General Manager, can we stop?

Thinking of the moment when I told the fact that I like a man yesterday, the wonderful expression on his face, and for some reason, there was a bit of gleeful thought in his painful chest, it seems that I have become so vile. There is a cure.

Today I went to work as usual, dull and unremarkable as always.I will not take the initiative to resign. If he is disgusting, he can just fire me. There is no reason why I have to be unemployed after exposing my sexuality and stay away from here... In fact, what I dare not admit is that I have nostalgia Those who stay here with selfish psychology, even if they don’t want to pursue anything in the past, it is also a kind of comfort to see it every day.

Of course, it is also a kind of self-abuse.

This feeling is like, finally looking forward to someone pulling me out of a deep pit, and then while I am full of gratitude to him, he pushes me into another pit with his own hands. It is a painful and complicated state of mind. At the beginning, it was even more miserable to be nostalgic for Yang Qi.

He Jinpeng disappeared again, to be precise, he started avoiding me again.In fact, I have always known that the previous "encounters" and encounters were all just He Jinpeng who appeared in front of me on his own initiative. Otherwise, with our positions, responsibilities, identities and status, how could we easily meet?Even Fatty Wang, the minister in the same department, couldn't be seen often, let alone the distinguished general manager who lived in the high seat.

However, after he stopped showing up, I realized that we don't even have the occasional one anymore.

So, he disappeared again, disappeared from me again.

Since that night, he hasn't even shown a single face, and when the special elevator flashes, it won't stop on our floor, just like its mission, from the bottom to the 28th floor.

I don't want to admit that many times when I raise my head inadvertently, I look forward to seeing that figure, that face with a rogue expression.It's a pity that he seems to have planned not to appear again, and there is no news.

Today, there was a drizzle, carrying the cold air from north to south. The drizzle hit the face, icy cold, and had the ability to penetrate into the flesh and into the heart, which was also icy cold.

"Too bad, I didn't bring an umbrella..." Ren Xiaoyu hit my face, and I whispered to the sky. Although this kind of coldness is biting, it can make people wake up.I've been living too confused and confused recently, it's time to wake up, I smiled self-deprecatingly.I don't want to go home anymore, when that big boy Zhan Zhan was there, there was someone to talk to, but now he's not even there, the place is so deserted and lonely.

But if I don't go back, where can I go?

So, I asked Gongsun Jin out again, he is really a good man, although I don't often ask him out, but he is always on call, never once refused my invitation, he is indeed a good man.

I'm lazy, so I don't go out of my way to find a place, so I just waited for him at the restaurant where I confessed and replied.Gongsun Jin seemed to be really busy. I ordered a lot of food and was half full before he arrived. Then he said sorry with an apologetic face.

I smiled weakly and said, "It's okay." I called you out suddenly because I was self-willed first.

Gongsun Jin sat down, obviously not hungry, he only asked for something to drink and slowly ordered to drink, while watching me appreciatively watching me eat alone.I didn't feel uncomfortable, I chewed slowly, and didn't put down the tableware until I couldn't eat anymore. Then the waiter came over to clean up in time, and there were only two drinks left on the clean table.

I was originally a quiet person, but I didn't take the initiative to say a word when I called someone. Gongsun Jin is a gentle person, not talking much and very gentleman. It's different, he is Chengwen wise, gentle and refined; he always thinks twice before speaking, with aloofness in his politeness and stability in his humor.Yang Qicheng is naturally soft and gentle, as gentle as jade; although he is not a chatterbox, he can speak well, and often flirts with others.

Probably, it’s not a problem to continue to be silent. Gongsun Jin found a topic and chatted with me slowly, but he didn’t say a word about why I asked him out. I knew he was probably waiting for me to take the initiative to speak.As I said, he is a very gentlemanly man, if one day I live together with him, it will probably be like this: I play my game alone, and he holds his "theory and philosophy". We couldn't say a word: After dinner, he watched 'Road and Growth', and then I watched 'Can Luffy and Naruto become CP', so when whoever opened the mouth, the other party was completely at a loss and couldn't understand; after that Going to sleep, he smiled at me gently and said 'good night', without even a trace of enthusiasm, then I nodded, pretending to be lazy, and lay down on the other side...

Suddenly, I hugged my head, probably confused by the world in my mind, can I survive such a life?I'm going to die right?

"...What's the matter?" Gongsun Jin was frightened by my appearance, even the tense appearance had a refined temperament, without that kind of paranoid madness and impulsiveness, and he would not even come across and grab my dick like someone His hands stared at me.

Startled, I raised my eyes numbly, met his caring eyes, and finally uttered a few words, "Are we... suitable?" One carrot and one pit, but the man in front of me was not me. pit.

"You...don't be like this." Affected by the frustration on my face, Gongsun Jin's stature, which had been maintained very well, fluctuated a little, and there was something extra between his brows, but it was not sad.

"It's okay... It's okay if you don't accept me, we can take our time, there is no rush." ​​Gongsun Jin rolled his eyes and said to me in a measured tone, "Don't push yourself too hard, I don't You have to make a decision..."

I know, of course I do.This person will never force me, let alone domineeringly want me to do this or that. He will only follow my choice very gently, and then accept all fair and unfair treaties in a gentlemanly manner.

but……

"……Feel sorry."

I can't harm people, such a good person.

My apology only made the other party stunned for a moment, and then there was a flash of sadness, other than that, there was nothing else, not even a retention, a very gentlemanly smile at me, a very gentle smile, and returned Come to comfort me, "I told you, you don't need to be polite to me, you don't need to say 'sorry', 'thank you', etc." He also speaks slowly, like a noble duke, without a trace of ordinary low.

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