The selfish gene

Mao Mao did not survive in the end.It struggled painfully in the oxygen chamber for three days, and its physical indicators were getting worse every day. The owner couldn't bear it to continue to suffer, so he decided to euthanize it.

"It's all my fault, Maomao, please forgive mom and come to see mom in the next life, okay?" The girl cried so hard that she pinched the kitten's paw and kissed its head.

The kitten's green eyes were half-opened, wondering if it heard it.

After saying goodbye, the girl couldn't bear to look any more, she covered her mouth and left the room, and Ji Chenfeng completed the final needle pushing work alone.

I looked at the kitten that was already very weak and might not survive tomorrow without euthanasia, then looked at Ji Chenfeng's quiet profile, and grabbed his wrist.

"Let me do it?"

Ji Chenfeng looked up at me, and gently pushed my hand away.

"It's okay." Scratching the kitten's forehead with his index finger, Ji Chenfeng said while injecting the transparent medicine in the needle into its body, "I know I'm relieving their pain, so it doesn't matter."

It may have been only a dozen seconds. With the injection of the medicine, the eyes lost their luster, and the kitten's chest gradually stopped heaving.

After confirming that there was no pulse, Ji Chenfeng carefully removed the indwelling needle for the kitten.

"Go and call the master, let her come in and have a last look." Ji Chenfeng said.

To be honest, I am not an animal fanatic, the tortoise is a tortoise, and the cat is a cat. I will not treat them as my own children, and I will not be too worried about their birth, old age, sickness and death, but just watching a life disappear like this, I still feel a little out of breath, even... nauseated.

I walked outside quickly, and after conveying Ji Chenfeng's words to the girl, I didn't go back, but went into the bathroom and washed my face with cold water.

Through the door, there was a faint sad cry from outside, I wiped my face, and my heart was full of emotion——I always regarded Ji Chenfeng as a weak and fragile baby, but he may be far more than I imagined stronger.

I didn't want to stay down there anymore, so I went straight back to the attic.

Xiaocao lay quietly in the glass jar, only moving occasionally.I sprinkled some turtle food, I didn't care about it, turned on the newly purchased projector, chose the latest horror movie, and dozed off amidst the screams and roars.

Ji Chenfeng got off work at six o'clock, went to the attic and woke me up after watching a movie, went out for dinner together, and then went back to Fly City together.

Opening the blue iron door, the rows of furnishings in the room still maintained the appearance when we left, but the surface was covered with a layer of black soot, and the ceiling was also burnt yellow.

"Uncle Li said that the repairs and cleaning in the future can be handed over to him, just let us clean up the valuables."

In this fire, Uncle Li’s house also suffered, and he happened to have a construction team he knew well, so he asked Ji Chenfeng to give him the keys to the house, and he would oversee the house repairs later, without Ji Chenfeng repeating Running back and forth is so tiring.

Ji Chenfeng cleans the bedroom, and I clean the outside. The main task is to distinguish between what can be thrown away and what cannot be thrown away.Throw what can be thrown into the trash can, and put what can't be thrown into a cardboard box, and then seal the box.

He opened a drawer and found a bulging file bag at the bottom.I thought it was an important document, but when I opened it, it turned out to be a letter, a letter written to me by Jiu Chenfeng back then.

Looking at it before, I only felt that Ji Chenfeng wrote a lot of trivial daily life, which was very boring. Looking at it now, there is a little more complicated emotion.

This is obviously a love letter.Ji Chenfeng wrote me love letters for three years full of obscure love, but I actually took these as thank-you letters to my benefactor...

It's all thanks to God's help that I can have today with Ji Chenfeng.

"Are you ready?" Ji Chenfeng came out of the bedroom with a cardboard box in his arms and saw me sitting on the floor with a leather document bag beside me and a piece of letter paper in his hand. they exist.

"Have you read the greeting cards I wrote to you?" I asked him, waving the letter paper in my hand.

Ji Chenfeng put down the cardboard box in his arms, walked to me, picked up the file bag, stretched out his hand and stretched out to me: "I've read it."

I gave him the letter paper in my hand: "How is it?"

He took the letter paper, stuffed it back into the file bag, wrapped the rope, bent down and threw it into the cardboard box I was just dealing with.

"Good wording."

I raised my eyebrows, hooked his calf with my feet, led him towards me, and at the same time grabbed his skirt to prevent him from getting up.

"Only the words are good?"

Ji Chenfeng was brought down by me, and he knelt down next to my thigh with his knees apart, one hand supported my shoulder, and the other hand hurriedly grabbed the cabinet beside him.

"Doctor Ji, I worked so hard to write these greeting cards one by one." Leaning close to him, keeping a little distance from him until the lips touched the ground, smiling, but not kissing him, "One card per day, full It took a hundred days to write. I'll be angry if you don't think otherwise."

I tell myself every day that as long as I persist until I finish writing all these greeting cards, I will be able to see Ji Chenfeng.So, in a sense, I'm here to stay, and these cards are a great achievement.

"Thanks for your hard work." Ji Chenfeng took the initiative to shorten the distance between them, and kissed my lips softly, without any deep meaning, and quickly backed away.

