I like you as my student
Chapter 13 Han Luo's Wedding
Chapter 13 Han Luo's Wedding
When did you confess?Cheng Xiaoming lay on the bed, thinking about the past.
He and Han Luo were originally college classmates and roommates, and they had always had a good relationship. After their senior year, they and their partner rented a house to live outside in order to study.
That year, he graduated from university and was admitted as a graduate student at University A. By this time, Han Luo had already gone home to work.
Although Han Luo is a medical student, his family has a family business, and he is the only junior, so he must be trained to be the heir. He studied medicine to fulfill his childhood dream.
The Han family's family education is very strict, and it is equally strict when it comes to cultivating successors. Han Luo has to start from the bottom of the company. Every day is hard and tiring. Backstage or something...
He was under a lot of pressure, and Cheng Xiaoming often chatted with him, and the relationship between the two of them almost developed to the point that they couldn't do without each other.
That day, Cheng Xiaoming didn't know what was going on, so he called his friend and didn't know what to say, so he said, there are some things that can be done now, so do it quickly, don't wait until there is no chance, and then regret it.
So, Cheng Xiaoming called Han Luo convulsively.
"Han Luo, I love you, and I want to spend a lifetime with you." Cheng Xiaoming said when he dialed the phone.
After a long silence, the other side replied: "I know."
I know this sentence, and Cheng Xiaoming doesn't know how to reply.Han Luo didn't say that I don't love you, and he didn't say that I love you, that's all I know.
But Cheng Xiaoming knew that the two of them had nothing to do, and in this lifetime, it was impossible.
"I have fallen in love with you since I was a freshman. At that time, you were so sunny and handsome. When you were playing basketball, you were as fierce as a leopard, but after the game, you always smiled at me gently..."
That night, he talked a lot, about their past, about his love for him.
Finally, Han Luo said: "You will always be my favorite person."
After hanging up the phone, Cheng Xiaoming lay on the bed alone, thinking about Han Luo's last words.
You will always be my favorite person.
forever!But who knows how far forever?
These words are obviously so like love words, like the most touching promise, but Cheng Xiaoming knows that Han Luo means the love of his friends.He actually occupies a very large proportion in Han Luo's life. Although Han Luo is handsome and popular, he is lonely and lonely. It seems that no one can walk into his heart.
And Cheng Xiaoming happened to be the one who could clearly see his loneliness and loneliness. He took the initiative to approach Han Luo, accompany him, and be his best friend and deepest brother.
Cheng Xiaoming also didn't know why this feeling changed in nature and turned into love in the end.Sometimes, he would even dreamily think that their meeting was just to fulfill his love.Otherwise, why did Han Luo, who was supposed to be in business, come to medical school?
These are just delusions, the delusions of a poor worm who can't get love. In this world, nothing exists to fulfill a love that ends without a disease.
During his five years in college, everyone said that he was lofty and looked down on girls from our medical school, but in fact, he gave all his energy to Han Luo, and he had no spare time to appreciate other people.
The relationship with Jun Yinmo did not improve, and on the first day, he wore a dark suit that he didn't like, and he was accompanied by Chen Yao, who looked upright. Both of them had first-class looks, which attracted the attention of the guests.
Han Luo saw Cheng Xiaoming at first glance, but when he saw Chen Yao next to him, his expression froze. Fortunately, he is a veteran in shopping malls, so he quickly concealed his emotions. If Cheng Xiaoming's attention had not been on him all the time body, will not find.
It doesn't matter if he misunderstood, let him know that he has a partner, so he won't feel so guilty.
After saying congratulations, Cheng Xiaoming dragged Chen Yao to find some acquaintances. Since he came, he must say hello to his college classmates.
The two found Cheng Xiaoming and their old classmate's table. Everyone was in their thirties.
Greeted everyone, the brothers who used to talk about everything, but the content of the chat was which unit they are working in now, talking about their own pride, who is married, where is their new house, who has a child...
