After the substitute, he counterattacked and became Bai Yueguang

Qi Tang looked at it for a long time, and kept rubbing his fingertips along the edge of the rose with moderate strength, until the skin under his hand gradually turned pink, and then he withdrew his hand.

The person in front of him was half-clothed, and his fair skin blended almost perfectly with the bright red rose hue. Just looking at it gave people a great sense of visual impact. □□Something.

But Qi Tang just fastened Lin An's buttons one by one gently and silently.

Both of them were very silent, because so many things happened, they didn't know how to face each other for a while.

Qi Tang's feelings for Lin An became very complicated, he couldn't describe it, the harm Lin An brought to him has been erased by time, after he was hurt, he still couldn't let it go, the breath that seemed to be choked was also there In the process of torturing Lin An, it was gone.

Now Qi Tang is very calm, apart from being peaceful, it is the first time he has lived for more than [-] years that he feels very confused.

Because he didn't know how to deal with the relationship with Lin An.

The person in front of him was staring at him for a moment, as if he was afraid that he would disappear in the blink of an eye.

It was getting dark outside, and the wind was whimpering and chilly in late autumn, coming in through the half-open window and hitting the two of them, Qi Tang saw Lin An tremble.

He just remembered that Lin An's shirt was still half wet, and he would catch cold when he wore it.

Qi Tang walked to the bedroom, selected a set of casual sweaters that were more suitable for Lin An from the closet, and was about to take it out to change for him, when he turned around and bumped into the person behind him.

Startled.

Lin An raised the fox eyes to look at him, the tails of the eyes were bent down, looking very innocent.

Maybe because he has been too thin recently, Qi Tang always feels that Lin An is like a little fox that has been starved for a long time, very pitiful, and he is the owner of the little fox.

"Put it on." Qi Tang stuffed the clothes into Lin An's arms.

Lin An glanced at it, didn't say anything, took off his clothes in front of Qi Tang, and then put them on again, the whole process was very slow, but he didn't show any emotion at all.

After changing the clothes, Lin An stared at Qi Tang again, as if waiting for his next order.

Qi Tang didn't know what to do, it was already dark outside, his brain suddenly received too many things today, his mood swings consumed a lot of energy, and he always felt tired.

"Go back to your room, I want to rest." He tried to keep his voice as calm as possible.

Lin An hesitated: "Then you, you won't run away."

To be honest, Lin An felt like he was dreaming when Qi Tang was willing to come back with him today, so now, what he fears most is that the dream will be broken.

Qi Tang lowered his eyes, and nodded in disbelief: "En."

He thought that he might need to calm down for a while and think about what to do in the future.

Lin An went out, and then the door was gently closed, Qi Tang turned off the light, half leaned on the bed and closed his eyes, his thoughts were confused.

Looking at it rationally, he feels that it is not suitable for the two of them to be together now, but Qi Tang can't decide whether to separate or not.

I've never been so troubled.

Thinking over and over again, Qi Tang's breathing became steady gradually, and he fell asleep due to exhaustion.

When he opened his eyes again, Qi Tang looked at the time, it was exactly two o'clock in the morning, and he was awakened by a nightmare.

It was a very strange dream.

Lin An was locked in a room, the room was full of bright red roses, the thorns on the stems were very long and sharp, Lin An was wrapped in roses, and then the roses seemed to be alive, getting tighter and tighter , Surpassing Lin An tightly.

The sharp thorns pierced into his body, and blood was everywhere, dyeing the rose with a fishy smell.

There was still fine sweat on Qi Tang's forehead, he took out a tissue and wiped it off, his eyes still filled with false alarm.

I got up and got out of bed, planning to go to the living room to get a glass of water.

Qi Tang opened the door, but suddenly found a black shadow leaning against the wall of the door.

He froze for a moment, then slowly frowned.

Lin An seemed to have fallen asleep, and closed his eyes quietly. He didn't know whether it was because of the cold or something, and he huddled into a ball.

