You are my sin uncrowned poem

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Dean seemed to be someone else entirely, not the Grand Master the knights knew, nor the brother Sam knew.He is like a puppet who can think and act but has no emotion and knows no pain, repeating the "kill" command that no one knows in his ear.

Sam chased after Dean, who had already killed two demons in succession.The death of the Hell Knight broke the morale of the demon army, and many demons had left their skins and fled. Only those who hadn't given up still refused to leave, but their final fate was only to die under Dean's knife.

A demon crashed into Sam, and Dean instinctively wanted to pounce on it to kill it, but before it could even get close enough to Sam, it was sucked into the slightly crackling air around Sam, hissing and dissipating in pain.And Sam, every time a demon disappeared around him, he could feel the power inside him grow stronger again.That power seemed to strengthen itself by destroying other demons. Perhaps those demons did not disappear, but were completely swallowed by his power.

Sam moved up to Dean, reaching out to grab him after he'd killed another demon. Dean turned his head and gave Sam an emotionless look. This strange look made Sam feel a palpitation, he was a little nervous, and his heart suddenly beat very fast.This Dean didn't seem to know him at all, and was completely indifferent to his calling and persuasion.

"Dean!" Sam called out Dean's name again without giving up, pulling him toward him.Dean, who was covered in injuries, couldn't pull Sam at all. He was pulled into Sam's arms, struggled for a while, and suddenly took a deep breath, bringing the tip of his nose to Sam's ear.

Sam was taken aback by Dean's initiative to snuggle up, and he grabbed Dean's waist, half dragging and half hugging him away from the center of the battlefield.In the meantime, there were still unrepentant demons rushing towards them, and Dean seemed to have sensed this, and every time he would struggle in Sam's arms and want to rush to kill the demons.

But the demons couldn't get near them.

They were all consumed by Sam's power.

Sam reached out and stroked Dean's sweaty and bloody face, and his palm was instantly stained with blood. The blood on Dean's body also smeared onto Sam's clothes, but Sam didn't care at all, he still called Dean's name, hoping to use this to call his brother back - at least let this strange Dean go away.

Dean also seemed confused, he was always consciously or unconsciously sniffing the scent on Sam's body, which both repulsed him instinctively and attracted him to come and cling to this body.He was still holding the knife in his hand, and his right hand couldn't move at all, so he could only keep rubbing the tip of his nose against Sam's cheek, and suddenly bit his chin hard when Sam tried to pull him away slightly.

Hot and thick desire filled Sam's eyes in an instant, and there was always desire that came with that dark force, and he restrained it well, but at this time Dean gave a bad start.The longing swelled inside Sam, getting stronger and stronger, and he almost kissed Dean right here.

"Hey, Dean, it's me." Sam panted, and he pressed Dean's waist hard to prevent him from continuing to lean over and rub his body unconsciously.

"Dean!"

There was another cry, and Dean finally seemed to respond.His body jerked and he looked up at Sam blankly. Sam continued calling Dean's name, realizing that the problem might be the knife in Dean's hand.Careful to avoid the demon, he patiently persuaded Dean to drop the knife.At first Dean was reluctant to cooperate, he just rubbed his forehead against Sam's cheek again, tilted his head up to kiss him. Sam had no doubts that if Dean hadn't been covered in bruises now, he would have been pushed to the ground by Dean.

"Drop that knife in your hand, Dean!" Sam repeated emphatically, "Drop it!"

Dean frowned in confusion, blinked, took a sharp breath, and dropped the first blade in his hand to the ground.

The moment the knife left the palm, the hallucinations were withdrawn, the pain returned to the body, and the mind regained consciousness.

Dean lowered his head and sucked in the air forcefully, the pain all over his body made him show a painful expression.He grabbed Sam's arm involuntarily, and it took him a moment to realize he was being held by Sam's waist.

He remembered what had just happened.

He killed Abaddon.

The memory remains in the mind, and the feeling of being filled with pleasure remains in the body.Cain had warned him that the combined effect of the bloodstain and the first blade would have a serious impact on him: at first the body would gradually lose the sense of fatigue, he would no longer need sleep, but the spirit would bear more accordingly, if a person's mental strength If he is not strong enough, he is likely to gradually lose his emotions under the action of the first blade; while the first blade will arouse human instincts, defense instincts, and attack instincts to the greatest extent, and the pleasure brought by bloodthirsty will make people addicted. until completely lost.

