broken

She had seen it before, but now, this indomitable determination seems to have penetrated the darkness of the night, shattered the nightmare that disturbed her, and cleared away the haze of childhood memories.

Su Jin felt hot in her heart, she lowered her eyes, and the corners of her flattened mouth curled up slightly in the darkness.

She got up and pressed towards the woman, embraced Shen Qiuhe, bit her lips, and sucked her taste from the tip of her tongue.

Shen Qiuhe straightened up, put her hands behind the girl's head, and sucked the last bit of oxygen from between the two of them.

The air in the room became damp and sticky, and the skins were scalding each other, conveying passion and heat.

After the passionate kiss, Su Jin stood on her knees on the bed, her eyes kept looking at Shen Qiuhe, and the sadness and sorrow just now disappeared from her eyes.

She crossed her hands in front of her and slowly removed the last thin shirt.

In the darkness, Su Jin puffed out her chest, her neck stretched out like a swan, and she sent herself over reverently.

She bit her lip, and whispered between the tearing of her teeth and lips, and issued a request-like order to the woman——

"Shen Qiuhe... want me!"

23. Chapter 23

In Shen Qiuhe's eyes, although Su Jin's family background is not good, but she used to have a cool look, fearless and indifferent, as if she didn't care much about anything.

But after this night, Shen Qiuhe realized how many unrevealable secrets were buried under the girl's pretending to be strong appearance, and how many fragility and heartaches were hidden.

After that night, Shen Qiuhe took care of Su Jin even more.

Because she felt that Su Jin's childhood memories and encounters were not good, and she was afraid that she would not have confidence in life and the future, Shen Qiuhe focused on rebuilding the girl's confidence and yearning for a better future.

On the one hand, she often takes girls to see some interesting and fun things, on the other hand, she often shares her own growth experience with Su Jin.

Su Jin is still very interested in Shen Qiuhe's experience. After all, there is a huge gap between her and Shen Qiuhe's family backgrounds, not to mention one in the sky and the other in the earth. So in his spare time, Su Jin pestered Shen Qiuhe to tell her this Years of reading and growth experience.

At first, Shen Qiuhe was worried that Su Jin would be jealous if she knew that Gu Shaofeng's figure and footprints had always been by her side since she was a child.

But later, he found that Su Jin didn't care about her as a "retirement object" at all, so he put his mind at ease, and told her what kind of special classes she had taken since she was a child, when she went abroad, studied for a PhD, and then returned to China to teach at a university Started as a popular science blogger, went on a TV show, and told girls one by one.

Slowly, Shen Qiuhe's family and the experiences of these years gradually became three-dimensional in front of the girl's eyes and slowly built up.

Su Jin thought, in such a wealthy family, when Shen Qiuhe was a child, her parents would help her plan her life.Because of the good conditions in her family, she can get better education, more resources, more choices, and more love from others.

The higher you stand, the more you get, and the more choices you have.

And each of these choices is good, it just depends on what Shen Qiuhe wants more, after all, for these people, anything they want is okay.

And when I think about myself, her aunt, uncle, it is not easy to have a job that can make money. How can there be so many choices?

They have no culture, no foundation, and not so many resources to waste, so they can only choose the path that allows them to live. This is the only choice for them, the bottom people.

Even my elder brother who went to college, because he did not go to a good school, was recommended by his elder brother to join a slightly better accounting firm even after graduation. In that firm, he was also the worst one in their eyes. The work is all his, and all the mechanical and repetitive tasks that they don't want to do, waste time, and don't make people grow, will be thrown to this newcomer from the broken school.

Even so, my brother still feels extremely lucky.

Of course, Su Jin believed that his elder brother could gain a firm foothold there, and his elder brother had made such progress step by step since he was a child.

Just thinking about it, what made Su Jin even more sad was that she knew that no matter how hard people like them tried, they might not get more than what Shen Qiuhe and the others originally had.

—

Shen Qiuhe took out two bottles of mineral water and handed them to Ling Fei who was standing by the desk. Ling Fei took them with a smile, unscrewed one of them, and handed it to his girlfriend Dudu.

Dudu Xia just graduated, and has already found a job in a scientific research institute. This time, she went back to N University to borrow some materials from her tutor, and it happened that Ling Fei sent her here.

Ling Fei turned around in Shen Qiuhe's office, and finally her eyes fell on the vase of flowers next to the computer on the desk.

"Very beautiful." Ling Fei touched the petals of Pink Snow Mountain with her fingers and said.

"Well, she deserves it."

Ling Fei turned her head to look at Shen Qiuhe, and then looked at other places in the office. Shen Qiuhe immediately understood what Ling Fei meant.

