The selfish gene

Why on earth would you ask someone else's opinion at a time like this?

If you give the other person a choice and get angry because of being rejected, doesn't that cut off the possibility of saying "no" from the beginning?Too cunning, right?

Even though he didn't know that I didn't have a choice, he was still... annoyed no matter what he thought.Even if he wants to break through the final bottom line, he should pout his ass and beg me for "patronage", right?

Although he lacks interest in a man's body, if he is lying there and just looks at the back, it is not impossible to imagine him as a tall woman.Squeezing his nose and sowing seeds in this wasteland, let him be filled with my breath from the inside out, from the body to the heart, and write my name on it. This is the normal direction of our relationship, isn't it?

Instead of being like this... now...

"I haven't prepared everything yet, is it too rushed?" I propped myself up on my elbows with a dry smile, trying to bargain with Ji Chenfeng, "Otherwise it will be the same as last time?"

Ji Chenfeng bent over and leaned over, pressed his palm on my chest, and nimbly unbuttoned his shirt with his slender fingers, as if he wasn't listening to me at all.

It seems gentle, but it is irresistible.

I swallowed, flustered by Ji Chenfeng's unfamiliar side, which I had never seen before.Pressing his hand, I used a little force to pull him away little by little.When his dark eyes looked over, he quickly explained.

"I... I'm going to take a shower."

The ice in his eyes suddenly dissipated into dense water vapor, he dragged a low "um", kissed the corner of my lips, and this time backed away.

After closing the bathroom door, I immediately slid along the door and sat on the floor, wiped my hot face, and scratched my hair irritably.

Although I had imagined that I was "feeding a tiger with my body" before, I never thought about dedicating my body to the beast.

That's too much.All same-sex behavior that invades the inside from the outside is too much.Kissing is already the limit, and other things are beyond my consideration.

It was the first time to reflect on whether it was a mistake to manipulate Ji Chenfeng with emotion. After all, he gave emotion because he wanted to get what he needed from me.If I don't give, his affection will fade, and he will end up cursing me away like those women.

However, in this way, wouldn't I be in a dilemma?Even if you don't want to, but in order not to give up, you have to give.

If there is no sound of water, it may arouse Ji Chenfeng's suspicion.I got up, undressed, stepped into the shower, and took the longest shower of my life.

Anyway, after drinking, why don't you pretend to be dizzy?No matter how much you like men, you can't be interested in a "dead body", right?

Or... sacrifice your mouth?Staring at himself in the mirror, his eyes glanced at his lips, which were extraordinarily rosy after taking a shower.Suddenly, I felt that this was also a solution.

Gou Jian endured three years of humiliation before he finally won the trust of King Wu.Goujian can lick gall to motivate himself, so what if I lick a lollipop?

Fingers curled up, unable to make a move for a long time, as if the doorknob had just been licked by a tongue of fire, and the scorching temperature was still there.Taking a deep breath, I slammed the door open and asked in a natural tone: "Doctor Ji, do you want to take a bath too?"

Ji Chenfeng heard my voice, turned around from the French window where he was standing, looked at me for a while, walked towards me without saying anything.

As he approached, my heart beat faster and faster, my back pressed against the door frame, for some reason, I couldn't even look at each other, I avoided Ji Chenfeng's gaze.

Soon, he stopped in front of me.

"Blow dry your hair, and watch out for a cold."

The tips of the hair were twisted by the fingertips, and a faint smell of tobacco wafted from the nose.After Ji Chenfeng finished speaking, he wiped me into the bathroom.

He touched his hair that was still dripping with water, and touched the position of his heart. Just now... it was so itchy.It's as if the heart is connected with the hair, obviously the hair is being touched, but the tip of the heart seems to be scratched by Ji Chenfeng's fingers.

Follow him back to the bathroom, pick up the hairdryer to dry your hair, and watch him through the mirror.

The body covered with tight muscles is exposed in front of the eyes, it is not the kind of exaggerated bulge, nor is it thin that will fade away easily, everything is just right, as perfect as an ancient Greek marble statue.

This is the first time I have seen his body in sufficient light. It can be said that this body is very easy to frustrate the same sex, but it is also easy to get the appreciation of the same sex.

Not long after Ji Chenfeng stepped into the shower room, the sound of water came from inside.

Put down the hair dryer and look at yourself in the mirror.Silently chanting "Surrender to the Heart", I licked my lips, took off the bathrobe I had just put on, went outside the shower room, grabbed the metal handle, and gently pushed it open a crack.

"Doctor Ji, can I come in?"

The sound of the water never stopped, and the difference between the heat and cold inside and outside formed a large amount of water vapor, which fell on my face hazily, making me squint my eyes unconsciously.

Without waiting for Ji Chenfeng's reply, I belatedly remembered that he would remove the external part of the cochlear implant in the shower, so of course he couldn't hear my voice.

I pushed the door even wider, even if he couldn't hear it, I did enough.

"Doctor Ji, I'm coming in..." Before he finished speaking, a wet palm stretched out from the foggy shower room, grabbed my wrist, and pulled me in forcefully.

In the huge water vapor that made it difficult to breathe, the water from the shower was accompanied by Ji Chenfeng's kiss, intertwined and landed on the skin.

