Wind Shakes the Barley

Finally speaking out what was in his heart, Jiang Xu heaved a sigh of relief and was a little nervous.

He lowered his head and tightly grabbed Dr. Chang's sleeve without letting go.

After a while, his hand was held, and Jiang Xu raised his head.

"To be honest, I'm not sure." Chang Qi sat down on the floor and sighed long, "When I was in Miaotou Town, I regarded you as my younger brother. After knowing your thoughts, I once had a very headache. At that time I think a large part of the reason you like men is me, if I don't show up, you might not go on this road."

Jiang Xu frowned: "Sexual orientation is fixed, I wouldn't like women without you."

"Maybe." Chang Qi smiled, "But you still had to go to school at the time, and half of your family's burden was on you. Uncles and aunts have high expectations for you. Although they didn't say it clearly, you should know that they How much I look forward to you getting married and having children in the future. When I think of you liking me, I feel that my appearance has ruined half of your family's happiness. , your feelings for me may gradually fade, and you will return to the life of marrying a wife and having children."

Jiang Xu: "Impossible."

Chang Qi nodded: "Yeah, later when you asked Xu Yuanyuan if she and I were in a relationship, I knew that I had been deceiving myself."

"But you still haven't contacted me." Jiang Xu followed Chang Qi's example and sat cross-legged on the ground.

"Yeah." Chang Qi squeezed Jiang Xu's finger, "It's because I treat you as a younger brother, at least I thought so at the time. Since I regard you as a younger brother, it is naturally impossible to be with you, so it must be broken." In your mind, how can I contact you?"

Jiang Xu withdrew his hand and turned his head away from looking at Chang Qi. Although he knew that the other party didn't like him, he still felt very uncomfortable when he heard it in person.

"Don't cry." Chang Qi held Jiang Xu's face and coaxed him warmly.

"Crack!" Jiang Xu knocked off Chang Qi's hand and stared at him, "I can't cry anymore!"

"I haven't finished yet." Chang Qi smiled helplessly, and went to wipe Jiang Xu's tears again, this time Jiang Xu didn't hide.

Jiang Xu sniffed, "Say it."

Chang Qi: "Although I haven't contacted you for more than a year, I have read all the messages you sent me. Sorry, I didn't reply."

Jiang Xu glanced at him and said nothing.

"But I have visited you. After all, you were going to take the college entrance examination at that time, and I was also worried that this matter would affect your study status." Chang Qi unconsciously smiled proudly, "You are very good, and you are doing better every time you take the exam. On the day when the college entrance examination ended, I saw you coming out of the examination room in high spirits, and I knew you were fine—"

"Did you go on the day of your exam?" Jiang Xu interrupted him, a little in disbelief, "Did you really go?"

Chang Qi raised her eyebrows: "You looked back before taking the exam, and even took something out of your pocket. That thing is ours... a photo sticker?"

"You really went!" Jiang Xu laughed happily, and when he thought of something, he immediately sullenly said, "It's not a photo sticker, it's a photo of Mr. Kong, and everyone in our school has paid homage to it."

"Oh, that's because I'm being too sentimental." Chang Qi said regretfully.

Jiang Xu lowered his head, scratched the floor with his fingers randomly, and after a while, he said, "It's a photo of us."

Chang Qi smiled and patted Jiang Xu's head, wanting to say something, but finally just sighed: "I really want to always say sorry to you."

Chang Qi withdrew his hand and continued: "Seeing you at that time, I thought that my decision was not wrong, but until I returned to City A, I found that I couldn't help but think of you."

Jiang Xu raised his head abruptly.

Chang Qi looked out the window, thinking about himself during that time, feeling a little funny: "At that time, I would think of you when I saw a roasted sweet potato at a roadside stall, and I would think of you when I smelled the smell of corn. The boiled peanuts in the food stall, There were red pomegranates on the fruit stand, and a young boy with a short hair passing by..." Chang Qi suddenly looked at Jiang Xu, his voice was low and full of affection, "In the middle of the night when there was no one around, I felt the cold side of the bed beside me, and I realized that , how much I like you."