Cheng Xiaoming can't participate in all the topics. He is a person who has stayed in the campus all his life. He has not yet learned the social skills in society. He listens silently. Occasionally, when someone asks him how he is, he will say that he is a teacher... Look again The man couldn't hide his sympathy, and Cheng Xiaoming didn't know what to say.
"That person is the one you've been thinking about for so many years? He has such a good appearance!" Seeing that he was unhappy, Chen Yao wanted to find a topic, but he didn't expect this topic to poke Cheng Xiaoming's sore spot.
"I miss you so much, but I can't miss him, okay?" Cheng Xiaoming retorted with a smile, took a sip of the tea on the table, and concealed his emotions.
Yes, he doesn't care about the achievements of his classmates, and he won't be jealous, because he is doing what he likes, and he doesn't like fame and achievement.But the man is getting married, and the bride is beautiful.
The first love is married, the groom is not him, and the bride is not him.
Maybe it was hidden for many years, but Cheng Xiaoming's expression on his face was perfect, smiling, or silent, with quiet eyes, but probably only Chen Yao who was present could guess that he felt uncomfortable, very sad, and wished to die.
At any banquet, you have to drink at the end, and the relationship that was born due to separation will come back after a few glasses of wine.
Cheng Xiaoming also drank a few glasses. Even though he could drink well, he talked more and completely recovered his energy in class.
He can talk loudly with his classmates about the progress and development of medicine, the direction of scientific research, and the future direction of medicine...
Everyone also thought he was bragging, laughed, and didn't take it seriously, but the atmosphere was very good and lively.
When Han Luo led the bride to toast, everyone joked: "You two had such a good relationship back then, and you both moved out to live together. Why didn't Xiaoming be the best man when Han Luo got married?"
Han Luo smiled awkwardly. He had an invitation, but Cheng Xiaoming refused.What he hopes most is that Cheng Xiaoming can be his best man, apart from other things, Cheng Xiaoming's position in his heart cannot be replaced by anyone.
"Han Luo invited me. I was too busy with work recently, so I was afraid of delaying Han Luo's marriage, so I refused." Cheng Xiaoming explained from the side. When he said this, his face was full of smiles, because After drinking, her fair face was slightly flushed, and her eyes were as calm as water.
"That means brother, you are being unkind. Han Luo gets married once in his life, and you put it off because of the endless work. I am so sorry brother." Someone said beside him.
Han Luo took a deep look at Cheng Xiaoming, and said, "Yes, it's too unkind. I got married just once, and you didn't give me any face. My brother loved you for nothing." It was a big day, and when it was mentioned, they were always joking, but no one realized that this was just adding salt to Cheng Xiaoming's wound.
Cheng Xiaoming felt that his face was going to freeze from smiling, tears were coming out, Han Luo finally led the bride away.
Finally breathed a sigh of relief, he slumped on the chair, only then did he feel Chen Yao's hand on his waist.He glanced at Chen Yao gratefully, but he saw the man looking at him with playful and complicated eyes.
"Think about classmate Xiaomo, how innocent and kind, come, let's drink!" Chen Yao smiled comfortingly.
Cheng Xiaoming roared inwardly, innocent and kind ass!No, what is that bastard Ti Jun Yinmo doing at this time?It's all up to now, and the psychopath is still angry because Cheng Xiaoming lied to him, and he has no intention of reconciling at all, which is quite exasperating when he thinks about it.
No, the topic went off track. Now it's his first love getting married, and the bride and groom are not the scene of his tragedy.
"Are you sick!" Cheng Xiaoming said to Chen Yao after drinking a glass of wine.
"Then do you have any medicine?" Chen Yao asked with a smile.
I have your sister!Cheng Xiaoming really wanted to yell like this, but he didn't say anything in the end. Judging by Chen Yao's expression, he was actually teasing him because he was worried about him.
Halfway through, Han Luolai told Cheng Xiaoming that he was not allowed to leave the stage halfway, and that he would come to him if there was something to do after the wedding.Cheng Xiaoming was so depressed. He originally thought that after the toast, he would be able to get away with Chen Yao. He didn't expect Han Luo to say that. Today, Han Luo is the groom, so he wouldn't give him face and just sit there.
