I like you as my student

Chapter 12 But I don't like him

"How old is Brother Zhang? He is in his prime, in his prime, and with you, I guarantee that I won't wrong you." Cheng Xiaoming continued to wash the vegetables, refusing to bring the topic to himself.

"You think he is good, then you go live with him." After leaving these words, Chen Yao finally escaped from the kitchen, not to provoke Cheng Xiaoming.

The corner of Cheng Xiaoming's mouth twitched. If he really fell in love with Senior Brother Zhang, Chen Yao would probably cry.

But now it's time for him to cry. It's already mid-December, and Han Luo's wedding is scheduled for New Year's Day. As for why he chose this festival, it's probably because everyone is on holiday.

Although he doesn't have any thoughts about Han Luo anymore, seeing his first love get married, the groom isn't me, the bride isn't me, and it doesn't feel good.

When he was eating, Chen Yao devoured it voraciously, completely disregarding his image. He ate like this, which was considered to give Cheng Xiaoming face, which showed that the food he cooked was delicious.

"Are you busy on New Year's Day? Accompany me to a wedding." I don't have any friends around me. If I really need someone to accompany me that day, then the best person is Chen Yao.

"Whose wedding?" Chen Yao was alone, and the B University exam was only after the festival. He was a teacher, and after class, he wanted to relax at home for a few days, so he didn't plan to go out to play.

"Han Luo, my college classmate." Cheng Xiaoming said concisely.

"Come on, it's just a college classmate's wedding, why do you want me to accompany you? Be honest, or I won't accompany you." Chen Yao asked Cheng Xiaoming with a sideways look while eating food arrogantly.

"We were good friends when we were in college, but after so many years, we have become estranged if we haven't contacted each other. I was afraid that I would be bored alone, so I wanted to drag you along." Cheng Xiaoming explained, this explanation was half-truth and half-false, Chen Yao Seeing his expression, he didn't ask any more questions, but readily agreed.

In fact, even if Cheng Xiaoming didn't say anything, he knew that the person had a special status, and it was probably the person in Cheng Xiaoming's heart.

Think about it, we were good friends in college, but we became estranged later.If Cheng Xiaoming has had such a person in his heart since college, it is not impossible, no, it is very possible.

After confirming this conjecture, of course Chen Yao had to accompany Cheng Xiaoming.

He thought that Cheng Xiaoming was his friend, and if he went to that person's wedding, he would definitely be wronged. Even if the people there didn't intentionally make him feel wronged, letting him watch the one he loves get married would be a big blow in itself.

But those who walk on this road will encounter such a thing one day, the former lover gets married, or the current lover gets married... This pain and bitterness, only by experiencing it first-hand, will you know the bone-destroying pain .

After eating, Chen Yao sat on the sofa contentedly, holding the tea that Cheng Xiaoming had just made for him in his hand, gossiping: "Speaking of which, what happened between you and that student named Jun Yinmo? Last time, I It seems that the child cares about you a lot? You see that you are sick, and he stayed here to take care of you..."

"It's just ordinary friends. We just met each other by chance, so we just help each other out." Cheng Xiaoming drank his own plain water, and he had long since given up fantasizing about being able to have anything with anyone. Loving someone is too tiring.

"Hey, I said Cheng Xiaoming, why are you so secretive? If you don't want people to know, then don't do it. After doing this, are you afraid? Isn't it just hooking up with a student! It's not a heinous thing , What are you covering up!" Chen Yao accused Cheng Xiaoming in a very disapproving tone.

"..."

Cheng Xiaoming could no longer keep up with Chen Yao's train of thought. He looked at Chen Yao blankly, thinking that this man must be lonely, and he must be missing Senior Brother Zhang.

"Don't tell me, I think that student of yours really likes you. Otherwise, a handsome young man would go to your house to cook for you after having a seizure? Brother, I advise you, if you meet someone you like, you should grab it. You are already 30 years old, not young anymore." Chen Yao persuaded with the tone of a close brother, without thinking about it, he is also 30 years old, and he has no regular lover, what position does he have against Cheng Xiaoming?

"Thank you for your concern, but I don't like him? Besides, I didn't feel that he likes me. If I were his age, I wouldn't like an uncle who is ten years older than me." Cheng Xiaoming said calmly, saying As far as Jun Yinmo is concerned, that kid is indeed handsome, good at cooking, and diligent in doing things, but that doesn't mean he will like it.

"You are a child lover, why do you like uncle." Chen Yao snorted coldly, he felt that Cheng Xiaoming was a bit out of line in this, people and children liked him, and he was picky, no wonder so At an older age, I have never talked about love.

Afterwards, when Cheng Xiaoming went to the library to borrow books, he met Jun Yinmo, who used to study by himself, and he greeted Jun Yinmo with a natural and unconcerned smile.But Jun Yinmo ignored him, and passed him by as if there was no such person.

wipe!So much personality!

Cheng Xiaoming thought about it depressedly, and then went to borrow books. He had nothing to do that day, so he was reading in the library by the way. When he was going out for lunch, he bumped into Jun Yinmo, who was also going to the cafeteria.

