Short-lived cannon fodder A Yixin salted fish

——"Baby, you still have me, and I will always be with you."

The scarlet blood entangled on the white and slender arms, ferocious and glaring, dripping on the pages of the book, gradually dyeing the entire dream world red.

—— "Then I'll give you a shot in the arm, let's do 1 once, baby."

The scorching headlights, the car that suddenly blocked all disasters in front of her, and the screeching sound of brakes.

The shattered and splashed glass shards in front of my eyes, the car door was pushed open by someone, and the sound of horns rang in my ears. Those people shouted and dragged people out, and their red faces came into view little by little.

The sound of gasping for air pierced the silence of the night.

Two places, two dreams, two people woke up from the nightmare of clutching their hearts and throats in the same way, and picked up their phones at the same time.

On the screen, the chat was frozen at the sentence Chu Yihan sent two days ago [A Yuan, I’m leaving to see you now]

There is no more word.

The remark name was deleted, and the number "125" that Wen Yuan didn't understand at first became next to the black head portrait.

The only post in the circle of friends - the photo of the eagle gesturing at sunrise, was set as a private photo.

All back to the starting point.

The screen went off and the room was plunged into darkness.

The two put down their phones at the same frequency, put on their slippers, got up, walked to the bay window, sat with their knees hugged, slowly turned their heads and looked out the window quietly,

Ningcheng at the end of November has already entered the winter season, the chill in the air is bone-chilling, the sky is tightly closed, no light can penetrate, and the night is dark.

At dawn, everything is not a dream, life still has to go on.The sun rose, and the golden light sprinkled the ground.

The people curled up in front of the window are bathed in the warm sun, but their hearts feel like falling into the eternal night.

For a whole week, Wen Yuan spent the days in a daze in the monitoring ward of the hospital, either in a daze or being abused and scolded in the game.

She never contacted Chu Yihan again, and Chu Yihan never took the initiative to find her again.

Because Wen Yuan was the one who rejected, everyone else felt sorry for Chu Yihan who was rejected, and didn't understand Wen Yuan's actions, and no one except Shi Ran gave Wen Yuan any more condolences.

During the period, Shi Ran tested Wen Yuan under Ji Xingyao's soft and hard paw: "Ji Xingyao said that you rejected the Xiaoxiao God because you have someone you like, why don't I know who you like? Who is it? It can't be Jiang Huaiyu, right? ?”

"You don't know much." Wen Yuan answered vaguely half-jokingly.

She couldn't tell the truth, she couldn't tell Shi Ran that she remembered what happened in her previous life, she remembered the lover she spent ten years with each other day and night, and she remembered that this world is a book, and she can live here because of that person In exchange, so she can't share a little love with others.

This kind of talk about Chuanshu and past and present lives is too outrageous, too much like a joke, who would believe it?

I like it because I look like the person I loved in my previous life, and I reject it because my love in my previous life was too deep.

Such a reason for refusal, but any normal person will think it is false and deceptive after hearing it, right?

Maybe the neuropathy will feel that she is more sick after hearing about it.

No matter what Shi Ran said, Wen Yuan always answered ambiguously, and sometimes even used jokes such as "I like a dead person" and "I had a dream and fell in love with the person in the dream" to perfuse her. After several times, Shi Ran gave up asking. No, I don't even bother to reward Wen Yuan with the word "nervous".

After listening to Shi Ran's retelling, Ji Xingyao immediately stamped Wen Yuan as a scumbag. Shi Ran had an unpleasant argument with her, and was in a bad mood and didn't care about Wen Yuan any more.

After the unhappiness, Ji Xingyao disbanded the six groups created on the day of the school celebration.

The relationship that was eased by the two and three legs broke down again in an instant.

Afterwards, as if the camps were divided, Shi Ran naturally turned to Wen Yuan.Ji Xingyao and Lin Meng turned to Chu Yihan. Although Zhang Lili was caught in the middle, she didn't want to let either of them go.

At the end of the month, Wen Yuan had her stitches removed and was discharged from the hospital. Only Shi Ran and Zhang Lili came to pick her up.

Because Wen Yuan was very calm, able to joke and play games.Shi Ran also felt that Wen Yuan was acting like a scumbag, thinking that she would not be affected, she must be eating, drinking and having fun.

