Spring comes and snows home

Visiting the tomb at night, the surroundings are silent.Qin Yi lit the fire folder and quietly placed it on the left side of the tombstone. The flames that sprang up highlighted Ruan Yang's pale face.

"Daddy came to see you, didn't you get caught in the rain?"

The tombstone was surrounded by a small bamboo shed that sheltered from wind and rain. Ruan Yang lay on the ground to confirm that the shed was not blown down by the hurricane a few days ago, and weighed the thick soil buried under it with his palm.

"Fortunately, the hurricane didn't knock down your house. Dad used thick soil to make a quilt for you. It shouldn't be cold."

"The hurricane came a few days ago, and I was too scared to come out. I'm sorry, it's been so long since I came to see you, but every time I come to see you, I feel a little sad." Ruan Yang turned to a sitting position, with his legs Overlapping, leaning against the wall and stroking the small bottle in his arms, "When you feel sad, you will think of bad things."

The flames not far away flickered, the lips in the silhouette moved slightly, Ruan Yang's voice was very soft, as if worried about the sleeping baby, Qin Yi took advantage of the situation and sat beside him, staring at the flames in a daze.

"I'm not saying that you are a bad thing, alas, I'm stupid." Ruan Yang held the small bottle tightly, stroking the dirt with his palm, "Daddy failed to protect you well, baby, don't blame me."

"The doctor said that Daddy lost two babies before and was poisoned, so it is impossible to have another baby in this life." Ruan Yang's stroking movements were more gentle, and he said softly, "But you sneaked to Daddy In the stomach, no one knows, except father, no one knows."

Qin Yi was full of doubts, the breeze was coming, Ruan Yang shrank his shoulders, and tried to shrink into the narrow red shirt, the bells all over it kept ringing, Qin Yi had an impulse at this moment, he wanted to tear off the bells one by one, Tear off this unsightly women's red shirt and throw it outside.Ruan Yang also seemed to give up the useless struggle, stroking the dark bottle in his arms back and forth.

"Actually, Dad doesn't know whether it's your brother or sister." Ruan Yang lowered his head, "But Dad remembers it hurts."

Before Ruan Yang came to Qingcheng, his nurse told him that there was a marriage that his father had arranged for him earlier, and that his father had found a good husband for him.After burying his father, he set out to find where the Qin Mansion was.He had never left the city before, and even if he did, he would be accompanied by several servants. At that time, he was alone and penniless.

On the day when he beheaded his father, there was a lot of commotion in the market. He looked outstanding, naturally many people recognized him and made things difficult for him indiscriminately.He plucked up the courage to ask for directions, but the passer-by pointed him in the wrong direction on purpose. He wiped away tears and decided to walk around Qingcheng by himself. After a few days and nights, the word "Qin Mansion" appeared in front of him.

The sound of clappers was beating on the quiet street, and when the watchman told the time that it was ugly, Ruan Yang ignored the fact that the Qin family had already gone to bed, and when it was time to sleep, he rang the golden ring and knocked hard on the wooden door, disturbing everyone at night. sleep.The watchman heard the sound, so he came here, and seeing Ruan Yang's tenderness, he had a lot of misconceptions.

After several days and nights without eating, Ruan Yang kicked the beater away, turned around and rang the ring again, shouting for help.The gatekeeper came late. When the door opened a gap, Ruan Yang stretched his foot in. The gatekeeper was startled, and instinctively closed it to the outside. His ankle was stuck in pain and he could not move. Ruan Yang forced his way in. Go, as soon as his legs were weak, he fell to the ground.

The gatekeeper shouted angrily, where did this beggar come from, disturbing people's dreams in the middle of the night.He ordered two strong and strong servants to throw Ruan Yang out, but Ruan Yang held on to the gatekeeper, and shouted angrily, I am Ruan Yang...I am Ruan Yang.

The gatekeeper shouted, I don't care if you are soft poplar or willow poplar, come here begging for food in the middle of the night, don't you want to die?

Ruan Yang stroked his growling stomach, and said aggrievedly, I'm not a beggar.