"By the way, you eat so many meals from me, why don't you treat me to one today." Cheng Xiaoming threw his arms around Jun Yinmo's shoulders, feeling the man's stiffness for a moment, and then struggled to shake off.Cheng Xiaoming grabbed his shoulder hard, but he was unmoved. Now that there are students going to eat, he will not openly turn his face on Jun Yinmo.

"Put your hand down, I don't know you." Jun Yinmo struggled for a while, then compromised, he said to Cheng Xiaoming coldly.

"No way, are you the one who crosses rivers and demolishes bridges like this? Although I'm a kind person, I don't thank you for my kindness, but you can't repay your kindness, and you wouldn't even want to have a meal with your benefactor!" Cheng Xiaoming said exaggeratedly, with a smile on his face meaning.He looked at these students who were struggling for the final exam, as if he saw himself in the past, and he was very familiar. Now that he is a teacher, he feels very comfortable.

"Mr. Cheng, I thank you for the help you gave me before, but please stay away from me in the future." Stay away from me, I can't control my heart, if you provoke me like this again, I'm afraid do anything to hurt you.

Since Jun Yinmo fell out with Cheng Xiaoming, he has not been relieved, but often dreams of Cheng Xiaoming, thinking of Cheng Xiaoming in everything, thinking of his every frown and smile, thinking of him, he is very good to him, and he will do a good job Cai, and his personality is also very gentle...

When Cheng Xiaoming bandaged his wound, his hands were light and his expression was focused...

He was going crazy, he didn't dare to tell anyone how much he missed that person, wanted to hold him in his arms, wanted to press him down...

So, he went online, checked same-sex groups, same-sex dating sites, same-sex post bars, forums, novels...

He also obtained resources, and in the dead of night, he hid under the blanket with his computer in his arms to watch.

When watching the film, he felt disgusted, and when he thought about hugging any man like this, he felt a chill.However, when he was dreaming at night, he dreamed that he was holding Cheng Xiaoming like this. He was so hungry and thirsty, so he wanted to tear the person in the dream to pieces.

"Why? Xiaomo, although I yelled at you last time, I always feel that I have already apologized to you and explained it clearly. We should still be good friends." Cheng Xiaoming said with a hurt face.

"I have different values ​​from yours, and we are not suitable to be friends." Jun Yinmo said coldly, he always liked to keep a cold face, but now, in Cheng Xiaoming's eyes, there was a trace of charm.

"Damn values, I didn't even know I had values, but you know that our values ​​are different?" Cheng Xiaoming was depressed, if it wasn't for the people coming and going on campus, he really wanted to fuck him to death.

Originally, Cheng Xiaoming wanted to pretend to be pitiful, but he didn't expect to be irritated by Jun Yinmo. He really couldn't figure out what this little brat was struggling with. Isn't it just to be friends, to eat together or something?As for pushing three obstacles and four obstacles like this.

Anyone who engages in scientific research has a bit of a temper. If you tell him not to be like this, he just wants to be like this.This Jun Yinmo didn't want to be friends with Cheng Xiaoming, then Cheng Xiaoming wanted to be friends with him even more, so he thought, what should we do with this little bastard?How to put him under his suit pants.

So, the following days became like this, when Jun Yinmo returned to the dormitory, he saw Cheng Xiaoming in his dormitory, chatting happily with his roommate.

Seeing him come back, the man said happily: "Xiao Mo is back? Come on, come on, you have worked hard on your studies recently, I cooked dumplings, and I brought some over for you to make supper."

Looking at the sound, there are really dumplings, which are packed in a big bucket. They look good in shape and big in size, which is really easy to arouse people's appetite.

Jun Yinmo unceremoniously picked up the chopsticks and ate them, and asked while eating, "Don't come next time."

"Hey, Xiaomo, what are you talking about? The senior came to see you because he has a good relationship with you. Isn't it chilling for you to say that?" Peng Can interjected.

Cheng Xiaoming just smiled and didn't speak.

He couldn't understand, what was in Jun Yinmo's mind?How can you be so heartless?Moreover, judging from the previous appearance, he does not seem to be a person who does not understand the world.

"Senior, don't pay attention to him, our dormitory, you can come here whenever you want in the future, just treat it as coming from this dormitory." Peng Can turned around and smiled at Cheng Xiaoming. He really liked Cheng Xiaoming. He has outstanding ability and can get along well with students. The teacher has no airs, so easy to get along with, it is really hard to like.

"Okay, I'll remember your words." Cheng Xiaoming said straightforwardly, ignoring Jun Yinmo.

It was approaching New Year's Day, and Cheng Xiaoming's mood should be getting worse and worse. Unexpectedly, because of his anger with Jun Yinmo, he left the matter of Han Luo's marriage out of the blue.

If he hadn't received a call from Han Luo at this time, he would have almost forgotten about it.

"Xiaoming, you must come on the first day. I haven't seen you for many years." Han Luo said warmly, without mentioning that Cheng Xiaoming liked him, and didn't mention that Cheng Xiaoming liked him. Time his escape and fear.

If he hadn't heard it from his friends, Cheng Xiaoming would not have known about it. He has always been very concerned about the fact that he likes him.

To put it bluntly, he wants to maintain his friendship with Cheng Xiaoming and get Cheng Xiaoming's care, but he is troubled by Cheng Xiaoming's love.

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