After the substitute, he counterattacked and became Bai Yueguang

Qi Tang disappeared for a few days. In order not to let Lin An find him, he went to his grandfather's manor in the country and spent a period of rural life with his mind empty.

He thought, now with Lin An, they are settled, they have both hurt each other, and they are even.

Before leaving, Qi Tang looked at Lin An's frowning and restless sleeping face, and couldn't feel the slightest turmoil in his heart, but when he destroyed the flower garden, he felt a little hard to breathe in vain, as if he was distressed.

Qin Qiu is right, he still loves Lin An, but this has nothing to do with him wanting to hurt Lin An, one size fits the other.

Others will affect all emotions and behaviors because of liking and love, but Qi Tang will not, on the contrary, he is terribly rational.

After returning from the countryside, Qi Tang felt that Lin An would not come to him again.

After several blows, the sense of security, self-esteem, dignity, and spiritual sustenance have all been destroyed. Qi Tang can't think of any punishment that is more poisonous than this.

Lin An ruined his love, and he ruined Lin An.

So Qi Tang went back blatantly, but since he didn't have a property under his name, he had no place to live for the time being, so he could only go to live with Zhang Cheng temporarily.

Knocking on that door after a long absence, seeing a familiar friend, Qi Tang felt a little at ease.

During this period of time, he has changed a lot, and he almost doesn't know himself anymore. Only after seeing Zhang Cheng, Qi Tang felt that the old him had come back a bit.

When the two were at the door, Zhang Cheng gave Qi Tang a big hug, then warmly embraced his shoulders and walked into the house.

"What's the matter with you, if I don't contact you, you don't contact me. If this happens again, I will overturn the boat of our friendship." Zhang Cheng complained like this, but smiled happily on his face.

Qi Tang didn't speak, and quietly listened to him talking alone.

Zhang Cheng pulled him to sit on the sofa, Song Mao came out of the room, and was slightly surprised when he saw Qi Tang, but he soon recovered.

"Qi Tang, hello."

Qi Tang nodded to him: "Hello."

Zhang Cheng smiled: "Let me tell you, we're arguing, and now we're legally married."

I just went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get the certificate two days ago. After returning, the two have been fighting in bed, enjoying the happiness of holding the certificate, and have not had time to notify relatives and friends.

Qi Tang bent her lips: "Congratulations."

It can be regarded as a good thing he heard during this period of time.

Song Mao poured them two cups of coffee, said "you talk, I'll go shopping for dinner." and left.

Only Zhang Cheng and Qi Tang were left in the room. After casually chatting about other things, Zhang Cheng finally asked about that person.

"How are you and Lin An? I heard from Song Mao that he seems to have gone to France to look for you. The two of you came back together in the last two days. Are you reconciled?"

Qi Tang stroked the cup wall with her fingertips, calmly: "No. We have absolutely no chance."

Zhang Cheng grabbed a pillow and put it in his arms, and looked at him seriously: "What's going on? Tell me about it."

Half of him wanted to listen to Qi Tang's emotional gossip, and half he wanted to give advice to his good brother. Now Zhang Cheng felt that he had experienced feelings and could speak in this regard.

The room was silent for a while, Qi Tang spoke slowly, and told Zhang Cheng everything about them in France.

Zhang Cheng's face changed slightly when he talked about the three times he deliberately ran away and disappeared, and Lin An put a tracker in his suitcase.

"and many more."

Qi Tang glanced at him: "What's wrong."

Zhang Cheng took a sip of coffee and said, "Tang, let me analyze it with you objectively and fairly now. I don't intend to speak for that person. I'm your friend, so I can't do it right."

Qi Tang lowered his eyes, looking at the white foam in the cup: "Yes."

Zhang Cheng said, "I think he was forced to that point by you."

"You first gave him hope, lived with him, lived together, and even held hands. This is something that only couples do, and then you slowly made him despair, boiled frogs in warm water, and used that suitcase to spiritually Knock him down and disappear again and again."

