After the substitute, he counterattacked and became Bai Yueguang

Lin An walked out of the studio when it was getting dark outside. His face seemed to be a little wet. He wiped his face casually and didn't pay much attention to it.

In fact, he didn't want to say the word breakup.

He hated the children so much.

If it was in the past, the prey he was looking at would definitely chase after him paranoidly.

Even if Qi Tang doesn't love him anymore, he will use force to tie him back and lock him up.

But in the scene just now, seeing Qi Tang dying of grief, Lin An's heart ached to burst for the first time.

Reason and the past 30 years of life experience tell him that breaking up is the best decision for Qi Tang.

When he arranged for Qi Tang and Lu Ting to meet in the coffee shop, Zhang Yan asked him if he liked Qi Tang, and Lin An's answer was yes.

At that time, he thought that he only liked Qi Tang, like liking a book, a pet dog, and a cup of coffee.

And if he puts a little thought into it, Qi Tang will repay him twice. Lin An has never experienced this kind of joy, and he is very greedy.

But at the moment of breaking up, Lin An felt that his feelings for Qi Tang were no longer that light and flirtatious.

If it was just liking, Qi Tang wouldn't be able to hurt him, and he wouldn't be on the verge of an emotional outburst like he is now.

In all these years, he hadn't been so upset for a long time.

After leaving the studio, Lin An returned to the villa where they lived together.

Qi Tang always liked to call this place "Xiaojia" in the past, but seeing that nearly half of his home has been emptied, Lin An leaned against the door and covered his face for a long time without moving.

He didn't want to look at it, but the more it happened, the more fiercely the previous memories surged up, like living vines crazily burrowing out of his brain, making every nerve of him ache.

After an unknown amount of time, the sound of rainstorm ticking sounded outside.

Lin An was startled, then rushed out without taking the umbrella.

Looking at the half-opened wild roses in the yard, which seemed to be broken at any time by the heavy rain, Lin An felt a headache, and quickly pulled up the plastic film to cover it.

These flowers were Qi Tang's most precious in the past, they were planted by her own hands, and they were carefully cared for every day.

He was afraid that these flowers would also be broken.

After finishing all this, Lin An's clothes were already soaked. He sat on the steps, quietly looking at the flowerbed in a trance.

The things that symbolize their love are still there, but his little friend is gone.

Lin An covered his face and didn't move for a long time.

Qi Tang disappeared for a day and a night.

During these 24 hours, his emotions went from unbearable heartache to gradual numbness, and finally fell to calm.

After suffering the highest pain, it was as if there was no pain at all.

It's like eating a mouthful of salt, and then trying ordinary dishes, it feels tasteless.

When he returned to Zhang Cheng's house, he was very calm, like a pool of stagnant water that could no longer ripple.

As for Zhang Cheng, he did not see Qi Tang coming back yesterday, so he contacted the studio, but was scolded by Lu Ting. In the end, it was Qin Xiao who told him the whole story.

After searching for a whole day but no one was found, when Zhang Cheng was so anxious to call the police, Qi Tang suddenly appeared.

Looking at the haggard but calm person in front of him, Zhang Cheng's throat was congested.

After a while, he walked over, patted Qi Tang on the shoulder and said a few words: "Just pass."

Qi Tang glanced at him, poured himself a cup of hot tea, and then sat on the sofa.

There was deathly silence in the room, Zhang Cheng didn't know how to comfort him.

This kind of chain attack, if it were him, he would have collapsed long ago.

A deep and hoarse voice suddenly sounded: "If the sincerity you have given is let down, is there really nothing you can do?"

Qi Tang lowered his eyes, his face was buried in the shadows and he couldn't see his expression clearly.

Zhang Cheng was stunned for a moment, then sat down next to him, a little sad:

"Yeah. Because it's hard to get over the water."

After a moment of silence, he said again:

"So love must be two-way. If you give, the other party will give back. Only in this way can balance be maintained. Everything cannot escape the law of yin and yang balance."

Qi Tang took a sip of water slowly, and asked again: "If someone destroys your belief, what would you do?"

Zhang Cheng looked at him, and said word by word:

"I will not put my faith in the hands of others. No one can destroy it except myself."

Qi Tang said: "If someone destroys my belief, I will find a way to become his belief, and then completely defeat him from his heart."

A neutral voice rang out in the room, without any emotion, but somehow it made Zhang Cheng feel a little scared and a little uncomfortable.

Because at this moment, he suddenly felt that the person in front of him was so strange.

In his memory, Qi Tang has always been a gentle gentleman with a sense of restraint.

But after careful consideration, there is a hidden sharpness and ruthlessness.

For example, a few years ago, Qi Tang's family objected to him going to study abroad, but he resolutely cut off contact with his family and went abroad alone.

