to go out and find something to eat, but his self-care ability was actually very bad, and he didn't have any special hobbies.He used to think that he wanted to make a lot of money so that he could do whatever he wanted.

What does he want to do, where is he going?

Seeing the endless stream of people, Xu Cen'an felt a faint pain in his stomach.He has received a lot of benefits from Zhang Wei recently, but he doesn't really feel at ease.His mind was in a mess, and Xu Cen'an was hit by a passerby who was running and almost fell to the ground.

Zhang Wei, who had been following him all this time, hurried forward to support him, Xu Cen'an was dizzy, and indeed had a low fever.It was cold last night, and the air conditioner was blown for too long.

Xu Cen'an lay on Zhang Wei's back, silently angry with himself.He is like a scheming ghost who wants to get caught, but also like a fool who can't take care of himself.

"Don't be angry, okay?" Zhang Wei felt the burning breath of the person behind him, and his heart was sore and soft.He had never carried anyone on his back, and he was a little nervous at the moment, and the person behind him had no strength, and kept sliding down.

"Put me down." People around all paid attention, Xu Cen'an didn't want to be so embarrassing.

"I, I won't do anything, do you want to go back to the hotel or where?" Zhang Wei dared not listen, put Xu Cen'an down, took out his mobile phone and asked the lobby manager to drive over.

After a lot of tossing, Xu Cen'an, who had taken medicine and porridge, lay down on the soft bed again. His stomach felt much more comfortable. He had slept for a long time, so he was not sleepy at this time.Zhang Wei's phone kept ringing. He answered it and asked his assistant to bring over the paperwork that needed to be processed. He moved a chair and insisted on sitting on the side to guard Xu Cen'an.

"I'm not that squeamish, so you don't need to worry about me." Xu Cen'an flipped through the script that he had read several times, he really didn't want to be alone with Zhang Wei.

"I know, I just want to take care of you. If I don't look at you, I don't feel relieved." Zhang Wei smiled, and said softly: "Look at you, call me when you are thirsty or hungry."

He took off his coat, rolled up the sleeves of his shirt, and got up to adjust the brightness of the overhead light for Xu Cen'an, with a posture of refusing to leave.Xu Cen'an frowned and stared at him dissatisfied.Zhang Wei kept lowering his head to read the documents, he was too busy, as if he didn't receive the signal that he was annoying at all.

Xu Cen'an didn't bother to look at him anymore, so he concentrated on thinking about the script again.He habitually watched everyone's scenes several times, and soon immersed himself in the emotions of the play.It's just that after he took the medicine, his eyelids twitched after a while.

The sound of breathing in the ears calmed down, Zhang Wei quietly went over and wrapped Xu Cen'an Fangping into the quilt, and took Xu Cen'an's temperature with a thermometer.Fortunately, it's not too hot.He silently leaned over to Xu Cen'an's forehead, restrained himself from kissing her, and just rubbed his face lightly.

He used to feel that something was wrong when he saw Xu Cen'an, like a kid who had never seen the world, he always wanted to cry.At this time, he hugged the person quietly, even kissing his forehead secretly felt like his heart was about to jump out.

Why didn't he discover his feelings earlier.Zhang Wei turned off the overhead light, sat back on the chair, and kept looking at Xu Cen'an.

At night Xu Cen'an was sweating all over and kicked off the quilt because of the heat. Zhang Wei vaguely felt that he was moving, so he hurriedly wrapped him back up.He doesn't know how to take care of people, so he temporarily searched how to deal with fever.Following the instructions, Zhang Wei studied and boiled some hot water, wet the towel, flustered for a while, the boiling water splashed on his hands, and they were hot red.

Xu Cen'an was woken up by the rustling noises, and realized that someone was taking off his clothes, so he struggled immediately.Fearing that the towel in his hand would wet the quilt, Zhang Wei had no hands to control the people who moved around, so he could only coax people, "An'an, it's me, it's me, don't move around. You are sweating all over, covered in the quilt I'm not feeling well, let's wipe it off and change clothes, okay?"

While talking, Xu Cen'an accidentally slapped Zhang Wei, with a crisp and abrupt sound, half of Zhang Wei's face was hot and painful.Xu Cen'an woke up all of a sudden, and was a little stunned looking at Zhang Wei.

Zhang Wei, who had never been beaten before, was also stunned, and for a moment he smiled grumpily, "It's okay. Let me wipe your sweat, okay, or I'll help you take a hot shower."

Xu Cen'an blinked his eyes slowly, the Zhang Wei in front of him was so humble and unfamiliar.In his impression, Zhang Wei has always been like a dazzling peacock, capable of doing everything with ease, and has no shortcomings except that he doesn't like him.

He didn't move for a long time, Zhang Wei thought he was asleep and didn't wake up, so he carefully wiped his neck and exposed arms.The towels are very hot, and the place to wipe is really comfortable.Xu Cen'an couldn't hold back and said, "I'll do it myself."

His voice was hoarse, Zhang Wei didn't let him pick up the towel, "The water is too hot, you lie down, I won't look at you, you, don't be angry."