Qi Tang didn't speak, and his breathing became a little slower.

Zhang Cheng went on to say: "If it was me, I would just lock him in the room and settle the matter once and for all. But Lin An, just let you torture him like this?"

Qi Tang's fingertips trembled: "He deserves it."

Now it was Zhang Cheng's turn to be dumb, he wiped his face, not knowing what to say.

It's not that he thinks Qi Tang is cruel, he just thinks that this method is so cruel.

It makes people suffer little by little, and the mental anxiety is gradually pulled to the extreme, and they are tortured repeatedly. Most people can't think of such a way.

"Okay, then you can continue talking."

Qi Tang began to say again that he really needed someone to confide in, as an outlet for his emotions.

After Qi Tang and Hun finished speaking, Zhang Cheng was silent for a long time, and the only sound in the room was the sound of the wind blowing in from the window.

He found that Qi Tang had changed a lot.Maybe he didn't see through Qi Tang at all before?

Zhang Cheng stirred the coffee in the cup with the spoon in his hand, and he calmed down his thoughts before opening his mouth slowly.

"I'm an outsider, and I'm not qualified to judge the affairs of the two of you, but outsiders can see the most clearly, right? So I want to ask a few questions, and you should think about it."

Qi Tang: "Yes."

Zhang Cheng: "First, using parts to negate the overall situation, is this the right approach?"

Qi Tang: "No."

Zhang Cheng: "Second, is there any difference between unintentional injury and intentional injury?"

Qi Tang: "There is a fundamental difference."

Zhang Cheng didn't speak, just looked at him with his head propped on one hand.

Zhang Cheng had a clear understanding of the matter between these two people. Although Lin An was wrong and hurt Qi Tang, everything was unintentional.

In order to preserve the identity of the heir and not disclose the matter of Qi Tang, it can be said that he is selfish, but it cannot be said that he does not love Qi Tang.

As for the matter of the studio, Zhang Cheng rubbed his forehead, he didn't know how to judge.

Lin An did it out of good intentions, he can't say that he was wrong, only that the method was wrong, and Qi Tang has an arrogant personality, in his opinion, this is humiliation, how to describe it, it probably means that the two channels are not compatible.

Regarding the painting, Zhang Cheng recalled Lin An's face full of despair when he told Lin An the importance of the painting, and he felt that the painting must have been lost accidentally.

Because of these three things, Qi Tang overturned all their past and came to the conclusion that Lin An didn't love him.

Moreover, no matter how Lin An makes amends and expresses his love later, Qi Tang will not forgive him, and firmly believes that Lin An does not love him.

This is subverting the whole with the local.

Then, everything Qi Tang did to Lin An was intentional harm.

There is a fundamental difference between these two words, unintentional and intentional. Otherwise, why would the law treat "intentional damage to other people's property" and "intentional damage to other people's property" separately?

Of course, it cannot be said that there is no need to pay for hurting someone unintentionally, but as an outsider, Lin An has paid enough.

Zhang Cheng just pointed out the key points, and didn't speak very clearly, but Qi Tang is so calm and smart, he must be able to figure it out soon.

After a long while, Qi Tang squeezed the spoon tightly and raised his head with a terrifying look in his eyes.

"Are you saying I did something wrong?"

Zhang Cheng was a little frightened, he had never seen Qi Tang like this: "I, I didn't mean that... calm down."

Qi Tang put the cup on the table, his expression was shockingly cold: "I am calm, I have always been calm."

Zhang Cheng stopped talking, and suddenly realized that Qi Tang told him these things not because he wanted to find someone who could help him analyze the situation and clear his mind, but just to get approval.

And why he was so eager to get approval... that was because Qi Tang subconsciously felt that he was wrong.

He is afraid.

Fear of doing something wrong.

Zhang Cheng frowned, and said, "I'll clean up your room and have a good rest tonight."

