The high-risk occupation is actually me

The aunt and Huaci spent at most two seconds talking to each other, but Huaci knew in a blink of an eye, either the servants were watching each other, or there was a hidden camera at home, maybe it was directly installed in Huaci's clothes in the button.

It's so obvious that you don't need to think too much about it.

Hua Ci keeps himself clean, but it doesn't mean that he really doesn't know the dirty methods of some people in the circle. At that time, he dismissed them and never thought that these things would be used on him one day. It's really ridiculous to think about it now.

When he said this, his tone didn't fluctuate, he was so calm that he seemed to be saying that the weather is really nice today, but when it fell into Hualei's ears, it was like pouring a pot of ice water on his head in the cold winter of March.

The biting cold also made him bewilderedly afraid.

He had a very good time during this time, and felt that Huaci was completely under his control, so he couldn't help but push forward again and again, which was really too aggressive.

No matter what happened in the past, Huaci always thought of a solution calmly, and he did not see giving up and compromise, so that Hualei never thought that there would be such a road in front of him.

But when his generation entered Huaci's current situation, he could fully feel the pain of suffocation that Huaci had endured.

Huaci's ability to say the words implying suicide actually means that he has thought about it many times in his heart.

When Hualei realized this, he was anxious and scared. He felt like he was holding a handful of sand. The tighter he held it, the faster the sand flowed, and the harder he tried, the weaker he was. For the first time, he wondered if he had done something wrong.

The arms around Huaci's waist and abdomen loosened at some point, Hualei looked down at his brother in his arms for a while, then slowly pulled him closer, almost completely hiding Huaci in his arms.

So close, but also feel too far away, also feel afraid.

When you love someone too much, the love will make people feel that they are on the verge of death, so the brain always has the idea of ​​hurting the lover in order to protect the owner. Hua Lei has known this saying for a long time, but now he thinks about it.

He didn't speak, but Hua Ci was stuck to his chest, and his rapid heartbeat could be heard.

Hualei's chin rested on Huaci's hair, and it followed his back one by one, as if coaxing him to sleep, but after a while, he couldn't help lowering his head and approaching: "Brother."

After a short pause, he called his name again, his voice a little hoarse: "Huaci."

Period Ai Ai, as if he is so pitiful.

Huaci closed her eyes and was silent for a while, then said in a low voice, "I'm going to sleep."

"Okay, I won't talk, you sleep well." Hua Lei approached him carefully, and lightly touched his slender nose bridge with her lips.

Huaci's eyelashes trembled slightly in the darkness, and the fingers nestled on Hualei's sleeve couldn't help but clenched the soft fabric tightly.

He seemed calm just now, but after he said that sentence, he was shocked in his heart.

Sometimes when Hualei gets angry and tosses people hard, no matter how excessive what he does, Huaci can't resist, let him go, but his heart will only become harder and harder.But when Hualei suppressed her voice and whispered to him now, a certain part of her heart was a little shaky, too weak.

After Huaci was so scared for a while after Huati, he restrained a lot. Although he was still not allowed to go out, he did not replace the aunt who talked to Huaci. Then when someone quietly made eye contact with Huaci, he also suppressed it. Annoyance did not occur.

Huaci is hidden every day, and it has long attracted the curiosity of the servants who come to clean and trim. What's more, he is beautiful and frail, reticent, and the most pitiful. Everyone has already talked about him countless times in private. He is old, and he is soft-hearted towards him.

After Hualei's hidden attitude was revealed for a few days, everyone boldly talked to this Jinwu Zangjiao.But I didn’t dare to say much, at most, I would say that I brought some tea and sweets when he was in a daze, or that I brought him the best flower in the garden with an obvious smile and said a few innocuous greetings.

But this has been a great help to Huaci's spirit. When he faced the quiet world except Hualei at the beginning, his heart was on the verge of collapse. Later, he tried to indulge himself deeply while isolating the outside world.

So I can't help but sigh that people's adaptability is huge. Now it's just that others say a word to him occasionally in a day, and he already feels that the drought is met with rain.

Hua Lei didn't object to this, but he saw that Hua Ci's mental state had a tendency to improve, and even when the number of nightmare awakenings at night was less, no matter how dissatisfied he could only hold back temporarily.

There are many typhoons in summer. Although City S is rarely affected, Province Z was not spared this year. The house in Province Z was originally an old house. When it was renovated, it was kept in mind and did not make major changes. I didn’t expect that a few houses were leaked by the typhoon this year, and some furniture and sundries were wet.

The servants at work moved them out in a hurry to avoid loss, and found some old books and notebooks. Without an old man like Song Qiuyu making a decision, they couldn't dispose of them casually, so they picked out some that seemed more important and shipped them to them. City S.

