After the substitute, he counterattacked and became Bai Yueguang

On the day Qi Tang left, the weather was fine, and Qi Ye came to the airport to see him off.

The two sat in the waiting hall and were silent for a long time. It wasn't until Qi Tang was about to board the plane that Qi Ye spoke slowly:

"Have you let go?"

Qi Tang's expression was very calm, and he was very frank and direct: "No, I can't let go."

Qi Ye lowered his eyes: "Is it love, hate, or unwillingness?"

Rubbing the suitcase with her fingertips, Qi Tang said in a hoarse voice, "All of them."

With regard to Lin An's matter, Qi Tang is now very clear about it, but he still has no way to get away emotionally.

So what he has to do now is to let himself go, and then get out of this hurt.

Of course, the most important thing is to realize your dreams.

Qi Ye didn't know how to persuade him: "Then what are you going to do?"

Qi Tang spoke very slowly: "Emotion matters must be settled with emotion."

A tooth for a tooth, a mouth for an mouth.

Back then, he had gone crazy for Lin An and handed over everything.

Now, let's go crazy again, negative and negative.

He doesn't want to care about the consequences, he just wants to do it.

Qi Tang felt that he was also somewhat paranoid in his bones.

Just like painting, even though he was forced to give up in high school, he has been studying it all the time, and now he has picked it up again.

So there are some things, if you don't do them, he will never let them go.

There was another silence, Qi Ye patted him on the shoulder, didn't ask any more questions, just said:

"Go over there and do well. I asked the accountant to transfer a sum of money to your card. Don't wrong yourself."

Qi Tang's heart warmed, and he was very grateful: "Well, thank you brother, I will pay you back in the future."

Qi Ye smiled: "Okay, then I'll wait for you to come back."

The radio sounded, Qi Tang stood up, dragged the suitcase and strode away.

Before taking off, he looked back at the city again.

No wonder people say that if you break up in love, you can change to another city. This not only means leaving the past behind and looking forward, but also really makes people feel relaxed.

At least Qi Tang felt an unprecedented peace of mind.

Just as he was looking at the scenery outside the window, a familiar voice sounded.

"What a coincidence." The boy next to him who had been wearing a baseball cap raised his head, straightened his hair, and turned to smile at him.

Qi Tang glanced at him, slightly startled: "Qin Xiao?"

He quickly calmed down and smiled slightly: "Are you going to France too? What a coincidence."

Qin Xiao nodded: "Well, maybe I won't be back in the short term."

Inexplicably, Qin Xiao's presence made Qi Tang a little happy, it was a kind of peace of mind that he was about to arrive in a new place, but there was an old friend by his side.

"What about the studio? Next month's competition, I will be disqualified. You should be the one to take the top spot." Qi Tang said.

Qin Xiao frowned with a straight face:

"That kind of teacher has rigid thinking and doesn't know how to adapt. I don't think he can teach me well."

The air conditioner was turned on on the plane, and it was a bit cold. Qin Xiao handed half of the blanket on his body to Qi Tang, and said at the same time:

"Besides, because of my previous experiences, I would take my anger out on others. I don't know right from wrong, I don't listen to explanations, and I am self-assertive. It's no wonder that such a person will have no chance in his life."

"I didn't care, so I ran away, which made the old man very angry."

Qi Tang smiled lightly.

This child is somewhat juvenile, but very cute.Youth is capricious.

Qin Xiao saw the curve of his mouth, and her heart beat for a moment.

It's been a long, long time since he saw Qi Tang smile, it seems that Qi Tang really got out of his emotions.

This made Qin Xiao inexplicably relieved.

But soon, his ears slowly turned red, and after holding back for a long time, he suddenly said:

"Are you laughing at me?"

The tone was a little annoyed.

Qi Tang pursed her lips, looked at his bare/exposed thin white arms, and pulled the blanket over to cover him:

"No. Besides, it's not summer yet, and you'll catch cold in short-sleeved clothes."

Qin Xiao was softened by his actions, but turned his head and said with a stubborn mouth:

"Don't lie to me. I have studied geography. The climate in France is warmer than ours, and it will be hotter over there."

Qi Tang didn't speak anymore, and the little boy of about eighteen or nineteen years old was quite arrogant.

At his age, he was not afraid of anything, and he was a little naive in the eyes of others, but he felt that he was very brave and unrestrained.

The two were quiet for a while, and the atmosphere was good. Qin Xiao suddenly said:

"Is your painting finished?"

Qi Tang: "Which picture?"

Qin Xiao: "Just the one with the withered vines. I originally planned to use it for the competition next month."

