Spring time

The time with An Xin is always so pleasant that it makes me feel that this should be the best time of my life.We were doing what all girlfriends would do, such as shopping aimlessly for a drive together; eating together in an open-air restaurant; sitting and chatting together on a rooftop full of stars; Hold hands and press the curb.It's just that these are all dating me with peace of mind, I have never dated her.Because of this, An Xin is always complaining about me, saying that I am an idiot, I don't know how to take the initiative, so I chase after the person I like in this way.And I can only smile wryly in my heart, the person I like is right in front of me, but I dare not and cannot tell her.

I have always been obsessed with An Xin's meticulous attitude at work. I like the way she concentrates on drawing sketches; I like the way she speaks in high spirits at meetings; I like her energy to forget the time as soon as she devotes herself.When I was sitting next to her and watching her writing vigorously, I didn't know that the two or three strands of hair on the forehead had been scattered on the desk, and it was very inconvenient to cover her eyes.I can't bear to remind you who have forgotten yourself, so I just quietly walked to your side, and gently hid those two or three strands of annoying hair, and put them on your slender and small ears.

You woke up suddenly, and then looked at me for a long time, I was a little embarrassed.

I'm sorry, I just want to straighten your hair for you, I didn't expect to disturb you.

An Xin just raised a smile and said to me, it's okay, it's already late, I forgot the time again, I kept you waiting, let's go eat.

it is good.

That day, I suddenly felt that your smile was really gentle, so gentle.

Because of the mutual coordination and joint efforts of the two companies, the effect of those advertisements was surprisingly good, which can be regarded as a successful entry into the young people's market for that kitchenware company.The two companies held a celebration party, and the person in charge of the project planned to organize a group trip for all the staff participating in the project, which was regarded as a reward for the employees.Specifically, it is a mountaineering trip, the location is in a tourist attraction well-known to travel friends in a neighboring province, where there are large areas of high mountains and forests.Although it is late autumn, the temperature is still pleasant. It is a good time when the autumn is clear and cloudless, and it has avoided the peak tourist season, so there will be quite few tourists.People who have been entangled in work for several months and cannot relax are extremely excited and eager to try, rubbing their shoulders to prepare the luggage and supplies needed for hiking, and promise to make up for all the hardships and difficulties in the past few months.

And I have never been very interested in such activities, so I wanted to decline.But when I saw An Xin's name on the other company's registration form, I changed my original intention and became the last person to sign up for this event.An Xin called me that night and asked if I had signed up. Of course, I wouldn't tell An Xin that if I hadn't seen her name appearing on the registration form, I wouldn't have come to participate. Meaningless activities, I just told An Xin that I signed up, just yesterday.

An Xin seemed to exhale lightly on the other end of the phone.

I thought you wouldn't take part in such an event because of your awkward personality.Then she joked that even if I said I would not participate, she would forcefully pull me to accompany her. Who told me that I was her best girlfriend? Without me, this trip would be very boring. .

I was on the other end of the phone, quietly listening to An Xin talking and laughing, I could hear the joy in her heart, it seemed that it was just because I agreed to go on a trip with her.I was a little shocked, did I really feel so heavy about An Xin?

I didn't bring many things, just a few changes of clothes and a warm coat for the coolness of the late autumn night.All packed in a red backpack.When I saw you waving to me in the line ready to go, I couldn't help blaming you in my heart, this is going to climb a mountain, don't worry, but you still go your own way, wearing a flowing long skirt, a solid-color T-shirt and a straw woven Shoulder bag, flat shoes, and a small suitcase beside him.I smiled wryly, this is really An Xin's consistent style.

When An Xin saw me, she couldn't help covering her mouth and laughing.

However, looking at your outfit, the dark blue baseball cap, bright yellow pullover, black cropped slacks, short boots, and travel bag make you look more like a child. I don’t know. I thought we were organizing students to go on an autumn outing.

I also teased her, don't worry, then you are going to the beach for your honeymoon in this outfit.

In this way, we boarded the bus to the destination of this trip while joking and beating each other.

An Xin was sitting next to me. Not long after the bus departed, she put on her earphones and leaned quietly on the seat with her eyes closed.And I was leaning against the window, looking aimlessly at the scenery that flashed by outside.It was only later that I realized that An Xin, who thought she was asleep, seemed uncomfortable, and her breathing was heavy.I gently shook her awake and asked her what was wrong.She just told me in a low voice.

I'm not used to taking the bus, and I always feel dizzy and nauseous every time I take the bus.

I blamed her distressedly, since I knew it would be so uncomfortable, why did I foolishly insist on choosing this long-distance trip that would take a long time in the bus.

An Xin just smiled weakly.

