You are my sin uncrowned poem

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In the few days after Sam's exorcism, the parish seemed to be calm again. The paladins continued to patrol the city every day, but no more demons were found.People will still go to church to worship, go to church to pray, and go to the confessional to confess when there is no one there. , still with an oddity that made Sam uncomfortable.

Sam didn't know what was going on with Dean these days, every morning before going out, Dean would come over and give him a big hug.He felt inexplicable, and the hug only lasted for a few seconds, but he was still secretly happy because of this short contact.The brothers seemed to be back to the way they were before. At that time, they were not adults, they were familiar with each other's smell, and they would not instinctively put up defenses just because the other was an Alpha.

But once some things change, they can never be the same again.

Sam wanted Dean's body even more.A secret desire ran through his veins, making him want to bite down on Dean's neck in every hug - he remembered the hickey that had appeared on Dean's neck, and Dean never explained where it came from , Sam didn't know why Dean had to lie.

Every guess made him more restless.

The room smells of Dean, of desire.

And that's not the only strange thing.

This morning, Sam woke up to find Dean straddling him again, palms on top of his head.He saw Dean's slightly swollen lips, and he also noticed the slightly bulging between Dean's legs.

But all the appearances with sexual implications could not impress Sam at the moment, he just gasped and found that he seemed to have appeared "abnormal" again.

Although Dean still refused to sleep honestly at night, and would always turn over and hug him when he was drowsy, Sam also kept Dean's words in mind, fearing that he would be affected by the tattoo again, so he would still be as good as before. Carefully push Dean's hand away.

He struggled with Dean's smell and body temperature for a long time last night, but still reluctantly pushed him away, keeping him as far away from his body as possible.

Dean's explanations are always so simple, and Sam vaguely senses that something is wrong, the reason can't be as simple as Dean said.He could even sense that Dean might know something, but kept his mouth shut in front of him.

A secret is a secret.

Sam still remembered what Dean had said.

And now, he has his own secrets that he can't tell Dean.

Sam suddenly felt a little dazed. Dean keeps those secrets from him, like, Dean can't trust him completely.And the secrets he keeps from Dean, it's like trying to get Dean back, he seems to have forgotten the gap between them, he's just trying to pretend to be normal, pretend he's just a brother.

This made him live in a sense of suffocation every day.

He felt abnormal.

But he dared not let Dean know.He didn't want even Dean to think he was abnormal.

That must have hurt so much.

What Sam doesn't know is that Dean is worried about him too.

Because the bishop said that too much contact with sacred objects can speed up the purification, Dean went to hug Sam every day before going out.He thought it was a stupid thing to do, but for Sam's sake, he had to try anything stupid.But Sam still sometimes suddenly fell into a state of unconsciousness, and the "demon" came out of his soul and took control of his body.

They kiss again.

Dean thought kissing a real demon was even weirder than kissing this "demon".Because it was Sam's body, and the demon strangely didn't seem to want to swallow his soul, or do anything to hurt him.He just pressed over suddenly, his lips pressed against him, and Dean, who was pinned and unable to move, could still feel the breath spraying on his face.He's forced to open his mouth, and Sam's tongue slips into his mouth, and the kiss afterward is always deep and long.

Probably because the other person still looks like Sam, and his body is also Sam's, Dean doesn't think there's anything disgusting about these kisses, it's just...weird.Like at that time, it was Sam who pressed him on the bed and came to kiss him.

And what bothers Dean the most is that, probably because of being a saint who has been abstinent for many years, he actually got an erection this morning because of that kiss-whether it's the devil or Sam, he doesn't want to accept this fact.He also hoped that Sam didn't notice this, or just saw it as one of those awkward moments that every male morning has.

The bishop has still not heard back from the pope. Dean was annoyed by this.He thought about stealing the key again, since it was not in the Dean's office, he must have it with him.

Wait two more days.