It wasn't until they met that Shi Ran realized that he was wrong.

I haven't seen her for a week, and Wen Yuan has lost a lot of weight. Her facial lines were already distinct, but this thinning made her look even sharper. She exuded a sense of isolation, as if she had lost her life.

Shi Ran looked her up and down: "You are not recovering from illness, you are clearly crossing the catastrophe."

"I also want to cross the catastrophe!" Zhang Lili continued, "Those who are thin get thinner, but I who are fat are still fat."

All... Wen Yuan's heart trembled, and when she saw Shi Ran gave Zhang Lili a hug, she understood.

She pretended not to notice anything, and teased Zhang Lili: "Then I'll give you a cup too?"

"Then I'm still fat." Zhang Lili quickly refused.

Wen Yuan smiled.

When they were talking, Shi Ran kept looking at Wen Yuan.

A strong smile without warmth is too easy to be seen through.

In fact, Wen Yuan rejected Chu Yihan, and Chu Yihan couldn't even be friends, so it must be very hard.

But Wen Yuan pretended to be nonchalant, and Shi Ran couldn't poke it out. She took Wen Yuan and Zhang Lili on her arms and said proudly, "Go! Go eat hot pot! Celebrate our Sister Niao's recovery and discharge from the hospital!"

The three of them went to the hot pot restaurant together.

Heat slowly rises from the pot, and the boiling soup is bubbling.

"I really envy you..." Shi Ran took a piece of hot mutton for her, "Skipped the monthly exam again."

Wen Yuan stared at the mutton in the bowl for a moment in a daze.

The last time she missed the monthly exam perfectly was because of the susceptible period. During the susceptible period, she dreamed about the beautiful things between Mianmian and Mianmian in her previous life, and put it on Chu Yihan's face, because she was ashamed and alienated Chu Yihan.

After going around in circles, I still can't be friends.

"Oh, the elementary school god didn't take the monthly exam." Zhang Lili sighed suddenly.

Wen Yuan's back was stiff, and the movement of picking up vegetables suddenly stopped, as if it had frozen together with the atmosphere.

It was true that which pot was not opened and which pot was lifted, Shi Ran lightly kicked Zhang Lili under the table.

Wen Yuan frowned, pursed her lips, and stopped talking.

Zhang Lili didn't notice anything, she felt that there might be some things that need to be known by the other party in order to facilitate the reconciliation between the other party, and said while eating: "I heard from Ji Xingyao that after Yihan ran out of the hospital that day, she was killed by Lin Meng She threw up after pulling it, her alpha rejection was not so serious before, the last time I accidentally touched her, I just washed my hands for a long time."

Wen Yuan's face turned pale.

Is it because she...rejects Alpha even more?

Shi Ran supported his forehead, and kicked Zhang Lili again with a little force.

"I lose weight every day just like you." Zhang Lili didn't feel anything, drank a cup of Coke and continued, "I was sick and asked for leave the day before the monthly exam, and I saw her getting thinner and thinner, and seeing you look so depressed, I feel uncomfortable , if there is any conflict, just resolve it, don’t affect your relationship like this, if you can’t speak, I can help you, let’s make up soon.”

And it couldn't get better.Wen Yuan lowered her eyes, and the corners of her lips were filled with bitterness: "It's good that you spend more time with her."

"It's no use for us to accompany her." Zhang Lili muttered, "Before the elementary school god was in a low mood, and Xing Yao's hundred coaxing words were not useful to you."

"Uh..." Wen Yuan choked her throat and remained silent.

Now she is the source of Chu Yihan's depression.

Shi Ran kicked Zhang Lili hard, she suspected that Zhang Lili's legs were made of iron, three times!Why is there no reaction at all!

Wen Yuan clenched her hands hanging on her knees, frowned, put down her chopsticks and stood up, "I'm going to the bathroom."

"Oh, good." Zhang Lili finished eating the meat in the bowl, and sighed heavily, "Oh, you said that when we went to Golden Hook Mountain to play, and the time of the school celebration, how come it is now—— Fuck, why are you looking at me like that?"