Jiang Xu's dim eyes moved for a moment, and then they were like bright lights gradually lighting up outside the window, illuminating the originally silent night sky.

The slightly curled eyelashes blinked cheerfully, Jiang Xu's eyes curled up in a beautiful arc, his lips parted slightly, revealing a few white teeth, and then they were closed suddenly, trying to put on a haughty face, but he couldn't. After a while, the corners of his mouth curled up again.

Chang Qi sat opposite with a smile, just looking at Jiang Xu quietly.

It was already dark in the room, but no one asked to turn on the lights. Both of them seemed to enjoy the hazy atmosphere at the moment.

After a while, Jiang Xu finally straightened his face. He straightened his back, raised his chin, and asked slightly dissatisfied: "Then why don't you come to me?"

"I'm going." Chang Qi said.

Jiang Xu tilted his head: "When?"

"In October last year." Chang Qi looked straight at Jiang Xu with a gloomy expression, and Jiang Xu felt as if he heard a mocking laugh.

"I went to your school to look for you. I wanted to tell you that I was willing to be with you. At that time, I thought it might be a surprise for you, so I didn't tell you in advance, and went directly to the gate of University A to wait for you. Coincidentally, I When you arrived, you happened to be walking out with a few classmates."

Jiang Xu suddenly thought of something and stuttered: "You...I...I didn't see you."

"Of course you didn't see me." Chang Qi raised his hand to brush Jiang Xu's face, with a smile on his face, but this smile made Jiang Xu's back feel shivering.

Chang Qi spoke very slowly, matching the movements of his hands, Jiang Xu froze there and did not dare to move.

"There are so many people at the gate of the school, how can I be good - I knelt down and begged you."

Chang Qi's hand rubbed heavily on Jiang Xu's face. He remembered how happy he was when he went to find Jiang Xu, and how cold he felt when he heard those words.

"No...it's not like that..." Jiang Xu remembered that day.

It was Saturday, and their dormitory used to have the habit of going out for dinner on weekends, but the night before, Jiang Xu thought of Dr. Chang again, and under his impatience, he couldn't fall asleep even after taking several sleeping pills, and he was on the verge of breaking out. edge.

As a result, early on Saturday morning, Hu Aixuan began to gossip about a certain boy in the next class who has been licking the dog.

The boy got up early every morning to buy breakfast for the girl he liked, ran errands next to the girl during the day, and occupied a seat for the evening self-study in advance at night.When I earn money from part-time jobs, I buy clothes and snacks for the girl. It can be said that I treat the girl wholeheartedly, but in a blink of an eye, the girl falls in love with another boy.

But when the girl needed someone to run errands, she would still ask the original boy to do it, but the boy still refused. Hu Aixuan and others scolded the boy for being worthless, and the girl was not a good thing, until they went out to eat.

On the way, Hu Aixuan suddenly asked him what he would do if he encountered such a thing. Jiang Xu was so annoyed at the time that he somehow felt that he was a bit like that boy. I just chased him down and then dumped him, making him cry and kneel down begging me to like him."

Thinking of his rhetoric at that time, Jiang Xu was in a cold sweat.

"I was just joking." Jiang Xu weakly defended himself, he really said that because he was in a bad mood, just to vent, to make his heart feel better, who would have thought that Doctor Chang would hear it.

"Really kidding?" Chang Qi put his arms on his knees, leaned over to look at him seriously, and said slowly, "Brother is getting old, and I can't bear the love games you youngsters are playing. After I heard what you said, I felt that since I would be dumped in the end, it would be better not to start."

Jiang Xu regretted and felt distressed: "You can ask me again, were you angry with me then?"

Chang Qi slowly shook his head: "I'm not angry with you, I'm just angry with myself, I realized it too late, and I was so unfeeling to you before, it's normal for you to give up on me."

"So I flinched back then, even though I realized that I like you, I didn't dare to stop you." Chang Qi took Jiang Xu's hand and touched his heart, "I was scared, I was afraid that after being dumped by you, There's no jumping here anymore."

