The selfish gene

The way Ji Chenfeng looked at me was like seeing a tree full of bread in the North Pole.A little puzzled, and a little shocked.

"...What?" It took him a long time to find his own voice, as if he was afraid of disturbing the magical tree in front of him.

"Wake up someone who has finally fallen asleep, don't you need to apologize?"

What are you pretending to be stupid for?Now that it's in your mouth, just eat it obediently.

"Sorry." Ji Chenfeng let go of the fingers holding his ankle, and made a gesture to stand up, "I think the misunderstanding between us still needs to be clarified..."

The see-saw when ambiguous, the flirtatious teasing, the physical contact that wants to refuse or welcome.When other people did this to me before, I thought it was fun.But now it's Ji Chenfeng, everything becomes unbearable.I don't enjoy it, and I don't think it's cute.Just listening to him pretending to be reserved, the place that was bulging just now is about to deflate.

The soles of my feet stepped on Ji Chenfeng's thigh to prevent him from getting up, I bent down, and slowly slid my index finger across his side face.

"Doctor Ji, if you play this game too much, it won't be fun. If you still say something like 'it's a misunderstanding' in a disappointing way, I will really get angry." Get along well, talk well, and suppress bad things well. Temper, even when I was so anxious and annoyed, I silently said to myself the basic rules to abide by, "It doesn't matter if you like my voice, I also like Dr. Ji's face." Fingertips fell on the corner of his lips, "I want to I will say whatever you want to hear. If you don’t want to see my face, then close your eyes and think of the type you like.”

Withdrew the hand propped on the ground, obediently maintaining the original posture.After Ji Chenfeng listened to my words, he fell silent.

So far, all the emotions I've seen in him are restrained and flat, not even desire can make him hot.

A snowstorm outside a skyscraper...not just in sound, but in character too.It should grow into something more dangerous, arrogant, domineering, and more in line with his pretty face, but it just looks scary, but it is actually quiet and meek.

[Because of my disability, I was excluded and bullied a lot when I was a child. 】

The detective's investigation report is just a simple sentence, but I seem to understand why those bad kids always bully him.

Throw away his books, snatch his hearing aids, lock him in the dark bathroom, he will not resist, will not growl, but will only endure silently and cry silently.When the evil is always perfectly executed, the thrill of the thrill is enough to turn a group of annoying dead children into demons.

Lifting the fingertips, the five fingers inserted into his short and stiff hair from the side, and then went down to cover his neck.

"Don't you think... I'm disgusting?" After a long silence, Ji Chenfeng spoke.

"How could it be?" While imagining Ji Chenfeng shivering in the dark bathroom, he focused his attention on answering his question.

So I have been denying it all the time, do you think I am disgusting him?No, I was sick, and he was acutely aware of that.Thinking about it carefully, when I fell into the trunk of the car together, I found that my knee was touching his dick that was tilted towards me. I may not have controlled the expression at that moment.

But how can you admit it now?Whether it is the lower body revived by imagination, or the logic of a normal person, it cannot be admitted.

The skin under my fingers was astonishingly hot, much higher than the temperature of my fingertips. If I hadn't touched his face just now, I would have thought he had a fever.

Does the temperature of the back of the neck rise when you are tense?But there was nothing wrong with her face, neither hot nor red.Are the capillaries on the face dead?What a freak.

If a bad boy finds out, he will definitely strip him of his clothes and make sure that other parts of his body are also so magical...

"Because of what... was bitten?"

Ji Chenfeng's voice brought me back to my senses again.

Bitten by a dog and why?Because I met a biting dog, it happened that my legs were made of meat.

But it may be that the premonition is about to succeed, the breathing speeds up unconsciously, the range of kneading the back of his neck becomes larger, and he is more tolerant of such unknown problems. I really recall the big golden retriever's crazy eyes and crazy words.

"It seems like I'm being treated as a demon."

"The devil..." he repeated, murmured, pondered.

"Yes, devil." Pressing the back of his neck, he tentatively pressed it between his crotch, "Doctor Ji, have you decided what you want me to say?"

There was no answer, only his suddenly raised arm was waiting.He grabbed my hand, pulled it away from the nape of his neck, and grabbed my ankle.

"...Then treat it as interest."

Thinking that he was going to refuse, he almost cursed in an instant, but when his legs were torn apart and pushed onto the bed, he didn't have the heart to listen to what he was saying.

His head went blank, and his fingers fumbled wildly, poking down from the back of the neck and grabbing up again.

There is no interval between heartbeats, breathing seems to have stopped, and the downlight above my head is so dazzling, but I can't take my eyes off it.

Damn, it's so good, it almost melts.

More powerful, hotter, and more able to know where the focus is... In terms of serving the same sex, men may not be useless.For women, I always need to give instructions to let them know what to do, but for Ji Chenfeng, words are superfluous, even the best teacher can't find his fault.

Even... a little too fierce.

I wanted him to wait a moment, clamped his legs, and opened them even harder in the next second.Seeing that the pinnae of his ears were empty, he vaguely recalled that something seemed to have been knocked down by accident just now.

I want to stay in his mouth longer, but there is no other way.so troublesome.There is a difference between not having to order and not being able to receive instructions.

The breathing became more and more rapid, and the heart was about to jump out of the ears.He seemed to feel something too, and stepped back.

No, this is a failure.

Before he backed away completely, he straightened his waist, pressed his palms on the back of his neck in time, and fixed him where he should be.

The eyelashes, the bridge of the nose, the lips, the whole face became a mess, I gasped and stroked the side of his neck.

"This is the perfect ending."

Went into the bathroom to do a simple cleaning, and then came out, Ji Chenfeng had already left.

That's fine, just stay here, I can't really talk about love with him, let alone reciprocate courtesy and ask him to use my mouth.

Because of venting energy, my muscles felt sore and swollen after strenuous exercise. Without taking medicine, the interrupted drowsiness returned by itself.

If you continue to think about something before falling asleep, there is a certain probability that you will dream about it in your dream.

I dreamed of Ji Chenfeng.

But because I have always had a lot of dreams, I am not sure whether it is related to the exercise before going to bed.

That was not strictly a dream, but my memory.

When Ji Chenfeng was undergoing cochlear implant surgery, I went to see him.

Certainly not because of emotions like guilt and concern.Before I went, I even imagined that if the operation failed and he died in front of the operating table, it would be a happy thing for everyone.

Unfortunately, the risk of implant surgery is not great, and it is considered minimally invasive.The operation took two hours and the hospital stay was less than a week.

When I walked into the ward with gauze curtains, Ji Chenfeng had just finished the operation, and Yan Shanhua was dozing off. When he saw that it was me, he jumped up from the chair in shock.

"Xiao, Xiao Nian..."

I came to the end of the bed, looked at the young man who was still sleeping on the bed, and tried to find a little shadow of Sang Zhengbai on his face, but failed.At that time, although his lips were pale and his eyes were closed, he could still see that he was very good-looking.But it's not very like Mrs. Sang, it's more like a combination of the advantages of the husband and wife.

"Is he Ji Chenfeng?"

Yan Shanhua nodded awkwardly: "Oh..."

"We talk, can't he hear now?"

"I can't hear it, it's just implanted with a chip, and it hasn't been turned on yet."

After confirming that Ji Chenfeng couldn't hear me, I stopped staring at him, turned to Yan Shanhua and said, "The 30 yuan will be given to you, and you don't have to pay it back." In the middle of the sky, the sun fell straight on his body, and he felt hot even through his clothes.I changed the angle and turned my back to the hospital bed, "Besides me, don't let the third person know, otherwise you and I will be in bad luck."