After leaving a word, he got up and entered the guest room. During this journey, he felt that he was being stared at by a cold gaze.

It wasn't until the door was closed that Zhang Cheng heaved a sigh of relief.

But when he came out of the house again, there was no sign of Qi Tang in the living room, and he left.

Zhang Cheng was a little annoyed, it seemed that he shouldn't be smart enough to get involved in Qi Tang and Lin An's affairs.

There are two types of friends. One is to rationally help analyze and solve problems in the middle of an accident, and not favor anyone. The other is to stand firmly on one’s friend’s side, firmly support and defend him favorably. Interests.

Zhang Cheng feels that what Qi Tang needs now is the latter.

After leaving Zhang Cheng's house, Qi Tang walked all the way, he knew that he was out of control just now, at least he shouldn't vent his emotions on Zhang Cheng.

I planned to find a random hotel to rest, but met Qin Xiao on the way.

A black sports car parked by the side of the road, Qin Xiao opened the window and waved to him: "Come up and have a seat?"

Qi Tang didn't refuse, because the wind was blowing violently outside, and it looked like it was going to rain.

"Why didn't you wait for me to go back to China together." Qin Xiao handed him a bottle of milk.

Qi Tang took it, and casually replied: "I left too hastily."

The fact that he came back this time is because there will be an art exhibition in China. Qi Tang's previous art competition winning works will be exhibited. The organizer invited him, and Qin Xiao is just to join in the fun.

But such a large-scale art exhibition, it's a pity to miss it, and both of them feel the need to come back.

Qin Xiao glanced at him, half believing what he said, but didn't delve into it.

Seeing Qi Tang today reminded him of another incident half a month ago.

"I saw Lin An in France before."

Qi Tang paused, but didn't speak.

Qin Xiao: "That time you and my brother were trapped in the manor by a mudslide, and the day after we escaped, my brother called and asked me to pick him up."

"Then in the morning, I saw Lin An at the door of the hotel where you were staying."

Qi Tang finally gave Qin Xiao a look. It seems that his deduction was correct before, Lin An really went to the hotel.

Qin Xiao went on to say: "He is sitting on the steps, looking very decadent, you can feel it from a long distance, he is very desperate, he has been smoking."

"I even suspect that he is going to rush in and kill people."

Speaking of this, Qin Xiao paused for a moment, a little belatedly: "Is it because you know that you are going to have a room with my brother?"

Qi Tang nodded, "Yeah."

Qin Xiao sighed a little: "The hotel owner said that he sat at the door all night, in a state of madness, and looked terrible. If another person gave some money, the owner almost called the police."

Listening to these words quietly, Qi Tang felt an indescribable feeling in his heart.

He didn't expect that the man waited at the door all night.

What's more, Lin An imagined the image of him making love with others in the room by himself, and was repeatedly tormented, and could resist rushing in for a whole night.

After going back that day, although Lin An was a little crazy, he didn't hurt him, but hugged him very sadly, and asked him gently...

Qi Tang took a deep breath, and cut off the thoughts in his head like a guillotine knife.

He couldn't think about it anymore.

When the people beside him wanted to say something, Qi Tang directly cut off his words: "I want to be quiet for a while."

Qin Xiao rolled his eyes: "Okay."

After a while, Qi Tang calmed down a lot. He felt as if he had really let go, and his hope for life was rekindled. The paintings he painted were no longer empty with appearance and soulless.

When thinking of Lin An, he was also very calm. In his heart, Lin An seemed to be an ordinary ex.

Although still in love, but everything is over.

I saw Lin An again at that art exhibition.

Qi Tang didn't expect that Lin An really came after him, and the moment he saw the man, he froze in place.

It can be seen that Lin An is having a hard time these days, because although he is well dressed, the beard on the corner of his mouth has grown green.

Lin An is a person who loves images very much, and he has never been like this before.

And those fox eyes, Qi Tang noticed that there was no light in Lin An's eyes.

