Doctor, I'm really sick

Qin Zhao slowly closed the diary.The last rays of sunset glow in the evening disappeared in the sky.The houses on the opposite side lit up with warm yellow lights one after another.But Qin Zhao was always sitting in the dark living room, silently watching the mess all over the floor.

He had read every diary of Chu Sinian and searched every corner of the room.But he still didn't find any clues about Chu Sinian's whereabouts.

In a trance, he seemed to hear a knock on the door.

Chu Sinian was lying on the cushion of the sofa, taking a nap in soft home clothes.Hearing the knock on the door, he woke up immediately, the book in his arms fell to the ground before he had time to pick it up, he jumped down barefoot and hurried to open the door.

The door opened, and Qin Zhao saw himself coming in with a smile, and hugged Chu Sinian in his arms: "What's the smell, it's so fragrant!"

Before Chu Sinian could answer, he was hugged and kissed passionately.The two laughed and quarreled, and soon rolled back onto the sofa.He saw Chu Si young leaning his neck up, and had to accept his kiss.The picturesque corners of the eyes and brows were dyed a touch of red, all of which was the tender love for him.

He slowly put his hand into Chu Sinian's clothes, but was suddenly held down again.

Chu Sinian sniffed the air, then jumped up suddenly: "Ah! The rice is mushy!"

He rushed into the kitchen in a hurry.The sound of pots and pans rang out.Qin Zhao smiled helplessly, got up from the sofa, and rolled up his sleeves: "My Doctor Chu, just admit honestly that you have no talent for cooking. Come on, come on, let your husband give it to you." Show your hands—"

Qin Zhao opened the kitchen door with a bang.However, the kitchen did not have Chu Sinian's messy scene, but was neat, quiet, cold and empty.

Qin Zhao stood there blankly.

Everything is still the same, cold and immersed in the darkness, without the slightest smell of fireworks.

Yes, he's gone.

It turned out that he had suffered so much. In order to protect himself, he wrapped himself in layers of cold bodies.How much courage did he muster to get out of that shell and give his softest heart to him without reservation?

But what did he do?

Qin Zhao lay on the cold floor, staring at the pale ceiling motionless.After a long time, he slowly closed his tearful eyes.

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Lin Xiaochuan finally knocked on the door when he was almost about to call the police to break the door.

Qin Zhao's appearance stunned him.After just two days of not seeing each other, Qin Zhao has almost completely changed.Black eye sockets, unshaven beard, disheveled clothes, his usually handsome and unruly face has lost all light, and he is so depressed that he hardly looks like a living person.

Lin Xiaochuan yelled several times, but Qin Zhao acted as if he didn't hear him. After opening the door, he curled up in the corner, staring at a stack of notebooks without saying a word.

"Brother Big Liang! Qin Daliang!!" Lin Xiaochuan anxiously grabbed Qin Zhao's shoulders and almost yelled, "Are you going to live like this without people or ghosts? Do you know that everyone in the company is anxious to death! Tomorrow night will be the New Year's Eve party, and that's the chance that Sister Wang gave you after a lot of talking! It's the finale at zero o'clock, brother! But you don't answer the phone now, and you don't go. The director of the party has already said harsh words, you If you don’t go to the rehearsal today, we will unite with all TV stations to block you!!”

Qin Zhao acted as if he hadn't heard it, and just stared at Lin Xiaochuan blankly: "Where do you think he will go? I searched all the things he left behind, but there is no clue at all. Where will he go? Where will he go?" ?”

Lin Xiaochuan took a deep breath to stop himself from being so angry: "Can you calm down? Sister Wang and I both think that since Chu Sinian was able to take those photos, he might have done other shameful things!"

Qin Zhao raised his head quietly and interrupted him: "...what did you say?"

His eyes were extremely penetrating, but Lin Xiaochuan still puffed up his chest, determined to wake Qin Zhao up: "I say he's not worth it! He did something shameful and almost hurt you. Such a person is not worth your trouble at all." he--!"

Before he finished speaking, Qin Zhao punched him hard.Lin Xiaochuan was beaten, but as if he didn't know the pain, he was still shouting: "Hit! Hit! Hit whatever you want! You broke me, and I can recover. But what about your career? If you still don't pull yourself together , you are really ruined!!! Just for one Chu Sinian, is it worth it?!!!"

Qin Zhao's forehead almost burst out with veins, but his raised fist finally didn't land on the little assistant with whom he got along day and night.

He was like a puppet with broken strings, kneeling on the ground dejectedly.

So, is this how everyone sees Chu Sinian?

He is obviously such a clean person,

Qin Zhao smiled wryly, and gently pushed the stack of diaries to Lin Xiaochuan.

"You all don't know." Qin Zhao said softly, "He is not what you think."

Without knowing it, Lin Xiaochuan looked at Qin Zhao inwardly.He suspected that Qin Zhao's brain had gone crazy.But in order to ease his emotions, he still decided to follow Qin Zhao's words, picked up the top notebook, and planned to take a look.

Unexpectedly, the more he looked at it, the more flustered he became.

a few hours later.

Lin Xiaochuan pursed his lips tightly.Suddenly it felt like something was wrong.The heart was beating violently.

Why is it different from what he thought?It turned out that Chu Sinian was not the kind of person he thought of, and his situation was so miserable.So he really likes Qin Zhao?

What shocked him even more was that Chu Sinian had suffered from severe depression for a long time.It wasn't until he met Qin Zhao that his condition really eased. If the condition recurs again...

Lin Xiaochuan suddenly felt an unprecedented fear.

Should he tell Qin Zhao the truth?

He knew where Chu Sinian was.

No, to be more precise, he knew where Chu Sinian had gone.

Lin Xiaochuan struggled in pain.After all, this is a big deal, and once he said it, it would be nothing more than losing his job. He was really afraid that Qin Zhao would do something stupid on the spur of the moment.

But if he didn't say anything, he really couldn't bear to see Qin Zhao look like a walking corpse like this.If Qin Zhao finds out the truth in the future, he loves Chu Sinian so deeply, and he will only spend the rest of his life in regret.

After struggling for a long time, Lin Xiaochuan became ruthless and decided to speak:

"...Big...Brother Daliang... Do you still remember that four months ago, Sister Wang let you read a piece of foreign news, and you were very moved at that time, so you donated a full 80 yuan to that place ?"