The selfish gene

Due to the relationship between the first class, I didn't teach too advanced content, and all I taught were some basic sign language, numbers, titles, you, me, him, etc.During the period, Ji Chenfeng would do some interactive questions, and asked everyone to complete the questions. There were seven people in the class. He ignored me from the beginning to the end, as if I suddenly disappeared in front of him.

Watching him interact with other people with his chin propped up, a little uncomfortable that he only looks at other people, but it doesn't matter when he thinks that he will be able to see him twice a week for the next few months.

It is impossible for him to ignore me every time, but as long as he looks at me, just one look, there will be a second and third look.Take your time and I'll definitely be able to soften him up again.

After the class ended, we bid farewell to everyone. I, Ji Chenfeng, and Meng Xueyan went to the subway station together because we were going the same way.

I'm in the way...

I glanced at Meng Xueyan beside her, and then at Ji Chenfeng who was next door to her. If there was no such woman, Ji Chenfeng and I would have left together.From now on, won't she be treated as a light bulb every time after class?

Tsk, it's really annoying.

"Does Teacher Ji live far from here?"

"It's not too far, half an hour by subway."

"Oh, my house is quite far from here, it takes an hour, but my company is closer to here, about 10 minutes..."

But there are benefits too.

"I live five stops away from here, which is quite close." I said.

It was during the chatting process between her and Ji Chenfeng that I could casually intervene and have an indirect conversation with Ji Chenfeng, but he couldn't avoid me.

It shows that there are still 2 minutes for the subway to enter the station. The time is relatively late. There are not too many people on the platform, and they are scattered around in twos and threes, so we didn't line up too neatly.Meng Xueyan stood in front alone, and Ji Chenfeng and I stood side by side in the back.

"Mr. Ji, what do you do your job? You look so patient. Are you a teacher?"

Meng Xueyan looked at the gentleness, she was very introverted, she didn't expect that she was quite able to chat.There is a sense of effort that "although I don't know what to talk about, but I am more afraid of being extremely cold than awkward chatting".

"Veterinarian." Ji Chenfeng replied.

"Wow, no wonder." Meng Xueyan didn't want to favor one person over another, so she turned to me and asked, "What about you, Sang Nian, what do you do?"

"I, I don't have a job now, I'm unemployed at home."

I generously admitted that I was unemployed, and I didn't think it was a problem, but Meng Xueyan seemed a little uneasy when she heard it, as if she had mentioned my sadness unintentionally.

She nodded dumbly: "This, this way... That's pretty good, give yourself a long vacation."

The subway slowly pulled into the station, interrupting our conversation.

Although the number of people in the carriage was not as high as the evening rush hour, the seats were still limited, so Meng Xueyan was given the only vacant seat, and Ji Chenfeng and I chose to stand leaning against one side of the car door.

Pretending to play with the mobile phone, in fact, he has been secretly looking at Ji Chenfeng opposite him, at his straight legs, at his slender fingers, and at the eyelashes like crow feathers when the eyelids are lowered.Unlike me, as soon as the other party got in the car, he took out the sign language book in his backpack and read it carefully. It seemed that he had already started preparing for the next class, and completely ignored my intention.

After two stops like this, when passing the stadium station, a large wave of fans who had just watched the game suddenly flooded in.Each face was painted with oil paint and wore uniform clothing.They chatted excitedly about the game that just ended not long ago, without controlling their volume at all, and the whole car became crowded and noisy.

I was pushed in front of Ji Chenfeng, or rather, I was pushed in front of him voluntarily.

Behind is the hot sweat of the fans, and in front of him is Ji Chenfeng's refreshing scent of soap.I leaned closer to him slightly, breathing in his scent almost greedily.

My chest was suddenly pressed against something hard, and I looked down, and it turned out to be the sign language book that Ji Chenfeng was reading earlier.

Through the thick books, Ji Chenfeng resisted me, frowned and said in a low voice: "You are too close."

how?Does it feel too dirty to touch me directly with your hands, and it must be separated by a book?

"But it's very crowded." With an innocent face on my face, I squeezed towards him again without any push from my back.

Ji Chenfeng's muscles tensed up, and he tried his best to resist, but I still found a chance to grab his arm and stick it to the flesh.

"Sorry, Teacher Ji." I apologized with a smile, without any sincerity.Fingertips caressed the opponent's strong arm muscles, leaving behind ambiguous touches.

The air conditioner in the car was fully turned on, but I didn't know whether it was because I was squeezed or I was too hot, and my body began to sweat.

I stared at Ji Chenfeng intensely, my heart pounding for the first time in three months to be so close to him.

Missing strikes again.But I am clearly close at hand with him.

Miss him so much, miss him so much, want to kiss him so much...

I leaned over and couldn't help wanting to kiss him in public.

He pushed away from me in astonishment, opened the distance between the two, and his expression became annoyed: "Sang Nian!"

When I came back to my senses, I found that many people around me were already looking at us.

Relax your body and let Ji Chenfeng push me away. I didn't try to get closer, but Ji Chenfeng turned his face away, and he didn't want to communicate with me anymore.