Drink this wine one cup at a time, no matter how good your drinking capacity is, there will be times when you get drunk.
When the people around him were about to leave, and the bride and groom saw off batch after batch of guests, Cheng Xiaoming was still drinking from the jug.
"Are you drunk?" Chen Yao asked in a low voice. "No, it's like I'm not drunk. This wedding wine is not good at all." Cheng Xiaoming said with a bit of drunkenness.
Finally, after seeing off all the guests, including the bride, they were sent back to the new house. Cheng Xiaoming was still there miraculously. He was holding a wine bottle, his eyes were clear, but he obviously couldn't focus.
Seeing Han Luo walking towards him with a smile, he asked drunkenly, "Do you want me to witness your entire wedding so that I can give up?"
After asking this question, both Chen Yao and Han Luo were stunned.Chen Yao glanced at Han Luo, then walked to the side to find some water to drink, leaving some room for the two to talk.
"I don't know, I know it's unfair to you, you will be very sad, but I just want you to participate in my whole wedding, if possible, I even want you to participate in my life all the time."
"I am very selfish. For so many years, you have been the best to me, and you have been with me all the time without asking for anything in return. I even hope that you will continue to treat me like this, but I can't give you anything and keep hurting you. you……"
"Xiaoming, you also know that I'm selfish, right? But you've always spoiled me. Until now, when I'm going to marry another woman, you've still spoiled me."
"Sorry, I can't love you, but you are even more important than my relatives in my heart."
Han Luo raised his eyes, his pupils were red, Cheng Xiaoming didn't know if he would cry the next moment.
He sat quietly and listened to what the man said. He knew everything, but so what?What he wants is Han Luo, if he can't get it, what's the use of talking about it?
Fortunately, he had already given up, he had given up a long time ago, he didn't wait for Han Luo to be 30 years old, he just didn't find a suitable person, he was just, a little afraid to love someone with all his heart like this again.
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When did you confess?Cheng Xiaoming lay on the bed, thinking about the past.
He and Han Luo were originally college classmates and roommates, and they had always had a good relationship. After their senior year, they and their partner rented a house to live outside in order to study.
That year, he graduated from university and was admitted as a graduate student at University A. By this time, Han Luo had already gone home to work.
Although Han Luo is a medical student, his family has a family business, and he is the only junior, so he must be trained to be the heir. He studied medicine to fulfill his childhood dream.
The Han family's family education is very strict, and it is equally strict when it comes to cultivating successors. Han Luo has to start from the bottom of the company. Every day is hard and tiring. Backstage or something...
He was under a lot of pressure, and Cheng Xiaoming often chatted with him, and the relationship between the two of them almost developed to the point that they couldn't do without each other.
That day, Cheng Xiaoming didn't know what was going on, so he called his friend and didn't know what to say, so he said, there are some things that can be done now, so do it quickly, don't wait until there is no chance, and then regret it.
So, Cheng Xiaoming called Han Luo convulsively.
"Han Luo, I love you, and I want to spend a lifetime with you." Cheng Xiaoming said when he dialed the phone.
After a long silence, the other side replied: "I know."
I know this sentence, and Cheng Xiaoming doesn't know how to reply.Han Luo didn't say that I don't love you, and he didn't say that I love you, that's all I know.
But Cheng Xiaoming knew that the two of them had nothing to do, and in this lifetime, it was impossible.
"I have fallen in love with you since I was a freshman. At that time, you were so sunny and handsome. When you were playing basketball, you were as fierce as a leopard, but after the game, you always smiled at me gently..."
That night, he talked a lot, about their past, about his love for him.
Finally, Han Luo said: "You will always be my favorite person."
After hanging up the phone, Cheng Xiaoming lay on the bed alone, thinking about Han Luo's last words.
You will always be my favorite person.
forever!But who knows how far forever?
