Doctor, I'm really sick

He didn't sing very well, especially in the second half, where he couldn't help but obviously cried, completely out of tune.But Chu Sinian always smiled, listened carefully, listened, and then slowly closed his eyes like a tired bird.

The singing stopped abruptly.

For a moment, Qin Zhao only heard a bang in his head, and his whole body was suspended in the air, and all consciousness disappeared.He gasped for a few breaths, and then managed to lift his trembling fingers to probe Chu Sinian's breath.God is sorry to see, Chu Sinian was still breathing very weakly, but passed out because his body was too weak.

Only then did Qin Zhao feel the blood flow in his whole body recover slightly.However, he was even more frightened.

It is very possible that Chu Sinian will slowly lose his last bit of life in such a coma, and say goodbye to him silently.

Can he still see the sun tomorrow?

In the grass, the few fireflies that had been flying twinkling and twinkling seemed to be tired of flying, and they folded their wings and disappeared into the night.Only the dim moonlight was left coldly reflecting Qin Zhao's motionless silhouette.After a long time, Qin Zhao slowly raised his head and looked at the sky as black as ink, the stars all receded, leaving only the moon, that cold and dazzling black disc.

In his life, he encountered a ray of light by accident.Because of that light, every drop of sweat and tears he shed, every applause and praise he received, all had extraordinary happiness because of this light.Qin Zhao has always believed that his world will continue to be bright like this, and he will always be the luckiest and happiest person in the world.

But suddenly one day, this ray of light in his life was about to disappear.Even though he tried everything, that beam of light inevitably dimmed, dimmed...

When this beam of light disappears, can he return to the original ordinary life?

Not anymore.

once having seen the best, the rest is not worthwhile looking.

After experiencing the most beautiful colors in the world, his world will only become gray and white.Everything loses its meaning.

If it doesn't make sense...

For some reason, thinking of this step, Qin Zhao's painful mood suddenly calmed down.Everything seems to have been figured out, and there is nothing to be afraid of.I saw his handsome face, although there were still wet tears, but it also showed a bit of relief.

On the other side of this hillside is the cemetery in Aim Village.The MSF doctors and volunteers who died in this plague are buried here.It is extremely quiet here at night, only the cool night wind gently blows the grass and wildflowers in the cemetery, and rows of scattered stone tablets.

Qin Zhao chose a sunny, flat and clean place, and helped Chu Sinian to lie down.

"Knowing that you like quiet, let's choose here, shall we?"

Of course Chu Sinian couldn't answer him.He still closed his eyes, and his black eyelashes drooped wearily, like two weak butterfly wings, making his cheeks as white as snow.Qin Zhao bowed his head and kissed Chu Sinian's smooth forehead, and smiled slightly as if hearing his answer.

There was a shovel left by the gravedigger in the cemetery. Qin Zhao took it, chose a spot next to Chu Sinian, made gestures, and started shoveling.Soon, he dug a cemetery, which was fairly square, but twice as wide as a normal cemetery, just enough for two people to lie side by side.

After digging the grave, Qin Zhao spread a large handful of dry straw on the bottom of the pit, and then carefully carried Chu Sinian down the pit, shoulder to shoulder.

Qin Zhao put his arms around Chu Sinian, letting him lean against his neck in a comfortable position.Then with his free hand, he touched the gun that he never left.

The reason why he always carries this broken gun that he picked up is to protect and deter others.I didn't expect that there are other uses now.

What a coincidence, there was not much, not much, and there was just the last bullet left in the gun.

If Chu Sinian doesn't wake up tomorrow, then this last bullet can come in handy.People in the village will definitely come here when they hear the gunshots.At that time, I have to ask others to help cover the two of them with soil, and then erect a monument for them.

As long as a small stele can write the names of the two intimately together, it will be fine.

Thinking of this, Qin Zhao slapped his forehead.He really should have written a note to ask.Too bad you didn't bring a pen?

However, Chu Sinian didn't care what the tombstone looked like.Since Chu Sinian didn't care, Qin Zhao didn't care either.Anyway, as long as they are with each other, it is enough.

Qin Zhao rubbed the soft black hair on Chu Sinian's forehead, smiled and closed his eyes.

He was so tired, it had been a long time since he had such a peaceful sleep.

………………

Chu Sinian had a long, long dream.

"Woooooooo..."

Who is crying?

A little boy was lying on the black-gray rusted fence of the orphanage, crying hoarsely.He watched helplessly as his little friends, one after another, were being picked up with gifts and laughing.Gradually, the huge garden became empty, leaving him alone.

The little boy raised his bright black eyes wet with tears, and looked helplessly at the backs of groups of people going away.

"Is there anyone willing to accompany me? I will be very good too?"

No one answered.

The setting sun stretched his curled shadow longer and longer, and the crying gradually drifted away with the strong wind.At the end of the wind, a handsome young man ran eagerly among the reeds.

"Wait for me, please? Please don't go, please stay with me..."

