The Canary's Trap

Three months passed quickly, and seeing that the termination date of the contract between Shen Yuchuan and Lu Ling was approaching, there was still no substantial progress between the two of them.

During that time, Lu Ling's submitted resumes were frequently returned, and he was completely ashamed like an eggplant beaten by Shuang.He had a deep denial of himself, but he couldn't give up under the pressure of life, so he had to continue working in the bar while lowering his goals and focusing on small positions in small companies.

And besides sleeping in the same bed at night, he and Shen Yuchuan didn't have any more intimate behaviors.

On his side, he only waited for the contract to end and return to his previous life, while Shen Yuchuan was as anxious as ants on a hot pot, unable to rest for a moment.

In this way, in the last few days before the end of the contract, his insomnia began to attack again.

That was the first time Lu Ling witnessed Shen Yuchuan's insomnia, accompanied by the irritability, depression and panic that he tried to suppress.

Only then did Lu Ling know that Shen Yuchuan was really sick.

That night, Lu Ling was held in Shen Yuchuan's arms as usual, and before turning off the lights, he felt that depression's mood was a bit frizzy, and his heartbeat was a little abnormal.

Lu Ling didn't think much about it, thinking that he was too busy with work recently, so he told him a few words, said good night, and fell asleep.

At about three or four o'clock in the morning, Lu Ling felt a little thirsty, and struggled to get up and go to the living room to drink water, but found that there was an emptiness around him, and Shen Yuchuan left without knowing when.

Suspicious, Lu Ling put on his shoes and fumbled to turn on the light, but he heard a soft sound coming from the living room. At that moment, as if he felt something, he grabbed the phone and secretly turned on the light in the bedroom by the faint light. Door.

A small night light was turned on in the living room, and the dark red light was a bit weird. Lu Ling saw Shen Yu Chuan sitting on the carpet smoking a cigarette, and for some reason, he put the cigarette out in the ashtray in annoyance, and stood up abruptly. He got up, walked quickly to the entrance, and then backed away. After repeating this several times, he finally sat back on the sofa and smoked.

It's just that after the cigarette was lit, he only held it with his hands, and let the firework burn out by himself. He looked down at the extinguished sparks, pulled the corners of his mouth, pulled off his clothes, and threw the unburned cigarette butt onto himself according to.

Lu Ling's first reaction was to rush out to check his wounds, but just as he took a step, Shen Yuchuan stood up from the sofa and walked impatiently into the bedroom.

Lu Ling felt uneasy in his heart, tried his best not to expose himself, he wanted to know what kind of Shen Yuchuan he had never seen before.

After Shen Yuchuan left him all the tenderness, what kind of torture did he give himself.

Before Shen Yuchuan opened the door, Lu Ling had already quickly returned to the bed.

Shen Yuchuan walked gently to Lu Ling's side, and looked at him quietly, even in the dark without the lights on, Lu Ling could feel the scorching heat in his eyes.

He felt that his bones would be seen through by Shen Yuchuan and tattooed, and if he was allowed to look at him like this, he might not be able to pretend anymore.

Fortunately, Shen Yuchuan leaned over and pressed a light kiss on Lu Ling's lips, then turned around.

This kiss was too hot, Lu Ling could feel his inner struggle, irritability, restlessness, and a few traces of hidden lust.

Only at this time, like waking up from a dream, it turns out that Shen Yuchuan has been getting along with him these days with his neck strangled, thinking about it, his eyes are moist.

Shen Yuchuan did not leave the bedroom, but squatted down, opened the drawer, and dug out the medicine inside.

With scarlet eyes and trembling hands, he tore open the medicine packaging box, opened the bottle cap impatiently, poured the pills directly into his palm, and swallowed them all at once, and retched because of the bitterness in his mouth. He choked his throat, I didn't dare to make too much noise, I was afraid of disturbing Lu Ling, and I couldn't control myself from taking medicine...

With a "click", the headlight in the bedroom was turned on, Shen Yuchuan raised his eyes, and the pills in his hand scattered on the floor.

Lu Ling stood in a bright place, with a hazy layer of water vapor in his eyes, with a sad expression, staring at Shen Yuchuan firmly.

That Shen Yuchuan he didn't know.

The scar on the latter's chest from the cigarette butts was already swollen, and the surrounding flesh was scorched black. Shen Yuchuan's face was pale and terrifying, and the medicine stains he coughed up stained his thin chin and cheeks, and he was in a state of embarrassment.

Shen Yuchuan maintained a half-kneeling posture, and it took him a while to react. He hurriedly lowered his head and stuffed a large pile of medicines scattered on the ground into the cabinet, his hands trembling uncontrollably.

Tears finally welled up in Lu Ling's eyes, and he choked up.

His boyfriend Shen Yuchuan is the best person in the world, handsome and smart, this is the perfect Shen Yuchuan in Lu Ling's eyes.

But he also deceived himself, hurt his family, and imprisoned himself like a canary.This is Shen Yuchuan, who in Lu Ling's eyes has a strong desire to control.

But I have never seen Shen Yuchuan who burned himself with cigarette butts and frantically took medicine, Shen Yuchuan who was fragile, irritable, and insecure.This made Lu Ling's heart feel as if it had been thrown into a sea of ​​flames, it was so painful that it would die of pain.

He gave Lu Ling his ultimate tenderness, and spared all the hurt to himself.Shen Yuchuan would also be afraid, why didn't he think of it.

Lu Ling rushed to Shen Yuchuan who was in a daze, knelt down, hugged him, and stroked his back with his hands: "Brother Shen, Brother Shen..."

Shen Yuchuan's broken will finally woke up, he closed his eyes deeply, all kinds of feelings filled his chest, his throat was wet, and he couldn't say a word.

Lu Ling was straightforward, turned around and found the medicine box, ordered Shen Yuchuan to sit on the bed, took a cotton swab, dipped it in disinfectant to clean the burn on his chest, and felt that the burn was as if it had been burned on himself.

After Shen Yuchuan was stunned for a moment, he felt a little embarrassed, and he spoke after a while, with a very hoarse voice: "Lu Lu, I'm sorry, I scared you."

Lu Ling was indeed frightened, but he wanted to know the reason why Shen Yuchuan became like this, which could not be explained simply by insomnia.

He thought about the antidepressants he found in the drawer before: "Tell me, how long have you been like this, and why are you taking carbamazepine?"

The remaining hostility in Shen Yuchuan's eyes disappeared, he paused, and replied: "After you and Ji Dingzhe left, that's it."

"What about carbamazepine, Shen Yuchuan, I'm not stupid, I know it's not an insomnia drug."

"After you left, I regretted it..." Shen Yuchuan clenched his fists tightly, "Lu Ling, I shouldn't have agreed to let you go."

After Lu Ling left, Shen Yuchuan's insomnia became more and more serious, accompanied by emotional irritability, and a strong obsession with Lu Ling. This obsession grew deeper than when Shen's father died.

This is the second time he has experienced the parting of his loved one. It can be regarded as a walk in the sun, and then returned to hell to temper.