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Got new water heater.

Ling Fei opened the refrigerator, and found that the spinach with wilted leaves was bought when she came over last week. She turned her head, looked at Shen Qiuhe who was sitting on the sofa with her head down, and shook her head helplessly.

"Qiuhe, I brought you some canned food and milk, and put them in the refrigerator."

Ling Fei walked over and sat on the sofa as well. The old-fashioned sofa had already collapsed in half and made a creaking sound when she sat down.

"You have to eat. You can't do anything if you don't eat. Alas, it's okay to eat less." Ling Fei said while raising her hand to tidy up Shen Qiuhe's collar.

Shen Qiuhe nodded casually, but judging by her state, Ling Fei knew that she didn't listen at all.

Although it was almost eleven o'clock, Shen Qiuhe looked like he had just woken up. Ling Fei asked Ma Siwei to go downstairs to buy some porridge and buns, while she sat with Shen Qiuhe in the living room.

"Qiuhe, I checked the hospital you mentioned. Su Jin's mother, Bai Ping, has indeed been hospitalized. The doctor I found told me that she seemed to be very irritable when she first lived in it, and she would beat and bite people. Yes, but then gradually calmed down, and then she didn't recognize anyone, probably before the child went to see her, she didn't recognize anyone." Ling Fei said.

Shen Qiuhe looked at her.

"So, although Xiao Jin has a mother, she has never been recognized by her mother, has she?"

Ling Fei didn't expect Shen Qiuhe to ask such a question, she was taken aback for a moment, and then nodded.

Shen Qiuhe turned her face back, her eyes were a little red.

"Poor child," she said regretfully.

The cold air from the air conditioner finally drove away the heat in the room. Ling Fei adjusted the angle of the air supply and sat next to Shen Qiuhe again.

"Ling Fei, it's been so long. I've thought about a lot of things, but I can't figure anything out. I understand her desire for revenge, but I can't understand her insistence on using such an extreme method. At first, I couldn't understand I couldn't figure it out, but then I thought, if I were her, if I really wanted to get back at what my dad did, what would I do? There's absolutely nothing I can do, I don't know if I'm starting to understand her , or maybe I will never understand, because I am not her. She is right, my family is superior, I have everything since I was a child, study hard, study abroad, come back to teach, do scientific research, do science popularization, and be a radio guest, it is logical , everything I have experienced is so smooth, I want to understand her, but I can't even do this, I can't imagine what it's like for her to grow up in such a family environment, I can't understand how she was raised by her childhood. How painful it is to be scolded by my friends, bullied by them, and discriminated against by them, I can't even empathize..."

Shen Qiuhe lowered her head, showing a frustrated look that Ling Fei had never seen before.

"Qiu He, don't think so, you are innocent, it's not your fault." Ling Fei comforted.

"Then isn't she innocent?" Shen Qiuhe asked back with her head lowered.

"What did her mother do wrong? What did her father do wrong? When she lost her parents, she was a toddler who didn't understand anything. It's all because of my dad! Ruined her whole family, ruined her...she She wanted to take revenge, but found that the person she wanted to take revenge was so far away from her, almost unattainable, she had to give herself up, and did so many things that she felt disgusting and unbearable. At that time, she was weak and helpless She is also innocent..."

These words were helpless and bitter, and the cold wind from the air conditioner made them lose their heat.

In this sweltering summer day, Shen Qiuhe's heart was cold, tangled and confused every moment. She didn't know what would happen to Su Jin at this time, would he be happy because he had revenge?

52. Chapter 52

Shen Qiuhe TV's program has long been discontinued. The teachers in the school and some friends around him knew about Shen Guojun, and also knew about the relationship between Shen Guojun and Shen Qiuhe.After all, it is a disgraceful thing. Everyone doesn't say anything on the surface, but it is inevitable to point fingers behind the scenes.

Although she tried her best not to care about other people's opinions, so many things happened, Shen Guojun was arrested again, and it was difficult for Shen Qiuhe to adjust her own state. The errors in the recent test data all appeared in the part she was in charge of.

The head of the department walked in front of Shen Qiuhe's office several times. He couldn't bear it at first, but finally he talked to Shen Qiuhe and suggested that she should just take a break.

But Shen Qiuhe didn't want to accept the leader's opinion. She no longer had a family, let alone a lover. If she didn't have a job, what would she have left?

At this time, she can only use work to numb herself and keep herself busy, so as to isolate herself from the noisy world.

But this is only Shen Qiuhe's own expectation.

As soon as Shen Guojun's incident came out, some netizens began to investigate him, which is the so-called human/meat search.