"Let me go." Dean gave Sam a slight push, and he pulled off his cloak to cover the first blade, only to find himself too wounded to bend over.

Sam didn't let go of Dean, he still held Dean in his arms, took the cloak from his hand, and bent down to wrap the first blade around it. Dean backed away from Sam's arms, panting hard, feeling as if all the bones in his body were about to fall apart.At this time, a demon rushed towards him. He subconsciously wanted to take the weapon from Sam's hand, but Sam rushed to block him, raised his hand to control the demon's skin, and grabbed the demon hiding in the skin. The body, let the fire of hell burn it up.

Dean could see clearly behind Sam.

Sam's power is stronger than what he saw last time, and his control of power is also more proficient, and the demon on the opposite side has almost no resistance.

Sam promises he won't do it again.

When Dean realized that Sam had lied, he suddenly flew into a rage.He took the first blade that was tightly wrapped in the cloak from Sam, gritted his teeth and glared at Sam, trying to suppress his anger and said: "I remember you promised me last time that you would not use this method of exorcism again." .”

Sam glanced at Dean and responded calmly: "It was just an accident, I have no other choice."

Sam's justification instantly ignited Dean's anger. He sneered and said, "Is that what I read wrong? Why do you feel that you are more proficient in using it than last time?" He suddenly stopped while speaking, then frowned and growled , "I told you not to use it, why do you insist on using such a dangerous method? What about your promise, Sam?"

"It was really just an accident." Sam refused to admit it.Although Dean's attitude made him a little hurt and dissatisfied, he wanted to appease Dean's anger first, and he could talk about this issue with Dean.

"Don't forget I'm a warrior! I'm not dead! Still standing here!" Dean roared, "I don't need your 'accidental' help!"

"But you can't even stand up right now!" The suppression and restraint were completely shattered by Dean, Sam looked at Dean angrily, not understanding why Dean just refused to believe that he could control himself, he was even angry that Dean accused him of lying, Accusing him of not keeping his promise, "You have no position to accuse me of not keeping my word, Dean! Who the hell has been lying to me all this time! You lied to me more, and now you're blaming me instead! It's obvious that you have been refusing to believe me!" I can do this well, why can’t I use my powerful power? Are you struggling to stand up and still say some big words to protect me?”

Dean was completely stunned by Sam's barrage of accusations.He wanted to refute, but everything Sam said was true, and he couldn't refute it.He was the one who started lying to Sam in the first place, he kept a lot of things under wraps, he lied again and again.He is indeed in pain and can't move at all. If it weren't for Sam, maybe he would have been torn to pieces by the demon now.

Sam was right, all he said was lies and big talk.

Dean's expression withered instantly.He glanced at Sam, the pain of a wound being torn out in his eyes.

In fact, Sam has never forgotten that he was deceived.

Yes, how could you forget?

In fact, the gaps and cracks have always existed, and the whitewashing of hypocrisy and deceitfulness cannot make them disappear. Even if the relationship between the brothers becomes more distorted, this distortion is not enough to heal the resentment left over the years.Concealment is not a permanent solution. Once exposed, it will only widen the rift.

Deceit would be an eternal stain on Dean.

He cannot refute.

He really doesn't qualify.

Dean took the first blade from Sam.

As long as you hold this knife, you will no longer feel pain.

He remembered the agreement with Cain.Cain's condition is actually very simple, he wants Dean to go back and kill him with this knife after killing all the Hell Knights.

At the beginning, Cain killed his younger brother not out of jealousy, but because his younger brother Abel was lured by the demon Lucifer and almost fell into depravity.Cain couldn't bear his younger brother to be Lucifer's doll, so he agreed with Lucifer to let him replace Abel.He killed Abel, and Abel's soul returned to Eden, where it would no longer be infested by demons.And Cain also got the mark, and the knife that killed Abel became the first blade.He was alone, and no one could kill him—unless someone else got his bloodmark and killed him with the First Blade.

Whoever hurt Cain will receive sevenfold retribution.

Dean had no idea what awaited him.

He was a little scared at first, thinking that maybe he could find other ways to resolve it.

Dean took out the first blade, threw the cloak on the ground, and charged at the demon again.

TBC