Even when I saw him, it only flickered slightly, and then it fell into dead silence and darkness, as well as exhaustion and despair that couldn't be covered.

How similar, Qi Tang thought, how similar to how he looked after breaking up.

Lin An paused, and after a quick reaction, he walked towards Qi Tang without any hesitation.

But Qi Tang didn't want to see Lin An, he found that he had already passed the emotional numbness period Qin Qiu mentioned, and he was gradually able to perceive it.

For the first time, Qi Tang felt a little scared.

He walked through the hall to a place where there were few people, went up to the second floor and turned into a lounge. Just as he was about to lock the door, Lin An rushed in, so fast that he didn't even realize it for a while.

Afraid that Qi Tang would run away again, Lin An leaned his back against the door to block the exit, looked at him for a long time, and then said:

"I, I've been looking for you."

The hoarse voice was harsh and unpleasant, like an animal's claws scratching hard at the glass.

Probably a vocal cord injury.

Qi Tang lowered his head, not looking at him, there were several disposable cups on the table beside him, he picked them up, and pretended to be calm to drink a glass of water.

Seeing that he didn't run away, Lin An relaxed a little, walked over and put his arms around Qi Tang's waist from behind.

The familiar smell made him yearn for it, and also felt a piercing pain.

These days, Lin An looked for Qi Tang like crazy, and searched everywhere, but there was no clue.

Everything was ruined by Qi Tang, his arrogance, dignity, and sense of security were all gone. Lin An found that he still wanted Qi Tang.

In the dead of night, one needs to curl up into a ball, bite the quilt and scream vigorously, in order to endure the pain.

Lin An never knew that people could be so cheap.

"Release." Qi Tang breathed steadily.

Lin An didn't move, his eyes gradually turned red: "You said, as long as the two phases cancel each other out, there will be a chance to start over, so I'm here to find you."

"I took it, you owe me a chance."

Suddenly, Qi Tang clenched his five fingers, and he gritted his teeth: "Lin An, do you know that you are so cheap, very cheap."

Lin An closed his eyes to prevent the liquid inside from flowing out, the tip of his nose became red, and his chest was panting rapidly.

Almost choked up and admitted: "Well, I'm cheap, I know. Is there still a chance to start over?"

His voice is very soft, very cautious, it sounds very pitiful, it makes people feel distressed.

Qi Tang suddenly became inexplicably angry, he pushed Lin An away abruptly, and poured water at him from the cup in his hand.

With a bang, the people in front of them were completely drenched.

Qi Tang's chest heaved: "Do you think it's necessary for us to continue pestering?"

Lin An didn't speak, he just stood there looking at Qi Tang in embarrassment.

The elegant white shirt was soaked, and a large piece stuck to him, outlining the perfect line.

Qi Tang suddenly noticed that there seemed to be something looming in Lin An's chest, glowing bright red.

Thinking of Lin An's secretive way when changing clothes in front of him before, he was confused for a moment.

Qi Tang walked over slowly, his breathing became contemptuous, he stretched out his hand and tried to take off Lin An's clothes.

"What is that, let me see."

However, Lin An seemed to wake up in vain, panic flashed across her beautiful eyes, and she quickly covered her neckline: "No, it's nothing."

If it was before the flower garden and pocket watch were destroyed, he might still show it to Qi Tang generously, but now, he can't.

Now it can only further prove that he is cheap and humble.

Lin An wanted to maintain this last bit of self-esteem.

But Qi Tang refused to let go, directly pushed him on the sofa, and forcibly ripped off his clothes.

The next moment, Qi Tang froze.

On Lin An's chest, there is a piece of wild rose tattooed on it according to the painting he once had.

A large piece, from the bottom of the nipples, to the position of the heart, winds and wraps around the entire waist, flirtatiously blooming on the snow-white skin, making Lin An at this moment look like a work of art.

Qi Tang was shocked.

