General Manager, can we stop?

Finally, I did something that I thought was really amazing.

After working absent-mindedly for a long time, I took the initiative to call Gongsun Jin at noon, and asked to go out for dinner at night. He waited for so long, so I should give an answer.

I didn't pay much attention to the work after the afternoon, and in the end I was a little annoyed and just dropped it.After talking to the person next to me, I went to the rest room to lie down. The technical department has a process of taking turns on night shifts, so our floor has a rest room for night shifters to rest occasionally, with a few single beds. It's for temporary rest. People like me who work normally don't have the right to enter the rest room. Today's condition is really bad and I don't care whether Fatty Wang will punish me with a bonus after he is caught.I can't control so much anymore, I didn't sleep all night last night, tossing and turning was He Jinpeng's expression at that time... I felt more and more irritable when I thought about it.

Fatty Wang didn't wait until he got off work, so he didn't get up until after get off work. Sleeping this afternoon was really not a happy thing. He was so sleepy that he was groggy, and his head was very painful.After punching in the card, I got off work directly, and I didn't ask Fatty Minister Wang if he had come to grab the bag.

Still at the stop sign, I stood there listlessly waiting for Gongsun Jin to come and pick me up, but an unexpected visitor came.

Staring at me uncomfortably for a while, He Jinpeng spoke first: "Wait...someone?"

Nodded, today there is no beautiful or well-educated lady sitting in the passenger seat of his car, um... After all, he has not sat in anyone else's passenger seat for a long time, except for me outside.He looked at me, as if he was hesitating whether to get out of the car or not, and I said solemnly, "I'll wait for someone to pick me up. If the general manager has nothing to do, please go first."

I, who had never been polite to this person, seemed extraordinarily indifferent and distant this time. I didn't want to be like this, I just wanted to be more natural and normal, but I couldn't control it.

Seeming to be a little bit hit, He Jinpeng's hesitation disappeared, and he changed into embarrassed, "Then..." He didn't finish talking, and I saw a familiar black car driving aside and stopped, I politely smiled. Nodding, "Sorry, the person who picked me up is here." After speaking, he walked towards the car.

Gongsun Jin got out of the car very gentlemanly, because I was in a hurry, so I opened the door and got in the car first, Gongsun Jin smiled and sat back in the driver's seat, after putting on the seat belt, he said jokingly: "You can always I saw your manager."

Startled, I reluctantly showed a gentle expression and waited for him to start the car.

We went to the restaurant where he confessed to me last time, and we still had the same seat.I didn't feel uncomfortable, and I didn't have the time to guess why he chose this place. I ate the dinner he thoughtfully ordered for me. After a few times, he seemed to have figured out my taste, and what I ordered couldn't be said to be mine. I like the most, and I won't order things I don't like. It's hard for him to be so considerate.

Gongsun Jin is a very cautious person. Before he is fully grasped, he will not touch on the matter of the last confession. During the meal, he occasionally talks about some interesting things about him or the fortification in a warm voice, and I just listen to him. From time to time, I should say that I am listening.After both of them had finished eating, the waiter removed the tableware and served two cups of flowers and coffee after the meal.

It's winter, and people outside began to wrap up thick cotton clothes.

The coffee in my hand, with its aroma and hot mist, floats into my heart, warm.

"...You, do you have something to say to me?" He probably sensed my strangeness today. After telling a joke that couldn't make me concentrate on listening, he finally asked, with a warm voice, listen Very comfortable.

I looked back and looked back at this serious-looking man, gently stirring the coffee in my hand.

"I know, you are...a person who knows how to live." I didn't pay special attention to the other person's expression in my opening remarks, but I still saw him frown slightly, as if he already knew what I was going to say next. Yes, and then I went on to say: "So, if you want to live a life, choose a man like you, I think it will be peaceful and warm."

As for luck or happiness, it varies from person to person.

Stopped stirring coffee, "Actually, don't look at my calm appearance, I'm a person who can't calm down and is very troubled, um... I mean some aspects." It's like I'm struggling to come out, Tossing and falling in love for one night, tossing and falling in love with a straight man for several years, and then tossing and falling in love with a straight man again...

I couldn't help but laughed to myself, "So, I might not give you the kind of affection you expect, will you give up pursuing me?"

Gongsun Jin's face was no longer so calm and gentle, he was a little sad, he looked at me, "You are rejecting me, aren't you?"

