The selfish gene

"Not long ago, she told me she had cancer..."

There are some things that cannot be said to friends with benefits and people who are playing with, because they are outsiders and passers-by.But the lover is different, he participates in his life, he can know everything about him.I think this is Ji Chenfeng's logic.

If I hadn't given him a "title" tonight, he might have regarded me as a benefactor, creditor, or acquaintance, but not a lover.He won't let me walk into his life again, won't let me pry into his heart, and won't allow me to touch him.

But now he opened his heart to me, chatted openly about Yan Shanhua, and talked about the things that had troubled him during this period, maybe it was to please this newly established intimate relationship.

Originally being flattered by him, I should die with pride. This is simply the best reward for my hard work tonight.But...fuck, why did Ji Chenfeng notice it?Realizing that he is not Yan Shanhua's son, Yan Shanhua is not his biological mother?What went wrong, and how did he know?

The body can't move at all due to weakness and fear, just like a possum that has fallen into a state of suspended animation when it encounters a crisis, it can only resign itself to its fate and wait for God's arrangement, life and death are unpredictable.

"She asked me to leave her alone, saying that I was just a child she adopted. Her child died at birth. She was afraid that her husband would blame her, so she found a baby boy who was abandoned by her parents and said it was her child." Ji Chenfeng didn't notice my strangeness, and didn't know that he was holding a sharp sword of Damocles in his hand, "Of course I don't believe her, I just thought she was sick, and I didn't want to hurt me so I made it up." Such a lie..."

According to what Ji Chenfeng said, it was not Yan Shanhua's idea that he asked me to borrow money.

What Yan Shanhua got was lung adenocarcinoma, a malignant tumor that had developed to an advanced stage and had brain metastases.The doctors in Hong City were of the same caliber, saying that the operation was inoperable and suggested targeted drug treatment.However, targeted drugs with good curative effects are mostly imported, which are very expensive and cost tens of thousands of dollars per month.Yan Shanhua cleans the hospital during the day and helps out at food stalls at night, and his salary is only 4000 yuan a month. Ji Chenfeng is just an intern, and the 30 yuan he owes me has not been paid off. How can there be any money left at home?

What's more, even with the best targeted drugs, the median survival time of patients in the middle and advanced stages is only three years, which is just artificially delaying death.She understood clearly, and after asking, she told Ji Chenfeng about the matter, and even made up a lie about adopting her, hoping that Ji Chenfeng would leave her alone and let her die quietly.

She can calmly face the countdown of her own life, but Ji Chenfeng cannot.Although this woman is stupid and bad, she is not worthy of sympathy at all, but to Ji Chenfeng, she is the mother who raised him, and the two depend on each other for life, and they are each other's last relatives in this world.Knowing that her close relative was suffering from such a serious illness, how could Ji Chenfeng not save her with his character?

After asking me to borrow the cost of the initial treatment, he immediately took Yan Shanhua to the Capital Hospital to seek new treatment possibilities.After tossing and turning for a week, a lot of examinations were done, but the final conclusion was not much different from the recommendations of the doctors in Hongshi.

"That day...remember it was a blood test. Before that, I never knew her blood type. When I found out she was type AB, I realized that she might be telling the truth. I am type O , she can't be my mother."

The matter has become clear at this point, it's not that Ji Chenfeng knew the truth, it's just that Yan Shanhua wrapped up a more rigorous lie under the lie.

After a false alarm, I suddenly relaxed, my cold limbs began to warm up, and my brain that was down also resumed operation.

Fortunately... the sword did not fall.As long as Yan Shanhua keeps the secret, everything will be fine.

"Why didn't Auntie tell me when she was sick?" With my elbows propped up on the bed, I propped up my limp upper body, secretly wiped off the cold sweat from my palms, and began to speak politely, "I even drank her milk when I was young. She is also my half mother. Three years ago she knew to come to me because of you, why doesn't she know how to think about herself now? But if I know this, it won't make you so tired these days. "

Ji Chenfeng sat leaning against the head of the bed, while I supported my elbows and only lifted my upper body, while my lower body was still lying on the bed. There was a certain difference in sight between the two of us.He lowered his eyes, and I looked up.The four eyes met for a moment, perhaps because my acting skills are too good, Ji Chenfeng was deeply touched.Holding my side face in his palm, his fingertips slightly penetrated into my hair, he came over little by little, and kissed me for the first time tonight.