When Qi Tang bent down and was about to pick him up, Lin An woke up first.

Seeing Qi Tang, he was a little flustered, stood up unsteadily with his hands propped up, and then didn't speak.

Because he didn't know what to say.

Qi Tang's frown became calmer: "If you don't go back to your room to sleep, what are you doing here?"

Lin An raised his eyes to look at him, then quickly looked away, but did not answer.

He was afraid that Qi Tang would leave suddenly again, he was really scared.

Even if he didn't speak, Qi Tang guessed the general reason, and he felt a little sad suddenly.

"Come in." Qi Tang opened the door and pulled Lin An's arm.

He directly led the person to the bed, and then lifted half of the quilt: "Go over."

Lin An obediently lay down, and Qi Tang lay down next to him.

In the darkness, he could feel those fox eyes staring at him.

After being quiet for a long time, Qi Tang said, "What are you doing at the door?"

His voice was very soft, but there was a hint of reproach in his tone, which covered up all the pain in his heart.

Lin An carefully stretched out his hand and hugged his waist: "I'm afraid you will leave."

Perhaps it was Qi Tang's actions that made him relax a bit. From the dim light coming in from the window, he could see that Lin An's eyes were slightly squinted and leaning against Qi Tang's arms, looking very comfortable.

Qi Tang fiddled with the broken hair on his forehead, but did not hug Lin An back.

To be honest, the two are too close now, and he will feel a little uncomfortable, which is very strange.

"It's not the first time this kind of thing happened, when did it start?"

Lin An moved: "After you disappeared for the first time in France."

Qi Tang froze for a moment, so for so many days and nights when he was sleeping peacefully, Lin An was guarding at his door.

In a place where he can't see, it is difficult to sleep, and he is suffering.

Taking a deep breath, he clasped the back of Lin An's head with his hands, and pulled her into his arms.

He forgave.

Even though Lin An's actions hurt him so deeply before, Qi Tang felt relieved at this moment.

It came from the heart, not because of pity for Lin An, nor because of a soft heart.

It was because Lin An paid back the care and concern he owed him dozens of times before, and he could feel that this person really loved him.

"Don't do this again." He comforted softly.

In the darkness, Lin An opened his eyes and looked at him without blinking: "Okay."

Is there a future?Will there really be a future?

He was very disturbed, but he didn't show it.

He didn't even have the courage to ask Qi Tang a question, because he was afraid of getting a negative answer.

"Go to sleep, good night." Qi Tang said, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

But Lin An didn't sleep, he couldn't sleep, the fear and anxiety were deeply rooted in his heart, even if Qi Tang said that, he still couldn't believe it from the bottom of his heart.

When Qi Tang woke up the next day, he met a pair of bloodshot and scarlet eyes, with heavy exhaustion.

He was stunned: "Are you awake?"

Lin An nodded, looking very cute, but the two thick dark circles under his eyes were really terrifying.

Qi Tang's eyebrows twitched, he sat up and covered him with the quilt again: "Go to sleep a little longer, I'll make breakfast."

Lin An also sat up with him: "Breakfast is ready, it's what you like."

He got dressed, got out of bed, and went out.

Qi Tang felt a little startled, if his guess was correct, Lin An didn't sleep all night.

As for why, the reason is also obvious.

Qi Tang felt a little heavy in his heart, covered his face and calmed down for a while, then packed his expression and went to the living room.

There was a delicious breakfast on the table, which he really liked, but no matter how Qi Tang ate it, it didn't taste very good.

There was very little talk between the two, basically only eye contact, as if they were testing each other.

Lin An followed Qi Tang almost every step of the way, except that in the morning and evening he would take care of the roses and eustomas in the flower garden like going to work, and he would follow Qi Tang wherever he went at other times.

Don't ask much, don't say much, just watch, very well-behaved.

The strange feeling in Qi Tang's heart is getting stronger and stronger, but she is also very helpless.

