Spring time

At the beginning of April, spring is just beginning, and the late spring cold seems to have ravaged in March, and the warm and humid atmosphere can already be felt.The buds on the treetops are newly born, and there is some thin drizzle in the sky from time to time, accompanied by the smell of soil, which can always give people a fresh and elegant atmosphere.At this time, the north may still feel a little cold, but the south has become warm. People on the street can easily spend the whole April with only a thin shirt.

In the early morning, the sky was still gray. After the plane landed at Dalian Zhoushuizi Airport, I dragged my luggage, which was half a person's height, to the exit of the airport.There was a long-lost cold breath in the air, and the wind was still so strong that people couldn't open their eyes. I took a deep breath, gathered my clothes, and looked for the bus stop bound for the university city.

Scattered around the airport are some people, in a hurry, running non-stop for their respective destinations.The temperature in the morning is still very low, and the sun has not yet risen. Most of the people tucked their skirts and lowered their heads on the road, as if this could drive away the oncoming cold wind.

I have been busy for a long time, and finally got on the bus bound for the university town. I sat on the seat, rubbed my hands that were frozen red, and watched the car slowly leave the airport. Outside the window of the car, there was a vast suburban scenery, and the trees were still bare. , but you can still see some small and not thick trees growing some bright yellow leaves on the branches of the roadside, which finally brings some vitality to the depressed and monotonous scenery along the way.

The temperature inside the car gradually distanced itself from the temperature outside the car. Because of the temperature difference, a thin mist formed on the car windows, making the scenery outside the window blurred.I gave up the idea of ​​admiring nature, leaned my head on the seat, closed my eyes and meditated.The exhaustion of the journey made me fall asleep quickly, and with the roar of the bus engine, I gradually fell asleep.

I studied abroad for a year in the island country, and now I am back in the second semester of my senior year, and the next step is to go out to find some internship jobs.You are about to graduate, and there are always many things waiting for you to do.But it seems that I have gotten used to it. During the year in the island country, renting a house, working part-time, studying, and communicating alone, there will always be some unexpected things waiting for you to solve every day.It’s just that a year has passed in the midst of stress and busyness, and now when the graduation season comes, I can’t help but sigh that four years are really short, and it seems that there is nothing to linger and remember, and it has become a chapter in my life that has been turned over.

Youth is fleeting, and time flies by. Unfortunately, I don’t seem to cherish these four years, and I have nothing to miss. I haven’t met a person I like, and I don’t know if anyone has liked me. I don't know the taste of love.I am neither the most prominent nor the most inconspicuous, so I stayed in a corner of the world for 4 years in obscurity.

Only now did I suddenly realize, ah, my college life is over, that's all.Some people may say that I am cold-blooded and emotionless.Yes, maybe I am completely used to it, and there seems to be nothing attractive about the people and things around me, but I still hope that there will always be such a person waiting for me before the long journey, waiting patiently for me to find him , and then join hands together to finish the rest of the long and short life.

It's a pity that I haven't been able to wait for such a person for 22 years.In the remaining days, will he show up? I have looked forward to it.But I am used to seeing the frustrated emotional experiences of relatives and friends around me, which makes me feel that there is really such a person in the world. Is there such a person who understands everything about you, accepts all your shortcomings and shortcomings, and can be at the right time? Give you everything you need, and be patient enough to bear with what comes next.And such people are now a rare species on the verge of extinction.

Gradually, my anticipation and hope for that person's appearance faded, let it be, if I am lucky enough to meet, it is the fate of my three lives, but if I don't appear, I can live alone Have fun.

I suddenly remembered that my roommate had repeatedly urged me to find my other half in these four years, and teased me that I was the only woman among the 4 people in the dormitory who was still emotionally blank.As for me, I always wave my hand and refuse, why should I give my feelings so easily because of some emotional experience, is it so interesting?

During the year, I separated and reunited, or replaced countless lovers, and then told others how many boyfriends I have had; my ex, what kind of person my ex-ex is; how rich my emotional experience is.But I don't need these.I just need one, and the only one is enough.

I will not give affection easily, but once I am determined, I will give everything for that person.Perhaps this is too extreme, but such feelings are the most sincere and passionate.

After about an hour or so, the bus finally stopped.I got out of the car, carried my luggage, and stood beside the wide crossroads, suddenly unable to recover.After a year, the scenery around the school is still familiar, but soon, I will leave this city, and the school here can only become a fragment of my youth, maybe I won’t even have the chance to revisit the old place have.

I smiled and shook my head, thinking about what to do so far away, what the road will look like in the future is still unknown, the important thing now is how to drag this heavy luggage back to the dormitory, there is still more than ten minutes away, I took a deep breath, dragged my luggage and walked towards the east gate of the school.

After finally arriving at the dormitory, the door is locked, probably all my roommates have gone to practice.I took out the key and opened the door. The dormitory is still the same, but the seat that belongs to me is full of things that don't belong to me, and the table is still covered with a thin layer of dust. It seems that no one has cleaned it for a long time.I sighed and started packing my luggage.

The busy morning passed, and in the afternoon I went to the Academic Affairs Office to complete the relevant procedures, take a bath, and eat.But everything was in order, and night had fallen.I lay on the bed exhausted and never wanted to get up.This reminds me of four years ago when I came to this university in the north alone from the southernmost point. In a strange and tired environment, I ran around alone to buy all the daily necessities needed by freshmen and go through cumbersome admission procedures. , so that the embarrassing experience of almost passing out afterwards.And it seems to be somewhat similar to today.

By the way, I have to start preparing for the internship tomorrow, I thought.

Things always come one after another, but fortunately I'm used to it, I smiled wryly and closed my heavy eyes.tomorrow is a new day.

The author has something to say: the plot development may be a bit slow~~