It's so coaxing, I was so moved by a few words that I wanted to stick to me.It's because it's so easy to trust others that you always meet scumbags.

But this kind of development, do you want to invite me to climb the mountain again?Forgive me, I don't want to go to the doctor for a split in the back.

Want to return to think this way, but always can't find the right time to retreat.There seemed to be some strange chemical reaction with Ji Chenfeng's saliva, tongue against tongue, lips against lips, they couldn't be separated no matter what.

"I have to go..." Ji Chenfeng said in a low voice, and kissed him again.

Rubbing the pinna with his thumb, it became hot and bloody after a while.Ji Chenfeng bit my lower lip lightly, sucked it gently, his arms began to tremble, and he couldn't hold it any longer, and my physical strength, which had just recovered from the bloody skin, was once again in jeopardy.

It feels like I'm going to be short of oxygen again, my heart is beating so fast, my head is so dizzy, how long is it going to last for a sticky kiss?

As if feeling something in his heart, Ji Chenfeng's eyelashes moved, and the next moment, the corners of my lips suddenly hurt.

"Hmm!" Reflexively pushed him away, turned his face aside, quickly tasted the salty liquid in his mouth, licked the corner of his lips, and felt a sharp pain.

Bitten and bleeding.What is this crazy?

The bad temper in the body is just around the corner.It’s okay to cover my body with tooth marks while I was asleep in the bubble house before, but is it still plausible for people to bite like this when they are awake?He is obviously the same age as me, so why is he still a dog?

"Sorry..." Ji Chenfeng hurried over, turned my face, and carefully checked my injury, "I didn't control it well for a while."

Like licking between animals, he gently licked off the blood stains from the corners of my lips, without any shyness.The soft tip of the tongue swept across the wound, and at the same time as the tingling pain arose, the slight itching also spread rapidly from that point.

Now that I have apologized, there is no way to lose my temper again, otherwise it will appear that I am making a fuss over a molehill...

The accumulated anger was reluctantly licked away, but anyway, if you do something wrong, you still need to be warned, right?Otherwise, the puppy may not learn to behave.

Backing away a little, I broke away from his hand and said, "Doctor Ji, treat me more carefully, I have never made you bleed."

Ji Chenfeng knelt on the bed, and was stunned when he heard the words: "Okay, I will be careful in the future."

His lips were still stained with my blood, but the stain was uneven. At first glance, it looked as if he had been kissed passionately by a woman with red lips and had eaten a mouthful of chemicals.

"I really have to go." The fingertips touched my hair, ears, and chin all the way. Ji Chenfeng didn't just talk and do nothing this time, he immediately dropped his hand to the ground.

After taking his coat from the sofa beside him, he looked back at me and said, "Go to bed early."

After finishing speaking, he seemed to move towards me, but stopped in the next second, looked at me for a while, and finally sighed softly, turned around and walked towards the door.

Staring at the closed bedroom door, I twitched the corners of my mouth.If you want to kiss, just kiss, why are you sighing, what you said just now was not very harsh, is this a grievance?

After waiting for a long time, there was no sound of closing the door outside.

Have you left yet?Could it be... are you waiting for me?A strange feeling rose in my heart, as if a lot of things were stuffed inside, making my emotions passively elevated.Realizing Ji Chenfeng's attachment, although the body is exhausted, but I have to say, the heart is really... so good.

Forget it, comforting a clingy puppy is also an obligation of the owner.

With a soft click, I endured the discomfort and got out of bed, and stopped Ji Chenfeng before he was about to leave the suite.

"and many more……"

It's so uncomfortable, it feels like the muscles are stretched loose, and every step will be involved in it, causing bursts of foreign body sensation.It seems that it has firmly remembered Ji Chenfeng's appearance, and it will never forget it in this life.

When Ji Chenfeng saw me catching up, he paused in the closing posture and changed to open the door.

"what happened?"