At night, the two still slept together, but Qi Tang always felt that a pair of eyes were staring at him. Although he didn't feel troubled, Lin An's body would not be able to take it if this continued.

How long can a person hold on without sleep?

Qi Tang wanted Lin An to sleep, but every time Lin An only agreed superficially, pretending for a while, and then opened his eyes again.

This made Qi Tang very helpless, but there was nothing he could do.

One afternoon, while Lin An fell asleep while reading materials on the sofa, Qi Tang quietly went out.

He wanted to be alone, to relax quietly.

Now staying with Lin An, he just felt so stuffy that he couldn't breathe. It was an indescribable feeling, which made him a little uncomfortable.

It was late autumn, and the maple trees on the street were so red that it attracted people. Qi Tang was wearing a black coat and walking unhurriedly on the road. The wind was a bit cool but gentle, and he felt unprecedentedly relaxed.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, Qi Tang passed by a tattoo parlor, he paused for a moment, and then walked in in a strange way.

The boss is a handsome man in his thirties, who is doing tattoos for people, and when he sees Qi Tang coming in, he doesn't say hello, but just smiles and nods to him.

After he finished his work, he put down his work and said, "Are you here for a tattoo?"

Qi Tang glanced at those machines and shook his head: "Buwen, I just want to know about it."

The boss took out a bottle of Coke and gave it to him: "Please drink, if you want to know anything, just ask."

Qi Tang sat down and looked at some tattoo designs on the wall: "Does it hurt? Tattoos."

The boss laughed: "Look at the parts. Generally speaking, the neck, chest, side waist, ribs, and thighs are the most painful places. Generally, those who are afraid of pain will avoid these parts."

Qi Tang thought about the wild rose on Lin An's body, wrapped around the entire side of the waist from the chest, and spread to the ribs, such a large piece of bright red, it must be very painful, and several of the most painful parts have been taken up.

He was silent for a while, and then said, "Can you show me your tools?"

The boss was very generous and introduced them to him one by one: "After the preparations are done, first cut the thread, that is, use this three-row needle thread cutter to go through the outline and lines of the pattern to be tattooed. This is the most painful."

Qi Tang looked at the 'scary' machine, and suddenly rolled up his sleeves: "Can you give me a try?"

Although he was a little puzzled by his behavior, the boss was still easy to talk to: "No problem, if you want to try, I will give you two injections and you can just feel it."

When the thread cutter moved the needle on the flesh, Qi Tang felt his heart constrict in pain, and frowned suddenly.

Seeing his reaction, the boss smiled and took back the machine: "It's just a general pain in the arm. If you are afraid of pain, it is recommended not to get a tattoo."

Qi Tang didn't speak, remained silent for a long time, and then said: "After cutting the thread, then."

The boss took out another machine with eight rows of needles: "Misting and coloring are equivalent to using needles to pierce the pigment into the skin."

Qi Tang didn't know how he got out of the tattoo shop, he just looked at the eight rows of sharp needles, and the pain from the moment the needles were pierced still remained on his arm, thinking how Lin An, who is so afraid of pain, could bear it When I came here, I felt my heart was suffocating.

At this moment, Qi Tang really wanted to see Lin An, wanted to hug him.

So he ran all the way home, and he hadn't lost his composure in a long time.

When I got home, I found that the house was in a mess, the vases were broken, the shelves were all on the ground, the fish tank was smashed, and there were glass everywhere.

As for Lin An, sitting on the ground with his back to the door, he was extremely decadent.

Qi Tang was stunned for a moment, then he walked over lightly, then bent down, and gently brushed the broken hair by Lin An's ear with his fingertips.

"Why are you sitting here? It's cold on the ground." His voice was soft.

Lin An raised his head slowly, his whole body was very numb, until he saw Qi Tang, his eyes gradually returned to life.

Lin An smiled, his face was terribly pale and his eyes were red, he stood up with his hands propped up, and wiped his face pretending to be unintentional.