Several servants lit the lamps in front, and the lamps in the mansion were lit from a distance, and the lights that gradually lit up continued to the gate of the mansion, followed by a Qingjun Langjun in a long robe, with a tall figure and a handsome face. Jun Lang asked the gatekeeper why there was such a commotion.

The gatekeeper replied, "Master, he is a beggar who came to beg for food in the middle of the night.

Ruan Yang said aggrievedly, I am not a beggar, I am Ruan Yang, my father is Ruan Wuci, and I have a marriage contract with Qin Yan.

The gatekeeper said angrily, my young master is not yet married, what nonsense are you talking about?

Could it be that the nursing mother can't cheat me?Ruan Yang was so frightened that he didn't dare to speak, so he took out the shattered marriage contract from his arms, and carefully looked at it with the faint light. It was the names of Qin Yan and Ruan Yang, and there was a seal of the Ministry of Households on the signature.

The young master pointed forward, and several servants stood around Ruan Yang holding lamps.Ruan Yang, who was dressed in rags, had exposed arms and ankles as white as porcelain, with mud all over his cheeks, making it hard to hide his whiteness. He looked up timidly with round eyes, and the eye sockets and the tip of his nose were red.

The young master took his marriage contract over to look at, squinted, and asked, are you Ruan Yang?

Ruan Yang responded and said, I am not a beggar.

The young master helped Ruan Yang up, Ruan Yang was a little tired, standing crookedly, the young master asked, did you call for help just now?

Ruan Yang lowered his head, um, the man was holding a clapper and insisted on leaning on me.

The young master chuckled twice, and ordered the gatekeeper to report the matter to the government tomorrow morning.

Ruan Yang lowered his eyes, two lines of tears dripped down his chin.Seeing this, the young master asked his servants to take a handkerchief, wipe it gently, and asked, why are you still crying?

Ruan Yang took the handkerchief, wiped it on his face, and said, you are the first good person I met in Qingcheng.

After the mud was wiped off, Ruan Yang's face was much fairer, and he was very obedient when he answered. The young master had a lot of affection for this fiancé, so he smiled and said, is that all right?

Ruan Yang responded with a heavy nasal voice.Compared to the person who deliberately pointed the wrong way and threw vegetable leaves at him, the young master handed him a clean handkerchief to deal with the beaters who bullied him.

Not long after, Qin Qi also came out in his robes, and the watchman leaned over and called out to his master, Qin Qi snorted and asked, what's going on?

The young master explained the situation to his father, but Ruan Yang couldn't stand still. When he fell down, he was hugged by the young master in his arms. Looking at Qin Qi's face in his arms, Ruan Yang trembled with fright, and really passed out.

"I can't help it. I was too hungry at that time. As soon as your grandfather stood there, I started to shake. I always felt that he was going to drive me out..."

When Ruan Yang spoke, his eyes fell, and he didn't know where to put them. The hidden water in his eyes faded away from the burning fireworks not far away.

Qin Yi said nothing.Ruan Yang is really a smart guy, his father just wants to drive Ruan Yang out.Back then, Ruan Wuci's beheading incident caused a great uproar in the court, and his father was not satisfied with the marriage between the concubine and the legitimate son. After Ruan Wuci was beheaded, he didn't want to accept Ruan Yang, a hot potato. If Ruan Yang knew People who know the world know how to retreat when they are in trouble, and they also know that they should not just go to the Qin family when the limelight is not over.

"But he didn't kick me out."

Qin Yi thought, of course he won't drive you out.His Majesty has stated that the system of consecutive sittings will be abolished, and Ruan Yang has not participated in the collusion with party members. If he is kicked out indiscriminately at this moment, it will be a shame, and the Qin government will certainly not deal with it like this.According to his father's personality, of course he will find a reason to annul the engagement in the future, and then find a crime to expel him from the Qin residence.

Looking around the deserted courtyard with no one around, it seems to outsiders that Ruan Yang is still in the Qin Mansion, but let Ruan Yang, a blind person, stay here alone, do you want him to live or die?Qin Yi was thinking, with his father's arrangement, he must have never changed his mind to drive him out of the house.It's a pity that Ruan Yang is also the same as before, he doesn't know the ways of the world, and he doesn't know how to retreat in adversity.

