The high-risk occupation is actually me

With one hand clasped on Huaci's waist and abdomen, he can feel every slight breath of Huaci. This feeling is like a baby sleeping in his mother's arms, which makes Hualei feel endless peace of mind. Very, very heavy, you can see how tired these days.

Huaci didn't struggle, he turned his back to Hualei and silently opened his eyes to look at the moon in the sky.

When there was a gleam of light in the distant sky, Hua Lei trembled and woke up. The moment he opened his eyes, his breathing seemed to become very anxious, and then he immediately relaxed when he saw Hua Ci in his arms.

"elder brother."

Hualei smiled softly, lowered his head full of nostalgia and dependence, and kissed Huaci's shoulder.

Hua Ci trembled undetectably, her voice was a little hoarse: "Go away when you wake up."

"I don't." Hualei softened her voice and hugged him even tighter, "I haven't slept in the same bed with you for a long time, and you always used to coax me to sleep."

When he talked about the old days, he spoke with nostalgia and nostalgia, not knowing that every word was a knife that fell on Hua Ci's heart.

Hua Lei pinched Hua Ci's wrist and rubbed it for a while, then said in a low voice, "Why do you feel thinner again? You can wrap two fingers around it."

He said a lot of words happily by himself, but before Huaci responded, he started to get angry again, sat up with dissatisfaction, and saw Huaci lying on his side, eyes closed and motionless.

Covered in the quilt, she was so thin that she couldn't see any ups and downs, and felt that even the sound of her breathing was very shallow. An inexplicable fear surged up in Hualei's heart, and extinguished the faintly rising fire in her heart.

He carefully straightened the man, called brother, and just looked at his face carefully without speaking.

Huaci couldn't bear the scorching sight, opened her eyes and said coldly, "What are you doing?"

He frowns too much these days, and there is already a shallow wrinkle between his brows, which is full of irritability and dislike for Hualei.

But Hualei couldn't see this, he could only notice that the corners of Huaci's eyes were slightly red because he hadn't rested for a long time, the thin eyelids glistened with water, and then another kind of burning fire blazed from the bottom of his heart And rise.

But he still remembered Huaci's pained expression when he left more than ten days ago, so he didn't dare to make a mistake, but just lowered his head and buried it in Huaci's neck.

He expresses with body language as he did when he was a child, brother rub my hair, let's talk.

It's a sign of pleasure, always a sign of reconciliation between the two of them.

Huaci's whole body was covered with warmth and heaviness, and his slightly stiff hair rubbed against his chin and neck. When he felt this movement, his pupils shrank suddenly, and he stretched out his hand to push the person away.

For the first time, the first time in more than 20 years, and the first time in Hualei's life, my brother didn't smile and rub his hair.

Hualei raised his head stiffly, the atmosphere between the two of them quickly condensed like an icicle of death on the bottom of the sea, he saw Huaci tilting his head wearily, silently.

Hualei's hands were clenched tightly, the bed sheet was grasped fiercely, her teeth were gritted, and even the fingertips turned white.

Hua Ci may think that he did these things because of being obsessed with ghosts, but in fact it is not, his brotherly love for Hua Ci has never disappeared with the emergence of lover's love.

In Hualei's heart, Huaci is a lover, but also an elder brother forever, so it becomes the most special and independent existence that no one can understand.

He is full of love, and has been ill for a long time, but he has not been able to fulfill his wish so far. This fire has no place to spread, and when it falls back to Huaci, the much-loved existence, it becomes a strong and stubborn desire to smash his desire.

Huaci was in pain, and he was in more pain, but he felt happy while feeling pain in his heart, and became his own perpetrator.

Hualei let out a long breath, he reminded himself to be gentle, to be gentle, he closed his eyes slightly and leaned down to kiss, and put his other hand into his clothes.

The flower grows in the boundless wilderness, wind, frost, rain and dew cannot be controlled by him, of course it has resented, but he has loved the blue sky when the sky is clear, and he has never forgotten the feeling of the breeze blowing through the flower branches. The two emotions pulled him violently , even the body is irresistible.

Because Huaci really loves to stay on the terrace, Hualei didn't understand why, and he didn't listen to persuasion, and was afraid that the hot weather would cause heatstroke, so he specially hired someone to redecorate on the terrace.

During the few days when the decoration team came, Huaci was not allowed to go up to the third floor, so he stayed in Hualei's sight every day.

He seems to have compromised. He no longer resists violently or quarrels with Hua Lei angrily. He always sits quietly alone, never watches TV, and occasionally has a book spread out in front of him, without turning a page for a long time. .

Hualei can't be at home often, but as long as he is there, he will not be more than three meters away from Huaci. He observes Huaci's every move and finds that Huaci always likes to be in a daze or look at the distant sky, as if thinking about something , It seems that I didn't think about anything.

Sometimes he would feel that Huaci became empty, what was in front of him was just a shell, and the living person he really wanted had already flown away.