Her voice was hoarse, with a suppressed sob:

"Hungry, what's for lunch, I'll do it."

Qi Tang suddenly felt a little hard to breathe, his throat moved, and he hugged Lin An.

"What's the matter? I was just out for a while."

Lin An leaned into his arms obediently: "I thought you were gone."

Qi Tang's eyes became hot: "I will be back."

Lin An didn't speak anymore, but Qi Tang could feel him trembling slightly, Qi Tang was stunned for a long time.

Neither of them moved, clinging to each other.

It is clear that they love each other very much, but when they are close together, they can't feel any warmth.

Like two cacti, each stabbing each other's thorns into each other's body, but still reluctant to separate.

After an unknown amount of time, Lin An gently pushed Qi Tang away: "I'll cook first, the kid is hungry."

Qi Tang lowered his eyes: "I'm with you."

From this incident, Qi Tang understood that he had to stay within Lin An's sight, so as to make Lin An feel at ease.

In the beginning, Qi Tang really wanted to destroy Lin An's sense of security out of revenge. Before they were together, Lin An often traveled on business and would not reply to his messages during working hours, which often made Qi Tang feel uneasy. .

But Lin An will also contact him in time after get off work, and will surprise him after returning from a business trip, giving him double the missing companionship and sense of security.

At that time, Qi Tang felt as if he was waiting for someone who knew he would definitely return.

Although there are negatives, it is still positive in the end.

But later, Qi Tang was seriously injured by Lin An, and those injuries made him disregard and only want to destroy Lin An.

It's his fault, he's gone too far, and tit for tat shouldn't be.

Seeing Lin An like this now, it would be a lie for Qi Tang to say that he doesn't feel distressed.

He thought he should be more patient.

After another day or two, the relationship between the two is still very silent, talking less than before, just staying together every day.

The things that the two of them loved to do in the past seem to be out of interest now.

Can't tell where the problem is.

But in fact, Qi Tang knew very well in his heart that they could not go back to the past and were no longer suitable for being together.

Now it's just consuming, as if waiting for the last bit of reluctance to be used up.

It's not that Lin An doesn't understand, it's just that even so, he's willing.

Even if he sees Qi Tang every day, his heart aches unbearably, he asks 'does he love me' over and over again in his heart, and confirms 'whether he will leave' over and over again, he is willing to suffer like this every day.

There was a voice in his heart telling him that he couldn't let go this time, definitely not.

The last time he let go, the phrase 'let's separate' made Qi Tang refuse to forgive him and always felt that he didn't love children.

So this time he will never let go.

It was a rainy day, and it was raining heavily outside, and the two of them sat on the sofa and went about their business.

Qi Tang suddenly received news from Qin Qiu.

Qin Qiu: I'm back home, I have something to tell you

Qin Qiu: Can I come to you?

Qi Tang glanced at Lin An who was sitting opposite him, and tapped the keyboard with his fingertips.

Qi Tang: Yes, where is the date?

Qin Qiu: Where do you live now.I asked Qin Xiao for the address, and it was already outside the door

Qin Qiu: If it’s convenient for you, I’ll come in

Qi Tang thought for a while, and replied: It's convenient.

Putting down the phone, Qi Tang said to Lin An, "I have a friend who is coming to my house later."

Lin An also stopped what he was doing, and looked up at him: "Okay, then I'll make you a cup of coffee and cut some fruit plates by the way."

He smiled, stood up and walked towards the kitchen.

Qi Tang originally wanted to tell him that he might have met that friend, and he might have misunderstood that friend, but Lin An had already entered the kitchen.

Sighing invisibly, Qi Tang thought, let's talk about it after Qin Qiu leaves.

At this time, there was a knock on the door, and Qi Tang went to open the door.

Qin Qiu was standing under the eaves, holding a black umbrella. When he saw Qi Tang, he smiled. His two dimples were lively and lively. He put the umbrella away at the door, and then entered the house.