It's okay, I'm by your side, you will definitely take care of me.

Seeing An Xin like this, I felt a throbbing pain in my heart. While blaming myself for being so slow and not discovering An Xin's abnormality earlier, I took a long-sleeved coat from my bag and gently draped it on An Xin's shoulders. Stuffed a box of sour plums for her.

Take two pills quickly, and it won't be so uncomfortable.

After An Xin finished eating, he leaned his head on my shoulder, as if putting all his weight on my right arm.And I didn't dare to move easily, I just stroked her hair carefully with my left hand.I didn't move my body until I felt that An Xin's breathing was getting more and more steady, and I was sure that she was deeply asleep.I don't want to wake up An Xin, who has finally fallen asleep, just because of some slight actions, it's such a pity.In this way, I leaned on the seat, surrounded by the charming atmosphere of peace of mind, which makes people unable to help but indulge in it.

From time to time, for An Xin, I would gently push those loose strands of hair behind my ears, and for An Xin, I would cover up the coat that fell due to her inadvertent movements while she was asleep, or just look at her quietly from the side, watching her The slightly curled eyelashes due to sleep, the full forehead, the bridge of Takahashi's nose, the fair and flawless skin, and the small and somewhat pale lips.

Only at this time can I indulge myself unscrupulously, in a very close distance, look at An Xin, gently caress her face, don't deliberately suppress my straightforward and soft eyes; don't have to force her Hide your burning love for An Xin by yourself; don't be jealous of the existence of An Xin's boyfriend, and be jealous of everything he can give you, and I can do nothing for you.I just looked at you with eyes so soft that they could melt into water, without a trace of fatigue, and all my troubles and sorrows were left behind by me.Because there are only us here; because I know that this time belonging to two people will soon end, so I can enjoy every minute and every second with you without any scruples.

How I wish this journey would never end, unfortunately you will wake up sooner or later.

The afternoon sun shines through the small gaps between the densely packed leaves of the trees on the side of the road, and shoots into the car window, leaving mottled and fleeting shadows on you and me.I watched these shadows passing quickly on your delicate cheeks, without leaving any traces.You still haven’t woken up until nightfall, it’s past dinner time, the people in the car are tired and leaning on their seats with their eyes closed after solving the dinner problem by themselves, only slight whispers can be heard in the dark car The sound, and some shaking blue and white phone screen lights.I'm a little hungry, but I still can't bear to wake you up, so I'll let you sleep until you feel hungry, wake up automatically, and then we're going to have a big meal.Thinking of this, the corners of my mouth couldn't help but rise, then I leaned on the seat and closed my eyes tiredly.

It wasn't until I was woken up by you that I realized it was past 4 o'clock in the morning.

You said, of course, we are here, get up quickly.

Then you added, of course, your shoulders are really good, and it actually made me sleep in the car for countless years, and I didn't wake up until now.

I just smiled, then rubbed my hazy eyes habitually, and suddenly found that my right arm was numb and painful, and my back was also sore and uncomfortable.I took a deep breath and beat it lightly a few times without you noticing.

The previously dark carriages were fully illuminated, and people packed their luggage in a commotion, wanting to escape this uncomfortable place earlier.An Xin was already packing up, we waited until everyone got out of the car before leaving with our luggage.Our hostel is on the edge of a small town, a distinctive youth hostel at the foot of a big mountain.Because it was still early in the morning, there was no one around.Through the bright light at the entrance of the hotel, I can vaguely see the outline of the huge mountain range not far away, against the dark gray night, it is a bit scary.At this moment, An Xin leaned towards me, and I could feel her trembling. I shook my head, put my coat on An Xin, and blamed her, it was cold at night, so I didn't wear so little, so don't catch a cold.

When An Xin held me with a cool hand, I finally couldn't hide my heart that was about to jump out, my cheeks were slightly hot, I knew I must be very embarrassed now, but luckily An Xin couldn't see my flushed face clearly at night .And there is only one reason, which is why I chose this journey that I don't like very much, not only because of An Xin, but also because I can live in the same room with her, I don't know if I can sleep with An Xin In a bed, although I really look forward to it, even if I don't, I can be very satisfied.Because I can tell myself that An Xin fell asleep very close to me, and I can clearly hear An Xin's shallow or deep breathing; I can feel the breath of An Xin lingering in me all the time can pretend to be her boyfriend, and accompany her in the most intimate way under the same roof.

These little ulterior thoughts lingered in my mind before I embarked on this trip, so I could only bear it and put on a calm expression.But the closer I get to the destination, the more I can't control my excited heart.Therefore, even if An Xin is too slight to be touched now, it will make my disobedient emotions explode.