When the pajamas were lifted up and rubbed against his chest, Xu Cen'an panicked. He hated himself for being soft-hearted now.Only the light in the porch was on, Zhang Wei above lowered his eyebrows and didn't look at him, his hands were shaking, the clear and crisp profile of his face was hidden in the darkness, he put away his usual sharpness, appearing gentle and seductive.

"I'll take a shower by myself." Xu Cen'an hurriedly covered his lapel.

Zhang Wei responded to him, and put the towel back in a panic. One of them didn't pay attention, and the hot water basin on the bedside table fell all over him, and the dripping water dripped all over the floor, so he was in a mess.

"I'm sorry, my hands are too clumsy." Zhang Wei shook the shirt that was attached to his body. The water was very hot, and it was uncomfortable to stick to his body. He didn't do anything well. He knelt down to pick up the basin, wiped his face again, "Go and take a shower, there is a thick bathrobe beside the bed, wrap it up so you don't catch a cold."

Xu Cen'an silently put on his fluffy bathrobe and walked into the bathroom door, he turned his head hesitantly, Zhang Wei was still squatting in the dark without moving.

Before he could go in, Zhang Wei hurriedly said again, "An'an, wait, I'll heat the water first." He stood up, walked over quickly with his head down, "Be obedient, go back and lie down first, Wait until I call you, don't let your fever go down and freeze again."

Speaking of which, Zhang Wei entered the shower room, turned on the heater, and the sound of water from the shower was heard. He raised his head and resisted the discomfort.When the water turned hot, the bathroom was filled with steam from the steam.Zhang Wei turned around to call for someone, only to realize that Xu Cen'an had been watching him outside the door.

"Are you crying?" Xu Cen'an tilted his head, looking into his red eyes.

"No, the water vapor is too hot." Zhang Wei blinked, water drops fell from his eye sockets and flowed over his flushed face, he stammered again, "You first, take a shower first, you can't If you rush for too long, if you have something to do, call me if you have something to do, I will pour some water for you to cool down, and you can drink it when you come out."

Xu Cen'an looked at Zhang Wei's back, and quietly took off his bathrobe.The scalding water was poured on his body which was not very sensitive. He stood for a long time, the sound of the water was loud, and his hearing had not fully recovered. door noise.

There was a loud bang, before Xu Cen'an could open his eyes, he was suddenly hugged tightly by Zhang Wei, and he came back to his senses.

"Don't scare me, An'an." Zhang Wei's voice trembled. He waited outside the door, waiting for no one to come out. It wasn't until Xu Cen'an, who was standing under the water column with his eyes closed, that his beating heart finally returned to its place.

This hug gesture is like the day they met again.That day, they also stood hugging each other under the sound of the pattering water, and Zhang Wei couldn't tell whether it was tears or the water on his head.

"Don't scare me." Zhang Wei still didn't let go, Xu Cen'an moved uncomfortably, he was naked, it was really embarrassing.It wasn't until Zhang Wei got over the fear that he realized what he had done.He hurriedly turned off the water, found the bath towel hanging beside him, and wrapped Xu Cen'an in it.

"I'm sorry, I won't do it next time." Zhang Wei didn't care that his body was still dripping, and sent him back to the bed before going back to dry himself.He didn't bring a change of clothes, and there was no new bathrobe in the room. Zhang Wei barely wrung out the clothes and put them back on.

While waiting for the room service to deliver the bathrobe, Zhang Wei stood by the porch and stroked his wet hair after a long while.

Although it was late at night, the hotel manager came quickly. Zhang Wei changed into a dry bathrobe, went to the bathroom to get a hair dryer in silence, and went to the bedside, "Dry your hair, I just offended you."

Xu Cen'an didn't resist, and leaned against the bed, letting Zhang Wei slowly blow-dry his hair.Ever since Zhang Wei knocked over the hot water basin, he has avoided looking at him, and his eyes are always red, which is really strange.

Zhang Wei will also cry.

After drying his hair, the water was not too hot. Zhang Wei tried the temperature and added some hot water before handing it over to Xu Cen'an to drink a few sips.

The chair he was sitting on was wet with water, Zhang Wei put back the water glass and covered Xu Cen'an with the quilt.He turned off the light and stood there in the dark feeling stupid.

"What are you doing standing there?" Xu Cen'an asked softly.

"I, I see you are asleep, I won't get in the way." Zhang Wei was extremely frustrated, he felt that he would be driven away in the next second, and suddenly he didn't want to listen to Xu Cen'an anymore.

With a rustling sound, Xu Cen'an quietly lifted one side of the quilt, and turned his back again, "Aren't you going to sleep?"

Zhang Wei looked at the vaguely opened corner of the quilt, and his voice was unsteady for a while, "I, can I?"

Xu Cen'an didn't return to him again, Zhang Wei was afraid that the person lying down would regret it in a second, so he hurriedly kicked off his shoes and got in, the smile on his face couldn't be hidden no matter what.

"Good night." Xu Cen'an said.

"Good night, An'an." Zhang Wei looked at Xu Cen'an's back and replied gently.