When I got to the station where I was supposed to get off, I didn't get off, and I was still leaning against the door. After a few minutes, it was time for Ji Chenfeng to get off, so I followed him out of the car.

Get out of the platform, pass the gate, and go all the way to the city of flies in the middle of the night.Far behind Ji Chenfeng, not too far away, I didn't approach him rashly, and always kept an appropriate distance.

Walking up the steps one after the other, both of them were silent.The moonlight tonight is extraordinarily bright, as long as you raise your head a little, you can see the huge full moon hanging high in the night sky right in front of you.This also makes the long dark steps less difficult to walk.

Why did you get out of the car with him and go home with him?In fact, I can't even tell.

It's just... I want to stay with him for a while longer, I don't want tonight to end like this.

Walk him home, watch him come in, and then I'll go.

"When are you going to follow me?" Ji Chenfeng in front stopped, and echoed on the long steps with a hoarse and cold voice.

I couldn't help but stop and looked up at his back.

"Have you seen those greeting cards?"

Ji Chenfeng turned around, and said with a look in his eyes that he didn't understand what I was doing: "How did you see it, so what if you don't see it?"

It seems that nothing can be done.

His eyes fell on Ji Chenfeng's right hand: "Where's your hand, is it alright?"

I couldn't help but want to touch it, but just as my fingertips touched the back of the opponent's hand, Ji Chenfeng violently avoided it.

"Don't touch me." He lowered his eyes, his inner emotions were surging, and his hatred was beyond words, "Never again, don't touch me."

Withdrawing my hand slowly, the bitter taste spread from the base of my tongue, I nodded and said, "Okay, I won't touch you."

He took a deep look at me, turned around and continued walking up.

Watching Ji Chenfeng's back, I took a deep breath and shouted to him without any warning: "I'm sorry!"

At this age, whether you say I am domineering or arrogant, except for a few times when I have to bow to Sang Zhengbai, I will always be the one who accepts apologies and is flattered.

And even if Sang Zhengbai gave in and said sorry, he didn't feel that he was at fault.For the first time, I sincerely feel sorry for what I said and did, and ask for forgiveness.

Ji Chenfeng's pace did not stop at all, and as if he had found a good way to deal with my constant bewitching, he used the "listening without hearing" method again and removed his cochlear implant.

I stood on the steps blankly, with mixed feelings in my heart.

The person who once said he likes any voice now hates my voice alone.

I don't know how to move forward, but I am not willing to retreat like this. I can only stand there like a fool, hoping that the miracle will happen again.

But this time God didn't help me.Ji Chenfeng went up the stairs, and quickly turned into the long corridor in front of his house.He took out the key, opened the door, and entered the house. He never looked back at me from the beginning to the end.

Sigh secretly, this road has a long way to go.Rome wasn't built in a day, and recovering Ji Chenfeng couldn't be done in a day or two.Although lost, it is also expected.

Turning his footsteps to leave, he suddenly heard the dilapidated iron door behind him squeak and open again.I looked back in amazement, and saw a familiar cardboard box was suddenly thrown out of the opened door, and it was thrown on the ground like garbage.

Then the door closed again, as if it had never been opened.

I was stunned, walked up two steps, gradually quickened my pace, and ran to the corridor.Panting anxiously, looking at the scattered greeting cards on the ground, it was a little funny, but also a little unbelievable.

He actually used such a simple and rude method to reject my peace proposal.It is said that people with a good temper are the worst when they get angry, and today I have learned a lesson.

Squatting down, straightening the cardboard box, I picked up the scattered greeting cards one by one.

If I knew it earlier, I would have sealed it with glue, but now I don’t know if he has opened it and read a few more photos...

The ground was covered with a layer of black dirt all the year round, and a few envelopes were accidentally stained, which couldn't be wiped off.

After packing everything up, I stood up, held the cardboard box and raised my hand to the blue iron door.But his knuckles stopped a second before touching the upper door panel, hesitating, hesitating, and finally gave up.

Forget it, people don't want it, so why force it.Even if it is stuffed in today, it may appear in the trash can tomorrow.

"I've taken the things away...good night." I didn't know if he could hear me, and after I finished speaking to the quiet door, I turned and left.

It was late at night when I got home, I threw the cardboard box at the door, and I fell into the sofa. I didn't do anything, but I felt extremely tired.

On the plus side, if he'd been so disgusted when he found out I had given him the card, he could have thrown the carton away at that point.Staying here until now, doesn't it prove...does he still have a little nostalgia for me?

After a short rest, I got up and walked into the bedroom, opened the safe, and took out the red ring box from it.

Gently opened the small velvet box, inside were two silver rings with plain rings side by side, the original two rings, one big and one small, have been changed to about the same size now.

After touching the two rings, my heart was full of sadness.

When will it be possible to send it out?If it is Mrs. Sang's relic, Ji Chenfeng should not throw it away, but he should hate me even more for forcing him to accept the gift in this way.

etc.Suddenly, a flash of inspiration came, gift, birthday... Does Ji Chenfeng still owe me a birthday wish?

On my birthday last year, he said that quitting smoking was his promise to me. In addition, I can ask for another birthday present.

He smirked at the ring.There is another village where the willows are dark and the flowers are bright, this is really... there is no unparalleled road.