The high-risk occupation is actually me

Hua Lei rummaged through a pile of old books and found another diary. The two diaries together recorded her life from the age of seven to about 14. The time of recording was irregular, sometimes two or three weeks I only remember it once, and sometimes I remember it for several days.

When he faced this diary, he didn't have any inner struggles at all, and he threw all his concerns about other people's privacy to Java, and couldn't wait to explore his brother's childhood.

Most of the diaries are only a few lines each time, because they are just for my own understanding. The characters and events in just a few sentences are written very sloppily. , It is interesting to watch.

It turned out that when my brother was a child, he would be criticized by the elementary school teacher for being picky eaters. He would write down in his diary such childish words as "When I grow up and have money, I will wipe out loofahs all over the world".

My brother also has problems that he can't solve, hand-copied newspapers that he can't draw, small interpersonal problems among children that seem to be unsolvable...so worried that he can only ask what to do in the diary.

Sometimes Xiaohua is too tired and naughty, so angry that her brother can't help losing his temper, and will secretly apologize in the diary at night, promising to be more gentle next time.

Hua Lei couldn't help smiling when he saw this, Hua Ci wouldn't know, he would never hold grudges against him, no matter how angry he was, even if he was hit by his buttocks, as long as he smiled, With tears on my face, I was happier immediately.

Just like Hua Ci wrote, "He seems like a little sun, but he only radiates heat towards me and casts sunlight."

The diary records the world seen from Huaci's perspective, all the understandings and doubts that Huaci has had since he was a child, and every time he reads a page, Hualei seems to discover more sides of him.

It seems that my brother is not just a strong, smart, and perfect brother who can do everything perfectly. At this moment, Hualei clearly perceives that his brother is also himself.His heart was stuffed with straw, with a false sense of fullness.

Huaci's heart was full of hesitation, he always felt that Hualei was very strange these few days, his mood went up and down, and he often looked at him with a smirk and said some inexplicable words, and he didn't know what bad water was simmering in his heart.

"Brother, I'll find someone to build a climbing wall outside on weekends. When you're bored, I'll climb with you." Hua Lei thought of how happy Hua Ci was when he won the runner-up in the climbing competition for the first time in his diary. Seeing him being locked up at home all day and looking lazy now is a bit unbearable.

Huaci Xindao came again, and started talking nonsense again.

Rock climbing was a sport he liked when he was in elementary school. He hadn't touched it 800 years ago. Who knows why Hualei suddenly thought of it.

Hualei grabbed Huaci, and wrapped her in his arms. He lowered his head and kissed Wen Huaci's neck. Seeing him shaking sensitively, he smiled and said, "Why don't you talk?"

"If you know I'm bored, let me go. If you don't have the heart, stop talking nonsense. Now let me go rock climbing? If you want me to die on the rock climbing wall, just say it."

As soon as he finished speaking, his chin was twisted and his lips were bitten hard, causing him to gasp in pain.

"You are a dog!"

"Bah, bah, bah!" Hualei hugged him tightly in her arms dissatisfied, and rubbed the tip of her nose against the tip of her nose, with a very unhappy tone, "Don't say the word death, can you say something auspicious."

His breath rested slightly on Huaci's face, the overly intimate dampness and invisibility were far more disturbing than flesh-and-skin contact.

After all, Hua Ci is also a man, sometimes he will surrender to the desire of his body, and when he wakes up, he regrets very much and can't help but become sharp.

"Then what do you want me to say? What is auspicious? You don't expect me to say I love you, do you? Said that we have a good relationship for a hundred years and a long life?"

Hua Lei's hands covering his thin back stopped moving.

After Hua Ci finished speaking, she still felt that it was not enough, so she wanted to make up for it again: "After you locked me up and raped me."

His voice was so low that they could only hear it, like a lover whispering.The whole person is almost leaning on Hualei's arms, yet he sneers in such an intimate posture.

Hua Lei's heart was deeply stabbed by a knife, and his face was completely invisible. He even raised his hands to hold Hua Ci's face, and kissed him very gently.

"We haven't had a good conversation for a long time."

Huaci's lips pressed against Hualei, breathing lightly: "Because you are not my brother anymore."

Hua Lei watched him remain motionless, and suddenly clasped his wrist and pressed him down on the wide sofa, Hua Ci's eyes suddenly showed panic, struggling helplessly.

It wasn't until Huaci's mouth was completely occupied by Hualei's breath that he couldn't say a word, Hualei slowly got up, looked down at the person who was pinned down on the sofa gently, and smiled lightly: "It doesn't matter, I also I don't want to be your brother."

The door was slammed shut, and the whole villa returned to the quietness of being empty. Huaci was still lying on the sofa panting slightly, with her hands raised above her head, maintaining the posture she had just been pinned down.

He looked at the bright and gorgeous chandelier on the roof, his eyes were empty, and he lay blankly for a long time before sitting up.

I didn't want to be your brother...

A line of tears ran across his face abruptly, and fell on the light-colored clothes, leaving a small dot.

Huaci raised her hand to wipe it, lowered her head and buried her face in her hands, her shoulders were thin and heavy.