"I'm sorry." Jiang Xu rubbed his face towards Chang Qi and buried his face on the side of Chang Qi's neck, "I was in a bad mood at the time. Although I liked you very much, I never received your reply. Sometimes I get angry and feel that Even if you don't want to accept me, there's no need to cut off contact with me, which makes me feel like you dislike me and don't take me seriously at all, I...I sometimes hate you too. "

Chang Qi's eyes moved, and then fell silent: "Well, you are right to hate me. When I saw you outside the hotel that day, my first reaction was to turn around and run away. After hearing what you said to Qiu Ting, I thought at the time, your plan is about to be implemented, I have to go quickly, but I just can't move my feet. On the way back, I thought over and over again, whether I should play this game with you, but I couldn't until I got off the car Make a decision."

Chang Qi sighed faintly: "Brother's courage is not as good as yours."

Jiang Xu shook his head and grabbed Chang Qi's collar: "Fortunately, you didn't flinch that night."

Chang Qi smiled: "Because everything you did before that night has already shaken me. At that time, I was thinking, if you get dumped, you'll get dumped. I haven't done anything crazy since I was a child. The fire pit is not in vain. The only thing that makes me hesitate is whether you are really willing to give me yourself for revenge. I think it is too expensive for you, and you were drunk at the time, In case I regret it the next day, there is really nothing I can do."

Jiang Xu didn't say that he was half awake at the time. That night he sacrificed his self-esteem and face, and sent himself to the bed of his sweetheart as a thing.If Doctor Chang refused at that time, he really didn't know if he would have the courage to come again.

Thinking of how he shamelessly begged this person to fuck him back then, Jiang Xu's face couldn't help but get hot, and he asked unconvinced, "Then didn't you do it in the end?"

Chang Qi's hands on Jiang Xu's waist tightened: "You don't know, how charming you were that night, I could hardly hold back with just one look." He bowed his head and kissed Jiang Xu's ear, "Maybe you Remember how hard I was that night."

Jiang Xu suddenly blushed.

Chang Qi: "I thought at the time, just die, even if you wake up the next day and want to kill me, I will admit it."

When the matter was clarified, the two finally realized how much they had missed each other, and how many difficult nights in the past should have been accompanied by someone, but they just missed it.

Jiang Xu pursed his lips, suddenly opened Chang Qi's collar, opened his mouth and bit the other's shoulder fiercely: "It's all your fault!" It made me sad for so long.

Chang Qi secretly took a deep breath, gritted his teeth and endured it. When Jiang Xu let go, there was already a bloodstain on his shoulder, and Jiang Xu's lips were also stained with a layer of deep red.

"If you don't feel relieved, I will bite you until you are happy." Chang Qi wiped the blood on his lips with his fingertips, "Or dump me and let me cry and kneel down to beg you."

Jiang Xu raised his eyes and looked at him for a while: "Forget it, I'm also timid. I'm afraid that if I dump you, you will really run away."

Chang Qi lowered his head and kissed Jiang Xu on the mouth, with a relieved smile on his face: "Then we are quite compatible, two cowards."

The evening wind blew up, and Chang Qi's eyes drifted out of the window.

The petals all over the sky are flying in the air, this is the last wind of autumn, and the branches are swaying, sending off friends happily.

Chang Qi turned her head and stretched out her hand as an invitation: "Then Jiang Xu, are you sure you want to spend the rest of your life with me, a coward?"

Jiang Xu raised his eyebrows, sat up solemnly with his chest up, and a defiant smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

He put his hand up and clasped his fingers tightly: "I'm sure."

(End of text)

The author says:

This is the end here. No matter how rough the process is, the ending must be happy. Dr. Chang and Xiaoxu will be safe and happy in the future. I hope everyone will be too^_^

I see your questions, I don’t know if this chapter can give you a satisfactory answer, but anyway, thank you very much for your company, I really love you.

I will update the episode later, I saw a comment saying that I want to see them quarreling (laughs), I will arrange one after Jiang Xu works, and I will do the rest as I like.

Opened a new article "Reverse Love" ball collection~

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