The selfish gene

The refreshed feeling before falling asleep is completely gone after waking up.Every joint was aching, my stomach was heavy, and my brain was exhausted.

I don't remember what dream I had, the only thing I can confirm is that I shuttled through various fancy dreams all night, without even a moment to breathe.

What on earth is there to make this fucking pain go away?Drugs don't work, and neither does sex.

Is it the only way to die?

Lie motionless on the bed.Because the body is too uncomfortable, I can't carry out any thoughts in my mind. I just focus on the pain blindly, and the result is a vicious circle, which makes those discomforts more prominent.

I didn't want to move at all, but my body started clamoring for something to eat.

Since Tang Bi'an didn't allow him to come over, it is impossible to have hot takeaway outside the bedroom right now.There seems to be instant noodles in the cabinet, let's eat that.

Although he had already thought about what to eat and how to do it, his body seemed to be rusted, and he just sat up for a long time, staring blankly at the carpet under his feet.

Yesterday, Ji Chenfeng was kneeling there...

His strong grip still seemed to remain on the thigh, making the place slightly warm.The trembling eyelashes, the wet lips, the eyes looking up... Just the memory, the tired body seems to feel again.

I went into the bathroom with the thought that a shower might make me feel better, and I tried hard with the thought that reliving last night's refreshment might revitalize my body.

Ji Chenfeng's messed up face turned over and over in his mind, but no matter how trembling his body was, no matter how short his breathing was, the happiness he got was empty.In the end, it ended very sloppily.

With his forehead against the tiles, the dirt on his hands was washed into the drain little by little with the cool water flow.His temples hurt like needles, his calves seemed to be drained of strength, and his ankles started to feel sore. As long as he relaxed a little, his knees would bend uncontrollably.

So boring.

Breathing gradually calmed down, staring at the palm where no traces could be seen, slowly closing the fingers.

"Sure enough, it wouldn't work if it wasn't for that mouth..."

Eating instant noodles that were not completely softened and had a terrible taste, I turned on my phone and checked. There were a few missed calls, all from Ji Chenfeng yesterday.There are also a few unread messages from people asking about my status, but nothing else.

【Do you want to have dinner together tonight? 】

I was too complacent yesterday, no matter what, I should pretend to be concerned and ask if I got home.But it's not too late to make up for it now...

Putting down the phone, he concentrated on talking for two mouthfuls, thinking about how to pass the time in the afternoon, when Tang Bi'an called.

"what's up?"

"Remind me, I'm going to have a follow-up visit with Dr. Zhou in the afternoon, don't forget, young master."

If he didn't say it, I really forgot.

"Do you want me to come pick you up?" Tang Bi'an asked.

"Need not."

Zhou Jiyu's clinic is located in the city center, in a high-end office building.The city landmarks seen from the window are the same as those seen from my floor-to-ceiling windows.It's much more convenient for me to go there than to go to Ji Chenfeng's.

"Master, have you fallen in love recently, and you are so guarded against me..."

After eating the noodles in a few mouthfuls, I dropped the fork, wiped my mouth with a tissue on the table, and said, "It's over."

"Wait, wait!!" Tang Bi'an yelled anxiously, "There is one more important thing I want to tell you, so don't hang up!"

"Fart, let go." The speed of hanging up slowed down, I got up and went to the medicine cabinet in the living room, looking for painkillers.

"Well... Shi Hao is back, he just came back from abroad two days ago."

There was a pause in pulling out the painkiller, and after two seconds, he continued to throw the pill into his mouth.

"Come back, come back, what does it have to do with me?"

"Well... I came back to see Mr. Shi for the last time. He passed away last night. You, young master, don't be impulsive when you meet him afterward. Peace is the most important thing in everything."

At the beginning of Xia, I heard that the old man of the Shi family was dying. He thought he would survive this year, but he died before autumn.

Both the Sang family and the Shi family are well-known figures in Hong City, and they are inextricably linked in business. Although the two juniors are unwilling to deal with each other, but because of face, Sang Zhengbai will bring me to attend the meeting anyway. Farewell.

When the time comes, it is inevitable that they will face off with Shi Hao.

"My dad asked you to beat me?"

"It's not a beating, it's just a warning..."

It is unlikely that this boy Tang Bi'an will contact Sang Zhengbai directly. The so-called "exhortation" is probably a task he got from Tang Zhaoyue.And Tang Zhaoyue is not a nosy person, she must have received Sang Zhengbai's will in doing so.

Treating his son is like treating the company's affairs, just passing on his spiritual core to his confidantes, and then conveying them down layer by layer, and finally completing the instructions.

It's really convenient.

The capsule was stuck in the throat dryly, and because there was no water to moisten it, it was impossible to swallow it.From the base of the tongue, there is a disgusting bitter taste that even instant noodles full of flavors can't cover.

"When is the farewell ceremony?"

I took out mineral water from the refrigerator and drank it in a big gulp, but the bitter taste seemed to stick to my throat, and I couldn't wash it away no matter what.

"the day after tomorrow."

Hanging up the phone without warning, I lay down in front of the sink, digging the pills in my throat with my fingers.

