After the substitute, he counterattacked and became Bai Yueguang

The wind around was a little weaker, Lin An was stunned for a moment, he thought he had heard wrong.

After a while, Lin An realized that his eyes were haggard.

He didn't think what Qi Tang said was true, because he could feel that Qi Tang loved him very much.

This love is very deep, but it is precisely because the love is too devoted and unreserved that Qi Tang is hurt so badly now.

Moreover, it is more difficult to explain clearly whether Qi Tang was raised as a gadget than the last time.

It's like a man whose wife didn't cheat, but everyone thinks his wife has cheated.

When everyone looked at him, they felt that he had a green hat on his head, and men would still feel ashamed.

Qi Tang is in this situation now.

Lin An didn't treat him as a little thing, but in the eyes of everyone, he was just a little thing.

Qi Tang has endured all these humiliations and injuries, but what hurts him the most is that these sources all come from the person he loves.

So Lin An couldn't justly say that he was right like last time.

Because he couldn't make up for the harm Qi Tang suffered, let alone these harms were caused by him.

Seeing the calm but trembling face of the person in front of him, Lin An felt for the first time that he had done something wrong.

His baby was sad, so sad, he could feel it.

But he has no choice in this matter. After years of hard work and planning, he is about to succeed, and he can't give up.

Weighing the pros and cons, he could only wrong Qi Tang.

After a long while, Lin An let go of Qi Tang, and his voice was gentle:

"Baby, you are very restless and irrational now. I won't discuss this issue with you."

Qi Tang restrained himself firmly, gritted his teeth and said, "I'm very calm and rational now, you go, I don't want to see you."

Those gentle eyes that were usually full of love are now covered with bloodshot eyes, a little scary.

Seeing him like this, Lin An felt very distressed: "Okay, I'll go, baby, you are fine, I will come to see you again."

After walking a few steps, he suddenly turned his head and said with a sad expression: "Remember to go home, I will wait for you at home."

It's okay not to mention this, but when he mentions this, Qi Tang trembles even more excitedly, and when he thinks of that family, his heart is full of fear.

Every sweetness in the past, every detail of affection came to his mind, and he was too afraid to think about it.

Because he began to understand what Qi Ye said - do you know the real Lin An?

Now his answer is no.

This man, even out of such a little bit of emotion, can also perform intoxicating affection and deep love.

Then lead him to sink step by step.

Looking back now, Qi Tang felt like he was going to collapse.

In this relationship, he has been constantly compromising, giving way to the principles he insisted on, and giving himself wholeheartedly.

But Lin An never gave him anything sincere, just some small favors, a little care, but Lin An acted like he gave a lot.

This man is terrible.

Qi Tang supported the wall and walked into the room, he felt that he was about to lose his footing.

Qin Xiao saw that his complexion was very bad, so he quickly put down his brush and came over.

"What's wrong with you?" He supported Qi Tang.

Qi Tang stuffed all the thoughts in his head back, forcing himself not to think about them.

Because he's about to blow up now, he can't think anymore.

Qin Xiao asked him to sit down, and poured another glass of water into his hand: "Did you meet that person?"

He knew that Qi Tang was very sensitive now, so he deliberately avoided the word "Lin An".

But even so, Qi Tang's reaction was great, he closed his eyes suddenly, and smashed the water glass.

There was a bang in the studio, and water droplets splashed everywhere, Qin Xiao's trouser legs were completely wet.

He frowned, but didn't say anything, just bent down to roll up his trouser legs gracefully.

Qi Tang realized what he had done, and his expression softened a bit:

"Sorry, I didn't mean to, I just was,"

His throat rolled down: "I can't control it."

He finally started to lose control.

Qin Xiao shook his head: "It's okay."

He has never been in a relationship since he grew up so big, but he heard that it would be very hard to lose a relationship.

But, is falling in love really as painful as this person in front of you?

He felt that Qi Tang was going to have a nervous breakdown at any moment now.

Seeing that Qi Tang fell into numbness again, Qin Xiao thought for a while and took his drawing board over.

"Can I ask you something?"

Qi Tang raised his head to look at him, because he felt guilty for the kid just now, so he forced himself to put away his emotions.

At least you can't get out of control outside and harm others.

"can."

Qin Xiao put his painting in front of him:

"I think my painting is quite good, but the teacher said that I was almost aura, can you see why?"

Qi Tang sat up straighter, looked at it seriously, and said:

"When you painted this picture, what were you doing and what were you thinking?"

Qin Xiao lowered his eyes, he was thinking why Lin An came to guard the studio door every day, he didn't like it very much.

He wanted Qi Tang to come back and paint with him, and wanted to see if Qi Tang was getting better, so he didn't like Lin An coming over.

Originally, I wanted to ask the bodyguards to drive people away, but my eldest brother said that unless you are in danger outside, you should not use bodyguards, as this will scare others.

But these words he could not say.

Because he felt that Lin An could not be mentioned in front of Qi Tang now.

"I sat in a daze, thinking about what to have for lunch, but I didn't do anything."

Qi Tang stroked the drawing paper with his fingertips, and his brows furrowed slightly, which was his usual expression when he was thinking.

"Painting, in my personal understanding, is actually a way of expressing emotions and expressing feelings. Your paintings lack soul."

Speaking of things he likes, Qi Tang's spirit seems to be recovering gradually.

Qin Xiao heaved a sigh of relief, just now he was really afraid that Qi Tang would suddenly collapse and break down like a doll.