"Chestnut." Shi Ran patiently explained, "The Xiaoniao God confessed to Xiaoniao and was rejected. How do you make them reconcile? If they can be together, Xiaoniao will still refuse? If they can't be together and still be friends, that's bad for Xiaoniao. God is too tortured."

Zhang Lili said, "I don't know..." She thought it was just a small conflict between friends.

"You just know how to eat, I kicked you three times..." Shi Ran rolled his eyes angrily, "There is no reaction at all."

Zhang Lili was confused: "Did you kick me? Can I still kick me with my legs on the side?"

Shi Ran hurriedly lowered his head and glanced at the bottom of the table.Zhang Lili deserves to be a King Kong Barbie, sitting in a very elegant posture, with both legs bent to the left.Shi Ran realized later that all the three legs she had just given were given to Wen Yuan.

In the bathroom, Wen Yuan didn't care about her leg pain, she clutched her phone, opened WeChat a few times and clicked into the chat window with Chu Yihan, "Are you okay" in the input box lay before her eyes.

——"If you don't like someone, don't hang on to others to be ambiguous!"

Ji Xingyao's words struck into his mind like a thunderbolt, instantly waking Wen Yuan up.

What is this doing?What right does she have to care about her anymore?

Rejecting people makes people feel disappointed and then posting them as caring, who is this disgusting?

Stomach tumbling, Wen Yuan deleted the last word, turned off the phone, turned around and vomited.

"I'm going to see the little bird." After greeting Zhang Lili, Shi Ran went to the bathroom.

Someone came out from inside, ran to the boyfriend and said, "My little sister in the second cubicle vomited. I asked her if she was okay, but she ignored me."

"Maybe I can't answer you because I'm sick of vomiting..."

Shi Ran frowned and walked in quickly.

Wen Yuan came out of the second compartment, propped on the door panel, and cast her expressionless eyes over it.

Shi Ran suddenly understood why Wen Yuan lost so much weight in just one week.

"Don't you...have you been like this all this time? Do you vomit after eating?"

Shi Ran got the answer from Wen Yuan's expression, and his voice was unsteady, "Is it caused by the head being smashed? Or is it because of something else?"

"No."

There was a bit of a concussion, but she knew it wasn't because of that.

Wen Yuan rinsed her mouth with a paper cup, and tried to keep her tone casual and ordinary: "It's just a stress reaction."

The first time she had this reaction was when she thought Mian Mian was about to be beaten to death by the drunkard's father, and she vomited after fighting with the old drunkard after biting off a piece of the old drunkard's meat.

For several days, with fever and vomiting, she felt like she was going to die.But when Mianmian lived with her in grandma's old house and lived under her nose, she gradually got better again.

Later, whenever she quarreled with Mianmian and saw Mianmian being wronged and uncomfortable, she would do this. It was a stress reaction only for Mianmian.

So what is the cause of the stress reaction this time?Because of……

The cold water splashed on her face, Wen Yuan took a breath to get rid of any speculation she shouldn't have, she raised her head and looked at herself in the mirror, her pale face was covered with water droplets, and mist filled her eyes, blurring out of sight.

Fingernails dug deeply into the palm of her hand, Wen Yuan closed her eyes, and blinked away the moisture in her eyes.

Don't think about it anymore.

For Chu Yihan, it was her duty to ignore her.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, which is good for her and Chu Yihan.

There is still a year and a half left. After graduation, everyone will go their separate ways. They will not see each other in life, and they will move like participating in business.

This life is just a stranger.

The author has something to say: I can't help but look at the comment area (all cute and rational discussions who like the same article don't make noise)——

Let's defend the bird. In her previous life, Xiaoniao paid a lot more than Mianmian. She is the only one who is good at attacking.

——Thank you for the little cuties who understand the plot and encourage me——

I can't stand the abuse, but I can grow fat, I'll scratch my head, there are two chapters left;

If you want to read the guide column "Being Bend by the Male Lead's White Moonlight After Transmigrating Through the Book", the guide column "Being Bended by the Male Lead's White Moonlight" that will directly fall in love with you, you will fall off the horse in Chapter [-]!

We don't meet each other in life, but we move like participating in business.From "Gift to the Eight Priests of the Guard"