filled

The outer edges of the pupils of the eyes are coated with a layer of faint light, beautiful and clean like every young man who has just opened his heart and is passionate, holding a full and hot heart carefully before the sweetheart.

"Tell him that he is different. In my heart, he has always been special, like an angel who should not exist in this world. He is the person I like and the angel who warms me."

The touching fingers were trembling slightly, Yan Zheng pulled those long, thin and white palms slowly away from the wine glass, and tightly grasped the person who was about to flee, but Yan Zheng begged pitifully: "Brother, You think about it and then answer me, whether you like boys or girls, you can like me, okay? Regardless of gender, try to like me, okay? "

Their palms were pressed together, and their fingers were intertwined. Shi Fangman was almost melted by the heat of the other person's body, corroded, softened, and shattered. I want to vomit, but I don't feel sick, but I feel a little uncomfortable, and I am used to venting like this physiologically.These time contacts have greatly reduced Shi Fangman's discomfort with physical touch, and his previous morbid physical vomiting and trembling have all improved. This is of course a good thing, but now, at this moment, he misses those days very much. The extreme way of venting, stomach upset, convulsions and nausea, is so existential that it can push people away without thinking.In the past, he was too busy to take care of himself, but now all his physical venting is wrapped in a transparent box. He stands in front of the other party in a sober state, listens to the other party's confession, stares into the other party's eyes, and can't move his hands. There is no way not to be unmoved by the young love spread by young people.

He passed by the bouquet of bright red roses, and caught a glimpse of the small speaker hidden among the white roses on the ground. It was this white machine that played the sound he was familiar with. The song he had never heard had the simplest and most straightforward Bai's lyrics are Yan Zheng's confession sung to him.

"Ineed your love

Ineed your time

Whenever everything is wrong

You make it right

I feel so high

Icomealive

Ineed to be free with you tonight

Ineed your love

......"

The music never stopped. When he pushed open the iron door on the top floor, he heard this confession before seeing the dark blue sky.

Not without a premonition, after the conversation on the prairie that day, when I woke up and saw Yan Zheng's lingering eyes that were exposed after combing his forehead hair, when he pestered himself to shave his beard but reflected in the mirror some kind of When they were in an aggressive posture, they can still sit on both sides of the table, wearing shirts of the same style and different colors, with their palms touching and their fingers interlocking. To confess, someone chose to sit on a chair and quietly watched the premonition turn into reality.

There is no need to escape, Shi Fangman should teach him.

"Sorry, I can't do it."

"I only like girls. And you, you should like the right one too."

Why don't you like the right person, why don't you have those feelings that are blessed under the sun?If you like the wrong people and do the wrong things, you will be like a mouse in the gutter, hiding forever and trying to survive.

"You don't need my love, the person you need is not me."

At the age of 28, Fang Man was a head shorter than Yan Zheng, but the extra ten years taught him to think rationally and refuse trouble maturely.With Yan Zheng's size, Shi Fangman would not be able to resist in front of him, but his upper and lower lips touched, and the words he spoke lightly could knock the young man down to the ground, and his eye sockets were filled with tears almost instantly , falling down.

The summer has not yet passed, and it has been two years since the summer we met. Shi Fangman opened his hand and took out a tissue from the tissue box to wipe away the strings of teardrops for Yan Zheng, just like that night, he used With the boy's crying tears on the back of his hand, he squatted down in front of the chair in the park, letting the wet tears wet his back, like at three o'clock in the middle of the night, he opened the door to pick up the drunk young man, and rubbed the corner of his mouth with him She shed salty tears and swallowed the spicy white wine that the man handed over.This time, he was teaching Yan Zheng the most important knowledge his parents had taught him: "Emotions are stronger cages than real interests. Whether it's hate or love, people are easily bound by invisible emotions. Both guards and prisoners."

As meticulously and earnestly as every time he explained to Yan Zheng the last big question on a math simulation problem, Shi Fangman stared at Yan Zheng's dark eyes, and said slowly: "I think, the world is probably set up like this, just It’s like a theorem, everyone must abide by it, so you must choose your cell carefully, this is the most important thing in life.”

The world is vast, people come and go, such a big world, so many people...

"You should always have the right choice."

The bright future is still worth exploring for young people. Shi Fangman said: It shouldn't be me.

