Spring time

Because of the accident last night, An Xin and I could only sleep in the tent with our clothes on. After a short nap, we were awakened after just 2 hours, ready to climb the mountain.

It was still dark, so we simply packed our luggage, cleaned up the rubbish left after the carnival last night, packed it in a woven bag, and prepared to take it away when we went down the mountain.Then a group of people packed lightly and climbed to the top.The destination is not far away. After walking for half an hour, we arrived. The tour guide said that the time is just right, and we will see the sunrise in 5 minutes.We found our respective suitable positions and waited for the sunrise to come.

The temperature on the mountain in the early morning is very low, An Xin hugs me, puts her hands in my pockets, and I naturally hold you in front of me.Rest your chin lightly on your right shoulder and remain silent.Quietly watching the fiery red sun rise slowly from the mountains in the sky, it is extremely huge and emits a thousand zhang rays of light, instantly turning a sea of ​​white mist on the mountains into a warm crimson red.We are standing on the highest mountain peak, under our feet are the clouds that are as dazzling as fire, and the mist is lingering, just like a fairyland.

Until the end of the sunrise and the fog dissipated, we still couldn't recover. You said that this is the most beautiful sunrise I have ever seen in my life.I smiled and said, me too.

Going down the mountain is far easier than going up the mountain. At 3 o'clock in the afternoon, we have already returned to the foothills.Everyone was exhausted and went straight to the hotel, wanting to wash their bodies and get a good night's sleep.The person in charge said that he will continue to stay in the town for two days, take a good rest, and do activities on his own until he returns to the city the day after tomorrow.

After An Xin and I returned to the hotel to clean up, we couldn't wait to lie down on the bed and slept for a whole day, and didn't wake up until the next afternoon.Because there is more than a day left, An Xin and I decided to make good use of it.We rowed boats, picked tea, soaked in hot springs, sat on the railing of the stone bridge and drank beer, wandered in the alleys randomly, and asked passers-by to take a picture of us that we rarely took together. At that moment, we smiled as leisurely as the sunset .It's just that time flies, and we still have to go back.

On the return trip, you took out the bracelet you got back at some point.The bracelet was packed in a delicate mahogany box. You carefully opened the red handkerchief wrapped around the bracelet, and took out a pair to wear on my wrist. The size was just right. You mysteriously let me see the inner lining of the bracelet , I just discovered that there is a word engraved on the closure of the bracelet, and the beautiful small characters are engraved with a single word.

Xin, this is the name of An Xin.

You put your bracelet on your hand too.

What I engrave here is, of course, your name.

I was a little flattered, and jokingly said, how does this feel like exchanging tokens of love, those who don't know think I'm your boyfriend.

You suddenly looked up at me seriously and said this carefully.

Of course, it would be great if you were my boyfriend.

I didn't know what to give you back for a while, and I was dazed.The atmosphere surrounding An Xin and me was a bit awkward, and a bit ambiguous.Only then you burst out laughing.

I'm joking with you, don't take it seriously.

I was a little disappointed immediately, but I could only pretend to be shocked.

Don't abandon your future caring husband and wear shoes for him.

After hearing this, An Xin pretended to be angry, and rushed over to pinch me again. I had no choice but to beg for An Xin's forgiveness dumbfounded.

Along the way, I kept thinking about An Xin's seemingly serious words just now.

It suddenly occurred to me that during this trip, An Xin's boyfriend didn't seem to have made any caring calls to An Xin from the beginning to the end, and An Xin didn't call to have a conversation with her boyfriend on the phone. These days, it's just me and An Xin.But this is very unlike the behavior of lovers who have lived together, it is quite weird.

An Xin rarely mentioned to me about her boyfriend, and I didn't want to hear it and didn't care much, and I never asked An Xin about it.It's just that when I think about it now, it doesn't make sense. I don't know what happened to An Xin and her boyfriend, but now I suddenly want to know.Because just when I vaguely understood that An Xin's relationship didn't seem to be going well, a guess that I didn't want to admit had already popped up in my heart, which made me restless.

This kind of conjecture is like a thorn deeply pierced in my heart, and I must pull it out no matter what.But in fact, I seem to already know the truth, but I don't want to admit it or reveal it.It's like a city shrouded in mist. Although it's blurry, you can still see its general appearance clearly. Unfortunately, I just don't give up. I must wait until the fog clears, but what I see is still the original ones. Traumatized, dilapidated buildings.

There is always a voice in my mind saying to me, don’t touch the truth, it will only make you more painful when you know it, just stand in the blurred boundary like this, so that you will not be completely hurt by the terrible facts.But I don't want to maintain my relationship with An Xin in such ambiguous guesses and doubts, it will only make me more painful.Or, I still have a trace of impossible illusions about such suspicions.

The originally good mood was messed up by my wild thoughts, and it had already fallen to the bottom. I looked at An Xin who was sleeping soundly next to me with a complicated expression, and suddenly I had the urge to jump out of the car, because the closer I was to Shanghai, the more I felt. The closer to the truth.

I lowered my head and gently stroked the bracelet you gave me.

Don't worry, are you really like this?

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