He was not sad because of what Hualei said, but what was more painful was what he said.

Obviously it was Hualei who did something wrong, and it was Hualei who was sorry for him, but after throwing those harsh words with blades out, seeing the brokenness and sadness flashing in Hualei's eyes, his heart will hurt even more.

It's also unbelievable that he actually exposed such a vicious side to the most distressed person.

After Hualei left home, she stood in front of the door for a while to calm down.

What he feared the most since he was a child was his elder brother's cold face, and his elder brother controlled all his sorrows and joys. For more than a month, Huaci's hateful eyes and hateful words pierced his heart like swords and swords. He behaved cruelly and rudely, The inside has already been broken countless times.

Hualei took a long and deep breath, kicked the little fish who was so wronged and frightened to the point of tears back into the endless darkness, and put on a cold-hearted mask again.

Chen Zhenjin sat in the front row of the vehicle and asked, "Should I go directly to the company?"

He knew everything Hualei had done, and had personally helped him deal with the remnants of the outside world, so he knew this boss who was becoming more moody and ruthless.

Hualei thought of the diary he just read last night. On the last page of the diary, 14-year-old Hua Ci expressed that he was tired of writing on paper, and decided to edit all future diaries into text messages and send them to his old mobile phone , Hua paused tiredly: "Go back to your previous home first."

He thought that maybe through more diaries of his brother, he could understand the psychology that he couldn't get close to, and find a solution for the relationship between them.

The days are long, the days are long.

Tapping her legs slightly with her fingertips, Hualei comforted herself in her heart, as long as she is still by her side, there will be a change one day.

The fingerprint lock ticked, and the servants who cleaned, cooked, and trimmed indoor flowers filed in.

There are several delicate and hard-to-raise bonsai leaves in the living room. Master Xie, who prunes and maintains them, walks in and smiles slightly at Hua Ci who is sitting in the living room. Deep wrinkles spread out on his face.

Huaci also nodded at him.

Half an hour later, Huaci said to Master Xie who was about to leave: "The potted plants on the stairs seem to be withered, please take a look."

He seldom spoke such a long sentence, but when his soft and low voice came out, Master Xie was taken aback for a moment, nodded his head quickly, and went upstairs in a hurry.

His mobile phone was left beside a tall green leafy tree in the living room.

Huaci has been observing for a long time, and only Master Xie will take out his mobile phone while working.At first, he thought that the communication signals of the whole villa were blocked, but after he found that Hua Lei could make calls normally, he realized that only his mobile phone could not communicate.

So Hua Ci waited for a few days, and finally found an angle to see the unlocking password of Master Xie's phone, and at the same time roughly estimated the location of the surveillance camera.

His heart was beating nervously, but his expression was very relaxed. In the surveillance camera, he folded the book casually as usual, and walked slowly past the evergreen tree, nothing unusual.

When Huaci walked into the bathroom, he was already holding the phone in his hand.

It's a bit shameful for Suo Xing Hualei to leave him with some dignity and not install a camera in the bathroom.

The moment the screen was unlocked, Huaci's hands trembled a little.

After all, Hualei is still his younger brother, so it is impossible for him to find a powerful friend in the public security system just to get out, and directly destroy Hualei.

Anyway, it has been locked up for so many days... don't worry about it for a while.

Hua Ci edited the information and prepared to send it to Feng Zan. Although Feng Zan may not be able to get him out immediately, he can help him and Hua Lei to cover up, and at the end he can also use the power of the Feng family.

Just halfway through entering the number, a message suddenly popped up on the news headlines.

"The new emperor of the Hua family has acted radically, and the company's stock price has plummeted due to scandals, so where does everyone's property go!"

Hua Ci's pupils shrank sharply, he didn't care about sending a text message to Feng Tan, and instead clicked on the news, the more he looked at it, the colder his heart became.

"Sir? Sir?"

Master Xie checked the health of the flowers by the stairs, but when he arrived in the living room, he found no one, so he called for someone cautiously, and before calling twice, he saw Hua Ci slowly coming out of the bathroom.

Master Xie hurriedly lowered his head slightly, and quickly said: "Sir, I have seen those potted plants just now, there is no big problem, but it may have been raining recently and the humidity is high, so they are a little wilted, I will water less water in the future. .”

Hua Ci bypassed the green evergreen wood, walked slowly back to the living room and sat down, continued to open his idle books, and said lightly: "Got it."

Master Xie nodded nervously, walked back to the place where the flowers were trimmed just now, and took back his tools and mobile phone. He found nothing, packed up and left neatly.

Hua Ci lowered his eyes to the book in front of him, but didn't read a single word. He didn't care about the fact that he missed the precious opportunity and didn't send a message for help. He only thought about the two news articles he read in a hurry.

In less than two months, Hua Lei actually cooperated with senior government officials who had been coveting Hua's industry for a long time, and wantonly contracted projects to disperse equity, making Hua's Zhen Di a mess, and even the old board of directors who had always supported him expressed disappointment to the outside world. Reconciled and puzzled, he began to sell his shares.

The pages of the book were unconsciously clenched by the nails, and the clean and tidy pages immediately wrinkled.

What is he trying to do.