Or is it because Ruan Yang knows that Nian Zai's elder brother treated him back then and is reluctant to leave?Qin Yi doesn't know.

"It was only later that I found out that the young master that day was your father." Ruan Yang always smiled when he mentioned Qin Yan.

Ruan Yang slept for a whole day and night, Qin Qi placed him in a remote wing room, no one else could come near him, Qin Yan asked his servants to take care of him.Qin Qi warned Qin Yan many times that this marriage will be void in the future, don't give birth to any other feelings.Qin Yanming replied on the face, always passing by in the middle of the night, looking at the white dough that glows at night.

Ruan Yang woke up in the middle of the night the next day, all he could see was pitch black, Qin Yan was squatting beside the bed watching him, saw him wake up, and asked, do you have anything to eat?

Ruan Yang said in a low voice, I will eat whatever is in the kitchen, the nurse said, don't be picky eaters.

Qin Yan called for someone to change the tea, held it in the palm of his hand, Ruan Yang took a sip, Qin Yan smiled and said, this is the time of ugliness.Ruan Yang exclaimed, Qin Yan hissed, and said, I came here secretly. I didn't let the cook get up when I was ugly, and it would be troublesome to disturb my father. I will ask Aunt Qing to go to the kitchen to see what is left to eat. You will Just eat some, okay?

Ruan Yang nodded.Aunt Li handed over a plate of braised pork with solidified fat, Qin Yan frowned, and asked Aunt Li, didn't she even know how to grill it on a charcoal fire?Ruan Yang was already panicking from hunger, so he picked it up with a chopstick and put it in his mouth. He raised his thumb and praised, "It's delicious."

Qin Yan took his chopsticks and said, you're going to make a stomachache like this.After speaking, he held the edge of the plate with both hands and put it on the fire to bake. Ruan Yang squatted with him, watching the charcoal fire burn well, the fat on the plate began to melt, and the braised pork under the tung oil lamp became more attractive.

Ruan Yang ate up the braised pork, took out the marriage contract, and put it in his arms, but luckily no one took it away.Qin Yan asked, is it really my name on it?

Ruan Yang responded, and said with a smile, both of our names are there, Brother Yan, after two years, when I grow up, we can get married.

Qin Yan smiled and said, such a beautiful man, betrothed to me.

Ruan Yang said earnestly, "My father said that a concubine is no better than a legitimate son, and cannot divide the house. He loves me, so he promises me a good husband."My father loves me, and I trust him.

Qin Yan said with a smile, then I will be your good husband.

Even though Qin Qi stopped him many times, Qin Yan still slipped into Ruan Yang's wing in the middle of the night and slept with him secretly.Ruan Yang was heartbroken, none of the servants wanted to talk to him, Qin didn't let him go out, he was bored in this small place every day.Qin Yan is willing to come and chat with him, and occasionally bring him some pastries and interesting novelties.

It's just that every morning, when Qin Yan hugged him from behind, there would be a thick stick-like heat clinging to the seam of his buttocks. Source, holding and rubbing back and forth through the thin underwear, Qin Yan sighed, and there was some sticky stuff in his hand.After doing this several times, Ruan Yang's body also had a strange reaction, he cried, Brother Yan, I'm so hot here, I'm getting up here, I wouldn't do it before.

Qin Yan laughed, little fool, you have grown up.

The two people's marriage contract has reached two years, Qin has not yet planned to arrange a happy event.Qin Yan couldn't wait to persuade Ruan Yangxing and his wife, Qin Yan said that they would get married sooner or later.

Qin Yi secretly found the groom's clothes, screened the servants, asked Ruan Yang to wear them, and lit dragon and phoenix candles.After taking a sip of tea, he leaned over to hold down Ruan Yang, untied his belt, kissed the pink cheek from behind the ear, and then kissed all the way to the white and beautiful collarbone, Qin Yan said, I have missed this place for a long time.