Hopefully he chased the shadow that flickered among the reeds.But for some reason, despite his best efforts, he couldn't catch up anyway.Suddenly, he fell into the mud with one foot.The dirty mud stretched out countless big black hands out of thin air, grinning grinningly and pulling him down.He struggled desperately, but his mouth and nose were covered and he couldn't make any sound at all.

It hurts...so dirty...

Could this be his final end?he thought sadly.

Boundless darkness flooded into his field of vision, quickly soaking through his body.But just when he was about to give up struggling and was about to sink into the Tan in a daze, a pure white fluffy cloud suddenly appeared in front of him.

How can there be clouds?

Chu Sinian was puzzled.That cloud looked so white and so light.In the dark, Chu Sinian suddenly had a wonderful desire to climb up and lie down, to rest.

After so many years, he was too tired, too tired.And that cloud seemed to be whispering to him, as long as he wanted, he could be free.

So he stretched out his hand and let the cloud embrace him softly.

One step, one step, one step.The cloud took him away from his original body, and gently supported him to fly upwards, until he flew into the smoky, pink and white clouds.Suddenly, he heard a voice.

"Si Nian! Chu Sinian! Wake up!!!"

"Chu Sinian! Chu Sinian! We are saved! We are saved!"

"Great, he's still breathing! Come and help—!"

Strange, why are people calling me?Wasn't he always alone in that world?

Chu Sinian turned around in confusion.

A tall figure stood there in the distance.He has a handsome face with a bit of uninhibitedness, showing his big white teeth, and waving to him with a smile on his face.

"Hey! I said Comrade Chu Sinian, are you going to run away before you pass the gate? Come back quickly, come home with me!!"

go home?He...has a family?

Chu Sinian suddenly opened his eyes wide.He remembered.

——Qin Zhao, he is Qin Zhao!

Wherever there is Qin Zhao, it is his home and his concern.

He suddenly didn't want to leave at all.He hated Qin Zhao, hated Qin Zhao living alone in the world and guarding their home alone.

How lonely that must be.He was reluctant to let Qin Zhao also taste this taste.

So, Chu Sinian turned around suddenly, and ran towards Qin Zhao recklessly.

Everything in front of him changed rapidly, the clouds and mist dissipated, the wind and sand suddenly rose, countless black thorns burst out of the ground with sharp red thorns shining, and twisted vines swished and climbed quickly, trying to block his way.But Chu Sinian was not afraid of anything, he didn't care about anything, he ran, ran, ran with all his strength!

Suddenly, the wind stopped and the sound stopped.

A brilliant white light suddenly lit up, Chu Sinian opened his arms, and rushed towards the figure in the white light——

"Wake up, he's awake! Doctor Chu, he's awake!"

Chu Sinian's eyelashes trembled, and he slowly opened his eyes.

The dazzling white light gradually turned into colorful dots of light.The light spots slowly gathered again, and the outline gradually became clear.

It turned out that it was the rising red sun, the green grass with dewdrops, the light, the wind, and the world.

There are also familiar faces full of tears but smiling.The female doctor hugged several volunteers and was crying out of breath. The doctors and volunteers at the MSF headquarters rushed to carry the stretcher, while the big Andrew knelt on the ground and kept crying. He made the sign of the cross on his chest, murmured words, and there were still a few glistening streaks of snot hanging on his beard that he hadn't had time to wipe off.

"Thank God, thank Oloron, thank Guanyin Bodhisattva, thank... thank the gods for blessing you!"

Chu Sinian moved his eyes and slowly fixed on the man beside him.

Qin Zhao grinned with tears all over his face, and showed him an incomparably bright smile.

Chu Sinian moved his lips, but his throat was choked by something, and he couldn't say anything.So he laughed too.

Two days later, Chu Sinian and Qin Zhaocai, who had been safely transferred to the Ark Hospital, learned from the research report of the virus expert that the treatment method Chu Sinian received by injecting serum into the homologous host was not accurate to 5 years. Within days, but floating within 5-7 days.However, because there are too few reference samples for this kind of treatment method, and because the environment is closed, the scientific research data obtained by the doctors stationed in Aim Village is somewhat lagging behind, which led to a misjudgment of Chu Sinian's condition.

The latest research results of this authoritative expert show that the patient will experience an extremely dangerous rejection reaction on the 4th to 5th day after receiving the serum. The specific symptoms are high fever, unconsciousness, and even respiratory failure.In this case, there is no external medical assistance, and only the patient's own willpower can be relied on.Death will hover over these patients at this time, and the weak-willed will be tempted to die forever.People with strong willpower will break free from the shackles of death and continue to live.

It's just that at this moment, whether it's Qin Zhao or Chu Sinian, they don't have time to think about anything, and they don't have time to take care of anything.

In the bright morning light, in the warm breeze, and in the cheers of the crowd, they smiled at each other, hugged each other closely, and then kissed passionately.

Thank you for allowing me to return to this splendid world.

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