Lofty future

The posture of leaning on each other was maintained for a while, and the atmosphere gradually changed.Chi Xue's gaze fell on my face, like a bird's feather, slowly swept over every inch of my face, and settled on my lips.

He looked fiery and impulsive, dangerously patient.I felt my blood go cold first, then hot again.

Of course I know what he wants to do, and he knows I know what he wants to do.

At this moment, I didn't panic unexpectedly, and I didn't want to escape so much anymore.What I'm more curious about is whether he will force it according to his own will or ask for permission.

For the first time, I found myself caring a little bit about this.

I never thought about talking to someone before, so naturally I didn't have the opportunity to think about such small and specific details, and I didn't know what kind of cleanliness I had.

Now the observation and experience of emotion and intimacy seems to have entered the micro from the macro, and suddenly stepped into many new fields, and the cognition has produced changes that I can feel but cannot control.

For example, it turned out that I didn't hate the thought of him wanting to kiss me, and didn't resist his possible immediate action.

"Bang bang—"

But it didn't go well. Zeng Yuhan stood by the kitchen door, raised her hand and knocked on the glass next to her, and looked at us speechlessly.

Mainly looking at Chi Xue: "It's almost done, okay? There's a minor child outside, and your ex."

I have never encountered such a scene before, and my embarrassment reached the level of social death.Wanting to back away, Chi Xue held the hand on my shoulder but increased his strength.

Not to overwhelm me completely, but it did shake me.

His expression was more speechless than Zeng Yuhan's, and he turned his head and looked down at the young master with unkind eyes.As soon as his face sank, there was an unbearable aura.

Zeng Yuhan curled her lips, stepped back, and muttered softly, "I'm hungry..."

Chi Xue didn't speak, she looked back at me.

This time without any hesitation, and without giving me time to wonder what he would do, he rubbed my lower lip with his thumb and pressed it over.

It was dark in front of his eyes, and his whole body became numb in an instant, and he could hardly feel the outside world.The nerves of the whole body seemed to be summoned by the temperature on the lips, and they all came to revolve around that insignificant touch.

Unlike the last time when he was touched and closed, this time he embraced, seduced, and opened.By the time I realized that he had swept across the entire territory, I couldn't breathe, and all my strength was drained, and I had to rely on his arms to stand firm.

Shame.

I closed my eyes involuntarily, and tried to pretend nothing happened—it was a trivial matter, and it wasn't worth my shock!

I heard Zeng Yuhan cursing bitterly in my ears: "Chi Xue, you bastard, you have no virtue! Stop doing immoral things here, and cook for me! That, that... little girl, hurry up! Come……"

Chi Xue was a bit virtuous, and let me go before the "little girl" came over.The hand slipped from my shoulder, slipped to my arm, and clapped.

"Go out and call you when you're done."

"Chi Xue, bastard!" Zeng Yuhan was still very angry.

But I didn't care about it at all, my head was buzzing, just trying to maintain my superficial calm used up all my self-control at the moment.

I didn't bother to talk to them, I just left the kitchen.Run into Jasmine who ran over, and take her back to the living room together.

Zeng Yuhan also came back later, and sat down with some distance from me.

Jasmine looked at me, then at him, and finally decided to talk to him: "Ayu, what did you call me for?"

Zeng Yuhan gritted her teeth: "It's nothing, there were bedbugs on the ground just now, and now they're gone."

Jasmine looked at me again: "Ah Cheng, why are there bedbugs in our house?"

"..."

I stared at her in a daze for a moment, and finally came to my senses, and immediately there was an indistinguishable emotion in my chest.Facing her, they all turned into habitual gentle smiles.

"Because bedbugs also like clean places, you can do your homework quickly, and you can eat after you finish."

Jasmine lost interest: "Oh."

The three of them are on their own.

I seemed to be thinking a lot in my mind, but I didn't seem to think about anything. Some fragmentary pictures flashed, most of which were about sixteen or seventeen years old.

At that time, Chi Xue entered puberty earlier than me. He used to talk less, but he talked less when he got more thoughts.I couldn't understand his silence all the time, and once mistakenly thought that he was ignoring me intentionally, so I was also a little angry.

The cold war of adolescence often comes inexplicably.At that time, we started a cold war. We went out and went home together every day, but we always kept a distance on the road, and neither of us spoke.

Xiang Meifang's mother has always been rough. Generally speaking, she doesn't take the confrontation between her two sons to heart. When she is happy, she will joke a few words, and if she is unhappy, she will ignore it.

But that cold war was very long, not even a month or more than half a month.Maybe she was a little bored watching it, so she picked a day off to take us to the playground.

The newly built playground at that time was a new landmark of Yangcheng, and many tourists visited it every day. The three of us were quickly dispersed by the grand opening parade and the crowd.

I was the most anxious person, and I never cared about playing any games, I kept looking for them.

Up to now, of course, I don't remember how long I searched for it or how I found it. The only thing that comes to my mind is the moment when I found it.

However, they are much more unrestrained than me. Not only are they not in a hurry, but they also choose their favorite games to play.When he saw Chi Xue, he was concentrating on aiming at the target and preparing to shoot an arrow.