I took a short break and said, "I'll visit my aunt when I'm free, so don't force yourself too much." After hesitating for a while, I repeated my previous proposal to him, "And work for me. I hope you can think about it carefully. Auntie’s current situation, she may have to go to the hospital every three days, which job can take so much leave? Besides, targeted drugs cost 10,000+ a year, and 30 is not enough, auntie After eating for two years, what should I do after that?"

The money will only become more and more insufficient. Even if he does not eat or drink, it is impossible for him to earn the huge sum that is left to pay back my 50 in two years.

With his self-esteem, the third time he will never ask me to borrow money again.So what is he going to do?Selling kidneys and blood to repay the mother's kindness?Is Yan Shanhua worthy?

Seeing that Ji Chenfeng frowned this time but was not obviously angry, I continued: "Dr. The status of a lover. Of course, I can also give you money directly, 20 a year, which is not a problem for me. But I respect you and know that you don’t want to owe me too much, so this is the most suitable thing I can think of. It is also the most appropriate way."

So, let go of your self-esteem and pride, obediently be locked by my side, and become a dodder who lives on my breath.You obviously can't leave me anymore, why do you still run around?

"Doctor Ji, Chenfeng...can you understand my painstaking efforts?"

When I called him "Morrowind", his eyelashes trembled visibly, and the center of his brows stretched.

"I will think about it carefully." He seemed to listen to my words, "Thank you."

He stepped forward to hug me, not a hug between lovers, but more like treating a friend or relative, without any element of lust.

After a few seconds, he let go of me, said goodbye to me again and left.

I watched his back until he disappeared at the end of the corridor before closing the door.

What I said just now is probably the second most unintentional and hypocritical thing I have ever said since my high school graduation speech.

In my graduation speech, I told everyone that everyone will have a bright future, and everyone will have a bright future, but in fact, I know that many things are doomed and cannot be easily changed by myself.

It is absolutely impossible for the sons of high-ranking officials and wealthy businessmen to have the same future as the sons of masons, even if at some stage they will have the illusion of...almost equal.

Money and power accumulate from generation to generation, creating classes that are hard to cross. "As long as you work hard, you can become a big shot" is the biggest lie that adults bestow on young children.

After drinking and indulging in lust again, I didn't wake up until the sun was high on the next day when Zheng Jieyuan knocked on the door as if urging him to die.

My brain was throbbing and throbbing, my breathing was short, and my body was very tired, which was a symptom of lack of sleep that I was used to.

I opened the door with a gloomy face, and before I could curse, Zheng Jieyuan squeezed in.

"Yesterday, there were too many people and I didn't say anything. Do you know who gave me that stupid ass thing?"

I got up so angry that I replied "I don't know" very indifferently, threw the capsule into the capsule coffee machine, turned around and went into the bathroom to wash up.

"I know, I'll recognize who wrote that word at a glance!" Zheng Jieyuan followed, "It's Shi Hao, that bastard. He's sincere, every year on my birthday he disgusts me, yes Isn't he sick?"

The bright red hair has been exposed to the sun and washed at night, and now it has turned into a tender pink, which is very inconsistent with his ruffian-like image, and even a bit funny.

"I was the one who beat him three years ago. When he came back, he didn't pick on me. Instead, he gave you toys. Didn't he love you out of hatred? He pestered you so much." I deliberately disgusted Zheng Jieyuan.

Sure enough, he immediately hugged himself in disgust and shuddered.

"You fart!"

I squeezed the toothpaste on the toothbrush, but I forgot about the wound at the corner of my mouth, and it was painful to be scratched by the bristles of the toothbrush.

I twisted my facial features, touched the wound with my fingertips, and my mood instantly became worse.

"Oh? What's wrong with your mouth?" Zheng Jieyuan leaned against the pool and looked at me, his eyes gradually raised the desire to gossip, "You took someone back to the room last night? This girl is very hot, I left a mark for you. Who, Do I recognize it? Is it an Internet celebrity or a star?"

I glanced at him through the reflection in the mirror, and I sent him off: "Doctor."

"Hey, angels in white, have fun!"

Zheng Jieyuan's whole face lit up, and then he completely forgot about Shi Hao, and concentrated on asking me to match him up, saying that he also wanted to meet some beautiful angels in white clothes.