Bite down, Ruan Yang let out a groan, his eyes were watery, the end of his eyes was a little red, and he turned his head to cry out for pain.Qin Yan told him to be good, and the pain would stop later.

The bodies of the two people were tightly pressed together, without the hindrance of their underwear, the heat was directly in the gap between their buttocks, Qin Yan couldn't control much, he didn't use the pear flower cream he had prepared, he lifted himself up and drove straight into the damp heat Ruan Yang sobbed all night.

"Baby, in those two years, your father always came to see me, unlike now, when you don't see me often." Ruan Yang touched the small bottle and said with a smile, "But now your father has two sons and other wives and concubines. , and business management, when it is busy, too busy, if you don’t come, if you don’t come, there will be no baby, if there is no baby, the baby will not sleep here.”

So, he laughed again.He continued: "Taking care of business is very busy. I also helped out back then. Didn't expect that?"

But it was also at that time that he lost his first baby with Qin Yan.

Qin Yan's mother was a businessman in her ancestors, and in her generation she only had a legitimate daughter, so she took over the business. She intended to train Qin Yan and hand over part of the business to him.Therefore, Qin Yan had a reason to take him to sneak out to collect the bills. When Qin Qi found out, the two had already traveled a hundred miles away, tasting local delicacies, and pretending to be married couples enjoying themselves in Wushan in the inn.

When collecting the bill, Ruan Yang didn't understand why he still invited the debtor to drink.Qin Yan smiled and said, "Xiao Yuan'an, if he doesn't pay back a penny, we will lose a lot. If you pay a small amount of money and get back all the taels, do you think it's worth it?"

Ruan Yang obediently replied, "It's worth it."

Qin Yan smiled and said, these silver taels will also be your silver taels in the future, does Yuan An want to share the worries for brother Yan?

Ruan Yang nodded obediently, thinking about it.

Taking advantage of the situation, Qin Yan asked him to drink a few more glasses at the wine table.

"But I don't like drinking. Brother Yan always makes me drink. I feel dizzy every day and my stomach feels uncomfortable. Baby, let me tell you, I will lose my temper after drinking."

Qin Yan, who successfully received the payment, was very happy, and came back with something wrapped in an oilcloth. Ruan Yang was dizzy from drinking the night before, and was put on new clothes by him in a daze. , Ruan Yang opened his eyes and saw that Qin Yan was looking at him with a smile on his arms.

Ruan Yang is about to wake up, his eyes are covered by shadows, Qin Yan's lips have been pressed softly, and a few strands of blue silk hang down on Ruan Yang's long and thin neck, piercing on the white and clear collarbone, Ruan Yang The corners of Yang's mouth curled up secretly, and his fingertips grabbed Qingsi.

Qin Yan let out a muffled laugh, bit the tip of his pink tongue lightly like a villain, leaned over to support his round buttocks, Ruan Yang, who hadn't sobered up, leaned on his shoulder, and the two of them were close to each other like skin. The fire burned, her fair skin turned pink, and she gasped softly under her body.

Ruan Yang's dream was disturbed, he beat Qin Yan in a daze, and murmured, Brother Yan, I'm not awake yet, I'm not feeling well.

The unfolded red shirt is spread all over the round table, the wide sleeves fall on the edge of the table, the bells are embroidered all over the belt, and the music is melodious and clear when flipped. Coupled with the shy and hazy sleeping face, the body that has been gradually trained and matured will be teased after a while , Can't stop moaning and panting quickly, Qin Yan squeezed into the narrow entrance bit by bit with the overflowing clear water.Ruan Yang, who was completely awakened, had tears in the corners of his eyes, sobbing softly as if there was nothing, and kept calling Brother Yan to slow down, it was too hot.

Qin Yan whispered in his ear, okay, Brother Yan, take it easy, Yuan An is really my lucky wife.

Then he slammed into him suddenly, Ruan Yang screamed in pain instantly, Qin Yan covered his lips, pecked him a few times, and comforted him, my little Yuan'an, the inn is not soundproof, so no one else can hear it.Ruan Yang burst into tears, moaned all in his throat, wrapped his arms around his neck, buried him in his hot chest, and said aggrievedly, Brother Yan, my stomach hurts a little, and it hurts a little when you hit him, let's rest for a while, shall we?