In my mind, I was standing behind the bullseye waiting for him to release the arrow.Finally, seeing his panic-stricken face as he wished, he feels that he has regained a victory.

And then, we just made up like that, as he caught up with endless apologies.

I don't have a heart of stone, so I have to ignore the past.

But there was a little secret on that trip, which I never told him and Xiang Meifang.That is, I'm looking for them.

What a shame.

The embarrassing things should be hidden and carried by oneself, covered tightly, so that people can't see the slightest guilt.

"time to eat!"

I don't know how long I was in a daze, but Chi Xue's food was already on the table.When Jasmine heard Chi Xue's words, she immediately dropped the crayons and art drawing homework in her hand and ran to the restaurant.

Zeng Yuhan was a little more reserved than her, but not much mature.

After staying so close for a while just now, his character has been fully revealed in my eyes.

He is a guy who is full of joy, anger, sorrow and joy, and the speed of establishing friendship with Jasmine is increasing in seconds, maybe he is not mature enough for Xiang Ting.

Like the reconciliation in the playground, I ate the dinner as if nothing had happened, without revealing the slightest sign of my mood.

After the meal, Chi Xue called Assistant Bai and asked someone to pick up Zeng Yuhan.I don't know if the young master is satisfied with eating or playing, but he didn't resist at all, put down the game with Jasmine and left.

On the contrary, it was Jasmine who was reluctant to part with this new friend, and pulled his hem by the corner of his clothes and asked, "Ayu, when will you come next time?"

He boasted boldly: "Soon! I'll take you to play tomorrow, you first think about what to play, then we will go directly!"

"Really?" Jasmine was overjoyed, while shaking his clothes, she stretched out her little finger, "Pull the hook!"

Zeng Yuhan bent down to hook her up.

The friends reached an agreement, and the young master left humming a song.

With the door closed, only Chi Xue and I were left in the room, plus a little Jasmine who didn't care about us at all.

Chi Xue looked at me as if she was waiting for my decision - to stay or to go.The atmosphere returned to the pre-dinner mood again.

The first time is raw and the second time is familiar, I am more comfortable this time: "There are a few bottles of alcoholic beverages in the refrigerator, but the product developed by my friend's tavern, do you want to try it?"

With that said, I got up and went into the kitchen to take out two bottles.

He took a bottle, still staring at me, and asked, "Let me stay at home tonight?"

"Not necessarily." I shook the bottle and raised my eyes to meet his inquiring gaze.This gesture is wonderful, and I actually felt a little bit of regaining control of the initiative, "It's still early, let's wait together and come back without delay."

He was silent, thoughtful.

After playing a cartoon for Jasmine, we moved to the balcony.

It's a bit stuffy tonight, and the evening wind in early summer carries a little heat.The iced alcoholic beverage is just right, and the occasional cicadas make the summer feel thicker.

At first no one made a sound, only drying the mouth of the bottle from time to time.After drinking to the bottom, the only 3% alcohol in the drink played a little role, and it was really a little bit drunk.

The so-called wine is not intoxicating, everyone is intoxicated.

"Chi Xue." I called him, and when he turned his head, I smiled at him as if I had programmed it.

I could feel that it was probably a kind of smile that I would not normally show, because his pupils widened and he even held his breath.

I asked, "That Zeng Yuhan, what's going on with you?"

Hearing this, he seemed a little surprised, but he didn't avoid it, and answered right away.

"A few years ago, I was filming at their school, and the crew had to clear the set, but he didn't cooperate. That's how we got to know each other. He is the only child, he grew up pampered, and he insisted on getting what he wanted..."

Having said this, he paused for a moment to observe me.Seeing that I didn't respond, I continued talking.

"He's not serious at heart, and he's quite interesting. He's easy to get angry and easy to coax. In all fairness, it's easy to get along with him. If I didn't plan to come back, I might not end the relationship with him so quickly—Ah Cheng, am I honest enough to say that? "

"……enough."

He leaned over with a smile, with joy in his eyes: "I'm done talking, if you have any questions, just ask them."

This question is the same as that time when I saw and heard him talking with Zeng Yuhan. I really didn't want to ask at that time, and I really want to ask now.

But how should I ask, what to ask?

After waiting for a long time without getting my question, he felt a little helpless and disappointed again. He sighed and said, "He often catches the starlets in the entertainment industry to mess around. His father hates me the most and threatened to beat me to death. The last time I went to We met at the event, and I heard that I dumped his son, and he made me feel good in public. Zeng Yuhan felt sorry, so he brought back the money that was withdrawn before. But I don’t take his money for nothing, it’s all counted as investment, In the future, you can give him as much as you want, and you don't owe him anything—Ah Cheng, are you relieved when I say that?"

"..."

If Song Weiran were here, he would definitely tell me that he was coaxing me, and I shouldn't follow his routine.

However, the problem is that my heart seems to be an affirmative answer.And it seems that it is not an easy thing to say something against his will.

I had no choice but to avoid it temporarily: "It's so boring, it should rain tomorrow, let's shoot the last scene then."

When the words settled down, he heard his low laughter: "I figured it out, are you going to seduce me?"

"..."

What a mouth.

The author says:

Let me ask, do you have any little starfish you can give me? (probe