He remembered that Lin An was very afraid of pain, terrified to death, especially afraid of being scratched by needles and knives.

In addition to the body's sensitivity to pain, it is also out of a psychological fear, which is more fearful than some people's fear of heights.

But this kind of permanent tattoo is to use a needle to pierce the pigment into the skin.

Such a spectacular large area, at least for the first time cutting and fogging, will be stabbed by tens of thousands of needles.

Not to mention that you have to do maintenance and go back to replenish the color in the later stage.

Qi Tang's eyes were a little dry and gradually turned red. He stroked the rose with trembling fingertips, and said in a hoarse voice:

"When did you do it? You are so bold that you even dare to get a tattoo."

Lin Anshi bit his lip and looked at him stubbornly, tears gradually welled up in his eyes, and he was sobbing uncontrollably.

This was the first time he shed tears in more than [-] years, except for being made to cry on the bed.

The pain of tearing the heart.

He thought, would Qi Tang still care about his pain?Obviously ruined everything, obviously so cruel and heartless.

Now he is not allowed to keep the last bit of self-esteem.

After the flower garden was destroyed for the second time, Lin An gave up and despaired. He felt that Qi Tang didn't love him anymore, and now he was unilaterally pestering Qi Tang and insisting on not leaving.

It's him who has been hanging on...

This tattoo is because he wants their love to live forever, and wants to tell Qi Tang that the rose is still there and will always exist with the beating of his heart, so don't be sad.

But now that he was discovered in such an ugly way, Lin An felt very ashamed and felt very distressed.

There was silence in the room, and Qi Tang remembered many details that he had overlooked before.

For example, when Lin An was hurt badly by him, when he was sad, he would subconsciously rub the position of his heart.

At that time, he couldn't understand it, he just thought it was a normal action, but now that he thought about it, Lin An was stroking the rose.

And Lin An once put his hand on his heart and said: "Our love has always been alive, it is here."

It refers to nothing but this rose.

This is in response to what he once said - the rose is gone, our love is dead.

Qi Tang lowered his eyes, and the expression in his eyes suddenly became sad.

Zhang Cheng was right, he used parts to deny the whole situation, and many things were obvious, but he was like crazy a while ago, blindfolded and unable to see anything.

Qi Tang closed his eyes and clenched his teeth, he felt distressed.

The person in front of him was even more embarrassed than him, and he huddled there pitifully, his face was full of despair, and there were tears on his cheeks.

It was the first time he saw Lin An crying, crying so sadly, as if his heart was broken.

Qi Tang also felt his eyes were hot, as if something was about to flow out.

Drowsy, he pulled up Lin An's clothes abruptly, and left the room as if fleeing.

It was a kind of fear and trepidation.

Qi Tang couldn't tell what he was afraid of, maybe it was because of what he did some time ago, maybe it was because of his self-righteous judgment but finally found that things were not what he thought at all.

After leaving the art exhibition, Qi Tang walked out in a hurry, dumbly.

But suddenly bumped into a person.

Lu Ting was slightly startled when he saw him, and then his expression was a little strange.

Qi Tang didn't say anything, and was about to leave, but Lu Ting grabbed his arm again.

"Well, I want to say sorry to you Langyu." Although Lu Ting was rigid in thinking, he had the courage to face up to and make up for his mistakes.

Qi Tang looked calm, but his mind was full of the picture of wild roses on Lin An's chest, and he didn't even hear what the person in front of him was saying.

Lu Ting's voice continued: "I was wrong before, I blamed you wrongly, so the old man just licked his face and said sorry to you."

"Lin An has already explained everything to me clearly, and I also made amends when you were bullied by the Internet, so you don't need to take the past things to heart when you are young."

After all, it's the older generation, and it's not easy to look down, even an apology is a bit awkward.

Qi Tang was in a trance, but he caught something keenly. He looked at Lu Ting: "Lin An looked for you?"