Another example is that a year ago, Qi Tang broke up with Qin Yan, and when they finally left, they were decisive and straightforward, without any nostalgia.

Three years of love and affection day and night, such a decisiveness is difficult for ordinary people to achieve.

Zhang Cheng felt that under Qi Tang's gentle appearance, there seemed to be dense needles hidden.

Once someone stings him, he stings back twice as much.

Fortunately, Qi Tang is a gentle person, he set his boundaries very wide, most people can't hurt him.

"Did something happen? Can you tell me?" Zhang Cheng asked softly.

Qi Tang remained calm: "My painting was lost by that person."

In addition to the importance of the painting, sending that painting also means that he has sent his sincerity.

As for Lin An, he didn't keep both items and lost them.

This is something he cannot forgive.

Zhang Cheng paused for a moment: "What painting?"

Qi Tang glanced at him: "The high school follows my painting."

Having said this, Zhang Cheng immediately realized, he opened his mouth in surprise for a while.

Qi Tang didn't let them touch that painting before. He was afraid that it would be damaged, so he even gave it to Lin An...

Zhang Cheng felt a little pain in his heart. He loved this child so much that he dared to give away anything.

Is that something that can be delivered?

But Qi Tang can't be blamed, although he is calm, but after all, he has only experienced Qin Yan's love, and the two are still in a warm love, even with Qin Yan's courage, he can't find anything.

But Lin An, this looks like a dangerous person, it doesn't matter if he looks so evil, his wealth, status, and other aspects are beyond their reach.

Although he doesn't like Lin An, he has to admit that Lin An has a very charming personality, especially in controlling people's hearts, he is very good at playing, and he handles things well.

As for the last time I went to Qi Tang’s house for dinner, some friend later mentioned that Lin An didn’t say yes, and he was in a high position but he didn’t have airs. He was so busy and prepared a gift, and even solemnly apologized for releasing the pigeon.

It's not unreasonable for Qi Tang to fall in love with this person, but the mistake is that Lin An may be just playing around, but Qi Tang took it seriously.

Zhang Cheng sighed:

"Tang, although this matter is Lin An's fault, if the painting is lost, will your faith be gone? Will your dream die? Are you going to give up painting?"

"Even if the painting is not lost, just a light piece of paper, how many more years can you keep it?"

For the first time, he was a little angry with Qi Tang:

"Could it be that if the painting is gone, your belief and your soul will be gone? Your belief and soul will only exist for a few years?"

Qi Tang was silent for a long time, he put the cup on the table: "You are right."

These things should exist in his heart, and should not be pinned on any objects.

Zhang Cheng almost thought that he was going to give up painting just now, and was quite frightened:

"So you have to cheer up, we won't go to that studio, what a lousy teacher, who looks down on people, without him, we can still get ahead."

After a while, Qi Tang said again: "But I don't want to let Lin An go."

What broke him completely and made him feel that this person was unforgivable was the breakup that Lin An said first.

When he was in so much pain that he couldn't help himself, Lin An was still weighing the pros and cons, which hurt Qi Tang even more and completely angered him.

Zhang Cheng opened his mouth, then closed it again, feeling suffocated and panicked.

He was sad that Qi Tang, who was so gentle, was forced to fight back, but at the same time, he didn't feel that Qi Tang's idea was wrong.

Don't the rabbits have to bite people when they are in a hurry?

"Then let it go," he said.

Qi Tang nodded: "Yeah. But you have to help me, I have to go."

Zhang Cheng was startled: "Where are you going? Are you coming back? How long will it take?"

Qi Tang gently rubbed the edge of the sofa with her fingertips, lowering her eyes slightly:

"Go to realize your dream, and remove that person from your heart by the way. I will come back, and the return is to be determined."

Zhang Cheng's eyes were sour, he hugged Qi Tang, and patted him on the back twice:

"It's good to be back, I'll wait for your good news."

He also believed that Qi Tang would recover quickly.

Didn't the relationship with Qin Yan for three years just let go?

Probably because summer is coming, so the dark clouds in the sky before the rain are particularly scary.

Qi Tang stood in front of the villa, looking at the familiar place, he clenched his fists.

After calming down for a while, he opened the door and walked in.

Lin An was not here today, he asked Zhang Cheng to investigate early in the morning, that's why he dared to come back so blatantly now.

The roses and eustomas in the garden are growing very well. At some point, Lin An built a plastic shed on the flower garden, as if to prevent heavy rain.

Under the shed, the flower buds are already swaying in the wind, and it seems that they will bloom soon.

Qi Tang stopped in her tracks, and gently wiped the rose petals with her fingertips.

He used to take good care of these flower seedlings every day because Lin An said it was their love.