Qi Tang stroked the blanket with her fingertips, her expression was very calm: "No."

He hasn't touched a paintbrush in this period of time, and the painting, which seems to be incomplete, can better express his mood at that time.

Qin Xiao said again: "Can you give it to me?"

Qi Tang glanced at him: "If you can, what are you going to do with it?"

Qin Xiao made a fool of himself: "I said that I know an authority and want him to see your painting, do you believe it or not?"

What authority can children recognize.

But Qi Tang still nodded politely: "I believe."

Qin Xiao's eyebrows and eyes were a little proud, but he tried his best to suppress: "You just have to believe it, anyway, you just give it to me."

Afterwards, the two of them didn't speak any more, the journey was still very long, Qi Tang closed his eyes and fell asleep peacefully.

After the flower garden was destroyed, Lin An couldn't sleep well every day, but he still had to work hard, exhausting himself physically and mentally.

Moreover, he misses children more and more.

He carefully put away the things in the house that Qi Tang didn't have time to take away, and he tried his best to repair the damaged ones.

In the flower garden, he planted wild roses back, and personally picked some eustoma seedlings and planted them carefully.

But no matter how well he restores all this, it will not achieve the previous effect.

It seems that Qi Tang is telling him all these things - what is broken is broken, and the treasure that comes late cannot make up for the brokenness.

Thinking of this, Lin An got even more severe headaches, and an unstoppable pain surged in his heart.

After a period of time like this, one morning, he opened the door and found something at the door of his house.

Lin An's heart stopped beating, and he couldn't tell what emotion it was.

It was a very small notebook, only the size of a palm, which Qi Tang used to carry with him often.

He squatted down and picked up the little notebook, his heart beating like a drum.

Has the child come back?

Lin An really wanted to calm down, but when he stretched out his fingertips, there was still a slight tremor.

Flipping through the pages one by one, he found that all the records in it were his own preferences.

For example: I don’t like spicy food, I like to eat popsicles, I have to smoke after dinner, I don’t like pepper in green vegetables...

Lin An's eye sockets gradually turned red, and he endured his sadness and continued to roll back.

Also: don't like me biting the back of his neck, but I like it, it's a mark, it's not enough to get into him.

I love seeing him fight the pain for me, it's proof that he loves me too.

Lin An gritted his teeth, closed the notebook, and covered his face with one hand.

The kid is so stupid, the bite that doesn't hurt or itch, he used to just treat it as fun...

Lin An felt a severe pain in his heart.

He got up on his knees, but the long-term lack of sleep made his brain dizzy, and after shaking a few times, Lin An fell headfirst to the ground.

When he woke up again, he was in the hospital, and Assistant Tian was frowning beside him.

"Sir, the doctor said that you didn't eat breakfast, have low blood sugar, and mental and physical fatigue, and there are no other major problems."

Lin An propped himself up to sit up, and he remembered that when Qi Tang was around, he would always force him to eat breakfast, but now, he hadn't had breakfast for a while.

Lin An was silent for a long time.

"Let's go if there is no major problem, and go back to the company."

Assistant Tian wanted to say something else, but he knew Lin An's temper, and he always said what he said, so he just helped him out of the bed.

He thought, Mr. is in love with Mr. Qi Xiao, although it may be too late when he realizes it, but he still loves him.

When Mr. Qi was with Mr. Qi Xiao before, the kind of happiness and joy he had never seen with Lin An for more than ten years.

He could also feel that Mr. Qi was very reluctant to part with Mr. Qi Xiao.

It's just that Qi Tang was in too deep a position. In that case, breaking up was indeed the best decision for Qi Tang.

Businessman thinking: fundamentally resolve contradictions.

Assistant Tian felt that the husband did the right thing in this matter.

But the previous ignorance, indifference, deception, concealment, and disrespect towards Mr. Qi Xiao are all true.

He always believes in one sentence - no matter what it is, what is owed to others must be paid back.

Sir is paying off the debt now.

Another day passed.

Qi Tang has settled down abroad, and Qin Xiao seems to have a certain background and provided him with a studio.

But the requirement is that he has to guide the people in the studio to paint.

But the problem is not too big, most of those children are seventeen or eighteen years old, very sensible, only occasionally mischievous.

Qi Tang lives every day very worry-free and fulfilling.

Later he received a call from Zhang Cheng.

It was one night, it was completely dark, and he was preparing to go home after packing up the studio.

Zhang Cheng asked about his recent situation and had a pleasant chat.

Then the two suddenly stopped talking, but Zhang Cheng didn't hang up the phone.

Qi Tang was keenly aware of something, and locked the studio door with lowered eyes, then walked on an unfamiliar street, his voice was very weak:

"Just say what you want, I'm not that fragile."