Lu Ting was stunned for a moment, he thought it was Qi Tang who asked Lin An to find him: "You don't know?"

"Just after you won the prize last time, it was revealed that black material was exposed. It was Lin An who came to the studio and begged me for a day."

Qi Tang didn't speak, he didn't know what to say.

Lu Ting: "You also know that I don't like him like that, so I did something too much, but he was also very sincere, put down his dignity, and begged in a good voice, and I agreed."

"But for your sake, I will definitely agree in the end. I mainly want to make things difficult for Lin An. He even posted a Weibo about this matter..."

Qi Tang lowered his eyes, he seemed to be deaf and couldn't hear the words behind him, so he hurried out again.

There were not many people on the road, so Qi Tang sat down on a bench in the park.

He covered his face with his hands, his numbness disappeared after seeing the rose on Lin An's body.

Now all kinds of mixed emotions came up, and he didn't know what it was.

It turned out that Lin An had voluntarily let go of his dignity for him a long time ago.

He is such a proud person...

Qi Tang felt a little dizzy just thinking about these things.

Suddenly remembering Lu Ting's words again, Qi Tang took out his phone and clicked on Lin An's Weibo, and then he saw a post on the top.

It was released during the period when he was dug out of the nurturing news, and there was that sentence - it was not nurturing, it was love that hadn't had time to say it.

Qi Tang gritted his teeth and scratched his hair.

Is there still love between them?

Lin An first ruined his love, now he not only ruined Lin An's love, but also Lin An.

Qi Tang suddenly didn't know why he did this.

A shadow cast in front of him, he looked up and saw Lin An.

Lin An seems to have lost a lot of weight recently. In the past, he was 1.8 meters tall and had an aura of domineering standing there, but now he only gives people a sense of powerlessness and vulnerability.

As if it will be broken in the next moment, it makes people feel distressed.

Qi Tang opened his mouth, a little dumb.

Lin An's voice was still hoarse, and his eyes were still red: "Little friend, you haven't answered my question yet."

Qi Tang heard himself say: "What?"

Lin An's throat twitched, his eyes drooped, he looked desolate and embarrassed, pitiful and distressed:

"I've taken it all, can I start over?"

Qi Tang's heart ached, he didn't know how to answer.

There was no way they could start over, he felt.

Because Qi Tang knew very well that Lin An was hurt like this by him.

Even if they are together in the future, Lin An will feel extremely insecure, have no self-respect, or even dignity, and can accommodate and please him unconditionally and without a bottom line.

This kind of love is too deformed, and being together is a torture for two people.

Qi Tang is very clear.

But he still wanted to promise Lin An.

What he said before can start over after the two phases are cancelled, not just talking, but after so many things happened, Qi Tang felt that it seemed impossible, not Lin An's problem, but his problem.

At this moment, he clearly knew that he still loved Lin An, but he also knew that they could not be together anymore.

Lin An just looked at him like that, and asked again in a hoarse voice: "Is it okay?"

carefully.

Qi Tang didn't speak, he just stood up and hugged Lin An gently.

He felt the person in his arms stiff for a moment, then suddenly began to tremble, and then the sound of choking and broken whimpers reached his ears.

So sad, so sad, so wronged.

Lin An was trying his best to suppress, desperately suppressed, but he still couldn't hold back.

Qi Tang looked up at the sky and waited quietly until Lin An completely calmed down.

"Have you eaten yet?" Qi Tang asked.

Lin An shook his head.

Qi Tang led him to the commercial street: "What do you want to eat?"

Lin An's voice was very hoarse: "I'll eat whatever you eat, it's fine."

Qi Tang didn't speak anymore, the two randomly picked a simple shop to go in, and waited silently after ordering.

After the food was served, Qi Tang glanced at Lin An's order, and said casually, "I don't like this dish."

Lin An glanced at him cautiously, then called the waiter to remove the dishes, and ate spicy food with him.

At that moment, Qi Tang felt a dull pain in his heart, he clenched his fists tightly and tried to endure it.

