The selfish gene

I have waited for hundreds of days and nights for this moment.

I have betrayed the gods, so the gods will not allow me to set foot on his territory again.This is the punishment I deserve, and I don't feel wronged.But it's really... It's been too long, so long that I have to forget that this mountain was once for me to conquer at will.

It’s been a long time since I set foot on a snow-capped mountain. The breath of the mountain, the touch of the snow, the frozen surface, and the undulating mountains like veins, nothing has changed, and I miss everything.

I kissed the earth, stroked the solid surface with trembling hands, and wanted to feel more, but the gods pulled me up from the ground and pulled me up the mountain roughly.

"Wait..." I haven't done such strenuous exercise for so long, I can't take it anymore, and I beg the gods to slow down for me.

The god looked at me condescendingly, caressed my cheek, and let out a low "hmm" sound from his throat, which seemed to agree, but the energy that pulled me all the way up did not diminish in the slightest.

I realized that this is a god who is benevolent on the surface, but actually cold and fierce.

My stomach was churning, my legs were about to cramp, I bit my lip, my eyes were blown by the cold wind, tears could not stop gathering, and slipped from the end of my eyes.

"I've always known what kind of person you are..." The god kissed away the tears at the end of my eyes, perhaps because my embarrassment aroused compassion, he eased down and was no longer so tough.

"You have too many flaws, and your disguise is not careful enough." In the blurred vision, the god's gentle gaze was mixed with a little hatred, "But I still...can't extricate myself from you."

Stretching my arms around his neck, I pressed my sweaty side face to his cheek, rubbing it obediently and nostalgicly.

"I love you..." I swore loyalty to the gods, "I will only love you for the rest of my life."

So, you can also love me with confidence and give everything to me.

"Love me?" The god seemed to be bewitched.

I kissed his lips and said: "In this world, there is no one who loves you more than me."

The god fell silent.Perhaps he was moved by me, and in order to reward my piety, he wrapped me tightly in the form of icy wind, supported my body, and brought me to the top of the mountain very quickly.

I screamed, my mind went blank because of the lack of oxygen.He struggled to breathe, but not much oxygen entered his lungs.

Dying, really dying.

But after finally being able to come back and regain the qualification to set foot here, it is impossible to stop even if he dies.

I resisted my instinctive fear and hugged the god in front of me more tightly.

I thought I would reach the peak in one breath, but the gods put me so close to the peak.

I opened my eyes in confusion, and the god had already retreated.

"Sang Nian, this is the last chance I'll give you..." He made a rather scary opening speech, which made me nervous all of a sudden, "If you still have something to hide from me, confess it now. After tonight, I will I won't turn over old accounts, and I won't be angry with you because of it. But if you choose to keep hiding it..."

He didn't go on, but anyone with a little brain could understand what he meant.

Confessions are lenient, and resistance is strict.If I choose to hide it, and he discovers the truth one day, no matter how hard he is to me, he will never continue to indulge me.Relationships need to be maintained, and trust cannot withstand consumption.Just because he can forgive me once doesn't mean he can forgive me for deceiving me again and again.

I'm not stupid, and I know he's giving me a chance, over and over again.

Biting my knuckles anxiously, thinking for a while, I revealed my despicableness to him little by little.

"Your previous job... I lost it. I bribed the dean not to hire you..."

The handsome god took my hand and took a big step forward. While I was exclaiming, he calmly asked, "What else?"

"I asked Zhou Jiyu to teach me... how to 'capture' you and try to manipulate you emotionally."

"I have been looking for someone to follow you for three years... Every week, she will send your whereabouts to my mailbox."

"I thought about imprisoning you by my side, making you a dodder who can only cling to me..."

"The apartment I lived in before was not decorated at all...it was all an excuse for me to approach you..."

"The medicine is for anxiety... For three months without any news, I was treated in a nursing home..."

Messed up and down, everything that can be said, even things that have nothing to do with him, including the grievances and grievances with Shi Hao back then, I was afraid that my confession was not thorough enough.

And every time I confess something, the gods will lead me one step closer to the top of the mountain like a reward.

"Any more?" He confirmed to me.

I shook my head, trembling to say no.I will be his devout follower from now on, how dare I hide something?

Taking off the finger that was against my teeth, the god kissed my sweaty forehead and praised softly: "You did a good job, Xiao Nian. Very good."

The curse-like words drilled into the ear canal, the body trembled, and the fingers of the gods were unconsciously intertwined.

Why at this moment...

Well, he definitely did it on purpose.

I'm going crazy, I can't calm down at all, my heart is about to explode, I know that these are the things I can't stand the most...

As if being infused with strength, I began to actively ask to continue moving forward, which was a far cry from the way I resisted wanting to rest after taking two steps forward.

