Lofty future

Didn't spend the night at home after all.

Firstly, I haven't lived at home for a few days, the room is too long to be unoccupied, and the room is almost popular, and it is not easy to live together if I don't tidy it up. Secondly, there is no extra room in this small house for Chi Xue.

Song Weiran came back a little late, and hurried home at almost ten o'clock. When he entered the door and saw that we were all there, he stroked his chest and panted, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I was delayed by something..."

At this time, Jasmine had already fallen asleep, and I explained to her some daily routines before I planned to leave with Chi Xue, and she escorted us to the door.

"Are you alright?" Chi Xue turned her head and asked after leaving the door.

"Ah?" Song Weiran was a little surprised, raised her face, looked at Chi Xue and then at me.

I just realized that her state tonight is not normal, and I should ask more.Just because I was used to being always by my side and helping each other immediately with anything, I didn't think of the care I should give.

"Have you encountered any trouble?" I walked back to her side, "I'm almost done shooting here, if you have anything to tell me, don't be afraid of trouble."

"No." She smiled, and then sighed softly, "It's not a big deal, but it's a bit annoying... It's Xu Guanru, he's been looking for me recently, and wants to see Jasmine. I don't want him to touch my current life, so I don't want to Let you come forward, there is no need."

After finishing speaking, she spread her hands and made a look of "don't worry".

Song Weiran was actually a little arrogant girl when she was a child, although she was slightly older than Chi Xue and me, and she was the elder sister, but we usually spoiled her.

When we met again later, she became gentle and steady, quite in line with the saying "as a mother, you are strong", she likes everything, and she can carry it by herself.We lived with each other, and the things I really helped her with were trivial matters.

So far, I have felt that we all have independent worlds and troubles.She can't help me with Chi Xue's matter, and I'm afraid I can't get involved in her past either.

"Then take care of yourself. When you need it, I..." After a pause, I glanced at Chi Xue from the corner of my eye, and my heart skipped a beat, "We are all here."

Hearing this, Song Weiran's eyes became meaningful, his smile brightened, and he nodded again and again: "I know, you all go, tell me when it's finished, and I'll make a big meal for you."

In the last scene, let's wait for the rain.

Chi Xue wasn't in a hurry, the rain didn't come, he didn't pull me away to rehearse the play, he didn't tell me about the play, the crew didn't start work, the waiting period was like a holiday.

I had nothing to do, and I was a little dazed in panic. Whenever I was free, I wandered around Guxu Road.Sometimes Chi Xue was with her, and sometimes she was busy with her own affairs.

On the other hand, Zeng Yuhan may have gotten tired of playing Yangcheng, so she didn't go out to have fun for a few days, and often walked behind me.

Very occasionally, he would open his mouth to say a few words to me, but most of the time we remained silent.

After "swimming together" a few times like this, I feel a lot more familiar.His previous state of being a little afraid of me gradually disappeared, and the way he looked at me changed from the past, becoming pure and clear.

Those eyes are really good.

When writing essays in elementary school, the teacher always taught everyone to use gemstones to describe eyes. In reality, such eyes are actually very rare, but Zeng Yuhan is.

Big, black, shiny, long eyelashes, blinking, flickering.

I can understand that Chi Xue looks at him differently. With such eyes, as long as he treats you kindly, you can't bear to hurt and refuse.For this reason, I secretly looked at myself in the mirror, and it was indeed similar.

This can be regarded as a fresh and surprising discovery.

For me, this is still a self-cognition angle that I haven't paid much attention to--appearance. In the past, I seemed to only marvel at Chi Xue's look, but I didn't think that I could also be appreciative.

Maybe Chi Xue's "seduce" wasn't all bullshit, maybe, the temptation contained in such a pair of eyes was Gu Bai's seduction of Guan Shan.

This thought kept going back and forth in my mind, and this day's stroll ended early, and I wanted to find Chi Xue to sort out my thoughts.Back at the hotel, he wasn't there, only Assistant Bai.

Assistant Bai came back to help him get things, and he was in a hurry, but he did the work in an orderly manner, and he didn't forget to arrange an announcement for me.

"Shoot your promotional poster tomorrow afternoon, pay attention to keeping fit, the poster must be beautiful."

"Oh." I responded casually, exited and went back to my room.

As if in a daze, I stood in front of the bathroom mirror and looked at my face, making a more detailed observation than I did in the first scene.

