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That night Jian Zhan had a nightmare.

In the dream, countless people appeared in front of him, like a black and white movie, flashing one scene after another.

In the daytime, red roses are in full bloom in the backyard of the European-style villa, and the flowers are burning like fire.Large tracts of roses sway with the wind.The turquoise stems and leaves slowly stretched out, and slightly trembling transparent water droplets dripped into the soil.

In that sea of ​​flowers, a little boy stood in front, stretched out his hand and plucked off a rose. He looked at the rose for a long time, but didn't say a word.

It wasn't until a cleanly dressed boy who was many years older than him ran over that he shifted his gaze from the rose to the boy.

"Don't break the roses, they will hurt." The boy replanted the roses in the soil, then rubbed the little boy's hair, smiling softly.

"Does it hurt too?" The little boy blinked, "Does it hurt like me?"

Only then did the boy see that his arm had been scratched. Although the blood had stopped, the dried blood stains remained on his white and tender arm, like a crawling centipede.The boy was stunned for a moment, then took his hand, and said with some distress, "If you get hurt in the future, tell me, don't say nothing."

"why?"

"Because I'm your brother."

That year, he met Xu Shishi for the first time in the rose backyard of Xu's family.He always thought, no parents, no brothers and sisters, no close friends... It doesn't matter, as long as Xu Shishi is still by his side.During those times, Xu Shishi was the only person by his side.

It was only later that time passed, and when he stood in another place and looked into the distance, he suddenly understood that some people will not accompany you all the time, and not everyone will pamper and protect themselves unconditionally like Xu Shishi.

That was the first time he wanted to grow up, the first time he wanted to be strong, strong enough to protect the people he cared about.Fortunately, he met.

Gu Wei is the purest person he has ever seen, as long as he looks at you quietly, you will feel that all the sunlight is concentrated in his eyes, like bright pearls, releasing gentle but powerful of light.For Jian Zhan who was in the dark, it was undoubtedly a bunch of hope.

Falling in love with Gu Wei is a matter of course.He boldly pretended to be sophisticated to hook him up, and walked all the paths of Zhengquan High School with him.He and he never dared to look at each other's faces to hold hands with a tacit understanding, from youthful to passionate kisses.

That's what Jian Zhan carried, all the good things.Just like that first meeting, throbbing and shy.

Not long after, he brought Jian Zhan to his home and met his sister.Everything before was broken, but the two did not shy away from it at all, and were even full of longing for the future.

As long as I'm with him, nothing else matters, I just want to protect and love this man.When they were lingering for the first time, each other breathed heavily, Gu Wei leaned down and met Jian Zhan's eyes, the original sexual thing suddenly became beautiful.

That was the first time that Jian Zhan lowered his head, just for one person, for a relationship that he could never give up.

At that time, he always thought that as long as two people love each other, no matter how difficult the setback is, he can overcome it.If Gu Wei can't do it, then he will carry it for him.

He was the one who fell in love with him first, he was the one who harmed him first, he was the one who hugged him first, he was the one who kissed him first...

Therefore, the one who bears everything should be him, not Gu Wei.

"Why, why..." Jian Zhan closed his eyes tightly. He tried to open them, but his eyelids were so heavy that he couldn't lift them.He grabbed the pillow anxiously, his eyes slowly began to moisten.Don't dream of him, don't dream of him!I don't want to look, don't look! !

But the dream still continues.He looked at himself sitting by the window reading a book, with a calm expression and a little smile.Jian Zhan was trembling all over, he knew why he was so happy, because that day, he was asking Gu Wei to go out to play together, but unfortunately, he couldn't wait...

Why can't you go out?In the dream, he questioned the bodyguard in a cold voice, but he learned that it was his wife's order.Jian Zhan watched himself walk back to the window, the smile on the corner of his mouth finally disappeared.His fingers were shaking, and he kept praying that it would be all right.

But in the dream that day, he dreamed of Gu Wei, he dreamed that Gu Wei smiled at him, he pulled himself to run on the grass, and then the two of them rolled on the grass together.He heard Gu Wei whisper in his ear, I like Jian Zhan the most.