"I thought you didn't want to..."

The palms were propped on the frosted glass partition, and the fingers were constantly stretched and tightened, leaving struggling handprints on the glass covered with mist.

The voice couldn't help coming out, but I swallowed it back with perseverance, even though Ji Chenfeng couldn't hear anything.

Damn, how could this be?

Because he couldn't hear it, he couldn't tell him his true intentions at all.Of course, you can get away by using force, but that would be the end of the whole thing, right?

Damn...fuck...fuck...

Unprecedentedly, I was swearing in my heart the whole time.Scolding Yan Shanhua, scolding her for not taking good care of Ji Chenfeng, making him a trash who can't hear anything.Scolding Lu Sui, why did you help me back to my room, and was bumped into by Ji Chenfeng.I also scolded Zheng Jieyuan, why the ventilation in their hotel bathroom is so poor, and the water is so hot, it's... almost scalding me to death!

After finally pushing the glass door of the shower room open to let fresh air flow in, Ji Chenfeng seemed to have misunderstood my intention, hooked my waist with one hand, and grabbed the metal doorknob with the other, sealing the small space again .

The water flow took away the sweat and my physical strength.

I suspected that I was short of oxygen, I had no strength in my body, and I couldn't stop kneeling on the ground.

Ji Chenfeng hugged my waist, turned my face, and kissed me amidst the continuous sound of water, occupying my few organs that absorb oxygen.All of a sudden I was even more dizzy, my eyelashes, fingers, waist, and even my knees were trembling.

No, I'm really going to die...

Drunkenness and lack of oxygen made his consciousness blurry afterwards.It's like having a very tired dream.I dreamed that I was climbing a snow mountain that no one could conquer.Climbing all the way, the feet are full of glaciers and snow.The body has reached its limit, every joint is aching, the waist is weak, the legs are also weak, and the heart can hardly bear such a hard journey.

It happened to be halfway through, and there was no way to just say it was over except to continue.Therefore, he could only drag his tired body, step by step in the constant swearing, and go to the top of the mountain.

"Why does it grow so big? Why can't it be as small as other mountains?" Asked the mountain, but got no reply.

I feel like throwing up anytime, anywhere, my stomach is sick, my heart is about to explode, just go here, please...

No one heard the silent prayer in my heart.

The voice that had been patient at first couldn't bear it anymore, and began to collapse and beg for mercy.Pray to the gods of the snow mountain to make this trial end quickly.

However, after praying devoutly for a long time, and finding that it didn't work at all, he started cursing again.Panting and cursing, the ending was tinged with a painful trill.

Damn fate, damn God, why did you force me to endure such torture?Seeing my embarrassment, humiliation, and loss of dignity, are you happy?

The god just kept giving him the wind and snow, regardless of whether the climber was dead or alive.

The god is a deaf man who does not listen to ordinary sounds.

Finally, when I knelt tremblingly on the top of the mountain, I was hit by a huge and frenzied joy, which made me bend my body to make myself more perfectly integrated with this snow mountain.

At first, when I only knew swearing, I wondered why some people are keen on this kind of sport, but now it seems understandable.

The wind and snow softened, like a lover's kiss, licking away the tears of excitement on my face.

Every inch of skin, every bone has been weathered into dust, and I can no longer find myself.

I seemed to briefly... lose consciousness.

It's just that his eyes went dark, and when he woke up, he was already on the bed.

Ji Chenfeng sat on the edge of the bed, put on the cochlear implants on his ears again, and got dressed, looking at me worriedly: "Are you okay?"

I understand it, but I still feel sick... I feel like my intestines are about to rot.

The back of his hand lightly stroked my cheek, and Ji Chenfeng asked again: "Do you want some water?"

Raising his limp hand, he thought for a second that he would scold him.But as soon as he opened his mouth, it turned into the same soft, powerless and non-threatening words.

"Doctor Ji, what do I look like...do you like them all?" I hooked Ji Chenfeng's neck, feeling a little confused and drunk, and asked, "Do you like all the good ones and the bad ones?"

He meekly let me hook him, leaned over and kissed my lips, and let out a pampering "um" sound from his throat.

After warming, he gave me some water to replace the lost fluids, and then lay down beside me.But it seems that there is no intention of staying overnight.

No matter how I lay down, I felt uncomfortable, so I put my hands on the side of my face and lay down on the bed.

I was drowsy, I opened my eyes and barely chatted with Ji Chenfeng, my voice was a bit vague: "...are my cats still alive?"

"Yeah." Ji Chenfeng fiddled with my hair nonchalantly, "I found a cat mother who just gave birth to be a nurse for them, and they are much older now."

"That's good……"

"Even if it's not my own child, it is taking care of it very carefully."

I smiled: "It's 'Mom' after all."

"Well, motherhood drives it...to accept other people's children." The fingertips paused, and after a long time, Ji Chenfeng's voice was a little uncertain, "Sang Nian, I don't seem to be my mother's child."

In an instant, the drowsiness disappeared completely, and the blood on his body seemed to have congealed.My lips trembled, I couldn't raise my head, and I couldn't drive my brain to analyze the current situation.