Don't even want to fly with your wings on

Chapter 13: I'm chasing you

Bai Miao's obedient Ren Liangzheng took his hand and returned to the office. He still didn't recover from being pushed down on the sofa.He is now like a person who has been stranded in the desert and suddenly an oasis is given to him. His first reaction is not joy but bewilderment and fear.

He didn't dare to confirm whether what Liang Zheng meant was the result of his fantasies and expectations all the time. For this reason, every time he fantasized, he would severely beat himself not to wishful thinking. His mind lived like an ascetic for eight years.The colorful world becomes gray every time he dreams. In the past eight years, he has only dreamed of Liang Zheng on rare occasions. Liang Zheng doesn't even want to let him have a dream?Even in those few dreams, he woke up crying every time.

In fact, Bai Miao seldom cried. In high school, after the class teacher mistook him for his relationship with Haicheng and was called to talk to his parents, he confessed his feelings for Liang Zheng to Bai’s mother. At that stage, the family was like a storm. The hardest-hit area afterward was just as depressing and frightening, and the sharp conflicts with my parents hurt each other every day.Bai Miao spent a whole year trying to prove to his parents that even if he is different from the world, he can still live a good life and survive in society. He went to the library to find countless materials to prove that the difference in sexual orientation is not terrible things.In the past two years, the family has only begun to restore the previous atmosphere, no longer depressed and no longer painful.Even in such a difficult situation, Bai Miao never shed a single tear, because he knew that he could change his parents' attitude through his own efforts, and strengthen his own life.

The saddest time Bai Miao cried was during the winter vacation of her senior year of high school, the day her grandmother passed away.The one who loves him the most since he was a child is his grandma. When grandma has been tortured by illness and can't remember many things clearly, grandma still laughs and recalls how mischievous Bai Wei was when he was a child, and he was not worried when he was a baby. It can only sleep if an adult hugs it, and it will wake up crying in a second when it is placed on the bed; it can also clearly tell Bai Miao's birthday.Bai Miao remembers going to grandma's house every weekend when she was a child. She crawled out of bed at six o'clock in the morning to call grandma to order lunch, and then went back to bed and stayed until eight o'clock to go to grandma's house.And grandma always starts busy preparations at six o'clock every time, even if she can see her grandson every week, she still prepares like a baby every time,

"Grandma!! I'm going to play with you today!!"

"Okay, what do you want to eat? Your grandpa hasn't left the house yet, let him buy it for you."

When I was a child, my grandma always cooked all kinds of delicious food for Bai Miao in different ways, secretly gave Bai Miao pocket money, and loved Bai Miao very much.So on the day of grandma's death, Bai Miao stood in front of grandma's bed and cried all day long.

Those things that can be controlled and can be succeeded by their own efforts, no matter how difficult they are, Bai Miao is never afraid, never feels difficult and painful.Only those helpless and hurt Bai Miao will cry.

And every time Bai Miao woke up in the dream with Liang Zheng, he always shed tears. He could always remember that in the dream, he saw Liang Zheng walking in front of him holding his girlfriend's hand, while he I can only follow him at a distance of one meter away, watching him holding the woman's hand tenderly, and in my dream, I don't even have the ability to turn around and walk, so I can only walk all night long. Ye followed behind them and watched them happy; or when he saw Liang Zheng wearing the white shirt from that year smiling in front of him, he wanted to go up and say hello to him, but always A voice said, "Are you stupid? You are dreaming. How could Liang Zheng talk to you? Wake up!" Look!Even in the dream, Bai Miao knew clearly that Liang Zheng would talk to him only when he was dreaming.

But now Liang Zheng told himself, "You confessed to me, I know you like me" but still held his hand gently, Bai Miao didn't know whether he should cry or laugh, or cry him For the grievances in my heart for the past eight years, I should still laugh at Liang Zheng for not laughing at and belittling my feelings for him.

So now his heart is completely empty, and his head is wooden.He could only let his eyes follow Liang Zheng's movements, he was not willing to blink at all, he was afraid that this was still a dream, a dream that he dared not even dream about in the past eight years.

Liang Zheng took off his coat and put it on the hanger, turned around and poured a cup of hot water for Bai Miao. He was afraid that this stupid thing would catch a cold after being outside without a coat for so long, and when he turned around, he saw Bai Miao blinking like a puppy. His wet eyes rolled around with him.

"What's the matter? Look silly?" Liang Zheng put the water glass into Bai Miao's hand, rubbed his hair, and asked with a smile.

"No." Bai Miao answered sullenly, taking the water glass and lowering her head.

"If you want to ask anything, just say, you are bullying you like me!"

"You..." Bai Miao raised her head and looked into Liang Zheng's eyes, "You know I like you?"

"It wasn't sure before."

"Then when did you start to suspect?"

"On the bus that year."

"On the bus?" Bai Miao widened her eyes and said in surprise, "I was standing obliquely in front of you that year, did you see me?"

"En. I watched your tangled expression from the window and changed all the way." Liang Zheng recalled that year when Bai Miao wanted to talk to him on the bus but didn't dare to go all out, and now thinking about it, he still feels Adorable.

"Then can't you say hello to me!!" Bai Miao asked angrily, "You know I'm so entangled and you still watch the show!! Why are you so vicious!!!" Looking at Liang Zheng, "I just like to watch it You are entangled", Bai Miao felt that continuing this topic would definitely make him vomit blood.Decided to continue the unfinished topic just now, "Then you are sure now, what do you think? What do you think of me?"

"Thoughts? I don't know, I just know that I don't hate or dislike." Of course, I am a little happy, but I can't tell you this sentence right now, otherwise your tail will definitely be raised.Liang Zheng silently added the second half of the sentence in his heart.

"Neither hate nor disgust?" Bai Miao jumped up happily, "Does that mean I can actually chase you?"

"You can try!"

"Yeah!! Liang Zheng, Young Master Bai is now announcing that I'm going to chase you!!! Hahahaha!!!!"

"Okay!" Liang Zheng looked at Bai Miao's radiant expression and thought, "Sure enough, you, a fool, are suitable for this heartless and stupid look, that worried expression shouldn't appear on your face!"

"Then... then can I ask you out? Can I hold hands with you? Can I hug you? Can I... kiss you?" At the end of the question, Bai Miao's face blushed slightly, "What, young master It’s normal for you to be shy when you’re in love for the first time with the school girl you’ve had a crush on for eight years, men will be shy.” Bai Miao silently encouraged herself in her heart, “Bai Miao, you can do it! You have to get rid of this cleanliness fetish Man! The benefit of all mankind depends on you! Come on!"

"Kiss?" Liang Zheng raised his eyebrows, "Don't you think the progress is too fast? I just agreed with you to chase me."

"Whether you like it or not, hugs, hugs are okay, right? Come give me a hug!!" For Bai Miao, as long as Liang Zheng doesn't reject his liking, then there will be no obstacles in this world, and nothing like shame is important.I was so reluctant to let go before because I was afraid that Liang Zheng would disgust me. After all, even if we can’t be together, no one would want the person he likes to disgust him. Now there is no worry at all, and Bai Miao is as happy as that puppy .

Liang Zheng let Bai Miao rush towards him like a hooligan molesting a woman from a good family, and plunged into his arms, thinking in a good mood, "Sure enough, the little rabbit that ran away jumped back into his arms again."

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