When thinking of this, Hualei can't help being violent, when he can suppress the fire, he will smoke fiercely, and when he can't suppress the fire, he will use his hands to toss Huaci ruthlessly.

Although Huaci is still unwilling, but he is too tired, and he will not resist fiercely like at the beginning, but his indifferent and unyielding appearance will not make Hualei who is in anger restrain, it will only arouse his anger more , so Hua Ci often has new marks on her neck, legs, and even fingertips before the old injuries fade away.

Even if the person who came to cook and clean was repeatedly warned, he couldn't help but feel sorry for this golden house in private, and the two kind-hearted old aunts would cook harder.

Huaci was in a depressed mood, and now he could barely taste the taste of his meals, but Hualei forced him, so he didn't say anything, just stuffed it into his mouth silently, chewed it casually, and swallowed hard.

With a "click", a small earthen pot was suddenly placed in front of him, and the smell of steaming delicious chicken soup wafted from it.

The dishes on the table had already been served, Hua Ci raised his eyes a little strangely, and saw the old aunt who was never smiling nervously standing in front of him wiping her hands, and whispered to him in dialect: "Hey, cut more fresh Light vegetables, don't be careless to your body."

As soon as he spoke, he ran away immediately, with timidity in his back.

Huaci's drooping eyelashes trembled faintly, he paused to look at the soup in front of his chopsticks, and finally took it up and drank it slowly.

When Hualei walked into the restaurant, he saw him put down the small crock pot after drinking the soup. It was rare for him to have such a good appetite. Hualei looked happy, with a smile in his eyes.

Huaci was already almost full after eating hard, and he finished a whole bowl of meaty chicken soup. He was already full. When he saw Hualei coming in, he stood up and wanted to leave. He didn't see Hualei's smile froze at the corner of his lips.

"Brother, sit down."

Hua Ci paused as he was about to leave, and turned around to see that his face had changed, and his hand holding the chopsticks was slightly bruised.

Hualei raised her eyes, her eyes were dark, she chose to soften her tone: "Brother, can you have dinner with me?"

Huaci glanced at him and sat back without saying a word.

Hualei's mood obviously picked up a bit. He ate the vegetables slowly, and chatted with Huaci: "What did you do today, have you finished reading yesterday's book? Can you tell me?"

But Huaci was not in the mood to start meaningless exchanges with him, he was silent for a while, and suddenly said: "When will you let me out?"

Hua Lei didn't speak, Hua Ci continued to look directly at him: "You can't imprison me forever."

The smile on Hualei's face disappeared again, and he was silent for two seconds: "I will let you out. But not now, when you are more obedient and only willing to follow me, I will take you out."

"Won't no one find me missing, they will look for me, they will call the police, and they will keep asking you, Hualei, have you been tired during this period of time?"

Hua Lei was unmoved at all, and even his tone did not change: "Tired, but they trust me the most as your younger brother, so they can only choose to trust me. Although it is a bit troublesome to deal with, it doesn't matter, I come back every day to see With you here, I'm not tired at all."

Huaci sneered and turned her head away.

After the meal, Hualei dragged him to the room to take a nap, the heavy curtains were drawn, and the room couldn't see a ray of light, it seemed like night.

Hua Lei always likes to recall interesting things with him when he was a child, and today I somehow talked about the story that Hua Ci taught him to do homework when he was young, but he couldn't teach him homework, and Hua Ci was so angry that he dropped his pen and left.

"You were really impatient at that time. You didn't know that after you ran away in anger, I was so sad that I almost cried."

Huaci rarely snorted coldly: "It's stupid to begin with."

Hualei hugged him into his arms with a smile, like rubbing a kitten, lowered his head and spoke softly, Huaci's face was pressed against his chest, warm and infinitely soft.

His voice was low, and Hua Ciben was getting more and more drowsy. It didn't take long before he felt a little drowsy.

Hualei noticed his drowsiness, and adjusted his posture a little so that he was lying on his body halfway, so that he could sleep more comfortably.

Hua Ci's eyelids were getting heavy, and before falling asleep, he vaguely heard Hua Lei whispering something.

"I want to fire that aunt who talked to you."

He probably thought that Huaci had fallen asleep, so he didn't ask for any opinions when he said this, but he just repeated his decision, but it made Huaci suddenly escape from sleepiness.

Hua Lei heard his low voice sounding in the darkness.

"You can do whatever you want, but you just use a soft knife to force me. How far can you force me? If you look like this today, one day I feel really boring, so I should apologize to my uncle and aunt."

Hua Lei could almost feel his heartbeat stop suddenly. He had never been so angry before. He said viciously: "How dare you! How dare you threaten me with this!"

The hand pinching Huaci's waist was touching the wound that had been tossed, and Huaci frowned in pain, but he refused to let out even the slightest breath when he spoke: "How dare I, but Hualei , remember one thing, if I want to leave, you can't keep me."