broken

It's very simple, I can always get high scores, but I have never had many friends. "

The girl merged the two thin legs together.

"I don't know why, I don't know why they don't play with me, no matter how many people they play, they never take me. Every time I stand by the side, watching them grab chairs, and then push and pull , laughing and making noises, very happy. I really wanted to go up and say: Take me, but every time they look for someone, they will avoid me, so I dare not."

Shen Qiuhe frowned deeply, looking at the girl's dark and sad eyes looking forward with distress.

"Then one day, I always remember that day, it was a Tuesday, during free activities in physical education class, a few girls who often play together in my class came to call me and asked me to join them. At first I thought it was them Not enough, but after I went there, I saw that there were actually a lot of them, eight or nine of them, and I was very happy at that time. They pulled me over, and a girl with long braids asked me to sit down first. Her name was I I have forgotten, she introduced the rules to me very seriously, in fact, I already knew the rules, I always watched them play, but I didn't interrupt her, I just listened to her, I felt that I had integrated into them Well, I just nodded when she said it, and I grinned, uncontrollably, Shen Qiuhe, you know, I have never been so happy. Since I went to school, I have taken No.1 exams many times, and I am not so happy. I've been happy, really, I've never been happier."

When Su Jin said this, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his lips, but the smile disappeared soon, and the remaining expression on the girl's face was colder than before.

"The game has started. Although I haven't played it before, I can always grab a stool. If I can't grab it, I have to be a 'ghost'. It was good at the beginning, sometimes 'big wind blows', sometimes 'little wind blows'. "

"'Little wind blowing'?" Shen Qiuhe asked puzzled.

"Well, 'Great Wind Blowing' is what the 'ghost' said to have some characteristics, such as getting up and grabbing chairs, 'Little Wind Blowing' is the opposite, standing up without that characteristic. It's actually the same. Later I did it too. There was a 'ghost', when we had five girls and three of them were wearing shorts, I said let the ones in shorts get up and grab the chairs, I am very familiar with the rules and it is very fun."

Shen Qiuhe nodded to express her understanding, she took the opportunity to lean closer to Su Jin, and stopped interrupting her.

"I was immersed in the game at the time. I didn't see them winking at each other. I just wanted to play with them. Soon, the girl who called me to come and play at that time became a 'ghost'. When she didn't grab the stool Very frustrating because it was the second time she was a 'ghost', I remember she raised her chin and said: 'The wind is blowing, blowing.' Others asked: 'What is blowing?' The girl covered her mouth and controlled I couldn't help but suffocated my laughter and said: 'Blow... Blow someone who doesn't have a mother!' Then not only her, but everyone laughed together, except me..."

Shen Qiuhe's heart was pulled hard, she looked at Su Jin, Su Jin's eyebrows trembled slightly, but his voice didn't stop.

"They were all looking at me. The motherless person they were talking about was me. I didn't know how to face it at all. When I heard that sentence and was laughed at by everyone, I was completely numb. , My legs are not mine, but I slowly stood up."

"The girl kept smiling at me, and even came to hold my hand, just like when she called me to play games together, she was very enthusiastic."

Su Jin buried her face in her knees, moved her toes, and Shen Qiuhe immediately covered her feet with a thin blanket.

"They acted as if nothing happened, as if this sentence was actually very common, and they dragged me to continue playing. The girl grabbed it very quickly, and then I became the 'ghost' of this game. I was still posting Stupid, they kept urging me, so I chose the feature of wearing glasses, and four students wearing glasses grabbed the chair with me. After playing a few more rounds, another girl became a 'ghost', and that girl is usually quite squeamish , she was very reluctant after becoming a ghost, and other people pushed her behind her. She looked left and right, and said impatiently that the wind was blowing, and the others asked: "What is it blowing?" The girl looked Looking at other girls, then she looked at me with strange eyes, and said arrogantly: 'Blow, blow, blow that person without a father'..."

What the girl said was like a sharp sword, stuck straight in front of her face. This sword was extremely sharp, and the blade was stained with blood. The invisible blood seemed to have just been pulled out of the little girl's chest. It was bright red and sad. Blood.

Shen Qiuhe heard the girl twitch, she wanted to reach out to hug the girl, but the girl stopped her.

Su Jin sucked in the air hard, closed his eyes, the tears in his eyes accumulated more and more, slowly soaking his eyelashes.

She hugged her hands, buried her head in her knees, and the scenes at that time were in her mind.

