filled

To think, to investigate, there was a convulsion in the stomach, the gastric juice was faintly active, Shi Fangman's throat was blocked, and he was nauseated intermittently.

"If you're okay, go wait for me in the car."

Shi Fangman looked behind Shi Hao, and several people who were also formally dressed were waiting behind him with materials.He finally realized that the group of people queuing up for the security check when he went out were Shi Hao and his group.

"Which car?"

"Stop far away, you don't recognize it," Shi Hao has always had such a temperament since he was a child, he made a decisive judgment on his own, and then dealt with it calmly and objectively: "I'll ask someone to take you there."

Shi Fangman is also the same as before, as long as he obeys, the past facts have proved that what Shi Hao said is correct, and if he listens to him, there will be a solution.

The person who brought Fangman and the driver in the car were very polite and didn't ask any questions. After arranging him to sit in the car, he was handed a cup of hot water on a rare cold day.Shi Fangman curled up on the soft car seat with a water glass in his hand, flipping through his phone boredly while waiting.

On his mobile phone, the most messages will always be Yan Zheng's messages. If there are more than three or four messages a day, they will be ringing non-stop all day long. So now, Yan Zheng has also developed a habit to deal with them uniformly at night. If you forget, it will be with the next day.

Just like the "read" of the previous emperor, except that he generally "read and can't return".

Flipping through today's news, Yan Zhengzheng complained and said, "It's exam week, finish memorizing jurisprudence and constitutional law, and then go on to memorize the history of Chinese legal system."

"I still have to recite Sixiu..."

"There is mutton soup in the cafeteria at noon. I bought a bowl and tasted it. It's not as delicious as my cooking, but the small stir-fried dishes are pretty good. I bought sweet and sour pork tenderloin and spicy fried chicken."

“Picture Sweet and Sour Pork”

“Picture Spicy Fried Chicken”

"A book with pictures piled together"

One thing about the news from Yan Zheng is the best, and at the same time, that is what attracts Shi Fangman the most: Through Yan Zheng's description of the common things in his college career, Shi Fangman can also recall his appearance in college, no matter what happened at that time. What it looks like, but after graduation, the filter of memory will always filter out those unpleasant memories, and the last thing left is only the two words of nostalgia.

The car door opened silently, and Shi Hao got in with a chill in his body.Shi Fangman pulled away from his emotions, put away his phone, and waited quietly.

"My dad is sick."

Shi Hao recounted calmly: "I have undergone chemotherapy several times, but the situation is still not very optimistic. The hospital said to be ready, what he means is that I want to see you again."

For a moment, Shi Fang didn't know whether the bad news about that person was more shocking or the fact that he wanted to see him was more unexpected. If Shi Hao hadn't said it himself, he would definitely question the authenticity of the news.

The person in power of the Shi family, the one who really led the Shi family to its current position, his name is Shi Qishu, which is only one letter different from Shi Fangman's mother's name.

Shi Qishu and Shi Qifang, a pair of brothers and sisters who are eight years apart, grew up together and were friendly and close before their sister was 21 years old.But after eight years, when the two met again, they hated each other and fought tit for tat until one of them died.

But unlike his own mother, Shi Fangman didn't hate Shi Qishu, he would always only have fear and guilty conscience in front of that man.

At the end, Shi Fangman could only ask one question: "Can't the disease... be cured?"

"Hopefully."

Shi Hao looked back calmly: "Chemotherapy is very painful. A person like him, at that age, is also tired. While he is still awake, he might as well do more."

"If he wants to see me, I can do it anytime."

Shi Fangman uttered this sentence with difficulty, and what was even more difficult was the next sentence he wanted to say.

"Condolences."

Shi Fangman's mouth was dry when he said those two dry words,

"He eats very little now, the tumor has metastasized to the brain, he may suffer from hypoxia, lethargy, coma, and then...death."

"I knew it when I discovered it, and this day will come sooner or later."

Shi Fangman didn't know what to say, it seemed that Shi Hao just wanted to talk, or he was just saying that he didn't need useless comfort.Those pale words did not belong to that shrewd and decisive young man who always hit the nail on the head.

"Shall we eat together?"

Shi Fangman pushed his glasses and said proactively: "If you need it, you can contact me at any time. Now, let's go have dinner together?"

"it is good."

After a long time, Shi Fangman was not sure about Shi Hao's taste at all. If he insisted on recalling it, it seemed that he just had no taste, no special preference, and he was not picky about food. It seemed that as long as the ingredients were clean and fresh, that person could eat them with pleasure. .The vehicle moved forward smoothly, he thought for a long time but still could not come to a conclusion, so he had to ask aloud, but Shi Hao turned his face to look at him, and said as a matter of course: "You don't have to worry about it."