Zhang Cheng hesitated for a while, then sighed.

"I've done everything you asked me to do before."

Qi Tang: "Yes."

Zhang Cheng said again: "The first time I put that little notebook at the door of the villa, Lin An... was very sad, and then fainted."

Qi Tang tightened her fingertips, and it took a long time before she said, "Yes."

The wind at night was very warm and comfortable, and he walked very slowly.

Zhang Cheng said: "Every two days I put one of your things at the entrance of the villa. He was very sad at first, but then... his expression gradually became gentle."

"Later, he began to look forward to it, and even wanted to squat me at the door."

Qi Tang didn't speak, just listened, and when Zhang Cheng stopped, he didn't ask any questions.

"Then I will follow what you said and stop putting things in the villa."

"So he started to panic and send messages to the mobile phone you left me, every day, all about—"

Qi Tang interrupted him: "I don't want to know."

Zhang Cheng stopped and fell silent for a while.

I have to say, Qi Tang's move was really ruthless.

First, show Lin An the love he once gave him, making him sad, heartbroken, and regretful.

Then gradually arouse his expectations and hopes, making him think that there is a possibility of reunion.

Then it disappeared suddenly, making people guess what they were thinking and driving Lin An into a frenzy.

But this trick, if Lin An doesn't love Qi Tang at all, it won't work.

Because of something like love, only if you care about it will you be afraid of losing it, and you will be sad for its passing.

The more you care, the more nervous you are, the more you can touch people's hearts.

Zhang Cheng suddenly felt that Qi Tang was actually very scary, but also very gentle.

Qin Yan had never seen such scheming and methods before.

It can be seen that Lin An really hurt him too much.

Zhang Cheng said, "Then what's next, what else can I do for you?"

In fact, he also felt very happy to take revenge on the scumbag.

Qi Tang looked at the lights of the city in the distance, calmly:

"If he starts looking for me and finds you, tell him why the painting of wild roses that he threw away is so important."

He paused when he said this, a tingling pain came from his heart.

Qi Tang stopped in her tracks, leaned against the big tree beside the road, and said every word very slowly:

"Then tell him: the rose is gone, our love is dead."

Qi Tang's knuckles holding the phone began to turn white, and his breathing became short of breath.

After such a long time, he found that he would still be stung.

Time did heal the scars, but there was still a little pain left, and he needed a little more time.

Zhang Cheng: "Okay, if he will find you."

Qi Tang's throat rolled: "Yes. No matter what happens later, don't tell me again. I need a complete blank period."

Zhang Cheng's voice was sour: "Okay."

After hanging up the phone, Qi Tang felt instantly calmed down.

Lin An would care, which meant that he was also emotional, but it was hard to say whether it was because he was greedy for the pleasure he gave, or something else.

No matter how sad and heartbroken Lin An is now, he can't make up for the mistakes he made, nor can he make up for the harm he caused.

Qi Tang will not forgive.

Since I committed a cheap crime at the beginning, I have to forcibly achieve the effect that I will never forget it.

He is also very paranoid in his bones.

When everything is over, he may be able to let go of this paranoia.

Qi Tang took a deep breath and strode forward.

As for Zhang Cheng, just as he put down his phone, there was a knock on the door.

He got up to open the door, and took a look through the cat's eyes, only to find that it was Lin An.

Zhang Cheng's face twitched, Qi Tang's calculation was too accurate.

He opened the door and was about to say something to the scumbag, but Lin An blocked his mouth with words first.

"Where is Qi Tang?" Lin An's voice was hoarse, and his face was full of exhaustion.

During this period of time, he frequently picked up Qi Tang's previous things at the door of his house.

At first, he was very sad. He thought it was a child who accidentally dropped something when he came back to pick it up, but when he checked the house, he found no trace of someone coming in.

Later, every few days he would receive something from Qi Tang. Lin An didn't know what Qi Tang wanted to do, but he began to miss him crazily.

Every item was a reminder of how much Qi Tang cared about him and how much he loved him before, which made his heart ache so much that he couldn't stop.

Lin An felt that this was a child punishing him, but he was willing to do so.

I even began to look forward to what the next thing I received would be.

Because of these items, he felt that there was still a connection between himself and Qi Tang. While he was sad, he was also a little happy.

If the child can't let go and wants to get back together, he is willing.

He is very willing and will pay a lot to make up for Qi Tang, as long as he is given another chance.

But suddenly one day, those items disappeared and no longer appeared one by one.

Lin Anqiang's longing and love broke out completely, and he wanted to find the child back.