I don't know if it's because I seldom face to face with this face seriously, it always feels strange to me.The eyebrows, eyes, nose, and mouth are familiar at first glance, but they are inexplicably strange upon closer inspection.

It was Xiang Cheng for a while, Gu Bai for a while, and Zeng Yuhan's expression for a while, which made me more and more confused.

Raising the head, turning the face, and raising the chin; the eyes may be deep or shallow, the corners of the mouth may be raised or lowered, supplemented by body movements... The me in the mirror is like a jointed doll, which is very interesting.

Gradually, the name Xiang Cheng and the face in the mirror formed an unprecedented correspondence in my mind.

This feeling is very strange, my mind is full of "I know me", very excited, very happy, and even a little surging.

We turned on the shower and went in to take a bath, trying to dispel the turbulent emotions that we couldn't share.

The water was boiled to the maximum, and the feeling of the water rushing on the body made people feel hearty, and the excitement roared and boiled in the body, flowing for a long time.

I feel it, both ecstasy and pain, never reaching the top, never letting go.

Later, when the incident happened, I was both sober and intoxicated, and my reason undoubtedly told me that I should reject Chi Xue, but my instinct and desire/desire were so fond of him and his actions that I couldn't resist.

I don't know when he came, whether it was the sound of running water that covered him, or my obsession with lust gave him a chance.Anyway, when I smelled his breath, he had already surrounded me.

He was wearing a velvet suit, and the shower quickly drenched him. The suit wrapped him tightly and brushed against me.

There is a great distance between us, a dangerous intimacy, and a precarious will.

Self-taught, I fully understand the "seduction" in his mouth.

So, I raised my chin a little as I did when I observed myself, looked at him for a moment in the mist, and then opened my mouth.He accepted the invitation immediately, clamping me down with a ferocious gesture.We tangled against the wall.

I never knew that real kissing could be so comfortable.

He won.

He also knew that he had won, triumphantly won, and made progress.The arrow is on the string and I have to surrender and give everything to him until the peak comes and the sun roars.

It was too strong, and for a moment I lost all thinking, only trembling and madness, and the huge waves were surging and covering the sky.

It took a long time before I came to my senses.

The reason why he was able to lose his mind for such a long time was because Chi Xue fell asleep.His sodden couture suit was lying on the bathroom floor like a wad of rags, with suspicious marks on it.

After staring at it blankly for a while, I squatted down slowly, picked up the suit and put it under my nose.

Is it the smell of Chi Xue?or mine?Or is it ours?Am I disgusted?ashamed?Or, do you like it?

Forget it, never mind.

I casually threw the clothes into the washing machine, thought about it, and stuffed my change of clothes, which was less than two hundred, into it, and pressed the start button.

Back in the bedroom, Chi Xue woke up, hugging a piece of quilt and staring at me.Eye contact, he smiled and hooked his fingers at me.

"Cheng, come here."

The matter has come to this point, it would be hypocritical to tweak it any longer.

I kept silent and walked over silently.As soon as I got close to the bed, he jumped up, clasped my wrist with five fingers and dragged me over.

I reacted like a conditioned reflex, raising my leg to press against his belly, and pressing his shoulder with my free hand.He didn't fight me, he was easily overwhelmed by me, and fell back into the bed.

"A Cheng."

"..."

"A Cheng."

I let go of him with all my strength and sat aside.He reached out to touch my arm tentatively, seeing that I didn't respond any more, he gently held my wrist again, stood up and leaned over.

I didn't move and let him dawdle.He changed several positions and finally found a comfortable state. Half of him was nestled in my arms, staring at me with a smile in his eyes, and called my name again.

"Xiang Cheng."

So annoying, so annoying.I lowered my eyes to meet his gaze: "Why?"

"Am I okay?"

"what?"

"I, serve you, serve you well?"

"..."

"Xiang Cheng, don't force me to ask for details." As he spoke, he moved his head inward, with a provocative intention.

I supported his head with my hands, looked at him fixedly, and said word by word: "It's okay."

After the words fell, his eyes burned visibly to the naked eye.The head was restless, and it was placed in the palm of my hand. The hard texture of the hair made my palm feel numb for no reason.

During the preparation, I glanced at the clock on the wall, and it turned out that it was already night.Now the lights outside must be bright and lively.

The author says:

Keep asking, is there a little starfish you can send me? :)