Doctor, I'm really sick

The female doctor looked at him strangely, and was thinking in her heart that all of us doctors can’t do anything, what can you, a layman, do, but Qin Zhao took a deep breath, his whole body tensed up from nervousness or excitement. of, say:

"That is to say, if Chu Sinian infected me now, and I was cured again. My serum can save Chu Sinian in turn, right?"

The female doctor was dumbfounded, and looked at Qin Zhao in surprise as if she had met Qin Zhao for the first time: "What do you mean? Do you think... my God! Are you crazy? You know that the Deira virus kills How high is the rate? Even in the most well-equipped Ark Hospital, the fatality rate is as high as 60%!"

"60.00%." ​​Qin Zhao repeated in a low voice, loosening his tightly clenched fists, "That means, I have a 40% chance of surviving... No, this chance can be even higher, because My body is good and my resistance is strong...and once I carry it through, Si Nian will be saved!"

"But even if you resist, your serum has only a [-]% chance of saving him. Qin, I admire your courage, but as a doctor, I hope you can calm down."

Qin Zhao looked at the female doctor and smiled very lightly.That smile moved the female doctor's heart.Almost instantly, although Qin Zhao didn't say a word, the female doctor already understood what he was going to do.

Qin Zhao walked back to Chu Sinian's hospital bed, carefully combed the slightly messy black hair on his forehead with his fingers, and took off his oxygen mask.He performed all the movements extremely gently, as if treating an exquisite and extremely fragile thin jade.Then, he pulled off his mask, leaned down, and gently kissed Chu Sinian's lips in the warm orange backlight cast by the setting sun outside the window.

………………

Qin Zhao's condition developed rapidly.

He had a high fever of 40 degrees for two consecutive days. He coughed first and then vomited until he vomited bile. After he had nothing to vomit, he began to vomit blood like all people infected with Deira virus.When Qin Zhao was in the worst condition, Qin Zhao even fell into a coma for a while. The helpless doctor had to push him into Chu Sinian's ward wiping away his tears, and let the two of them stay together for the little time left.

However, the strange thing is that Qin Zhao, who has been in a coma since he was pushed into Chu Sinian's ward, seemed to have received some strange induction in the dark, and his condition miraculously began to improve, and he had already opened his eyes two days later. Opening his eyes, he lay tremblingly beside the sleepy Chu Sinian and wiped his tears. Four days later, the sickly redness in his eyes gradually faded away.After the female doctor conducted a comprehensive examination on Qin Zhao, she finally announced with great emotion that Qin Zhao was lucky to be the 40% of those who were cured of the Deira virus.

"You boy, your physical fitness is really good!" The doctors patted Qin Zhao's broad shoulders that had shrunk a lot due to illness, but were still fit and handsome.

Qin Zhao didn't feel the joy of being reborn after the catastrophe at all.He knew that this adventurous plan was only halfway through, and that the rest of the more difficult part could only be done by Chu Sinian himself.

Qin Zhao didn't dare to vent his breath, held his breath, clenched his fists tightly, and watched the doctor push his own serum into the blood vessels of Chu Sinian's arm little by little without blinking.It wasn't until the last drop was pushed that he exhaled lightly, and found that the hospital gown on his chest and back was soaked in cold sweat.

The doctor told him that after injecting the serum, Chu Sienian's fever would subside within three days at the shortest and five days at the longest.

And once the fever has not subsided by the fifth day, the situation will be unpredictable.

What is the unforeseen situation?

Although he had been told that the cure rate of the serum was only 50%, when Qin Zhao heard this sentence, he still felt like he was on the verge of an abyss.

"..."

Chu Sinian was lying on the hospital bed, the persistent high fever tortured him like a fragile paper man, but the sickly redness in the corners of his eyes became more obvious.He moved his lips weakly.

"Don't be afraid...I believe in you...you...believe in me too...I will work hard..."

Qin Zhao held his hand, and still forced a smile at Chu Sinian: "That must be done, who is our doctor Chu, super powerful..."

Chu Sinian nodded weakly.

Those two short sentences seemed to have consumed too much of Chu Sinian's energy, and in the next few days, Chu Sinian almost fell into a complete coma.A doctor would measure Chu Sinian's temperature several times a day.It's just that the doctor's face became more serious as time went on.

The time finally came to the night of the fifth day after the serum injection.

The high fever is still stable at 40 degrees.But at night, Chu Sinian was sober for a while, which was quite rare, and his spirits improved.

Qin Zhao touched his forehead, then pretended to be very happy, and said softly, "Sure enough, the fever has subsided. Are you hungry? What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you?"

Chu Sinian's breath was almost inaudible: "...No...I don't want to eat..."

"It's okay if you don't want to eat, you are so weak, you can only get better if you eat more."

Qin Zhao paused, touched his nose unconsciously, and said with a smile:

"I heard that MSF has sent people to repair the road. We will be able to go out in a short time. At that time, we will find a place to recuperate. When we are done, we will buy a ticket to go back to China and go home."

Chu Sinian looked at Qin Zhao tenderly.I don't know when, the naive, impulsive and passionate boy when I first met him has grown into the tall, unshaven but still handsome man in front of me.He has changed, becoming more mature, stable and strong.But it hasn't changed, those deep eyes are always looking at him with love.Only when lying, would I dodge unconsciously, and then touch my nose with a guilty conscience.

As always.

Time flies so fast.

Chu Sinian shook his head very weakly. "...It's so boring here, you can go out with me to have a look, okay?"

Qin Zhao froze for a moment, and suddenly realized what Chu Sinian meant by doing this.His eyes turned red immediately, and he barely shed tears, saying:

"it is good."