Seeing that he was going to get up, I increased the strength between my fingers, feeling dissatisfied in my heart.

Is this coaxing children?

Pushing his knees up, taking care of Ji Chenfeng's important parts, he hummed, and his long eyebrows suddenly frowned.

"I'm angry." I sternly said, "I'll give you another chance to say it again."

He stared at me, sighed, and said dotingly: "Okay."

The fingers clasped on the shoulders tightened, and when he came back to his senses, Ji Chenfeng had already pushed him onto the tatami.Because there is a certain degree of elasticity, it is not very painful, but it is just a shock.

"I like it very much." Ji Chenfeng gently caressed my side face with his fingertips, "The night I opened the box, I didn't sleep all night, and I looked at it over and over again for a long time. It took me a lot of time to give it back to you. It took a lot of perseverance not to rush out and snatch them back. Did you take good care of them, Sang Nian?"

That's more or less.

Exaggeration or not, at least I was entertained.Putting down my troubled knees, I stretched my body and lay on my back under him, saying, "Of course."

He smiled lowly, bent down and kissed my neck, my Adam's apple, my collarbone...

My breathing became short of breath and my skin became hot. I realized that things might get out of hand if I didn't stop. I wanted to get up, but Ji Chenfeng pushed me back.

Seeing that he wanted to continue, I stared at him in disbelief: "You don't want to be here? I don't want to."

It's okay to smell burnt everywhere, it's still pitch black, and the fan can't be turned on, it's too hot to die for.

He groped into my T-shirt, kneaded the muscles on the side of his waist with his palm, bit my ear pinna and said: "You were so active just now, I thought you were hinting at me."

I turned my face sideways, squinted my eyes slightly, and my hands and feet were going to be weak from his grinding.

"It's so dirty here..." I grabbed the last sliver of reason I had left and tried to resist.

"The water heater still works."

So itchy.

I twisted my waist to avoid his entanglement, and I almost couldn't hold on anymore.

"I didn't change my clothes..."

Fingers went all the way up the waistline and stopped on the chest: "You can wear mine."

Well, damn it, I bit my lip and my body started to tremble.

He no longer had any intention of resisting, and his body and mind were completely open to Ji Chenfeng, but he stopped his movements at this moment and slowly straightened up.

how……

I opened my eyes and looked at him puzzled.

Ji Chenfeng lowered his eyes and made a gesture to move away from me: "Forget it, it's better not to be reluctant..."

I hooked his neck, pulled him back, and kissed his thin lips deeply.

Coming out of the bathroom wearing Ji Chenfeng's one-size T-shirt, the traces on the tatami have been cleaned up, including those 001s that finally have their uses.

"I'm fine, go and wash." Clearing my throat, I wiped my hair and said to Ji Chenfeng.

How on earth can you make those unbearable sounds?I'm still a little lost at this point.He even felt ashamed of himself, but he couldn't stop the voice from overflowing from his throat, so he had to knock out Ji Chenfeng's cochlear implant in the end.

However, without his voice, he became more aggressive as if he had lost his scruples.What the hell did I scream, I don't want to recall it anymore.

Did you hold it in for too long?After all, there are people on duty at the pet hospital every day. I am afraid that others will hear me, so I always cover my mouth to avoid making any noise. After finally changing the environment today, it may be a bit... extreme will be reversed?

"The oolong tea in the refrigerator should still be drinkable, open it yourself when you're thirsty." Ji Chenfeng stood up, rubbed my head through the towel, and walked to the bathroom.

Looking back, he saw red nail marks all over his bare back, like a cat scratching.I coughed uncomfortably, went to the refrigerator to get a large oolong tea, and drank a third of it in one go.

It took longer than expected to get everything sorted out by sealing things that were not in use for the time being and only taking the clothes I would wear for the next two months.When I stepped out the door, I subconsciously glanced at the neighbors on both sides, and found that the lights were all dim, and I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.

The sound insulation here is not very good. If there are people on both sides, they will definitely hear the big movement just now.

"Are you resting tomorrow?" Ji Chenfeng and I each carried a box of clothes and walked down the steps one after the other.

"Yes," he asked, "do you have any plans?"

"Let's go to the amusement park again."

"The one from last time?"

"Yes, I want to ride the Ferris wheel again."

"anything else?"

"Then I went to a kebab shop that I had kept in my collection for a long time to eat barbecue. After eating, I went to the convenience store to buy a large bag of potato chips, and went home to watch the latest horror movie."

"Okay." Ji Chenfeng agreed unconditionally, "You can do whatever you want."

Maybe it's the relationship between physical and mental refreshment after venting, or it's such a simple and frequent thing to maintain a good mood, I called Ji Chenfeng's name in a novel, never-before-seen mood.

"Ji Chenfeng!"

He turned his head: "Huh?"

I smiled and called him again, without purpose, I just wanted to call him.

"Ji Chenfeng."

He was surprised for a moment, and soon he didn't care why I called him, turned his head and continued to walk down, and gave a soft "um".

Sixty stairs, I don't know how many times I called him, but he always answered me.