They soon discovered that Shen Guojun was a senior official of a local state-owned enterprise, and that Shen Guojun's daughter was actually a well-known science blogger in the field of nutrition in China, a professor at N University who had published many guidance books on residents' nutrition and diet, and often appeared as a guest on the show. Shen Qiuhe.

As a result, Shen Qiuhe's Weibo suddenly flooded with many netizens. They insulted Shen Guojun and even verbally attacked Shen Qiuhe in those popular science Weibo.

Shen Qiuhe had no choice but to turn off comments on Weibo, but there were still a lot of swearing messages pouring into the background of the WeChat platform, and later I heard that there were still Complaints to the school's mailbox, even on the school's open forum, someone will post related content.

Not long after school started, Shen Qiuhe had to suspend work first, and the Weibo and official/accounts used for science popularization were also at a standstill and would no longer be updated.

For a while, she stopped even the last bit of work she had left, and almost lost everything.

Faced with the loss of a good friend, although Ling Fei and Ma Siwei would visit her every two or three days, their company could neither alleviate Shen Qiuhe's loneliness nor change her experience.

Because Shen Guojun's case had caused a lot of social impact, under the joint efforts of the special team and the inspection team of the Provincial Party Committee, the progress was rapid.

In terms of economy, the inspection team found that when Shen Guojun was in charge of a shantytown renovation project four years ago, he accepted 100 million yuan from the developer.

After Shen Qiuhe went to return the stolen money and paid the fine, the family didn't have much savings anymore.

The lawyer went to see Shen Guojun several times, but every time he came back, the lawyer shook his head solemnly at Shen Qiuhe. Shen Qiuhe understood that his father didn't say anything.

Shen Qiuhe knew that since Su Jin was going to do it, she had made perfect preparations, and she would indeed get enough evidence to convict her, making it difficult for Shen Guojun to stand up.

During another visit, Shen Qiuhe found that his father was much thinner than when his mother Xing Huijuan passed away. His eyes that were always bright were now dull and his cheeks were sunken.Shen Qiuhe felt pain in his heart, but also hatred.

The father and daughter sat on both sides of the wooden table, and the visit time was limited, but the two were silent. Shen Qiuhe really didn't know what to say to his father.

Seeing that the visiting time was approaching, Shen Qiuhe lowered his head and squeezed the knuckles of his fingers.

"Dad, I want to sell the house in Huaicheng."

Shen Qiuhe pursed her lips hard, feeling her nose sore.

"I...I can't accept what happened there...I...I can't imagine that my father, who has always been a big image in my heart, can do such a thing..."

Facing his daughter's words, Shen Guojun didn't even move his eyeballs. He was still staring at a corner of the table, staring blankly. If the man hadn't closed his eyes slowly, he would almost be an immobile statue.

The clock on the wall clicked away, and the sound of every swing of the second hand echoed clearly in the room.

In the door behind Shen Guojun, footsteps came from a distant place, and the man knew that the time for visiting was coming.

"Ah."

Shen Guojun squeezed out a word from his throat, his voice was hoarse after he hadn't spoken for a long time and his vocal cords had not been adjusted.

After finishing speaking, he supported his knee with his right hand, stood up slowly, did not say anything to Shen Qiuhe, turned around and walked back to the iron gate.

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Went to Huaicheng Villa with the real estate agent to take pictures, posted it on the Internet, and Shen Qiuhe returned to his apartment.

It is not a solution to always borrow Ling Fei's old house, she always has to accept the fact that her father has done those evil things and is about to be tried.

Shen Qiuhe sat at the desk blankly, looking at the distant sea through the window.

She remembered that Su Jin said that she was afraid of water and would only look at the sea from a distance, but she was unwilling to go to the beach. Now Shen Qiuhe realized that it was because her mother wanted to end her life in this way, because at that time She was left on the beach, but her mother walked away from her step by step, towards death.

The focus of his gaze returned from the sea to the window, when Shen Qiuhe saw the empty vase on the table.

She gently stroked the empty vase with one hand, and picked up the phone with the other hand, zooming in on her WeChat avatar.

Shen Qiuhe's portrait is still the bouquet of flowers that Su Jin once planted with his own hands. The sunflowers in the picture are blooming brilliantly, full of vigor and hope.

A drop of tear fell on the petals of the sunflower on the screen, Shen Qiuhe raised his head, pursed his lips tightly, letting the tears flow down the corner of his eyes.

How much she wanted to bring hope to Su Jin!

But thinking of the word hope, Shen Qiuhe swallowed the tears that flowed into his mouth, and shook his head self-deprecatingly.

Hope, does Su Jin feel that there is hope in life?

Even living in the old small house of Ling Fei's family, she would feel the inconvenience of life. Su Jin, who grew up in those tube buildings in Fendou Lane, felt inconvenient when those children lived in that decadent and dirty mess.