After searching, he found that there was no trace of Qi Tang.

He sent Qi Tang a lot of messages, but he didn't get a reply.

He really misses kids.

Only now did Lin An realize that even if Qi Tang didn't want him completely, he still couldn't let Qi Tang go.

Even if it's impossible for them, he still wants to look at Qi Tang, just watch silently, he can't go against his heart.

After searching for a long time, I finally found Zhang Cheng here.

Looking at the man with a haggard face at the door, Zhang Cheng crossed his arms and said in a disdainful tone:

"Why should I tell you to ask you to go to him again?"

Lin An lowered his eyes, his voice was almost begging: "Tell me."

The always proud man suddenly lowered his head humbly.

Zhang Cheng was stunned for a moment, but didn't know what to do.

Suddenly he remembered something, coughed and said:

"Do you know what the painting you lost means to Qi Tang?"

Lin An looked up at him: "I don't know, is it really important?"

Only now did he realize how indifferent and indifferent he was to Qi Tang before.

He has never seriously understood Qi Tang's world, and he has never even had such an idea.

Even if he once asked a question - how did the painting come about, what is its meaning, why is it important...

All of a sudden, Lin An hated her former self, and felt sorry for the children.

Zhang Cheng opened his mouth slowly, and told him the origin and meaning of the painting.

He also said: "When he gave you the painting, he gave himself to you. He didn't keep anything at all. It's good for you, you lost it..."

Lin An listened quietly, his face getting more and more ugly.

He froze in place, his mind blank for a while.

He felt as if he was deaf, and couldn't hear the words behind him clearly.

The heart was paralyzed for a while, and then the fine and dense pain spread, gradually spreading to the limbs and bones.

It hurt him so much that he couldn't breathe.

What's even more bastard is that he told Qi Tang that day in the studio - it was just a painting...

Lin An covered his heart, gasped in pain, and asked in a hoarse voice:

"where is he."

Zhang Cheng looked up, he felt that Lin An's sadness didn't seem to be faking, and he felt a little pity for a moment.

But his mind told him again, he must not soften his heart, think about what Lin An has done before, think about how painful Tangtang was before.

Now Lin An is nothing.

Zhang Cheng snorted coldly: "Aren't you that powerful? Check it yourself, I will never tell you."

Lin An didn't speak, and stood there with red eyes, feeling a little pitiful.

Zhang Cheng said again: "By the way, he asked me to tell you something."

Lin An raised his head suddenly, his eyes lit up, and asked eagerly, "What is it?"

"Without the rose, our love is dead."

In an instant, Lin An felt a thunder blast in his head, followed by a pain ten times stronger than before.

The pain made him breathless, his stomach was rolling, and he seemed to be retching.

Our love is dead... dead...

With these words in his mind, he walked out of Zhang Cheng's house unsteadily.

Seeing Lin An like this, Zhang Cheng understood why he chose to tell Lin An about the wild rose painting at the end.

And why should I add a sentence—the rose is gone, our love is dead.

This is a punishment.

After giving a person hope, then letting him completely despair is a cruel way to beat him.

Lin An covered his face, suppressing the pain in his heart.

In the end he didn't know how he got back to the villa.

Stopping in front of the flower garden, Lin An looked at the half-opened roses.

After being raped that time, he planted it back again, but the roses had died down a lot, and only a small part remained.

Lin An squatted down, brushing the petals of the rose lightly with trembling fingertips, cherishing every stroke.

The rose is still there, still there...

Love isn't dead either.

A strong sense of powerlessness and pain swept through his body.

He is afraid of pain, he is really afraid of pain, the current pain, Lin An feels like he has exhausted his endurance for the rest of his life.

But he was inexplicably greedy.

Because, if these pains are the last thing left to him by the child...

Then he is willing to bear it every night.

This night, Lin An stayed in the flower garden all night, he looked at these roses, felt the pain, and missed Qi Tang.

When the wind blows in the middle of the night, roses will gently brush his face, as if to comfort him, but also as if to blame him for his untimely affection.

When Assistant Tian came the next day, he saw Lin An in the flower garden and sighed helplessly.

He couldn't remember how many times he had seen Lin An spend the night in the flower garden.

Assistant Tian walked over, let go of his status as an assistant for the first time, and spoke to Lin An in an equal tone:

"If you feel you have made a mistake, make up for it, and if you really love it, go get it back."

Lin An looked up at him: "What if I can't make it up, what if he doesn't accept it?"

Assistant Tian glanced at him indifferently:

"Whether you want to make up or get it back, it's your business and has nothing to do with him, because you are just filling your own regrets and emptiness."

Lin An was stunned.