Shaking my head, I put down the small spoon, "Actually, I am accepting your previous confession, but..." I paused again, "I may never love again." Love is too painful and too tiring, " I'm tired."

Therefore, we need to find a shelter from the wind, not an escape, but a choice to treat ourselves better.

I didn’t tell Gongsun Jin that I’ve been falling into the pit of straight men all this time, nor did I tell him that I’m still lying dead in the pit of straight men, so I can’t give him the so-called love. He understood but didn’t ask the bottom line .Having said that, this man is a very caring, considerate and warm man, he can live a life...

I don't know if Gongsun Jin and I have started dating. I didn't explain it clearly, and he didn't say it clearly. I don't know if this confession came in the right way.That night, after he sent me back to the community, he got out of the car and hugged me in a very secret corner of the car and kissed me.His kiss began to be a little possessive, with joy and careful pity, which could be felt.

It's just that I can't respond to the feeling of rapid heartbeat.

He didn't ask me to sit in my room tonight. He is a person who knows how to advance and retreat, and he knows that some things should not be rushed, so after Cui led me into the community, he drove away.I could see the joy and helplessness between his brows and eyes.

I lowered my eyes, in fact, is it right for me to do this?Even, it was actually a mistake, a big mistake that harmed others and harmed oneself.

"Oh." Looking at the car going away, I couldn't help but sigh, thinking, if we get together in the future, let's get in slowly, so many couples can live a lifetime without feelings at all?

As for He Jinpeng, we are nothing.

I thought about many scenes of coming out and confessing to that man, and even thought about not letting him know for the rest of my life.But, I never thought it would be done in this way, so...directly.

When I turned around, I was taken aback. A tall figure came out from the eaves of the corner by the gate of the community. I heard his voice before I saw it clearly. the key in his hand.

Why is He Jinpeng here?How long has he watched it?Or... have you seen it all?

My heart was very confused, and the daytime irritability reappeared, and it was becoming more and more serious.I turned my head away, pretended to be stupid not to touch on that matter, and changed the subject abruptly, "...Why is the general manager here?" I was very flustered and even panicked, so scared and so at a loss, I forced myself to calm down, The hand has been tightened too tight and hurt himself.

Although I planned to tell the truth even if I was disgusted at the beginning, but if I really want to show disgust to this man, I feel that I still can't bear it, and I might die.

However, I am somewhat selfish, but I am a little thankful that he saw this scene.

At least, in the future, there may be no need to worry about being discovered by this man all the time.

My fear and fear could not be conveyed. He Jinpeng approached, with an unknown and frightening low air pressure exuding from his body, as if the next moment would be a storm, with icy cold and biting pain.

With a sarcastic tone, "I should have thought of it earlier, there are so many coincidences."

My heart tightened, I turned my head to look at his cold appearance, wanted to explain, but didn't know how to say, "...No, it's not you..." The words stopped here.what am i doingThis kind of thing will be exposed sooner or later, this man will know sooner or later, what is the difference between sooner and later?

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

So be it.

Closing my eyes, the corners of my mouth were trembling, and my whole body was trembling, "I...is just what you see, different from you, I am born to like the same sex." Finally, I hid the deepest feelings in my heart. Telling the truth, fraught with fear and despair, made me tremble more and more.

"So, so... the things you didn't remember after drinking too much before, I actually tempted you. You are not wrong at all, and you don't need to worry or regret. In fact, I am a pervert. I was stabbed in the back hole." My fag!" From behind, I almost growled, blaming myself for everything, and in order to suppress the fear in my heart, I could only bluff.

"I'm dirty..."

The final choking ended abruptly with a strong hug.

He Jinpeng hugged me silently, very hard, almost strangling me.But he didn't say anything, no disgust or rejection, no comfort or comfort.

Whoops, I laughed.Isn't this the man who looks cold on the outside but is gentle and righteous on the inside? How could I have forgotten that I actually knew him so well after getting along for a few months?How could such a gentle person show disgust in front of me?

But... your gentleness is in the wrong place.

"... Let go." I tried to push the person who was still motionless, but no matter how hard I tried, it still remained motionless, like a copper wall and an iron wall, with no room for maneuver.

Hug it, hug it, in the end just hug it till the end of time, don't worry about anything else.

I thought to myself.

Of course, this hug can’t last forever. No matter how long it takes, He Jinpeng still has to let go of me. His eyes are closed, so I can’t see what he sees. Vain expectations, standing there stupidly, looking at the man in front of him, expecting something, expecting something.