These words are obviously so like love words, like the most touching promise, but Cheng Xiaoming knows that Han Luo means the love of his friends.He actually occupies a very large proportion in Han Luo's life. Although Han Luo is handsome and popular, he is lonely and lonely. It seems that no one can walk into his heart.
And Cheng Xiaoming happened to be the one who could clearly see his loneliness and loneliness. He took the initiative to approach Han Luo, accompany him, and be his best friend and deepest brother.
Cheng Xiaoming also didn't know why this feeling changed in nature and turned into love in the end.Sometimes, he would even dreamily think that their meeting was just to fulfill his love.Otherwise, why did Han Luo, who was supposed to be in business, come to medical school?
These are just delusions, the delusions of a poor worm who can't get love. In this world, nothing exists to fulfill a love that ends without a disease.
During his five years in college, everyone said that he was lofty and looked down on girls from our medical school, but in fact, he gave all his energy to Han Luo, and he had no spare time to appreciate other people.
The relationship with Jun Yinmo did not improve, and on the first day, he wore a dark suit that he didn't like, and he was accompanied by Chen Yao, who looked upright. Both of them had first-class looks, which attracted the attention of the guests.
Han Luo saw Cheng Xiaoming at first glance, but when he saw Chen Yao next to him, his expression froze. Fortunately, he is a veteran in shopping malls, so he quickly concealed his emotions. If Cheng Xiaoming's attention had not been on him all the time body, will not find.
It doesn't matter if he misunderstood, let him know that he has a partner, so he won't feel so guilty.
After saying congratulations, Cheng Xiaoming dragged Chen Yao to find some acquaintances. Since he came, he must say hello to his college classmates.
The two found Cheng Xiaoming and their old classmate's table. Everyone was in their thirties.
Greeted everyone, the brothers who used to talk about everything, but the content of the chat was which unit they are working in now, talking about their own pride, who is married, where is their new house, who has a child...
Cheng Xiaoming can't participate in all the topics. He is a person who has stayed in the campus all his life. He has not yet learned the social skills in society. He listens silently. Occasionally, when someone asks him how he is, he will say that he is a teacher... Look again The man couldn't hide his sympathy, and Cheng Xiaoming didn't know what to say.
"That person is the one you've been thinking about for so many years? He has such a good appearance!" Seeing that he was unhappy, Chen Yao wanted to find a topic, but he didn't expect this topic to poke Cheng Xiaoming's sore spot.
"I miss you so much, but I can't miss him, okay?" Cheng Xiaoming retorted with a smile, took a sip of the tea on the table, and concealed his emotions.
Yes, he doesn't care about the achievements of his classmates, and he won't be jealous, because he is doing what he likes, and he doesn't like fame and achievement.But the man is getting married, and the bride is beautiful.
The first love is married, the groom is not him, and the bride is not him.
Maybe it was hidden for many years, but Cheng Xiaoming's expression on his face was perfect, smiling, or silent, with quiet eyes, but probably only Chen Yao who was present could guess that he felt uncomfortable, very sad, and wished to die.
At any banquet, you have to drink at the end, and the relationship that was born due to separation will come back after a few glasses of wine.
Cheng Xiaoming also drank a few glasses. Even though he could drink well, he talked more and completely recovered his energy in class.
He can talk loudly with his classmates about the progress and development of medicine, the direction of scientific research, and the future direction of medicine...
Everyone also thought he was bragging, laughed, and didn't take it seriously, but the atmosphere was very good and lively.
When Han Luo led the bride to toast, everyone joked: "You two had such a good relationship back then, and you both moved out to live together. Why didn't Xiaoming be the best man when Han Luo got married?"
Han Luo smiled awkwardly. He had an invitation, but Cheng Xiaoming refused.What he hopes most is that Cheng Xiaoming can be his best man, apart from other things, Cheng Xiaoming's position in his heart cannot be replaced by anyone.
"Han Luo invited me. I was too busy with work recently, so I was afraid of delaying Han Luo's marriage, so I refused." Cheng Xiaoming explained from the side. When he said this, his face was full of smiles, because After drinking, her fair face was slightly flushed, and her eyes were as calm as water.