Now that he is leaving, he is here to take back the love he bestowed on Lin An.

Qi Tang had told Lin An more than once before that he was a person who would not give in easily. Once he gave in, the consequences would be dire if he didn't get what he wanted in the end.

He will leave Lin An, but before leaving, he will definitely hurt Lin An's heart, liver, spleen and lungs, return all the pain he has felt, and then leave.

But this kind of thing, he can't do it now.

Last night, Qi Tang thought about it all night, and he realized that what hurts people the most is not hatred, but love, a deep, deep love.

Because love is in the heart, it hurts the heart, lung and liver first.

This self-destructive way of hurting oneself is also the cruelest, because the person who handed the knife is the person you love the most.

The reason why he was hurt so badly was because he loved Lin An very much.

To punish a person who loves you, the worst punishment is - you don't love anymore.

And when Lin An said the phrase "let's separate" in the studio, Qi Tang understood.

He can't hurt Lin An.

Because Lin An didn't love him, or rather, didn't love him that much.

In the studio, the first thing Lin An did was not to appease him and apologize sincerely, but to weigh the pros and cons and make a choice that made both of them happy.

He had never seen such a cold person.

Now, Qi Tang is coming to put an end to all this and start a new life, but he will come back one day to carry out his punishment.

Qi Tang's fingertips trembled, holding back the emotions in his heart, and pulled up the roses one by one.

Every time he pulled out a branch, he felt his heart ache.

But it wasn't particularly uncomfortable, and besides that, there was an indescribable sense of relief.

Soon, all the roses in the flowerbed were pulled out.

Looking at the remaining eustomas, Qi Tang lowered his eyes, picked up the shovel at the side and destroyed all the eustomas.

After a while, the flower garden was in a mess, Qi Tang threw away the shovel, turned around and entered the house.

At the beginning, he didn't finish moving, and there were still some good ones left.

He can't take it away, but he can destroy it all.

It's getting dark outside, and I'm afraid there will be a heavy rain.

Lin An was thinking about the flowers at home, and hurried home before he finished his work at the company.

But when he got home and saw the rose petals in the field and the 'corpse' of eustoma, he froze.

Then he ran over like crazy.

Lin An squatted there, his eyes were red, he caressed the rose branches and leaves with trembling hands, his mouth was half open and he didn't make a sound for a long time.

The kid must have come back.

The kid doesn't even want to leave this little thing for him...

A pain exploded in his heart, making his throat sore and his mouth bitter.

Lin An took off his coat and spread it on the ground, gently picked up the wild roses on the side, and put them in one by one, every move was extremely precious.

He gritted his teeth, his lips trembling in pain.

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter.

The roses can be planted again after being plucked, but this time he will plant them.

He will plant as well as a child.

As long as the seedlings are still there.

It began to rain heavily, and the plastic shed that was built to keep out the rain was quickly blown down by the strong wind. Lin An sat in the rain, surrounded by eustomas that had been horribly destroyed.

He sat for a long time until the rain stopped, then started again, then stopped again.

It was dark, and then dawn.

When Assistant Tian came to the villa to find someone, what he saw was Lin An with a haggard face, sitting in a puddle of mud, with many messy green plants beside him.

He frowned slightly, and walked over quickly: "Sir, you will get sick like this."

Lin An didn't move.

Assistant Tian sighed helplessly, took off his coat and put it on for Lin An.

He picked up the green stump on the ground, looked at it for a while and suddenly said, "Is this eustoma?"

Lin An finally reacted, his face was very pale, and he nodded:

"Yeah. The kid chose it, saying that the language of flowers suits me very well."

Assistant Tian looked weird, opened his mouth, and finally said:

"But the flower language of eustoma is eternal love."

Lin An froze and stopped breathing.

He looked at the mess on the ground for a long time, then suddenly covered his face, his shoulders and chest began to tremble slightly.

He seemed to be smiling, but also seemed to be crying.

Then he heard himself say:

"Look how much he loves me."

The author has something to say:

Alas, I want to write more, but I can't stand QAQ who abuses children in the front and old men in the back, and abuses me all the way QAQ

Tangtang is going to Dumei for a while, not too long, but the punishment he left for the old man will not end with his departure, the clever Tangtang buried several minefields

The crematorium is still slow to heat up, the heaviest one is in the back ha, bobo boys QVQ

Then: The author of the flower language of eustoma has checked the information. Green eustoma is temptation, but at the same time it also has eternal love (if there is any difference, let’s make it private, don’t argue)

感谢在2021-11-2923:27:01~2021-11-3022:33:09期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 meow in the sky;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：扶光51瓶；今天有主攻文吗10瓶；稀星6瓶；樊又5瓶；读读书1瓶；

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!