Even the gods were a little surprised by my positive attitude: "Do you like it so much?"

I didn't answer, just stepped forward and hugged him tightly, urging him to hurry up.

"Do you like it?" Shenming changed his previous temperament and stubbornly asked me to express my opinion.

Tighten your arms, your cheeks, eyes, and ears are burning hot, even your brain seems to be boiling, you can't think well, and it's burned into a ball of paste.

"like……"

Once you get out, you can't stop.

"like you……"

I like him, I like everywhere, I like him so much that I want to turn into a cocoon like this, be with him forever and ever, buried deep in the ground.I like him, I like his kisses, I like his touch, I like everything about him.

I couldn't see the expression of the god, but from the fact that he immediately turned into a blast and brought me to the top of the mountain before I could react, he should be quite satisfied with my answer.

The speed is so fast, I feel like I have been on a roller coaster ten times in 2 minutes, and every time I dive directly from the highest point.

I was completely down, paralyzed, lying on the top of the mountain, my body was so weak that I had no strength at all.The god lovingly kissed my cheek and rubbed my forehead affectionately. He was so happy that I could return to his embrace and that I once again conquered the snow mountain he had transformed into.

He made no secret of his love for me, and he almost branded the words "God's favorite mortal" on my body.

"Are you ok?"

With my eyes closed, I prolonged the sound "um".

I just wanted to express that I was fine, but it sounded like a kind of acquiescence to the gods.

Climbing a snow mountain, mortals will get tired, but gods will not.After resting for a while, he planned to do it all over again.

I couldn't fully appreciate the fun of mountain climbing before, or in other words, my strong self-esteem made me refuse to admit that I was addicted to it.But it is different now, I have thoroughly understood the profound meaning of "conquest" - when I conquered the snow-capped mountains, the snow-capped mountains also conquered me.

There will be no more conflicts, and you can do it all over again as many times as you want.With that in mind, he took the initiative to send out an invitation.

"I want to do it again..."

Then there is the second and third time.I want to cooperate in my heart. After all, this is the first opportunity to express myself after returning to the seat of the gods. However, my physical strength is not enough, so I gritted my teeth and held back the words of rejection, but my body wanted to escape irresistibly.

Sure enough, it still doesn't work, I can't climb up, let me rest...

In the end, I was dragged and caught by the gods, who forcefully urged me to keep going.

"Have you hated it?" God cunningly asked a tricky question when my will was weakest.

I treat you like this, do you hate me?If you say you like me, are you lying to me?

Because I once said "hate", even if I added 100 million "likes" later, I would doubt the credibility of those likes.The Snow Mountain God, who always appears in front of people with a cool demeanor, is actually a vengeful and narrow-minded guy in his bones.

"...I don't hate it." I gritted my teeth.

The wind and snow happily danced around me, stepping on the snow, making a creaking sound.

"Really?"

After waiting for a while, before I could answer, the god dissatisfiedly ordered the wind and snow to drill into the back of my neck, leaving painful marks on my flesh.

I had no choice but to give in, and let go of my teeth and shouted in a broken voice: "Really, really!"

"Shh..." God covered my mouth, and whispered in my ear hypocritically, "Keep your voice down, don't scare the little animals."

Then you should let me go and stop pestering me to ask this and that?

He was slandering in his heart, but he still obediently did not make any sounds that would startle the little animals.Even at the joyful moment of climbing to the top of the peak, I covered my mouth obediently, only daring to let out a little hum from my throat.

After climbing the mountain three times, the gods were finally satisfied and allowed me to sleep in the arms of the mountains.

I was so exhausted that I nearly rolled over and lost consciousness.

Who is the one who hasn't had a good rest for several days and nights?

Waking up with blinking sore eyes and pain all over his body, judging from the sunlight coming in from the skylight, it was at least nine or ten o'clock.I was the only one in the entire attic, and I didn't know when Ji Chenfeng woke up.

The air conditioner emits a low-frequency operating sound to take away the summer heat.Both the body and the mattress were dry and refreshing. It was obvious that Ji Chenfeng had done a perfect job of dealing with the aftermath as before.

Standing up stiffly, he put on the T-shirt and pants placed at the end of the bed. When he raised his hand, he felt a pulling pain in his shoulder. When he looked down, the ugly brand mark on his shoulder was red and swollen, and there were bright purple teeth marks on the outermost circle. .

When I touched it, I hissed in pain, and I couldn't laugh or cry.This guy Ji Chenfeng really likes to reprint his marks on my scars.

Turning his head to look behind him, he saw that a cigarette scar on his lower back was also left with teeth marks. Don't think about it, his back should be full of his bite marks.

He's obviously the same age as me, how come he's the same as a dog?Are you treating me like a bone?