This breathless rest for a while made Qin Yan even more excited. He straightened his waist and bumped again, and said in a low voice, Xiao Yuan'an, listen, you are singing.The continuous impact, the body could not help moving backwards, the small bell kept ringing, the white and tender buttocks that were touching the edge of the table were worn away, the pain that had just been faintly felt in the stomach was suddenly severe, and Ruan Yang moaned in a muffled voice , sobbing, Brother Yan, it’s too deep, I can’t do it, I’m in pain.

Qin Yan coaxed, okay, don't let Yuan An hurt anymore, Yuan An come down here.

With white and bare feet stepping on the bluestone slab, Ruan Yang's legs couldn't help shaking, he clutched his aching belly and couldn't stand upright. With his small and pink earlobe, he said softly, Yuan An, Yuan An.

Gently pressing Ruan Yang's upper body, Ruan Yang's belly was forced to cling to the cold wooden round table, and the edge of the table happened to touch his lower abdomen. Qin Yan clasped his slender waist, straightened his waist and slowly tested it, and then seemed to be uncontrollable , faster and faster, bumping forward without stopping.

His lower abdomen was against the sharp corner of the table, and every time he hit it, he felt severe and unbearable pain. Ruan Yang couldn't stop begging for mercy, weeping and muttering, the pain was so painful that he couldn't speak a complete sentence.As Ruan Yang couldn't restrain his high-pitched sobs, Qin Yan finally hugged him, and panted heavily behind him.

In the middle of the night, there seemed to be scissors messing with his belly, cutting the flesh randomly without any rules. Ruan Yang tossed and turned in pain. He arched his body to cover the source of the pain, his head buried in the quilt was covered with beads of sweat, and quickly soaked the pillow cover. Weeping again and again.

This posture was not relieved, and he turned to lie on the bed, his belly pressed against the hard bed board, and there was a torrent that could not find its way out in the bulging arc.Blood streaks were left on the bed. He thought it was a bad stomach, so he took out painkillers from his bag and poured them himself, but there was no relief, so he squatted on the ground and sobbed.

Later, the pain was so bad, Ruan Yang gently pushed the sleeping Qin Yan, sobbing, Brother Yan, my stomach hurts.

Qin Yan lit the lamp, but saw Ruan Yang's blood flowed all over his thighs and gathered under his fair feet.Qin Yan didn't have time to put on his outer robe, so he hurriedly hugged him. Ruan Yang's face was pale, and he didn't understand why so much blood flowed out. It reminded him of his father who was beheaded in the market.

Ruan Yang was frightened and cried, Brother Yan, am I going to die?

Qin Yan said anxiously, don't talk nonsense, brother Yan will take you to the medical center right away.

The doctor inspected carefully, the marks of being knocked out on the abdomen, and the worn skin of the buttocks, the cushions caught the continuous blood, squinted at the pale Ruan Yang and the worried Qin Yan, and said, He has been pregnant for more than two months, you can't keep the baby if you mess around like this.

Qin Yan was shocked, and said, Yuan An!Have you eaten the soup that Aunt Li made for you? !

Ruan Yang choked up even more when he heard the news, stroked his bulging belly, and couldn't stop sobbing when he was frightened by Qin Yan's reprimand, and replied truthfully, I feel bitter, sometimes I don't eat, brother Yan, what should I do, I Will you die?Baby, what about baby?

The doctor looked at the two foolish people and replied, the child cannot be kept anymore, you see, there is blood in his stomach, which must be drained immediately, otherwise he will not survive.

Qin Yan had never encountered such a thing before, held Ruan Yang's icy palm, and comforted, Yuan An, brother Yan will definitely marry you in the future.

Ruan Yang lost a lot of blood and lost his mind. He said aggrievedly, "I am in pain, will the baby be in pain?"