He doesn't need such flattery, really, but Lin An will compromise unconditionally for him, just because he has no sense of security and is afraid of losing.

Qi Tang even felt that even if Lin An was asked to jump into a river right now, the people in front of him would obey unconditionally.

This made him distressed, but inexplicably angry.

After the emotional numbness, now he can feel Lin An's love for him, and this is what he is afraid of. His previous revenge was based on the premise that Lin An didn't love him, but now it has been overturned. That was all overturned.

Qi Tang suddenly became confused.

After a very silent meal, Qi Tang followed Lin An back to the villa.

As soon as he entered, he saw that new roses and eustoma had been planted in the flowerbed, but he had cut off the flowers and left only the remnants of the stems, which were carefully planted back into the soil.

Qi Tang glanced at it for a while, and went straight into the house without saying a word.

He was sitting on the sofa, and Lin An was sitting beside him, doing nothing but looking at him.

In fact, Qi Tang didn't know what he was going to do when he came back.

But obviously Lin An seems to have misunderstood.

"Can you marry me?" Lin An's voice was very soft, for fear of scaring people away.

He is still greedy, if he can start again this time, he wants to tie up Qi Tang for the rest of his life.

For this, he is willing to do anything.

Qi Tang was dumb again, his eyes gradually turned red, he didn't know how to answer this question.

Just say: "When did you get that tattoo?"

Lin An glanced at him, lowered his head and unbuttoned it, revealing his fair skin, and a large flirtatious piece, wrapped around his heart, wrapped around his waist, and spread down to his abdomen and ribs.

Seeing it again, Qi Tang was still shocked.

"After knowing why the rose picture is very important, I found a top painter to restore it based on the photos in my mobile phone, and then I found the best tattoo artist to tattoo it on."

Qi Tang thought about it, it was probably a few months ago, when he asked Zhang Cheng to tell Lin Anhua why it was important, and he also asked Zhang Cheng to pass on a sentence - the rose is gone, our love is dead.

Stretching out his hand, his fingertips lightly touched the beauty, the body under the fingertips was trembling slightly, he could feel it.

"Does it hurt?"

Lin An lowered his eyes, his eyes moved along with his fingers: "Yes."

Because the tattoo of such a large project cannot be completed at one time, it was divided up several times.

When he first got the tattoo, he fainted from the pain. After returning home, he would experience repeated pain in the tattooed area every night, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't sleep.Because it is at the heart, it feels like tens of thousands of needles are pricking the heart.

Especially when the thread is cut, it looks like the chest has been cut open by a knife, and it is performing a thoracotomy without anesthesia.

The author has something to say:

The matter is not over yet, it won’t be so fast HE, Tangtang has a period of blank time before the middle painting exhibition, it’s his emotional change, I omitted it (because I’m lazy, I want to write the following plot QAQ) find time to see if I can make it up

Next, I'm going to make a long story. If you don't want to read it, just skip it. The author has no choice. Forgive QAQ

Here is an explanation: Zhang Cheng's perspective, his analysis is only based on what he sees, but in fact what he sees is only a small part, even less than Qi Tang.I know that many treasures are skipping and watching. I don’t express my opinion, but it’s too much to open the microphone while skipping and watching. The author can check the subscription rate. Don’t think that the Internet is your protective color.In order for some treasures not to slap blindly, and to slap without seeing anything clearly, here I will sort out the plot and analyze it.

As mentioned more than once before, there are several reasons for Lin An not to disclose:

1. First, because he is carrying out company reforms, he intends to disclose Qi Tang after the reforms. It is not completely unconsidered. To be reasonable, he has been managing the company since he was 18 years old. For 12 years, he has spent more than half of his life on On this, people are not allowed to defend it?Then Qi Tang wouldn't give up painting for Lin An, so ask yourself, would you give up everything for love?It is really unreasonable to argue with this point.