Saliva mixed with blood was retched, and the taste of rust overcame everything and became the master of the mouth.Pulling out his fingers, his fingertips were dyed a faint red, and his throat hurt like hell.

"Hold……"

I don't know who to scold, Tang Bi'an, Sang Zhengbai, or that particularly bitter painkiller.

Zheng Jieyuan should have heard about the news of Shi Hao's return to China. I cut off the phone calls one after another, and finally dragged him into the blacklist.

【Sang Nian, that son of a bitch Shi Hao is back.Be careful when you go out these few days, it is best not to go out, if you really want to go out, remember to call me, I will be your bodyguard! 】

I thought it was Ji Chenfeng's reply, but it turned out to be Zheng Jieyuan's news.

Don't you check your phone during your lunch break?

Anxiously throwing the phone aside, the team entering the parking garage did not move at all, not knowing what went wrong.I lowered the window and poked my head out to find out, but I couldn't see anything.

He unconsciously glanced at the opposite lane, and happened to see Zhou Jiyu getting off a black SUV.

He was wearing a long camel-colored trench coat with a beige sweater and dark suit pants. He looked more like a model walking off a catwalk than a psychologist.

With his hands in his pockets, he watched the passing traffic, preparing to cross the road to come this way.The person in the car lowered the window at this moment and stopped him.

With dark chestnut hair and strong facial features, the man in the driver's seat is an out-and-out foreigner.

Zhou Jiyu turned around and walked over suspiciously, without saying a word, the foreign man stretched out a hand, pulled his neck down, and kissed him.

The two of them kissed each other for a long time on the side of the road in broad daylight.

Oh.

I still wonder if being a doctor now requires appearance, one or two clothes are very good, but if you are gay, it seems to make sense.

The line that had been standing still for a long time finally got some movement, and I didn't care about the two homosexuals who were kissing in the street, I slowly drove the car to the basement.

When I parked the car and took the elevator to Zhou Jiyu's psychological counseling clinic, he was already sitting behind his desk waiting for me—this time he learned his lesson and was seated half an hour earlier.

"I'm glad we met again, Master Sang." He once again put on a gentle mask on his face, but spoke more cautiously and with more measure, "How do you want to start? Or if we don't do anything, you Rest here?"

He's a smart guy, and he's got my point across.

The sofa seat in the consulting room is soft and comfortable, and you can touch the delicate texture of the top layer of cowhide with your fingertips across the surface.

I touched the armrest of the sofa up and down, I didn't make a sound for a long time, Zhou Jiyu didn't rush, just waited quietly.

"Do you know how to make another person obsessed with you?"

Zhou Jiyu blinked and made a surprised monotone: "Ah..."

"Answer the questions I asked you to answer, dare to ask one more word, or reveal to others what I told you..." I looked at him blankly, "You just wait for life to be worse than death."

Not exaggerating or joking.Zhou Jiyu felt it clearly, and his expression calmed down in an instant, returning to the professional mode.

"Don't worry, doctors are obliged to keep the patient's privacy confidential. I will not tell you everything you tell me."

I sneered, but didn't take it seriously.

"I saw you kissing that foreign man on the side of the road. Tell me, how did you make him fall in love with you?"

Excluding money and power, there are not even a few people around who know how to make women obsessed with themselves, let alone men.As for Xu Xi, this kind of topic can't be said.Once she got to the bottom of it, it would be dangerous for her to know about Ji Chenfeng's existence.

Zhou Jiyu didn't expect the topic to fall on him unexpectedly, his complexion changed slightly, and he lost his voice for a while before regaining his composure.

"Everyone's situation is different, and my experience may not necessarily apply to you. Why don't you tell me about the other person's personality, so that I can provide more appropriate advice based on your description."

character?

Lowering my eyes, I recalled: "I am very friendly to others, but I am hot and cold. Every time I touch it, I will push me away in a big reaction. It seems that I like my voice very much, but I don't want to admit it. Perseverance is mine. Misunderstanding. I half-forced him to lick it, and he did it too, but after finishing it, he left without a word as if he was angry." As he spoke, he couldn't help frowning, "The status is far from mine, and I don't have much money. Working a tiring, dead-end job . . . has a good appetite."

After saying the last sentence, he waited patiently for Zhou Jiyu's feedback, but after waiting for a long time, he didn't speak.I couldn't help but looked up, and saw a strange smile on the corner of his lips, I don't know what he was thinking, but he was distracted.

The tapping of my fingertips stopped, I looked at him, and asked coldly: "Is it funny?"

Because of the suddenly cold atmosphere, the psychiatrist who suddenly came back to his senses looked at me in a panic: "Sorry, I didn't mean to make fun of you." He explained, "Your description reminds me of the time when I met you in the past." That person...will be very indifferent to the person he likes. I asked him why, and the other party said...I was too nervous, so nervous that I lost control of my expression and tone."

"As soon as the head is touched, there is nothing left. Just trying not to curl up like a watermelon bug, I have tried my best. So avoid talking, avoiding touching, and even avoiding eye contact. It looks like disgusting. Staying away is the same, actually the opposite."