Qi Tang said: "Is there anything important, you can talk about it on the phone."

The first time Qin Qiu was a little embarrassed, in fact he wanted to apologize for the incident that he almost kissed Qi Tang at the entrance of the hotel last time.

He is also a serious doctor, and he is a modest gentleman in the eyes of outsiders.

But because of his fascination with Qi Tang, he was controlled by hormones and almost did that kind of thing.

These days, he has always felt restless in his heart. On the one hand, he is afraid that Qi Tang will remember what happened that day, and he is a little panicked. On the other hand, he can't escape his inner condemnation. This kind of villainous behavior makes him feel very guilty.

Moreover, this kind of thinking has already affected his life and work. Recently, he has often started to lose his mind, and he is a little startled when he hears Qi Tang's name.

After thinking about it, he might as well confess it himself. If Qi Tang really remembered what happened that night, he wouldn't lose a friend because of it.

The two sat down on the sofa, and Qin Qiu finished his lines before saying:

"Do you remember the night we went to open the room, you drank too much wine, I will take you to the hotel."

Qi Tang nodded: "Well, what happened that night?"

He thought for a while, and suddenly said jokingly: "I couldn't have done something to you, could I?"

Qin Qiu's face became hot, he also wanted to save face, and struggled to explain: "Just, when you were at the door, you suddenly hugged me, as if you recognized me as someone."

"Then, you knew that I liked you, and you couldn't control it for a while, so you almost kissed you..."

"But don't worry, I didn't kiss you." He added.

The car stopped at the last moment.

Qi Tang didn't show any expression, and his reaction was very light: "Well, that's why."

Since he didn't come to kiss him, he couldn't blame Qin Qiu for anything, not to mention the fact that he was drunk and played like a drunk.

Qin Qiu lowered her head: "I want to apologize to you, but you clearly rejected my confession."

"Then, I hope that this matter will not affect our relationship."

Qi Tang finally bent his lips: "What's the matter?"

Qin Qiu: "The relationship between friends is very good."

Qi Tang smiled even wider, nodded: "Well, no."

Such a candid person is rare nowadays, Qin Qiu has a good character, and it is also good to have such a friend.

Qin Qiu breathed a sigh of relief, stood up and smiled cheerfully: "Then I can rest assured that no one will be embarrassed after this matter is discussed, then I will leave first."

Qi Tang looked at him: "Why don't you sit a little longer?"

"No, I still have things to do, we'll meet again when I have time." Qin Qiu turned and left after speaking.

Qi Tang closed the door and went back, and saw Lin An standing at the kitchen door.

In his hand was a plate with a fruit plate on it, and two cups of coffee, steaming.

Lin An's face was extremely cold, and a pair of fox eyes stared at Qi Tang without blinking, the eyes were a little scary.

Qi Tang opened his mouth, and was about to say something, when Lin An smashed everything.

Glass was shattered all over the floor, and fruit plates were scattered all over the floor. Lin An, who was wearing only a pair of socks, walked over step by step stepping on the broken glass.

There was blood all over the ground, bright red, very eye-catching.

The author has something to say:

Do you think the masochism is over, no, in fact it is still masochism (dog head)

Let me tell you, the author didn't mean to accuse those treasures who were jumping and watching. It's just this article. I have foreshadowing and details in every chapter. I buried them very carefully. There are many from the previous free chapters. Foreshadowing, especially the abuse attack part.Since Baozi is skipping and watching, then you have missed a lot of things, and you have to open the mic if you don't know anything, and the rhythm in the comment area, the author is very tired.I hope we respect each other. If you don’t like this story, you can fork it out and stop the loss in time. If it doesn’t work, I’ll make up your subscription fee.

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Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmines: the Taoist leader looks delicious 2; Ouqi has to fight 1 by himself;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 30 bottles of MewGulf; you repeat 15 bottles;

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