Chuck, who was patrolling the city with Dean, noticed that Dean seemed to be troubled, and he looked worried from the back, so he clamped his horse's belly and chased after him.

"If you have made any mistakes, you can come with me to the confession room of the church, and I will finish listening to your confession." The priest pretended to be joking with the head of the regiment, and out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of another tall horse. Dean, but found that he seemed to be showing a really embarrassed expression.

Dean knew Chuck was joking, but it reminded him of the morning.

The memory of the kiss came back again, Sam's soft lips and warm breath made Dean's throat feel dry and tight.He licked his empty lips, remembering Sam's bewildered expression when he regained his senses, his chest felt a little hot for some reason.

"Dean?" Chuck's eyes widened, and he called out in a panic.

"I secretly took a shower by the well behind the monastery yesterday, and was almost caught naked." Dean said nonsense, "Is it not proper for me to be a paladin?"

Hearing that, Chuck seemed unable to react to Dean's words all at once.He blinked his eyes, and after a while he shouted angrily, "Don't make such vulgar jokes with me!"

Dean laughed.He stretched out his hand to caress the horse's black mane, and patted its neck affectionately.The passers-by were also attracted by the knight's laughter. They followed the reputation and saw the blond knight smiling brightly, while the priest beside him had a suffocated and unable to vent his expression.

"Okay, I don't make such vulgar jokes," Dean smiled and shook his head, and then he suppressed his smile and looked at Chuck, "Don't you think it's been too peaceful these days?"

Once the devil appears, all kinds of troubles will come one after another.That's why Dean hastily rearranged the time and personnel of the city patrol overnight after he found the demon in the woods.If it is said that before the appearance of the devil, the knights patrolled the city just to thank the bishop of the diocese for his generosity, then after that, they directly entered the alert state of preparing for battle.

The emergence of demons means the emergence of war.

Especially in parishes with sealing arrays.The purpose of the demons may be to destroy the sealing array. Since they can find a loophole and flood into this parish, their number can only increase.

But until now, Dean had only seen three demons, none since Sam's exorcism in the central square.

Not quite.

When it came to serious topics, Chuck's expression immediately became serious.He nodded in agreement and said, "According to past experience, there will only be more and more demons at this time, but they suddenly disappeared. It's like..." Chuck frowned, looking for the right words, " What are they planning?"

A violent storm was brewing in the brief tranquility of the moment.

Dean glanced up at the sky.

"I'm going to find Bobby."

Dean likes the current city very much, because it was once destroyed by war, but it was reborn, thrived on the ancient battlefield, and gained the beauty it is today.The main buildings in the city are built on the flat plains, the cathedral, the city hall, the tall bell tower, the market stretches along the road, and the high and low residential buildings extend from the plain to the nearby hills, and many people plant trees on their roofs. some flowers.

Dean likes things that have life.

It is also his duty to protect them.

Bobby, like Dean, also sensed that something was wrong - all experienced soldiers could smell the ominous smell from the current calm, they didn't dare to slack off at all, and they were still patrolling every corner of the city with tense nerves every day.

Fighting against demons is not the same as crusade against aliens or resisting alien invasion.If the enemy is human, the Inspector General of the Knights will negotiate with the bishop early, and the bishop will order the citizens to move out of the city.While cities may be destroyed after war, they can still be rebuilt as long as human lives are spared.

But once the enemy becomes a demon, the situation is much more complicated.

Demons have no entity. Even if the citizens move out of the city, the demons can still use their skins to come back again—even without the protection of the paladins, the danger of moving out of the city is much higher than staying in the city.During this period, people who entered the city from the outside would also become the focus of the church and the knights' defense, so that in the subsequent sealing war, the city as a battlefield was closed and completely isolated from the outside world.

Dean and Bobby went on to discuss other details about the readiness, and Bobby had already rolled out the stationery to write a letter to the Pope to report the situation.But they all hope that this is just a misunderstanding caused by their paranoia, after all, no one wants war to break out.

TBC