Wind Shakes the Barley

When Jiang Xu came back at noon, Chang Qi went to accompany him to class again.

After class, the two walked outside the school. Jiang Xu asked, "Going home?"

Chang Qi glanced at Jiang Xu: "Let's go shopping in the mall, it's getting cold, I'll buy you some clothes."

Jiang Xu shook his head: "No, I have enough clothes."

Chang Qi smiled, glanced at the people around him, put his arm on Jiang Xu's shoulder, and quickly leaned into Jiang Xu's ear: "Wear the clothes your boyfriend bought for you, isn't it good?"

Jiang Xu's eyes moved, he hugged the book in his arms, lowered his head and said reservedly: "Then... let's go."

There weren't too many people in the mall on weekdays, so the two went directly to the men's section on the fourth floor. Jiang Xu usually wears black, white and gray clothes now, so Chang Qi bought a few more clothes according to this color system.

"The coats in this store are pretty good, let's go in and have a look." Chang Qi sent the shopping guide away after entering, and walked past rows of clothes with Jiang Xu, then turned around and asked, "Which one do you like?"

Jiang Xu pointed to the gray one, Chang Qichao waved to the shopping guide, and the shopping guide came over with a smile on his face, took off the dress, and handed it to Jiang Xu: "You have a good eye, many people like this, This is the last one in this color."

Jiang Xu paused while holding the clothes, and pointed to the black one: "How many black ones are there?"

"There are two more black ones."

"Then I'll try the black one." Jiang Xu handed the clothes back, glanced at Dr. Chang, took advantage of the shopping guide to get the clothes, and pulled Dr. Chang aside, "You want to buy one too?"

Chang Qi raised his eyebrows, looked sideways at Jiang Xu, and quietly squeezed Jiang Xu's reddened ear tips in the covered corner: "Okay, let's secretly wear couple clothes."

When they went out, the two were wearing the same black overcoat. They were similar in shape, and the person on the right was only half a head shorter than the person on the left.The two walked slowly, their sleeves brushing against each other from time to time, showing their affection in a high-profile way.

After leaving the shopping mall, the two went to the supermarket to buy some food. When they got home, Chang Qi started to make soup, while Jiang Xu washed the dishes needed for dinner at the side.

After the meal was finished, Jiang Xu lifted the lid and was about to serve soup for the two of them, when his eyes suddenly stopped when he saw the soup, Jiang Xu's face turned pale involuntarily.

Chang Qi came out of the kitchen with the dishes, saw Jiang Xu sitting on the table in a daze, and patted his head: "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Jiang Xu raised his head and squeezed out a smile, "Maybe I'm a little tired after walking outside for a long time."

"Then rest quickly after eating." Chang Qi served him soup, "You are usually tired from studying, drink more soup."

Jiang Xu stared at the soup with the spoon for a long time before drinking it into his mouth. Seeing that he was having a hard time drinking it, Chang Qi couldn't help but ask, "Don't you like this soup?"

Jiang Xu shook his head habitually, then stopped halfway, looking at Tang as if looking at something dazzling: "I don't like it."

Chang Qi was stunned for a moment, surprised that Jiang Xu was actually a picky eater, but he quickly accepted it, took Jiang Xu's soup aside, and said softly: "Then don't drink it, I'll try another soup tomorrow. "

"Are you planning to make soup for me every day?" Jiang Xu lowered his head, and suddenly threw the spoon on the table. "If you think I'm sick, just say it. Is it necessary to beat around the bush like this?"

Chang Qi was startled by Jiang Xu's sudden movement, but he quickly regained his composure. He put Jiang Xu in his arms with a peaceful expression, and stroked his back comfortingly: "When did I say you were sick? ? This soup is only good for your health, didn’t I make it for you before?”

"It's different from before." Jiang Xu was hugged mechanically, and said expressionlessly, "You didn't give up half of your work to accompany me before, but you lied to me when you suddenly treated me so well. Now I'm in your heart Just a patient."

As soon as he finished speaking, Jiang Xu broke free from Chang Qi's arms, raised his hand and threw the bowl on the table to the ground: "I don't need these! I don't need you to accompany me every day, I just need to do as before! Why do you want to Lied to me!"

The hot soup was spilled all over the floor, Jiang Xu squatted on the ground, buried his head in his knees, his shoulders heaved together, like a homeless puppy thrown in the wilderness.

Chang Qi walked up to him, knelt down, hugged him into his arms, and stroked Jiang Xu's few inches of green stubble with his hands, and said in an unhurried voice, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth: "I didn't lie to you, it's because I found out I was not good enough to you before, so I want to treat you better. Soup is indeed a cure, but it’s not a cure for any serious illness, it’s just a way to calm the mind. Didn’t you say before that you don’t like Chinese medicine and find it bitter? Honey was added to the soup, I thought you'd like it."

Chang Qi lowered his head and kissed Jiang Xu's head: "However, it doesn't matter if you don't like it, just don't drink it from now on."

The soup spilled on the floor was still steaming, Jiang Xu curled up without moving, only the sound of suppressed breathing could be heard in the room from time to time.

"What's wrong with me?" Jiang Xu lowered his head and asked, his voice much calmer.

"It's just insomnia."

"But I've been sleeping well lately."

"Isn't there me?" Chang Qi smiled, "To get a cure, besides me, you have to take some medicine."

Jiang Xu thought for a moment, raised his head, and rubbed his fingers on his knees uneasily: "Is it just insomnia? But sometimes I get annoyed." He glanced to the side, "I don't seem to be emotionally stable. The bowl hit."

"Because it is a serious insomnia, the cat will shine its paws when it is disturbed while sleeping. If you don't get enough sleep for a long time, no one will feel better."

Doctor Chang said it firmly and casually, as if his illness was really not a big problem, Jiang Xu silently breathed a sigh of relief.He had insomnia, he knew it, otherwise he would not have prescribed sleeping pills, but later he felt that his temper seemed to be on the verge of getting angry, and his chest often seemed to be on fire. He briefly told the doctor, and the doctor asked him to see a psychologist. , He was frightened when he heard it, and had been worrying for a while whether he had some kind of mental illness.

He naturally didn't dare to go to a psychiatrist, but he paid great attention to controlling his emotions afterwards, and then found that he was no different from other people, and his classmates didn't notice any problems with him. He was relieved, but found that his insomnia It seemed to be getting worse, but compared to seeing a psychiatrist, he felt that it was much better.

"Then why didn't you tell me directly?" After knowing that he was just insomnia, Jiang Xu felt a lot easier.

"Didn't you also tell me? You don't need a "miracle doctor" like me, and I can't expose you. "Chang Qi rubbed the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, and wiped away a few drops of water on his eyelashes, "If you feel shameless and get angry with me, I will still have to coax you." "

"No." Jiang Xu's eyes were erratic.

"Oh? I don't need to coax you? Then what am I doing now?"

"..." Jiang Xu raised his hand to cover his hot face, and said slowly, "Be reasonable."

"Okay." Chang Qi smiled helplessly, "Then can we go to eat now?"

Chang Qi was about to pull him up, but Jiang Xu grabbed his sleeve. He looked down and heard Jiang Xu ask, "Do you really like me?"

Jiang Xu raised his head and looked at him, with light and shadow in his eyes: "If... If I hadn't sent you to my door and forced you to have sex, wouldn't you have stayed with me?"