The person in charge of the company said that today's journey is exhausting, so let's take a day off first, make a good adjustment, and start the so-called mountaineering plan tomorrow.When people received the key cards of the rooms, they all dispersed like birds and beasts.

The rooms are reserved, there are triple rooms, double rooms, and single rooms with only double beds.There are two or three people in each room, the same gender and one person live together, and An Xin and I will be in the same room as a matter of course.But what I didn't expect was that when An Xin chose a room, she chose a single room with only one double bed.And her reason was that the single bed was too small to sleep well.

but.

I asked An Xin, even if it's a double bed, I still have a place next to you, and you don't like other people's intimate touch, I thought you would choose a double room.

And An Xin just pinched my face.

Of course, you are not someone else.

My face was so hot that I immediately lowered my head, pretending to pack my luggage, so that An Xin would not see my cheeks that were as red as boiled prawns.

Our room is on the third floor, and we need to climb up the narrow and steep wooden stairs of the hostel to get there. I grabbed An Xin’s bag and walked ahead, but I could only carry it with my left hand, because the pain in my right arm still didn’t go away. can be eliminated.After entering the room, An Xin said that she really couldn't stand the smell of dust on her body, so she took a change of clothes and went into the bathroom, while I knelt on the ground to pack An Xin's and my luggage.It was just the faint sound of water coming from the bathroom that distracted me. I quickly sorted out the embarrassing scene, left the bedroom as if fleeing, and came to the balcony, hoping that the breeze would blow away the blush on my cheeks.

At the end of the sky, the white belly was exposed, and the sun slowly rose from behind the distant mountains. The sky was dyed red and dazzling by the rising sun, which was quite spectacular.Only then did I realize that downstairs is a large stretch of golden rice fields, spreading all the way to the edge of the foothills, and the morning dew on these plants is illuminated by the light sunlight, which is somewhat reflective, exuding a strong local flavor, beautiful and peaceful .

Finally, my restless heart finally calmed down, and I lay prone on the balcony like this until An Xin came out of the bathroom and yelled for me to wash up.It's just that when I stood naked in the bathroom and looked at me in the mirror that was blurred by steam, my face still turned red.I let the water flow over my body, and there was still a reassuring smell in the bathroom, which made my heart palpitate inexplicably. I don't need to look to know how embarrassed I am now.

I stayed in the bathroom for a long time, slapping my red cheeks with cold water, until even An Xin felt that something had happened to me, ran to the bathroom door and knocked on my door, and I had no choice but to go out.

An Xin said, of course, I have never seen someone who can wash for such a long time like you. After washing for more than an hour, I am really not afraid of being suffocated in it.

I can only lie and say that I am too tired and want to soak in more hot water.An Xin didn't say anything, just took a dry towel, let me lie in her arms, and was going to help me wipe my hair.

I embarrassedly refused and said no, but your tone made me irresistible.

Of course, your hair is so long, if you don't dry it, you will catch a cold easily, come here.

It is impossible for me to say no again, so that you will see my strangely nervous little emotions, and you can only lie stiffly in your soft arms, and you kneel on the bed, gently wiping me with a towel Wet hair, the balcony is still open, and the cool morning breeze blows into the room from time to time, blowing the light orange floor-to-ceiling curtains messy, making a crisp sound.

Gradually, my body became less stiff, and I just lay quietly in your arms, and all I breathed was your unique fragrance. At that time, I really felt that there seemed to be no regrets in dying in such a gentle country. up.

After An Xin helped me dry my hair, she went to the balcony, closed the door, and drew the curtains. The room was dark again. I didn't dare to face An Xin, so I could only sleep with my back to her. After covering her with the quilt, she lay down beside me. I thought that An Xin wouldn't make any more moves, but I still curled up in the corner stiffly, not daring to turn around.It wasn't long before An Xin, who was lying flat, turned to me, then gently wrapped her arms around my waist, and whispered softly in my ear.

Well, take a rest, it's been a tiring day.

When An Xin surrounded me, my whole body suddenly tensed up, but the gentle whisper in my ear made me relax slowly.I was lying in An Xin's arms, surrounded by her breath, and what I could feel in my ears was An Xin's steady and warm breath and heat.An Xin's warm palms are resting on my stomach, and I can even feel the softness behind me.

Am I dreaming, or am I already in a dream.But I can't handle it anymore.I only know that An Xin is by my side, we are close to each other, warming each other, we are so close, there is no gap.

Maybe it's so warm and beautiful that all of this makes me feel that it's just a fleeting fantasy, or just a beautiful Nankeyi dream, but I have already obtained a great satisfaction that I never even expected It's over, isn't it? There is nothing I can complain about anymore. Finally, I closed my tired eyes and fell asleep.

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