The selfish gene

The pennant was finally hung under the skylight of the attic. Ji Chenfeng said that it was sunny there, and he could see it when he was lying on the bed.

I don't really understand what's so good about a broken flag. I get up every day and scan those eight golden characters to the point where my temples throb.But because Ji Chenfeng liked it, he had no choice but to follow him.

Ask Tang Bian to bring Xiao Wangba here. Since there are often cats and dogs downstairs, the glass tank is placed in the corner of the attic.

"Brother, just tell me if you are short of money." Tang Bi'an hesitated to speak when he left.

I know that he, like Xu Xi, thinks that I feel wronged to live in the attic because I have no money.

"I have money." I slowly took out my phone and flipped to my fund account.

"Don't be brave. You used to have brands send you clothes directly every season; a takeaway meal cost hundreds of dollars, and you only ate dishes cooked by five-star hotel chefs; you never cleaned the house, not even the quilt Will stack..." Tang Bian stretched out a finger like a treasure every time he said, "If you still have money, how can you live such a poor life?" He concluded.

Of course it's because Ji Chenfeng likes to be poor.

Facts speak louder than words. I handed the phone screen to him. He didn’t look at it carefully at first. He was still talking about letting me put down my self-esteem and accept help from others. As he spoke, his voice weakened and his eyes gradually widened.

"Ten million, one hundred thousand... Bro, when did you start calculating the profit from your position?" Tang Bian asked cautiously.

"Just last month." I tapped the button in the lower right corner of the APP, and I showed him the private equity account. money."

Although it can't be compared with before, the income of hundreds of thousands a month for ordinary people should be considered good, right?

"Fuck!" Tang Bi'an immediately swears, "Why do you make money? What I buy goes down, and the green in the account makes people panic. Brother, how did you buy it? Can you teach me?"

I opened my mouth and wanted to teach a few words, but I quickly changed my mind when I saw Tang Bian's face that didn't seem to have a high IQ.

Too much trouble.It would take a lot of effort to explain it to him, and he might not understand it.

"It requires frequent operations on and off the field, and you can't learn it."

Tang Bi'an's eyes darkened slightly, and he said "Oh" in disappointment.

"You transfer the money to me, and I'll buy it for you directly." Taking back my mobile phone, I said.

Tang Bian's whole face lit up when he heard the words, and he showed a smirk: "Hey, I knew you, brother, are tough-mouthed and soft-hearted!"

He hurriedly took out his mobile phone and transferred 20 yuan to me. I only promised him that he would not lose money, not how much he would earn.He said that even if you let me stay still, it would be better than letting him stay there every day.

After sending Tang Bi'an away, I pushed the door back and entered the room, but was pushed aside by the people behind me bumping my shoulders.

"Doctor! Doctor, save my cat!" A young girl in her 20s, holding a blood-stained blanket in her arms, yelled anxiously at the doctors and nurses as soon as she entered the door.

Nurse Xiao Min stepped forward to comfort her: "Don't worry, what's wrong with the kitten?" When she lifted the blanket from the girl's arms, a silver-white kitten lay quietly inside, with blood coming out of its mouth and nose. Can't see the ups and downs of breathing.

The girl was crying, speaking illogically, begging Xiao Min to save her cat.

"Please save my cat! Please think of a way... I don't know it jumped down... I really didn't leave the window open on purpose... Please save it..."

Ji Chenfeng came out of the consulting room when he heard the crying, and when he saw this situation, he immediately took over the kitten suspected of being injured by jumping off the building from the nurse.

"Prepare for surgery." He said as he quickly walked up to the second floor.

Almost as soon as the voice fell, the rest of the people on the first floor moved accordingly, those who prepared the medicine prepared the medicine, and those who went upstairs followed.Well-trained, stable and orderly, it is not the first time that this situation has been encountered.

"Woo... I'm sorry... What should I do... Mao Mao, please don't worry..." The girl watched the kitten go away, and she sat down completely, just sitting in the middle of the lobby and crying heartbreakingly.

Another nurse, Nana, came forward holding a tissue, trying to persuade her, but she couldn't listen at all, and was always in a state of extreme breakdown.

"Hey, what's this for?" The new guests were immediately shocked by the girl's voice.

Seeing Nana's unsure look, I walked over and swiped my index finger aside, motioning her to get out of the way.

Nana looked up at me, stood up, and obediently retreated behind the front desk.

Although Jian Xing introduced me and said that I was Ji Chenfeng's friend, anyone with eyes can see that Ji Chenfeng and I are more than just friends these days.

When I was bored, I would help out with some registration work at the front desk. Although I was always complained about my bad attitude, I got acquainted with other people in the hospital because of this.Rounding off, he can barely be regarded as a non-staff member of Kangkang Pet Hospital.

Picking up my trousers, I knelt down and said expressionlessly, "Don't cry."

The girl paused for a moment, and although she was still crying hard, she didn't yell anymore.

I don't think a word can calm her down, sigh, use the method of calming emotions learned in the nursing home, and patiently let her follow me to take deep breaths.

"Take a deep breath, yes, come again..." I asked her to take a deep breath over and over again until she calmed down.

"Okay, now let's stand up." I grabbed her arm and pulled her up from the ground with force.

The girl wept and sat down in the waiting area with Nana's support.

The operation took a long time and included blood donations from two cats kept in the hospital.When Ji Chenfeng walked out of the operating room, it was dark outside.