When the things arrived, only Hua Ci stayed in the living room on the first floor. He signaled the servant to go upstairs to find Hua Lei, and then he lowered his head to read a book.

After waiting for a long time, he still didn't hear the sound of going upstairs. When he looked up, he saw the old man who was gestured to by him showed hesitation and resistance, as if he didn't dare to go upstairs, so he understood with a sigh.

Huaci didn't want to embarrass others, so he went to find Hualei by himself. He still didn't want to talk to Hualei, and thought that it would be fine to slam the door hard to quarrel him, but when he walked into the room and took a look, he was stunned.

The door of the room was wide open, and Hua Lei was sleeping soundly on the desk.

With this appearance, he suddenly looked like a teenager who fell asleep because he couldn't finish his homework when he was still studying.

Huaci's fingers curled up and buckled on the door, but he couldn't knock it down with all his strength.

He seldom saw Hualei sleeping during the day, and taking a nap with him at home was just to hug him, and he basically never fell asleep.

So during this period of time, I am tired and tired.

Hua Ci is not Stockholm, he does not sympathize or feel distressed.Hua Lei did this kind of thing to him, don't say he didn't treat him as an elder brother, this kind of behavior didn't even treat him as an independent person in the eyes of Hua Ci, so Hua Lei should bear any consequences.

But when Hua Ci reacted, he had already walked to the desk, looking at the blue-black eyes of Hua Lei, he stretched out a hand involuntarily, and his fingertips were a little distance away from Hua Lei's eyes, his eyes were pale and cold.

Hua Lei seemed to sense something, her drooping eyelashes trembled suddenly without warning, when Hua Ci opened her eyes, before Hua Ci could react, he grabbed her fingertips.

He had just woken up, his eyes were not yet clear, but he was already smiling brightly, looking very happy: "Brother, did you touch me just now?"

It looks like a innocent and harmless puppy, but it is actually a very vicious mad dog inside.

Hua Ci was upset, frowned and threw his hand away, turned around and left, with a cold voice: "Someone is coming downstairs."

Although he is indifferent and doesn't want to say a word, but Hualei is someone who remembers eating but not hitting since he was a child, so he doesn't care about these things.When he was a child, he was beaten up by his elder brother for only 10 minutes of grievances, but if he was praised by his elder brother a little, his tail could stick up for a whole month.

Hua Lei washed his face soberly, and then thought about it in the mirror happily.During the Chinese New Year, Huaci had a fever and became confused, and she touched his eyes while weeping. Usually, she always liked to look at his eyes, but she seemed to want to touch his eyes just now.

It seems that my brother likes his eyes very much.

Hualei coaxed himself to be happy, humming a little tune and walking downstairs, when he saw Huaci was reading a book in the living room with his head down. His hair had grown a little recently, and occasionally it would fall in front of his eyes and obstruct his sight. Get used to raising your hand to pin your hair.

Hua Lei didn't pay attention to it usually, but now that he took a casual look, he found that Hua Ci's face exuded a kind of dazzling... ambiguous gender. itch.

But no matter how bastard he was, he would never mess with Hua Ci in front of people. He stood on the stairs and coughed to cover up, looking at the things sent from the old house.

Those documents that were important or that could not be known by his elder brother, Hua Lei had moved and hid them many years in advance. Others thought they were important, but he knew they were probably useless, so he just searched them hastily.

"Clean it up, get rid of the musty smell, and store it in any cabinet."

Hualei instructed, and put aside the novel that Hua Muzhi wrote and annotated when he was young, and was about to walk out of the room when he saw a thick notebook with a colorful cover that didn't look like a flower. An old item of Muzhi and Li Mingjuan.

He paused, picked the book out of the stack, and opened a page curiously.

"April 1999, 4, rainy

Didi was born today, I reported him, like a shou, a bit cute.

He smiled at me.

Aunt Hen is working hard. "

The handwriting is very immature, just a few lines of words are accompanied by several pinyin and typos, some characters are small and hard to read, and some complex strokes are sparse, so large that they occupy two lines.

This is... my brother's diary when he was a child.

When Hualei realized this, she immediately felt that she was holding an extremely valuable thing, her eyes softened, and she carefully held the dilapidated book.

He has regretted countless times that he is younger than Huaci. Although he has been with him since he was a child, his memory before the age of seven has already been blurred. He will never see Huaci's childhood.

And he knew that it must be a very cute child.

This notebook was like a gift from heaven, maybe it was because he couldn't bear to see that the two of them were about to enter a desperate situation, and gave him a way to solve it.

Hualei was so happy that he didn't know what to do, and Kaiyue couldn't share it, so he could only giggle silently, making the servant next to him bewildered.

He hastily turned to the last page, and counted the days. This notebook was written about when Huaci was ten years old. rummage up.

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