Qin Yan wiped away his tears with his fingertips, Ruan Yang with blue lips muttered to himself, which made him feel distressed, he said, Brother Yan will accompany you.

The month is too small, no need to feed medicine.The doctor pierced Ruan Yang's belly with long needles. The silver needles pierced the smooth skin. The child catches it with a wooden basin.

Qin Yan couldn't bear it, kissed his fingertips, and comforted him, "Yuan An, bite me when it hurts."

Ruan Yang was not polite at all, and bit Qin Yan's palm while weeping, hot tears dripped on the back of Qin Yan's hand, the doctor pressed on his belly again, the pain became more severe and clear each time, Ruan Yang's teeth loosened, and he looked up white The slender neck was exhausted, only intermittent sobbing remained.

Qin Yan frowned and asked, doctor, how long will it take?

The doctor wiped the sweat from his forehead, and said pitifully, if he came earlier, it would be better.

The medicine boy was filled with two basins of blood, and Ruan Yang fainted from the pain.The doctor saw a spherical transparent substance mixed in the blood, wiped the handkerchief, and said, "Okay."It's just that the blood in it still needs to be pumped out every day, otherwise it will accumulate in it, which may affect future fertility, so don't catch cold for half a month, and you should have a good rest.

Qin Yan had other plans in mind.The matter between him and Ruan Yang has not been approved by his parents. This trip is to hide from them. If he knows that he and Ruan Yang are already married, he may cause a big disaster. What's more, the itinerary is scheduled early. If he does not return on time Go, parents are even more suspicious.

Ruan Yang was placed in an airtight carriage overnight, and a drug boy was hired to take care of him on the road. Ruan Yang was in a daze in the carriage, and every time he woke up, he would call for brother Yan, but Qin Yan never wanted to see him through the carriage. Lian comforted softly, and Ruan Yang begged him to come in several times.

Qin Yan said, this is a custom, Yuan An.

Ruan Yang half understood, but he didn't have the strength to argue with him coquettishly.

During those fifteen days, the strength of Yaotong's hands increased day by day. When he pressed hard, blood and tears flowed down, and he choked pitifully.Yaotong said earnestly, the closer to the depth, the more stubborn the blood, the harder it is to force it out.Ruan Yang was often in severe pain. When he woke up, it was always pitch black, and he couldn't tell the difference between dawn and dusk.

When returning to the Qin Mansion, he was on his way. There were no blood-enriching medicinal materials on the road, so the drug boy suggested using pork liver to make soup. Qin Yan cooked it in the kitchen every morning, and only sent someone to pass it in from the door with a note.Ruan Yang unfolded it, but the words and phrases inside made him cherish it very much. His hands trembled from the abdominal pain for several days. He held the pig liver water to his mouth, pecked at it, and complained, I always hurt, why didn't Brother Yan come in?

Yaotong said that rich people always have some taboos, blood is a filthy thing, and you have to avoid it.

Ruan Yang half-understood, oh, thinking, that's a baby, not something filthy.But he also didn't want to be immersed in the sadness of losing the baby. He flipped through the note left by brother Yan, and after a while, the abdominal pain recurred, and he lay on the bed sobbing.

Fifteen days later, he didn't have the strength to get out of the carriage, and the drug boy was sent back. Qin Yan was secretly sent back to Ruan Yang's wing, and was almost dragged forward.In the next half month, Ruan Yang never saw Qin Yan.

Aunt Li didn't know that Ruan Yang had a miscarriage, so she didn't take special care of her. Just like cooking cold herbs and vegetables in the past, every time he ate it, he would roll over in pain.

To this day, abdominal pain occurs occasionally.

"Pregnancy really hurts every time."

"Baby, it hurts a lot when I gave birth to you, so my brother is really amazing." Ruan Yang knelt on the ground, covered the soil under the bamboo shed with his whole body, and choked up, "Baby, I miss you so much."

I really want you to lie warmly in my arms. You don’t have to use the sky as your fence, the ground as your bed, and this thick soil as your quilt. I hope you will laugh, I hope you will make trouble, and I hope you will be in this small courtyard. run.

Even if it hurts again, Dad misses you.