"How's the situation doctor?" The girl hurried forward with tears in her voice.

"The situation is not very stable yet. These few days are a dangerous period, and it may not be rescued at any time." While Ji Chenfeng was speaking, the kitten who had undergone surgery behind him was carried out and quickly sent to the sucker in another room. Oxygen chamber observation.

The kitten fell from the [-]th floor, with multiple fractures and damage to internal organs to varying degrees. The situation is not optimistic.

The girl cried again looking at the kitten that was still awake: "You haven't finished eating the canned food that your mother bought for you, so you must persevere. You are only two years old, and you will be with your mother for a long, long time."

There was nothing the master could do if he stayed here, and finally, accompanied by the nurse, the girl went downstairs wiping her tears, and Ji Chenfeng and I were the only ones left in the observation room.

Looking at the kitten in the oxygen chamber covered in plaster and with its tongue sticking out, I tapped the transparent cover of the oxygen chamber with my index finger and said, "I thought cats had nine lives."

"No, cats only have one life." Ji Chenfeng stared at the seriously injured kitten, turned and walked out the door.

Although Ji Chenfeng was not on duty that night, he still went down from the attic every once in a while to look at the silver gradient called "Maomao".

I went down with him twice, and then fell asleep. I vaguely felt that he was up again. I tried hard to open my eyes, but he covered them and pressed them back on the pillow.

"Go back to sleep, I'll be right back."

I vaguely agreed, rubbed the pillow, and fell asleep again in a few seconds.

After an unknown amount of time, the bed collapsed slightly, and Ji Chenfeng came back.Just like an ant always knows where its nest is, I rubbed it a little bit and returned to my "nest".

"How's it going?" Yawning, I pulled myself together and asked.

It took a while for Ji Chenfeng to say: "It's not very good, maybe I won't survive."

I was stunned, my drowsy brain suddenly woke up, and I looked up at him.Of course he couldn't see his expression clearly in the dark, but I knew without looking that he must be showing that pitiful expression again.

If I choose, it is absolutely impossible for him to be a veterinarian again.Harden your heart and just treat it as a business, but obviously he can't do it.Whether towards people or animals, he is too soft-hearted.

Whenever a small animal leaves, it will leave a scar on his heart.A person's heart is only so big, how long can he persist with faith?

I can't bear him being sad all the time...

"It's okay, you've tried your best." I hugged him tighter, kissed his Adam's apple, and said, "The pain caused by death is the trouble of the living."

"... looking for trouble?"

"There is essentially no difference between the end of life and an unexpected death. The only difference is for the living. The former's relatives and friends have accepted death calmly, but the latter is not yet ready to 'lose'." The typical example of the latter is Sang Just like that, you will never get out of the pain of losing your wife in your life, and you may even blame others for the pain of "loss".

"But why must death be bad? Why must life be good? Since everyone will die in the end, what comes first?" I asked.

"Because people are selfish." Without waiting for Ji Chenfeng's answer, I quickly gave the answer, "All the pain and regret of death come from the emotional needs of individual human beings and the heartfelt wishes of human groups." The arrogant realization that 'the world is best with us'."

I thought Ji Chenfeng would discuss this issue with me after listening to my speech on death, and forget about the kitten for now.Unexpectedly, after a moment of silence, he suddenly said: "So this is why you always don't cherish your body?"

me?"

I talked to him about selfish genes, and he talked to me about not caring about his body?

"I discovered it a long time ago. You don't care about your health at all. Do you think that if you die, you will die. Anyway, it is others who suffer, and it has nothing to do with you?"

I thought he was referring to the time I was sent to the hospital for gastric lavage by Xu Xi and the others, and argued: "That was an accident, I swear I didn't want to commit suicide. If I want to die, how can I die by myself?"

Under the hazy light, I rolled over and sat astride Ji Chenfeng, supporting his chest to straighten up.My fingers lingered dangerously around his neck, and I half-jokingly said: "...No matter what, I must find someone to accompany me."

He grabbed his neck with both hands, just pretending that he didn't want to tighten it at all.

"I know you didn't commit suicide." Ji Chenfeng's voice contained no trace of nervousness or surprise, and he ignored my potential criminal's speech without being misled by me. Is it because of your body?"

From what he said, it seemed to be true.He doesn't know how to take good care of the wound, and he doesn't have the concept of cherishing life. Before, he thought that his heartbeat to Ji Chenfeng was a heart problem caused by lack of sleep. He thought about finding time for a physical examination, and then forgot about it.

"Why don't you take care of my body?" I leaned down and kissed his lips like a dragonfly on the water, "With the care of Dr. Ji, I will live a long life. I will do that...to accompany you to the last critter."

Kneading the nape of my neck with his broad palms, his five fingers inserted into the hair, Ji Chenfeng bit my lower lip amidst the slight tingling of the hair roots, slowly and gently occupying my mouth.

"It's good that I'm good at taking care of small animals, but I hate seeing you get hurt." Ji Chenfeng said with burning breath, "It's very annoying."

It's not easy to get him to say the words "very annoying". It seems that we should be more careful in the future, and we can't let ourselves get hurt all the time.After all, I really want Dr. Ban Ji to die forever.

"Do you want to do it?" Between kisses, I leaned into Ji Chenfeng's ear and asked hoarsely.

Now that you're awake, do some exercises to improve your sleep quality.

Ji Chenfeng didn't speak, kissed me, and put his hand into my clothes as an answer.