Although the first blooming flowers are unrestrained and enthusiastic, but fortunately, most of them do not last long.Yan Zheng took the tissue, lowered his head, his combed bangs drooped at some point, covering his handsome eyebrows, and he responded after a long while.

"I see, brother, let's eat."

Shi Fangman never had a chance to get to know the real Yan Zheng, so that he found out after a long time that he is one of the few people in the crowd, he is a flower that blooms only once in his life, just like he needs sunshine, he needs Shi Fangman's love .

21:12:29

Nightmare

The hot flashes sweeping the whole body make people feel dizzy, while drowsiness flows in the blood, and the perception of the surroundings has also deteriorated.Sweat soaked the clothes and stuck to the flesh, Shi Fangman finally realized that he was sweating too much, thinking that this was extremely uncomfortable, thinking about getting up and changing clothes before going to sleep, but when his thoughts slowed down Turning back quickly, he tried to move his body, but found that he couldn't even lift his hands.

His eyelids were fighting up and down, and his eyes were awake and blurry for a while, and Shi Fang couldn't help wondering: "Is this a dream?"

I tried my best to open my eyelids and persisted for two seconds. There was a gap between the two curtains drawn by the floor-to-ceiling window in my sight. In the gap, a transparent window about one centimeter passed through the black sky without stars or moon outside the house. Standing by the window The person is stretching out his hand, slowly and meticulously pulling the last piece of night.

Seeing the familiar silhouette walking over, taking off his shoes and half kneeling beside the bed, Fang was so tired that he couldn't think of anything, probably this was really a dream, because Yan Zhengfu seemed to be seen in his half-closed eyelids On himself, he took off his sweat-soaked clothes.

His body was too heavy, and he couldn't lift his energy lazily. Shi Fangman felt as if he closed his eyes and opened them again, but no matter what he saw, he didn't put it into his mind, and his dull brain couldn't process any information at all.Or in fact he had already fallen asleep, but it was just a dream.In the dream, Yan Zheng was still talking to himself, but the voice was too low to hear clearly.

He couldn't see that he was lying in front of Yan Zheng, his thin and fair body was just like a gift that had been opened for inspection. He unbuttoned the top button of the white shirt, and pulled down the dark gray long hair tied around the thin waist. Pants, Yan Zheng's fingers had already slid towards the last barrier on his body, a slender index finger stretched out the elastic and tight fabric, poked it in and then bent the knuckles, hooking the edge and pulling it down from the inside In the pure white boxer briefs, he bent his leg and raised one of the man's legs. The young man took the booty he got from him and threw it briskly on the sofa chair beside him.The white pigeon flapped its wings and lightly landed on the ocher red leather sofa, watching quietly. His master was held in the arms of a tall, handsome young man with a flushed face and pressed under him. Every shot of the long night is deeply obscene.

The naked man, who had always been tightly wrapped, was stuck in drugs, rubbing back and forth on the pillow and the sheet because of the hot flash.The young man's hand that was stuck in the crook of his leg lifted up lightly, and opened it outward, and the weird and shameful place under his body was completely exposed to Yan Zheng's eyes without any cover or hindrance.This time, he knelt by the bed, lowered his upper body and moved his face closer to have a closer look. The distance was so close that the sound of his breathing hit Shi Fangman's unconsciously bristling hairs, and he also inhaled the faint smell of sweat in his nostrils. If there seems to be no fishy smell of body fluids.He appreciates and appreciates from the perspective of an adult male with lust, so everything is shrouded in a pornographic filter: the white lower body has almost no hair, the deformed sex organs are delicate and small, and the color is like a newborn pink and white lotus root.Under the short and underdeveloped penis, the skin is as rough as mountains and valleys. The two sunken places are like the small eyes sunken in the lotus root. The butterfly-shaped labia opened outside the vagina looks delicate, and the posterior pussy is wrinkled. The fine lines formed a circle, and the color was a deeper red-pink. The holes were slightly opened, and they moved and trembled with the regular breathing of the owner. The eyes that stared at him slowly became dazed, his throat was itchy, and he spit out a few syllables vaguely mixed with the involuntary overflow of saliva:

"elder brother……"

"...strange...angel..."

He stretched out his fingertips without hesitation to touch the largest and most alluring labia compared to other sexual parts, two thick butterfly wings opened outwards