"Why is it her again? Haha."

"She has neither father nor mother!"

"That's right, she is motherless."

"why did you leave?"

"I can't play anymore."

"My grandma said that her parents were killed by her."

"seriously?"

"Of course it's true, otherwise, who would be without a father or a mother, how could it be so unlucky."

"What a broom star!"

"If you call her to play, she really dares to come, don't you know that everyone hates her?"

"Look at her, she can't even afford a spicy bar, you poor ghost!"

"You're still wearing white rubber shoes, it's so ugly!"

"It's so short, it looks like it has nothing to eat or drink, poor thing."

Su Jin raised her head and sniffed, squeezing out the tears from the corners of her eyes. She pursed her lips repeatedly, but she didn't stop talking.

"At that time, all the students were laughing, all laughing, the laughter was so loud, but I could hear every word they said. They were laughing, they were all laughing! I really didn't understand at the time, shouldn't laughter be Are they happy, but their smiles don't show any happiness at all, what a terrible smile!"

As she said that, the girl also laughed coldly, her shoulders trembling. In this silent night, this laughter was cold and desperate.

"After that day, I don't want to go to school anymore." Su Jin took the paper from Shen Qiuhe and wiped away his tears and snot.

"My aunt came to persuade me, but I didn't go either. She didn't know what happened, so I wouldn't tell her. The teacher also came to the house many times to look for me, but I didn't tell me what the teacher asked me, and the teacher couldn't do anything, because It is compulsory education, and you can only keep your student status, after all, you have to graduate.”

"Study is no longer interesting. I have forgotten how I lived at that time. It seems that I didn't study at home, and I didn't go anywhere. Maybe I just lay in bed all day and stared out of the window in a daze. I have no memory of that time. Yes. My aunt thought I was sick, so she took me to check and there was no problem. I know that my aunt loves me. I am not her own. She can't beat me or scold me. She just looks at me as much as possible, for fear that something will happen to me. .Later she saw that I hadn't done anything too much, so she let me stay there until I graduated from junior high school."

After Su Jin laughed at herself, her spirits improved a little. She made a paper ball with the wet tissue that she had wiped off her tears and held it in her hand.

"After junior high school, other people went to high school to continue their studies. I didn't study, so I just hang out with a group of boys outside. Others, like you, are on the future path planned for you by your parents. I walk step by step, but I don’t know what tomorrow will be like, I don’t care, anyway, it’s day after day, I don’t know how to start every day, and I don’t care how to end, day after day, year after year, that’s it , I became a waste."

Saying that, Su Jin laughed again.

"Don't say that..."

Shen Qiuhe moved his body, reached out and pulled the girl into his arms, not to let the girl belittle herself like this again.The girl struggled for a while, but was hugged even tighter by her.

Shen Qiuhe felt an indescribable pain in her heart, she felt sorry for Su Jin, and felt sorry for such a young child being treated like this.

Children have no interest relationship, so the malice encountered in childhood is the real evil, pure evil.

A game that can be integrated into each other is obviously turned into a knife by other children, which is directly inserted into the girl's chest.

How could little Su Jin, who has no parents, resist these things?

She didn't even have anyone to tell her, so she could only face such malice by herself. Her cleverness didn't let those people let her go, but made them hurt her even more crazily.

Shen Qiuhe hugged the girl tightly, fearing that those demons would jump out of the abyss in her heart again, taking advantage of her weakness, to slander her and erode her.

"Xiao Jin, don't think about that, okay, it's all over, now you have me, you are no longer just yourself, I will always be with you, don't be afraid."

"Forever?" Su Jin in her arms asked sarcastically, she turned her head away and struggled again.

"Shen Qiuhe, I don't believe in eternity, I don't believe it! You don't understand, you don't understand, I am different from you, I am a person who doesn't even know what will happen tomorrow."

"no!"

Shen Qiuhe put his arms around the girl's back, not letting her distance from him, stroked the girl's face with his hand, and pressed it against the girl's forehead.

"You may have lived like that, but that was all in the past, it's all in the past! Xiao Jin, you are with me now, you are no longer a person who doesn't know tomorrow, what my tomorrow is like, and so is yours! I can't tell you how far it is forever, but I will accompany you as far as you go!"

Su Jin looked at Shen Qiuhe with a firm tone, the woman's eyes showed no hesitation, with a kind of reckless tenacity and stubbornness.

When Shen Qiuhe was with her just now, this kind of gaze