"Stop talking..." His fingers were still clenched white, Jian Zhan shook his head helplessly, but the dream continued cruelly.

me too.

So, don't blame me for leaving you first.

What did you say?Gu Wei, Gu Wei!

where did you go!Don't play games with me, come out quickly, you know I have a bad temper, come out quickly!

Gu Wei finally did not come out.

Jian Zhan knew exactly what would happen next, he let go of his hand resignedly, and even his breathing became almost inaudible.At this point, he suddenly smiled and thought, maybe...

It's okay to die.

"Why, why! Didn't you say you loved my brother the most! Why didn't you come to see him when he died? You killed him, and you are all you!"

At that solemn funeral, only a woman with fluttering long hair held a bouquet of lilies and placed them respectfully on the coffin.

The blood slowly flowed down the ground, wetting his clothes and black hair.There was a smile on his lips, although it was faint, it was as warm as the sun.His fingers are long and slender despite a thin callus.The long-haired woman knelt in a pool of blood, tears streaming down her face. She held his hand tightly, refusing to let go for a second.

It was silent tears, but also the most angry reprimand.

I can't see anything, and I can't remember anything.

Jian Zhan's eyes suddenly became moist...

"Tell him, I don't blame him...it's worth it, it's worth it to meet him in this life..." The man lying in the pool of blood smiled brightly, he wanted to hold the woman's hand, but he couldn't exert any strength As soon as the woman saw it, she immediately grabbed his hand, until she was pale, and tears flowed down her cheeks. She heard the man she respected the most say to her, "I love him... I will love him until I die..."

"Gu Wei... Gu Wei!" Jian Zhan woke up abruptly, holding the quilt tightly with both hands, gasping for breath.The moonlight was shining brightly, penetrating into his room coldly, and imprinted on his back.

"Gu Wei, Gu Wei..." Jian Zhan murmured non-stop, the tears in the corners of his eyes slowly fell, but he seemed to feel nothing, chanting his name over and over again.

"Zhan Zhan, he can't survive." Xu Shiji's voice seemed to be still lingering in his ears. It was such a gentle voice, but at this moment it was like a magic voice, piercing his heart.

"He can survive, he can survive!" Jian Zhan gritted his teeth tightly, his whole body tensed up, like a wild animal in danger, "You guys killed him..."

"It's all of you! It's all of you! Give him back to me!" He stood up suddenly, and the quilt half-slid to the ground because of his movements.There was a sound of "bang bang bang" in the room, followed by a "crash", the vase on the table was suddenly smashed to the ground by Jian Zhan, which was very clear in this silent night.

He pinched his neck with both hands, desperately opened his mouth to breathe, like a fish out of water, eager to survive, but helpless.

No, Jian Zhan, you killed him.If you don't go to him, if you don't hold his hand, if you don't pull him to this point of no return, he won't die!You killed him, you!

"Young master, young master!" Yan Xun heard the movement, he opened the door abruptly, just in time to see Jian Zhan hanging his head, breathing desperately.

"Young master, take it easy, take it easy." Yan Xun's face turned pale, and he ran in front of Jian Zhan, before he could worry about the debris on the ground, he grabbed Jian Zhan's wrist to comfort him.

"Go away, go away..." Jian Zhan didn't have much strength, but he still pushed Yan Xun away. He got up staggeringly, bumped his back against the cabinet, knocked over the pottery on it, and on the ground, the broken pottery The film scratched across his feet, outlining bright red lines.Jian Zhan seemed to see a person sitting there quietly in front of the window, his brows and eyes were smiling, and the sun seemed to warm his body as soon as it touched him.Jian Zhan couldn't help walking over, Gu Wei, my Gu Wei...

"Don't touch me! Get out!" Jian Zhan yelled hoarsely, pushing Yan Xun away with all his strength, and then walked towards the light step by step.Wait for me, I will be able to find you soon.

"Where's the medicine? Young master, I beg you." Yan Xun was in such a hurry that he wanted to get closer to Jian Zhan, but he found that Jian Zhan's eyes were slightly red. It was night, but he could see clearly.