At this moment, both of them knew in their hearts that there was not much time left for them to get along in this world.But no matter who it is, they can't bear to expose this cruel truth.They both want to leave each other with the last bit of tenderness and happiness.

Even if it is barely.

Night came quietly.Qin Zhao finally stopped.They came to a deserted hillside.Because it is close to the water source, the green grass here is rare to grow extraordinarily green and lush, fluffy like a large green carpet.There are even dots of fireflies flying around in the grass.

Chu Sinian is so weak now that he doesn't even have the strength to raise his head.Qin Zhao supported his shoulders, carefully hugged him in his arms, and let his head rest on his arms.Then she wrapped her coat tightly around Chu Sinian's body.

"...It's so beautiful..."

Chu Sinian half-opened his beautiful eyes, happily admiring the fireflies in the grass, and then slowly raised his eyes, admiring the boundless and vast sky like indigo velvet.I don't know if it's because of the high terrain here, the stars in the sky are extraordinarily bright and extraordinarily large, like countless bright diamonds scattered in the night, as if you can pick one off as soon as you reach out.

During the first half of the year in Syrayal, Chu Sinian was always busy with work day and night, and he often didn't even have time to eat, let alone take care of other things.So he didn't realize until now that he had been missing such a beautiful night scene.It turns out that the fireflies here are so beautiful and the stars are so bright.

Really sorry.

Of course, there are more regrets.

Thinking about it now, from the time he and Qin Zhao met and knew each other until now, everything was in a trance like a short sweet dream.He is always busy in the hospital, and the time he leaves for Qin Zhao is so stingy.In the limited time we spend together, quarrels and misunderstandings take up a lot of space.Thinking about it now, it really shouldn't be.

Chu Sinian reached out tremblingly, stroked the pocket of his clothes twice, and found a small square box.Seeing this, Qin Zhao quickly took it, opened it for him, and was stunned.

Inside the box was a ten-pointed star made of black colored glass, each of which was exquisite and sharp, shining brightly in the night, like a falling star—but the star was broken into two petals .

"Sorry...you gave it to me, but I didn't protect it well..."

Chu Sinian's black eyelashes drooped, and his eyes fell on the decagram that was broken into two halves:

"...But this is all I have left now. You keep it... as a memory, as a memory, okay?"

Chu Sinian knew that his high fever had not subsided. According to this situation, he might not have the chance to see the sun tomorrow.As he was dying, he was most worried about Qin Zhao.He was afraid that Qin Zhao would not be happy in the rest of his life because of him.

He only hoped that he could leave something behind, so that Qin Zhaochao could comfort him, so that he wouldn't be so lonely.

Qin Zhao's shoulders trembled uncontrollably, he stiffened his neck, gritted his teeth after a while, and said viciously:

"Don't think about it, don't say such unlucky words!"

"Okay, let's not talk."

Chu Sinian murmured:

"When the rescue team comes, you must obediently go back with them... Back to China... I don't know how many fans you have left?... You have to film and sing well, don't let them run away... "

"They dare. As long as my face is still there, they won't run away!"

Qin Zhao gritted his teeth, desperately holding back his crying.

"……I know."

Chu Sinian smiled silently, looking at Qin Zhao's tearful eyes with nostalgia and reluctance:

"You are the dream of a billion young women...of course you are the most handsome..."

Qin Zhao hugged Chu Sinian tightly, his shoulders trembling because of trying to bear the strong emotions.He could feel Chu Sinian's hot body temperature.He knew that maybe it wouldn't be long before the body temperature would keep dropping until it became a cold straight line.

"Why are you crying..."

Chu Sinian half closed his eyes and said intermittently:

"Don't cry... It's not good to cry. It's okay, really, everyone will face this moment, but some people are earlier, some people are later..."

Qin Zhao quickly wiped his face, and said, "Who is crying, I didn't cry. It's the rain falling on your face. I'll wipe it off for you."

"Oh……"

Chu Sinian nodded obediently, half-closed his eyes, and said softly:

"...I seem to be a little tired, but I still can't bear to sleep. You sing a song to coax me... okay?"

This was the first time, and perhaps the last time that Chu Sinian spoke to Qin Zhao in such a coquettish tone as "you coax me".

Qin Zhao felt a sharp pain in his heart, as if his flesh and blood were being torn apart. The pain was so painful that he just wanted to cry, but he didn't dare to utter a sound.He only wiped his face again, and tried to say in a brisk tone: "Okay! The big star jukebox is here, Dr. Chu wants to listen to anything, just order it!"

"..."

Chu Sinian's eyelashes were almost completely closed.All the blood faded from the handsome and handsome cheeks, like the thinnest and most transparent white porcelain, fragile and shattered at the touch, but in such pain and weakness, there was a faint, relaxed smile on the corner of his mouth.

"...I...I want to hear...that song you sang in Piazza Venezia...star...star..."

That was the beginning of the story, when he fell in love with Qin Zhao.

Qin Zhao hugged Chu Sinian tightly, and kissed the soft hair on his temples.

"it is good."

Look at the stars; look how they shine for you

Look up at the stars; watch them shine for you

And everything you do

but you

Yeah, they were reallyellow

Timid and careful

Icamealong;I wrote asongforyou

Follow you; I'll write you a love song

And all the things you do

Be careful because of the timidity you're showing

Sothen It took my turn

i will wholeheartedly

Oh what a thing to have done

Want to break through your heart and win your heart

Andit was allyellow

but also worried

Doyouknow you should know

ForyouIbemyselftry

I would give up everything for you

ForyouIbemyselftry

You should understand that I don't regret losing my life for you

It's true

Look how they shine for you

Look how they shine for you