"Well, the teacher also said that my paintings have no soul, what is the so-called soul?" He looked at Qi Tang.

He felt that every time Qi Tang talked about painting, his whole body seemed to be glowing.

This must be a deep love for painting.

Qi Tang lightly tapped the table with his fingertips: "Soul, you can understand it as whether your emotions and your thinking about everything have been integrated into the painting."

Qin Xiao listened very seriously: "Yes."

Qi Tang's voice continued, but it was very hoarse: "It's like, you want to draw a spring/scenery/picture, with flowers and grass, but it's not enough for you to paint that picture with a pen."

"You have to integrate your own thinking, such as what do you want to express when you look at such a scene. The vitality of life? Or the diversity of the world? And the competitiveness of natural selection?"

Qin Xiao's complexion changed slightly, and his face began to turn red.

He has taken many lessons from many teachers, and there are even national-level painters like Lu Ting to teach him, but this is the first time he has heard such remarks today.

It is very novel, unique and easy to understand, allowing him to grasp the core at once.

He grabbed Qi Tang's hand, his eyes sparkling: "Would you like to take me with you?"

Qi Tang didn't understand what happened to the child all of a sudden.

After realizing what he had done, Qin Xiao quickly let go of his hand, and his face turned red again.

"I think you are very suitable to teach others, and you have a unique and novel perspective on things. I want to learn painting from you."

At the beginning, he was only dissatisfied with Qi Tang's parachute to the studio, but after seeing Qi Tang's paintings, he became unwilling and jealous.

But now, he has been completely convinced by Qi Tang.

Such a person will shine brightly sooner or later.

Qi Tang didn't expect him to make such a request suddenly, and sighed lightly: "Well, I'm sorry, I can't promise you."

Qin Xiao was stunned for a moment. After being rejected, he was a little embarrassed and a little uncomfortable.

If it was normal, he would have gone back fiercely.

But when he understood that Qi Tang had just broken up in love, he felt that he would be magnanimous for once, and he would not care about this person anymore.

Qi Tang said again: "However, if you have any doubts, you can ask me anytime. If I'm free."

Hearing this, Qin Xiao lowered his head: "Oh."

But I couldn't restrain my joy in my heart.

On this day, Qi Tang stayed in the studio, holding a paintbrush, just sketching a few lines on the paper from time to time.

He didn't know what he was drawing either.

Every time he stopped, Qin Xiao would come over with a bunch of questions and ask them.

There was no idle time all day, but Qi Tang seemed to be forced to get out of that kind of emotion.

After several days like this, Qi Tang's world finally gradually became peaceful.

During this time, he didn't see Lin An again, which made Qi Tang feel relieved.

When she felt that she was in a better mood, Qi Tang made a decision - to break up and move.

He didn't think that after a while, he would go back to that house to move things, and he would be calm and calm.

It's better to take advantage of the pain now and end the pain together, be decisive and straightforward.

Counting the time, Qi Tang deliberately picked a time when Lin An was not at home.

When he walked into the villa, the flower seedlings in the yard had grown very tall, and Qi Tang felt another pain in his heart.

He remembered the scene where they watched the sunset and chatted together in front of this flower garden.

There is also what Lin An said: Platycodon flowers accompany the wild roses, and I accompany the baby. These flowers are our love, and my baby and I grow up with them.

Qi Tang gritted his teeth and told himself not to look at it, not to think about it, everything is fake.

That man is a liar.

Walking to the door, he entered the password familiarly, and the door opened.

It was very dark inside, and the curtains were drawn tightly, leaving only a small gap.

He walked to the sofa, and many memories flooded his mind.

Qi Tang couldn't help blushing.

He thought, Lin An must have only a little love for him.

No, not even love.

The kind of behavior that treats one's lover as an item and weighs the pros and cons with rights and money is called cheap liking.

Thinking about it now, he never got the word 'equality' from Lin An at all.

Since being together, Lin An has always done whatever he wants, never considering his mood, never going along with him.

Such as sex/love, such as the rhythm of falling in love, and where to move, and so on.

Qi Tang admitted that he had voluntarily backed down and obeyed Lin An on his own initiative.

But thinking about it now, it's very strange, shouldn't love be equal, why is he the only one who compromises?

Qi Tang was so uncomfortable that his chest heaved violently, and his throat seemed to explode.

He gave everything, without reservation, and gave it out with a sincere heart.

Even if Lin An loves him as much as one-tenth of him, he won't be willing to make him as sad as he is now.

Qi Tang squatted down slowly, covered his heart and breathed rapidly, he was almost out of breath.

It was as if a knife was plucking out his heart.

When he was so sad that he couldn't help himself, his back suddenly felt hot, and something stuck to him.

Qi Tang quickly recognized what it was.

Enduring the pain in his heart, he got up angrily and pushed the man away.

Lin An hugged his waist tightly, and his voice became hoarse: "Baby, baby, don't be sad."

The author has something to say:

I'm probably going to die, alas, I feel uncomfortable QAQ let's do this first, I wrote all night

There are two more overturns, and they overturned consecutively. I should be able to write about it in the next chapter.

This rhythm is already very fast, babies, take your time, this is a process of psychological change, if you pull it too fast, you will be inexplicable

I am trying my best to write, if it is not good-looking, it means that the author's current level is limited, and the treasurers must stop loss in time if they feel uncomfortable!Bobobo

Anti-bar: The author is not a professional painter, all the opinions and plots about art are nonsense, professionals please don’t spray