Yeah, it's all his business.

Assistant Tian said again: "If you have to worry about gains and losses in everything, please let Mr. Qi Xiao go, you are not suitable."

"He can give you everything he has without asking for anything in return, but you can't, you are not equal at all. This will only hurt him."

Lin An lowered his eyes, his face pale.

The thinking of a businessman makes him start every time he does something, to get rewards for what he pays, and to reap benefits when he invests.

The four words of weighing the pros and cons are engraved in his bones.

But how could he be willing to treat children like this...

Lin An covered his face and gritted his teeth, but he couldn't stop the trembling of his shoulders.

Assistant Tian watched quietly from the side without saying anything.

After a while, Lin An stood up from the flower garden, and resumed his previous arrogant and inviolable posture.

He took out his mobile phone, rummaged through it for a long time, and finally found something.

It was a photo, it was the picture of wild roses that Qi Tang had given him.

"Ask the best painters to compare and draw one-on-one."

Assistant Tian took a look: "But sir, even if you restore this painting, it is not Mr. Qi Xiao's painting anymore."

Lin An rubbed the screen with his fingertips, his eyes were gentle: "I'm not trying to restore it."

He just wants their love to come alive, to live forever.

Assistant Tian didn't say anything, just obeyed the assignment.

Qi Tang was painting in the studio when the door was suddenly opened and Qin Xiao came in bouncing around.

He looked back, a little helpless.

It seems that after getting acquainted, Qin Xiao became more childish in front of him, but he didn't hate it, but thought it was very cute.

Because of this childishness, he felt that his life seemed to be full of vitality.

"I want to tell you some good news, do you want to listen?" Qin Xiao's eyes sparkled.

Qi Tang smiled softly: "You have to tell me the good news, so you don't need to ask me if you want to hear it. Tell me."

Qin Xiao glared at him, he felt that Qi Tang always refused to accept his tricks, which made him a little annoyed.

"That's right, didn't you give me your painting?"

Qi Tang's paintbrush didn't stop: "Yeah."

He's practicing, and there's an art competition downtown soon, and he's going to attend.

Qin Xiao continued: "Then I voted for a youth art competition in France."

"Now it's awarded!"

Qi Tang paused and turned to look at him.

It's hard to tell if it's happiness or other emotions.

Qin Xiao knew that it was not good for him to do this behind Qi Tang's back, so he felt a little guilty and lowered his head slightly.

But he just wanted to help Qi Tang, and wanted to tell him that even if Lu Ting didn't want him, he was still good enough.

He knew that Qi Tang would definitely win the award, and he wanted to use this award to encourage Qi Tang.

In short, the young man's mind is pure and straightforward, Qi Tang can see through it at a glance.

He put down the paintbrush in his hand, stretched out his hand and gently touched Qin Xiao's head: "Thank you."

Qin Xiao froze, then took a deep breath, and suddenly stepped back several steps, his face full of horror.

"You, what are you doing!" His face was flushed with excitement, and his tone was a little annoyed.

His brother dare not touch his head!

He already has it!It's a man!

A man's head can't be touched!

Qi Tang smiled lightly, picked up the paintbrush and began to paint: "I won the prize, what next?"

Qin Xiao paused, although he was ashamed and angry, he continued:

"Although this competition is not very authoritative, many new painters start from it."

"It's the award ceremony in two days, you go and receive it yourself."

After saying this, he turned around and left.

But when he got to the door, Qin Xiao remembered something, turned around and said coldly:

"There may be an interview, and the domestic news will broadcast it at that time. You should dress better. If you don't have money to buy clothes, I can lend them to you."

Qi Tang's brush suddenly turned crooked.

If it is also broadcast in China, can that person also see it...

He added a little white paint to cover up the mistakes.

It has been a long time since I received any news from China.

Thinking about it now, Qi Tang realized that he was already calm, unbelievably calm.

If this state can be stabilized, he will return to China after a while.

Go back and settle an account.

The author has something to say:

A long chapter, even if it is late, you must arrive QWQ

I deliberately blurred the time when Tangtang came out, because everyone's situation is different haha

Anyway, after the author talked about breaking up for two years, he walked out in a week...

Regarding the three views on love and the like, and those who disagree with the protagonist’s approach, it’s good for the treasures to fork it out silently, it’s just an article, there is no need to be serious

感谢在2021-11-3022:33:09~2021-12-0123:33:59期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: I want to eat a child * 2; today you refused to say you love me, I am a reader 1;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：古古19瓶；鑫宝10瓶；潋殃8瓶；路迩遐5瓶；读读书、旧梦一场3瓶；我是读者、糖分天堂2瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!