As a member of the Shi family, naturally he wouldn't take a casual bite outside. Shi Fangman had been isolated from that world for too long, and now he realized it, and couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief.

For a light and delicate kaiseki meal, Shi Hao fully practiced the tradition of not eating or sleeping, except for the sound of waiters serving food and walking around, the surrounding area was extremely quiet.Shi Fangman also gradually calmed down and began to enjoy the light and authentic beauty of the dishes.Kaiseki cuisine pays attention to the freshness of the season, and highlights the color, fragrance and taste of the ingredients to the greatest extent. Each dish is made after the customer orders, so there are five to 10 minutes between each dish transition time.Perhaps in order to match the winter season, the courtyard in front of me is a typical Japanese-style dry landscape garden. There is no pond and no water, but standing stones become mountains and quicksands become water. On a cold and windy winter night, sitting with a person silently, this minimalist, dry meaning fits the mood of today.

After eating, Shi Hao sent another car to take Shi Fangman back. When he returned to Shi's house, it was the time Zhou Yumei was planning to go to bed. Sitting under the chandelier in the living room, slowly sipping a cup of tonic hot milk.Zhou Yumei also suffered from an illness at the beginning of her life. Although it was not serious, her resistance also declined as she got older, and it would be better if it lasted until summer. So every night before going to bed, this glass of milk would appear by her side unshakably.

Shi Hao stood behind and looked at Zhou Yumei's back, and suddenly realized that before he knew it, the woman who always stood upright and had an elegant demeanor slowly hunched her body, and nothing could resist the years and illnesses. enemy.At that time, Qi Shu had already fallen, and this enemy was still fighting for another person's victory.

"mom."

he shouted aloud.

"Haohao, are you back?"

Zhou Yumei heard the movement and turned around: "Is the project not going well? Why are you back now?"

Shi Hao stood where he was and did not walk over.

"Successfully, the leaders of the city have approved it."

"I've been working hard recently. It's best to end this matter before the Chinese New Year. You and your dad said it..."

Zhou Yumei was talking habitually, but couldn't continue halfway through, she awkwardly hugged the white porcelain cup in her hand, paused and said, "You can just worry about it yourself, I don't understand, so don't add to the confusion."

"mom."

Shi Hao walked back to his bedroom on the stairs, walked to the road, but turned around again.

Zhou Yumei looked up at him.

That was her only son, who was born in this family smoothly and was brought up as the sole heir of the Shi family.

But it seems that this child is too smart and precocious.He saw those things clearly in the unknowing contest and struggle between adults.

"Dad's time is running out. He wants to see him when he is full."

She heard his only son say this, smiling wryly in her heart, lowering her head and stirring the spoon.

"See you, see you..."

21:13:04

sin and happiness

That day, Shi Fangman left his current contact information for Shi Hao, but he didn't leave the other party's. As a result, whenever there was an unknown call recently, he was prepared, but without exception, it was all sales and scam calls.

In fact, he should have thought of it a long time ago. Since he said that he can do it at any time, with Shi Hao's straight-forward and efficient logic of handling things, a car will be blocked at the school gate directly like today, and he will be dragged away. to the hospital.

The last time Yan Zheng was in a car accident was in this hospital. After half a year, the hospital was still full of people coming and going, and the [-]th floor of the inpatient department was just as it was in memory.Shi Fangman followed Shi Hao's footsteps, got out of the elevator, and walked along the corridor to the innermost side of the east side. They stopped in front of the door of the innermost room. Shi Hao knocked on the door first, and then gently push away.

The nurse gestured to them and whispered, "I'm asleep."

"He's been in pain all the time, and he probably just needs to sleep for a while, please wait a moment."

The room is bright and bright, and there is a balcony facing the door, but it is closed through the door and window, and only a layer of gauze-like white curtains can be seen floating silently in the wind on the empty balcony.

In the other room, hot tea had been prepared in advance, Shi Fangman followed Shi Hao into it, and was immediately attracted by the huge bouquet of flowers in the corner.According to his normal non-professional knowledge of flowers, he can only recognize the orange-yellow clusters of small petals as marigolds, the small red dot-shaped flowers are peonies that make a gentleman, elegant and beautiful, and the flower discs are also huge. White snow lotus with fine down.These flowers are mixed with other flowers that can't be named at all times, and the petals are crowded in the middle or revealing thin and long strips of red cloth. Although the words on them cannot be seen clearly from a distance, they are mostly written