"Don't block my way." Jian Zhan breathed heavily, leaning against the window with a smile on his lips, "It's my fault, it's always been my fault...Let me carry it, no matter how painful it is, I won't I can bear it..."

"Give him back to me, okay?" Jian Zhan put his hands on the window, as if he was about to open the window, he closed his eyes, with a smile on his lips, "As you said, you like me the most .”

"Little Master!"

"What kind of life and death are you playing to live well? This life is so worthless? Why don't you think about your friends and family, and blindly seek excitement. If you want to die so much, why don't you just jump from here!"

Zheng Ming's words suddenly appeared in Jian Zhan's mind, his eyes slowly focused, he looked at the moonlight outside and the high-rise buildings, he was taken aback suddenly, it turned out that they were all fake.What about Gu Wei, where did Gu Wei go?Thinking about the movements in his hand, he suddenly lost his mind.At this moment, Yan Xun took the opportunity to go forward to pull Jian Zhan, but was blocked by another person. The man walked swiftly, grabbed Jian Zhan's hand suddenly, and pulled him into his body. in the arms.

"He is dead."

Xu Shi's gentle voice sounded.

"I like Jian Zhan the most."

"Why don't you come to his funeral! Didn't you say you love my brother the most!"

Who killed him, who killed him... Is it the Xu family, or the Yan family?Or... is he himself!

"He's dead." Xu Shishi looked at Jian Zhan and said calmly.

Jian Zhan's heartbeat seemed to stop suddenly, his hands fell down weakly, and even his breathing was intermittent. Seeing that he had calmed down, Xu Shishi quickly asked Yan Xun to find medicine, and then relieved him.Yan Xun handed over the medicine, Xu Shiji took it and whispered in his ear, "Zhan Zhan, open your mouth."

Jian Zhan closed his eyes tightly, he was trembling all over, but he refused to open his mouth.

Xu Shishi was not annoyed, he held Jian Zhan in his arms, kissed his lips straight, then pried his mouth open with all his strength, pinched it with his hands, threw the medicine in, and let him After drinking the water and calming down, he stared at him without saying a word.

Jian Zhan's breathing gradually calmed down. He lay on his side in Xu Shishi's arms, motionless. If it wasn't for the mess all over the floor, Yan Xun would almost have thought that Jian Zhan was dead.

"He won't die." Jian Zhan opened his eyes and looked at Xu Shi, looking at those calm eyes, Jian Zhan chuckled, "If he is... I can protect him... He loves so much Me, I didn't protect him..."

Xu Shishi didn't say anything. He didn't acquiesce or refute. He just looked at him quietly, watched Jian Zhan's eyes slowly drooping, and he moved his body only after he began to relax.Yan Xun quietly packed his things, while Xu Shishi put Jian Zhan on the bed and covered him with a thin quilt.

He sat by Jian Zhan's bed, stretched out his hand to brush his hair, and kissed his forehead lightly and gently.

"Zhan Zhan, sometimes everything that happens is unavoidable." Xu Shishi paused, "Good night."

Seeing that Jian Zhan was fast asleep, Xu Shishi carefully left the room with Yan Xun and closed the door.

Outside the door, Xu Shishi walked in the front. He looked at the men and women dancing wildly below, and asked in a low voice, "How's the investigation going?"

"This time seems to be a bit tricky. We found out that the person is Yin's chief game planner. He seems to have a good relationship with Yin Qing, but to what extent, we haven't found out yet." Yan Xun paused, "As for The power behind it...he is the son of Zheng Guotian from the Zheng family, he is far behind us and is not a threat."

"What about the others?" Xu Shishi looked sideways.

"The background seems a bit deep, and it will take some time." Yan Xun lowered his head, "It will be ready in three more days."

"Yeah." Xu Shishi nodded, and he turned his head to look at the tightly closed door, as if sighing, "Take care of him."

"Yes."

The footsteps became farther and farther down this corridor until they could no longer be heard.

Jian Zhan lay on the bed, and opened his eyes after a long time.

Everywhere is devastated, everywhere is white, and everywhere is dark.

At that moment, Jian Zhan suddenly felt that this was probably the real loneliness.

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