"That means brother, you are being unkind. Han Luo gets married once in his life, and you put it off because of the endless work. I am so sorry brother." Someone said beside him.
Han Luo took a deep look at Cheng Xiaoming, and said, "Yes, it's too unkind. I got married just once, and you didn't give me any face. My brother loved you for nothing." It was a big day, and when it was mentioned, they were always joking, but no one realized that this was just adding salt to Cheng Xiaoming's wound.
Cheng Xiaoming felt that his face was going to freeze from smiling, tears were coming out, Han Luo finally led the bride away.
Finally breathed a sigh of relief, he slumped on the chair, only then did he feel Chen Yao's hand on his waist.He glanced at Chen Yao gratefully, but he saw the man looking at him with playful and complicated eyes.
"Think about classmate Xiaomo, how innocent and kind, come, let's drink!" Chen Yao smiled comfortingly.
Cheng Xiaoming roared inwardly, innocent and kind ass!No, what is that bastard Ti Jun Yinmo doing at this time?It's all up to now, and the psychopath is still angry because Cheng Xiaoming lied to him, and he has no intention of reconciling at all, which is quite exasperating when he thinks about it.
No, the topic went off track. Now it's his first love getting married, and the bride and groom are not the scene of his tragedy.
"Are you sick!" Cheng Xiaoming said to Chen Yao after drinking a glass of wine.
"Then do you have any medicine?" Chen Yao asked with a smile.
I have your sister!Cheng Xiaoming really wanted to yell like this, but he didn't say anything in the end. Judging by Chen Yao's expression, he was actually teasing him because he was worried about him.
Halfway through, Han Luolai told Cheng Xiaoming that he was not allowed to leave the stage halfway, and that he would come to him if there was something to do after the wedding.Cheng Xiaoming was so depressed. He originally thought that after the toast, he would be able to get away with Chen Yao. He didn't expect Han Luo to say that. Today, Han Luo is the groom, so he wouldn't give him face and just sit there.
Drink this wine one cup at a time, no matter how good your drinking capacity is, there will be times when you get drunk.
When the people around him were about to leave, and the bride and groom saw off batch after batch of guests, Cheng Xiaoming was still drinking from the jug.
"Are you drunk?" Chen Yao asked in a low voice. "No, it's like I'm not drunk. This wedding wine is not good at all." Cheng Xiaoming said with a bit of drunkenness.
Finally, after seeing off all the guests, including the bride, they were sent back to the new house. Cheng Xiaoming was still there miraculously. He was holding a wine bottle, his eyes were clear, but he obviously couldn't focus.
Seeing Han Luo walking towards him with a smile, he asked drunkenly, "Do you want me to witness your entire wedding so that I can give up?"
After asking this question, both Chen Yao and Han Luo were stunned.Chen Yao glanced at Han Luo, then walked to the side to find some water to drink, leaving some room for the two to talk.
"I don't know, I know it's unfair to you, you will be very sad, but I just want you to participate in my whole wedding, if possible, I even want you to participate in my life all the time."
"I am very selfish. For so many years, you have been the best to me, and you have been with me all the time without asking for anything in return. I even hope that you will continue to treat me like this, but I can't give you anything and keep hurting you. you……"
"Xiaoming, you also know that I'm selfish, right? But you've always spoiled me. Until now, when I'm going to marry another woman, you've still spoiled me."
"Sorry, I can't love you, but you are even more important than my relatives in my heart."
Han Luo raised his eyes, his pupils were red, Cheng Xiaoming didn't know if he would cry the next moment.
He sat quietly and listened to what the man said. He knew everything, but so what?What he wants is Han Luo, if he can't get it, what's the use of talking about it?
Fortunately, he had already given up, he had given up a long time ago, he didn't wait for Han Luo to be 30 years old, he just didn't find a suitable person, he was just, a little afraid to love someone with all his heart like this again.
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