Ling Fei came to her office before, but now compared to before, there are flowers on the desk and several interesting ornaments on the desk. The layout has changed a lot, with many more bright colors and active elements.

Ling Fei naturally understood the reason for the change.

Ling Fei leaned over, smelled the fragrance of the flowers, and asked, "How are you two getting along? Is my little girlfriend a little troublesome?"

"No." Shen Qiuhe shook her head and said with a smile, "She's not annoying, she's sensible and cute. I used to think that young people are more impulsive when they fall in love, and they have to be romantic and have a sense of ceremony, unlike older people. She's so mature and sensible, even bland, but the truth is, I'm still in tune with her."

Ling Fei took a sip of water, she didn't believe that Shen Qiuhe was in a normal relationship now.

Having been friends with Shen Qiuhe for more than ten years, this woman has always been a passive party in the relationship. Because she is not emotional, Ling Fei always feels that her relationship with Gu Shaofeng is boring.

But now that he met this child, Shen Qiuhe's whole person has changed, and he seems to be a little bit in love. As a friend, Ling Fei still feels deeply.

Maybe it's just meeting someone you like.Ling Fei thought.

Dudu's phone rang, and while Dudu went outside to answer the phone, Ling Fei raised an eyebrow at Shen Qiuhe and said, "By the way, even though you object, I still asked someone to check it out, then The kids are clean."

Shen Qiuhe couldn't help frowning when he heard this.

She understood that Ling Fei's "clean" meant no criminal record.

Like Su Jin, a child who has never read since childhood and is mixed in the society will inevitably go astray.And Su Jin is so eccentric, it's not good to hang around outside.

Ling Fei's actions were to help Shen Qiuhe find out, but for some reason, from the day he became interested in Su Jin, Shen Qiuhe only wanted to protect this girl, and did not want her to suffer any harm or doubt.Especially after knowing her life experience, this desire to protect becomes even stronger.

"Ling Fei, don't investigate anymore. Although she often plays outside, she is a good child, and...no one wants to be investigated like this."

Faced with Ling Fei's kindness, Shen Qiuhe really couldn't be angry.

The meaning of protection was already very obvious, no matter how much Ling Fei had in his mind, he just said "Understood" lightly, and stopped mentioning it.

—

When Shen Qiuhe came home at night, Su Jin was typing on the computer to prepare a material for the next day.

Shen Qiuhe asked her to come over for dinner tonight.

Seeing the woman entering the house, the girl seemed to be a kitten who had been expecting its owner to come home, and immediately came over and hugged the woman who was still standing at the entrance with open arms.

"I bought all the lettuce and celery you want to eat, and I have washed them and selected them, but I don't know how to cook them."

The girl rubbed her chin against Shen Qiuhe's neck, and said coquettishly: "Shen Qiuhe, don't think that I have no parents since I was a child, so I can cook independently. I watch all the meals I cook myself. not going down."

The "kitten" in her arms was intimate and soft, which softened Shen Qiuhe's heart after a busy day. She smiled and said, "It's okay, I'll do it. You are too thin. I just want to feed you fat."

The preparation process for dinner was very fast. Stir-fried lettuce and shrimp and cashew nuts and celery were not complicated dishes. Shen Qiuhe also made tofu with shallots.

When cooking in the kitchen, the girl sat by the kitchen door and talked with Shen Qiuhe. Although Su Jin was not good at cooking, she would always accompany the woman every time, so that Shen Qiuhe would not feel lonely cooking.

But tonight, Shen Qiuhe was obviously not concentrated enough, Shen Qiuhe was distracted by Su Jin's words several times, and she had to ask the girl again what she just said.

Su Jin leaned against the door, looking at Shen Qiuhe, who had been out of shape since entering the door, she didn't say anything, she kept the same tone as usual, helped cut a few slices of beef with sauce, filled the rice and went back with chopsticks Dining room.

The more normal the girl's attitude, the more guilty Shen Qiuhe felt.

While cooking, her thoughts drifted far away following Ling Fei's words in the afternoon.

Shen Qiuhe didn't listen to Ling Fei's words, but it didn't mean she didn't think about it.

Shen Qiuhe understood that what Ling Fei was reminding all the time was that the background gap between her and Su Jin was too great, there were too many uncertain factors and too many unknowns.

It's not that she doesn't understand this matter, but when she was with Su Jin, the woman who felt her heartbeat for the first time didn't care about it at all, she rushed forward desperately, immersed in love.

After all, Shen Qiuhe is not a brainless person. Ling Fei is the most sensible friend around her. Although what she said sounds uncomfortable, it is not unreasonable.

But life is a one-way street, no one can go to the front to see.

But when Shen Qiuhe was a little bit worried about the relationship under this difference, what she faced was a change.