2. Because of the Lin family's mother and son, this is written from the perspective of Assistant Tian. If Lin An discloses Qi Tang before the company and the Lin family are settled, it will push Qi Tang to the front of the stage and become a living target for the Lin family's mother and son. It has been considered, no matter whether he will be with Qi Tang forever in the future, he needs to succeed in the reform first and solve the Lin family's mother and son.

3. He is indeed selfish, but please refer to the first article for details

[-]. Regarding the painting, when they were together, Qi Tang only mentioned once that the painting was very important. When Lin An lost the painting, it didn’t mean that he didn’t care about the painting. , He was only receiving clients at that time, tens of millions of business, and a painting, which is more important?He's a businessman, babes, he chose to talk business first.Moreover, the paintings are colored lead and oil paintings, so if they are dropped into the water, they will be blurred even if they are picked up immediately. He has common sense about this.Later, when he realized why paintings are important, he immediately got tattoos. Tattoos are very painful, and he is so afraid of pain, especially because his tattoos are all sensitive parts. This is definitely a love for Tangtang.And to be reasonable, a picture is not considered important by the general mind. When we broke up, Lin An said "it's just a picture" because Qi Tang was so sad because of this picture. Compared with losing Qi Tang, Lin An must think that it is just a painting. He doesn't know why the painting is important, so he doesn't understand why Qi Tang is so sad, and he doesn't understand why he has to lose for this painting. Qi Tang.You can’t stop treating Shou as a person just because you focus on the angle of view. Shou also has his own thinking [someone has argued this point before, let me explain it clearly] I found that some people really read the article, and they don’t read anything about Shou at all. Psychological description, do not pay attention to shou at all, if you say something wrong and do something wrong, it is like breaking the rules of heaven, and treat shou as a tool.But I'm sorry, for the author, both the attacker and the victim are both sons and treasures. If you want to scold my son without brains, I will definitely not be polite

[-]. Regarding the sense of security, I am really tired of explaining that Lin An lost contact when he was on a business trip. The sweet part in front is not just for fun, but foreshadowing.If you forgot, it doesn’t mean I didn’t write it, and I’m wronged too.Once when Lin An was on a business trip, he didn't tell Qi Tang about it. Tang asked him about it. Although Lin An was impatient, he explained very seriously that he was a businessman and his business was his top priority. He was too busy to sleep, and he needed to work. During the period, he was highly concentrated, and replying to Tang to be careful during the period would distract him and keep thinking of Tang, so he would rather squeeze himself to finish the work earlier, and then go directly back to see Qi Tang, which is much more practical than chatting online with his mobile phone, That's what it does.It's not that he didn't contact Qi Tang, "lost contact" is his subjective assumption that Qi Tang was injured later, it seems that in his impression, Lin An was "lost contact", but he didn't, he just magnified it.Lin Anhui would reply to Qi Tang's message after get off work. Although this destroyed Tangtang's sense of security in love, it was hard to say who was right and who was wrong.How can a person's work habits of more than ten years change because of a short two-month relationship? [Just like if you plan to fall in love with a gangster/road boss, you have to be prepared to be assassinated. If you want to fall in love with a businessman, and the businessman values ​​profit more than parting, you must know how to coordinate each other's lives, and don't let the separation affect the relationship. , on this point, both Lin An and Qi Tang did not do well, because it is the main perspective, so I did not write what Qi Tang did not do well, in fact, Qi Tang will not fly to Lin An on a business trip on weekends to accompany him, right? 】

[-]. Regarding whether Lin An loves or not, what did I write in the previous sweet chapter, so that you think Lin An does not love her?His love is also very meticulous, and he also compromised, he would stay up late for a few days to finish his work, just to come back two days early to see Tangtang, can he do this without love? Tang paving the way, although the way is wrong, but to be honest, Lin An's point of view on the studio is correct (the author just wants to express the harm that two different people will cause to each other after conflicting ideas), and finally broke up hour